Forbidden Love

A/N: I am so sorry that I've been away for so long, I got distracted binge watching Ghost Adventures and I almost contemplated writing a story about that but I'm not sure how well it would turn out so I'm still on the fence. Anyways I will try to start posting more if I can. Enjoy.

"Where's Bobby?" Sam asked me and Dean as he walked into the study

"In town, supply run." I tell him not looking up from the book I was reading

"In this? Dean: Yeah, man's a hero. We were officially out of hunter's helper." Dean says and gestured to the empty liquor bottle and the lights started to flicker a little bit.

"Hello, children." We hear someone say and I looked to see Balthazar standing there then he walked behind the desk where Dean was, "You've seen "the Godfather," right?"

"Balthazar..." Dean said but Balthazar ignored him.

"You know, the end, where Michael Corleone sends his men to kill his enemies in one big, bloody swoop?" Bathazar finds a container of salt and pours it into a bowl on Bobby's desk

"Hey!" Dean says

"Dead sea brine. Good, good, good. You know, Moe Greene gets it in the eye, and Don Cuneo gets it in the revolving door?"

"I said hey." Dean tells him

"You did. Twice. Good for you." Balthazar said patting him on the shoulder, "Blood of lamb. Blood of lamb." He repeats then vanished and I hear him dig through Bobby's fridge contents, "Beer, cold pizza. Blood of lamb. Yes! Blood of lamb!"

"Why are you talking about "the Godfather"?" I asked him and he appeared behind us back at the bowl

"Because we're in it - right now, tonight. And in the role of Michael Corleone - The archangel Raphael."

"You mind telling us what you mean?" Dean asked and Balthazar started looking around the desk.

"No, no, no, no. No, no, no, no." He empties the contents of Bobby's desk drawer, "Yes. Bone of a lesser saint. This vertebra will do very nicely. Your Mr. Singer does keep a beautiful pantry."

"Wait, Raphael is after you?" Dean asked him

"Raphael is after us all. You see, he's consolidated his strength. And now he's on the move." Balthazar tells us as he crushed up the bone then mixed it together moving to the window

"And where's Cas?" Sam asked

"Oh, Cassie? He is deep, deep underground. So, good old Raffy put out a hit list on every last Samaritan who helped our dear Cas - Including the three of you. And so much more importantly, me. See, he wants to draw Cas out in the open."

"And you expect us to just believe you?" I asked him

"Oh, don't. You'll go where I throw you either way." He says painting a symbol on the window.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Dean asked and lightning flashes

"That's all the time we have I'm afraid." Balthazar opens his jacket revealing a bloodstain on his side, "Where is it?"

"Whoa. What happened there?" I asked him pointing to the wound

"Oh. Garish, I know. You see, uncle Raffy sent one of his nastiest to handle me. I'm flattered, actually. And down a lung at the moment, but that's all right." He says and hands Sam a key, "Oh, here's for you."

"What am I supposed to do with this?" Sam asked

"Run with it." Balthazar said then is thrown across the room and we see an angel appear in the room, "Virgil." Balthazar mentioned then looked at us, "I said, run!" He yelled and pushed us through the window which is marked with a blood sigil and we suddenly land on what felt like a mat then we look around confused

"Cut!" Someone yelled and we see a bunch of people around us with cameras.

"Real good solid fall. Way to go." A guy tells Dean and walked away

"Jared, Meghan, Jensen! Outstanding! That was just great." the man in the chair tells us and we look at him confused

"Supernatural, scene one echo, take one. Tail slate. Marker!" A man said and we looked behind us at him as he looked at the camera behind us.


"So...No angels?" Sam asked after we looked through the window we crashed through

"No angels, I think." Dean says

"Should we be killing anybody?" I asked

"I don't think so." Dean answered

"Running?" Sam asked

"Where?" I answered and Sam picks up a piece of the 'window' which wobbles back and forth, clearly made of some kind of gel.

"Moving on! That's a wrap on Jared, Meghan and Jensen!" some guy says as the lights change

"W-who the hell are-" Sam started to ask

"Jared! Three minutes, okay? Great." A lady says and takes Sam by the hand then leads him away as we follow.

"Where are we going?" Dean asked

"Jensen, Meghan there you both are! Let's just get you two in the chairs." Another woman says to us and we sat down in a couple chairs, "Okay, we're just gonna get this makeup off your faces." She says and pulled out a wipe moving over to Deans face as another person came over to me and did the same thing.

"Wha-I'm not wearing any ma-" I hear Dean say and looked at his cloth seeing makeup on it then mine seeing the same thing, "Oh, crap! I'm a painted whore."


