Hi
i'm skipping like two months cuz I can't think of anything :/
I have ideas but there for the later chapters :)
your probably gonna hate me
(runs and hides)


Chapter 28

Valentine's Day Disaster

Alex's POV

February 14th 2009

"I'm sorry Alex, but, it seems you have lost the baby." The doctor tolled me and Nate as I got my monthly check up. "We can't find her heart beat."

I could feel the warm tears rolling down my cheeks. Nate squeezed my hand, but I could tell he was crying, too. Although I was crying, I was able to choke out, "What?"

"Your body couldn't handle the stress of taking care of two lives. The baby didn't get enough of what it needs." She said. "We're sorry for your lost."

Six months. Three more months and I would be able to hold my baby girl in my arms.

I was sobbing by now. The tears were coming uncontrollably.

"Lexy, it will be okay." I heard Nate say as he gently rubbed my back.

"Lexy, wake up. Every thing's alright." I heard Nate coo again.

I opened my watery eyes and say Nate kneeling beside my bed. All I could really see was a blur with brown bushy hair. I clung to him. He gently stroked my back, singing quietly to me. This wasn't the first time I've had that dream. They started last month when the doctor told me and Nate that Bella was a little small for how big she should be.

"Alex, it's okay. We have an appointment today and I promise she will be okay. If she's not, then we'll get through it together. Maybe even try for another." Nate said soothingly in my ear. The last part didn't exactly help me calm down.

"Nate, I don't want to loose her!!" I sobbed into his shoulder. After about 15 minutes of crying I finally calmed down.

"Wanna go eat now?" Nate asked me. I nodded my head and he helped my get down the stairs. My stomach was pretty big now. When we got downstairs, Max was playing Wii and Justin was reading the end of Breaking Dawn. Mom was cooking eggs and bacon. YAY!!! My favorite. I waddled over to the stools and Nate helped sit on one. I heard Justin snickering and I said, "Shut up! You would have to walk like this is you had a human being in your body."

"Justin stop. Your sister is going through a lot." Mom said as she gave me and Nate breakfast. "So Alex. Do you and Nate have an appointment today?"

"Yea. It's at 11:00." I said with a mouth full of bacon.

"Well you better hurry up. It's 10:30." Max said as he played bowling on the Wii.

"Oh crap! Well I guess we should go. Bye Mom! Love you!" I said as me and Nick left the loft. We were silent until we got down to Nate's car.

"So how long do we have until the appointment?" I asked as me and Nate sat in his car.

"Umm... It's 10:37 and the doctor's office is like twenty minutes away so we will be there right on time." Nate said as he started the car and left.

About ten minutes into the drive I asked, "Can I turn on the radio?"

"Yea. It's already on your radio station." Nate replied. I turned it on and one of my favorite songs were on. California by Metro Station.

If I strum chords, would you sing a song with me
If I leave town would you leave along with me
We can fly away to outer space
We can find a way to leave this place

We dont need a map and you can throw your phone away
We dont wanna hear the things we know they're gonna say
You dont trust yourself but girl trust in me
Don't look in the mirror the past you dont wanna see

What do you say we leave for California
If we drive all night we can make it by the morning
And no one has to know if we decide to go
What do you say we leave for California

If we leave our friends then we can be together
We can leave this town if only for the weather
I could drive and you could sleep
While the radio collides to the sound of our heartbeats

What do you say we leave for California
If we drive all night we can make it by the morning
And no one has to know if we decide to go
What do you say we leave for California

Hypnotized by the carbon monoxide
Would turning back be a good idea
Your cigarette after cigarette
Cannot help to calm your fear

But I'm still driving
Just keep sleeping
Well keep moving
But I'm not leaving no I'm not leaving

"NATE WATCH OUT!!!" I screamed as I saw someone coming at us full speed. They were about to hit Nate's side of the car. They were running a red light, probably drunk. I was pretty much screaming at the top of my lungs. All I remember is Nate looking over at me, fear filling his eyes. I heard the sound of tires squealing and metal hitting metal. I felt something hit me from my left side and then, everything went black. Only one thing was going through my head that whole time.

Me and Nate wouldn't live to see our precious baby girl's face.


I almost starting crying when I wrote that last sentence
then again I am listening to the last part of Alyssa Lies
plz don't hate me!!!
(hides in a corner)