A/N: So sorry this took so long to get up. I have been soo busy lately! And i have a gf now... so, she makes me so happy. Anyways, enough with me. time to go to the story!

Callie was looking at the vodka. Since when did vodka come in like 1,000 flavors? Marshmallow, cotton candy, cherry, grape, whipped cream, chocolate? What the hell? Callie thought to herself. She shook her head and went and grabbed a bottle of red wine, a bottle of scotch, a bottle of tequila, and three flavors of vodka. She really wasn't a vodka person but hey, why not try something new. She decided to try marshmallow, cherry, and chocolate. She found Addison in the produce.

"Hey." Callie said with her armful of liquor.

"Jesus! Are we having a party tonight that I don't know about? Or is that just yours?" Addison said surprised and sympathetically.

"Can we have a party?" Callie asked excitedly as she put the bottles in the cart. "It is Friday night."

"You are getting over one of the worse hangovers of your life and you want to drink and party again?" Addison asked.

"Why not?" Callie said shrugging.

"You know what, fine. Invite anyone you want but good luck getting them to respond. The first time that I tried to have a party no one RSVPed so... good luck. Aren't you going to need a lot more booze?" Addison asked. Callie took the cart and went back to the liquor leaving Addison in the produce.

"You can come pick out liquor with me." Callie said over her shoulder. Addison went because she knew what everyone else would want to drink. Addison quickly grabbed a few bottles of things she knew everyone else liked along with a few bottles of wine.

"Do you want me to invite people over? I am pretty sure I am the only one you know in LA." Addison offered.

"Yeah. That'd be great." Callie said grabbing some different vodkas and liquors. She grabbed some more tequila. They had about twenty varieties of liquor.

"Okay, that's a lot. No more or they are going to think we are alcoholics."

"But we kinda are. Not like rely on alcohol alcoholics but the alcoholics that drink more than three drinks per day type but not necessarily every day." Callie said putting the last bottle into the cart. "I think we need some coke to go with the rum. Or something because we should experiment and mix stuff together. If Cristina Yang were here she would mix up something good. She was a bartender for a few days." Callie said. Addison just looking at her rather sympathetically.

"This is effecting you more than you let people know." Addison said.

"Huh?"

"Arizona sleeping with another woman; its effecting you more than you let people know." Addison said.

"Maybe. The Arizona I knew wouldn't have done this." Callie sighed. "She changed after the crash. We all did, and I get it. I do. I was really freaked out with cars after the accident. I get the PTSD, I do but the thing with me is I talked about it and it got better and easier. Arizona doesn't talk about it, with me or anyone. She talks to Hunt but she holds things back from him even. I did't want to push her because I would have lost her more than I already had. But now, I have no idea who she is anymore."

"Which is why therapy is a good thing for you guys. It will find out why and to get her the help she needs and you the closure of why she cheated and maybe then you guys can be the happy, peppy, couple you used to be." Addison said.

"Yeah. Speaking of that. I should go if I wanna get there on time." Callie said looking at her phone. It was four and she had no idea how to get there. "How long does it take to get there from here?" Callie asked Addison.

"About twenty, thirty minutes." Addison said starting to walk away from the liquor section. Callie followed.

"Okay, I'm going to head out. See ya later." Callie started to walk out.

"Good luck!" Addison yelled after her.

"Thanks!" Callie yelled over her shoulder.


Arizona was waiting in the waiting room for Callie. It was 4:25 and she was starting to worry that Callie wouldn't show. Callie came out of the elevator. Arizona sat up more and smiled at her.

"Don't do that. Just...don't." Callie said. She sat down across the room from Arizona. Callie wouldn't look her in the eyes. Arizona looked at Callie sympathetic eyes.

"Callie, are you okay?" Callie looked up and glared at Arizona.

"Please, don't do that either. Lately all i can think of is what you and that woman did together and I am not even one hundred percent sure what happened. All I can think about is you with her though and I don't know if I can do this whole therapy thing. I just want to know why. When we get that answer I am done, but you will continue to go."

"Arizona and Callie." Violet came out and said. "I'm ready for you guys." She smiled and turned to walk back to her office while the two women got up to follow her, Callie walking ahead of Arizona. They got to Violet's office. Callie sat on one couch and Arizona sat on the other.

"So, you two are here for couples counselling. Am I correct?"

"Yes." Callie said.

"And why is that?" Violet asked.

"Because the woman across from me slept with another woman." Callie said flatly. Arizona looked down at her feet.

"Okay... um..." Violet started before Callie interrupted.

"I just want to know why. That's it." Callie said leaning back.

"Callie, I don't know why." Arizona suddenly piped in. Violet decided to see where this conversation took them.

"Which is why we are here. And because you need it, clearly since you can't even tell me why." Callie said.

"Callie I want to find out just as bad as you! My only excuse is I lose control and that isn't even an excuse! I don't know! Maybe it's because I am just a cruel person who runs when things get tough or because I still worry you are going to bolt and leave me because I am a heartless bitch who doesn't share anything with you anymore."

"You lost control, that's all I get and I still haven't bolted even if you have become a bitch. You aren't a cruel person you just did some very hurtful things. Since the plane accident you have been rude and mean, but I kept my vows and stayed. I thought you would too but apparently I was mistaken. You slept with the first person that came along and got all flirty and called you pretty and complimented you nonstop, which is what I do, but constantly."

"Callie I didn't want to sleep with her. I don't know why I did. I'm not gonna lie and say it wasn't good," Callie looked to the side and shook her head a little. "But she wasn't you and I regretted it and I do regret it! I would love more than anything to turn back the clock!" Arizona yelled. Violet decided to intervene.

"Okay. Will someone please tell me more about this plane crash?"