"Hey." Sam says walking over to us

"Dude, they put freakin' makeup on us! Those bastards!" Dean tells him

"Look, I think I know what this is." Sam says

"Okay. What?" I asked him

"It's a tv show."

"You think?" Dean asked sarcastically

"Yeah. I mean, here -wherever "here" is, this - this twilight zone Balthazar zapped us into. For whatever reason, our life is a tv show."

"Why?" I asked

"I don't know."

"No, seriously. Why? Why would anybody want to watch our lives?" I asked him

"Well, I mean, according to that interviewer, not very many people do. Look, I'm not saying it makes sense." Sam said and we started to walk towards a door, "I'm just saying, we - we landed in some dimension where you're Jensen Ackles, you're Meghan Ory, and I'm something called a Jared Padalecki."

"So what, now you're polish? Is any of this making any sense to you?" Dean asked amd we exit the studio and see the Impala, "Oh, hey. Least my baby made it." Dean says then we see a guy start to fling mud onto the windshield, "Hey. Hey! What-" He started to say then we see 3 more Impalas around us, "I feel sick. I'm gonna be sick." He said and walked away, "I want to go home. I feel like this whole place is bad-touching me."

"Yeah, I know. Me too. So, what do you think? Cas?" Sam asked him

"He's our best shot, if he's still alive. Lexi?" He asked me and I looked at him confused, "What? He always comes when you call for some reason." He told me and I sighed.

"Cas, we uh..we need you and hope that your maybe running away from heaven and that you have your ears on." I said then glanced past Dean and indicated to him

"Cas? Cas! Hey, Cas." Dean says and we rush over to him, "Oh, thank god. What is all this, huh? W-w-what did Balthazar do to us?"

"To keep you out of virgil's reach, he's cast you into an alternate reality, a universe similar to ours in most respects yet dramatically different in others."

"Like - like bizarro earth, right? Except instead of having Bizarro superman, we get this clown factory." I pointed out

"Um...Yeah, well...Anyway, no time to explain. Do you have the key?" He asked Sam who reached into his pocket pulling it out

"Yeah. So, uh, what does this thing do, anyway?" Sam asked him

"It opens a room."

"What's in the room?" Dean asked

"Every weapon Balthazar stole from heaven."

"He gave it to us?" I asked him

"To keep it safe until I could reach you. With those weapons, I have a chance to rally my forces."

"Oh. Okay, good. Yeah. So, now, uh, what's the deal with all this tv crap?" Sam asked

"Pardon?"

"Yeah. Amen, Padaleski." Dean said

"Uh, lecki."

"What?" Dean asked him

"Lecki. Pretty sure."

"Guys, not important." I told them

"Man. Did they put out new pages?" Cas asked pulling a paper from his pocket and I noticed his voice changed.

"New what?" Dean asked

"I mean, is this some kind of cosmic joke?" I asked

"Yeah, 'cause if it is, it's stupid, and we don't get it." Dean says and Cas starts to loosen his tie.

"Are you guys okay?" He asked us and Dean takes the paper from him.

"Give me that."

"Hey babe." 'Cas' said to me and gave me a kiss as I stood there in shock then looked at my brothers.

"What is - these are words in a script. This isn't Cas." Dean pointed out and we looked at him

"Dude, look at him." Sam said and 'Cas' unbuttoned his shirt to reveal a patterned new age t-shirt underneath

"You three want to run lines, or...?"

"His name's Misha. Misha?" Dean asked and Sam takes the key back form him as Dean pushed the paper at him.

"Oh, wow. Just...Great." Sam says and we walk away.

"Misha? Jensen? What's up with the names around here?" Dean asked

"You guys! You really punked me! I'm totally gonna tweet this one." Misha says and we look back at him then continue walking

"I just want to dig my finger in my brain and scratch until we're back in Kansas." Dean tells us

"Hey. J. Ackles." I pointed out indicating to a huge trailer

"That's fake me! This must be fake mine." Dean said and we walk into the trailer and look around, "Dude, I have a helicopter!"

"Oh. All right, who puts a 300-gallon aquarium in their trailer?" Sam asked

"Apparently, Jensen Ackles." I said

"Huh. All right, here we go. Let's see who this guy is." Sam said and went over to a laptop.

"Well, he's not a hunter, but he plays one on tv. Oh, come on. Look at these modelin' weirdos. Nice "blue steel," Sam." Dean told him holding up a magazine and I see the three of us on the cover

"Hey. Apparently, it's our job. All right, uh, here goes. Um...It says you're from Texas."

"Really?" Dean asked as I continued to look around

"Yeah. And, uh...Oh. Says you were on a soap opera."

"What?" Dean asked him and we went over to the laptop.

'If I didn't have cancer, and I wasn't married, and I had plenty of money... Would you - would you want to run away with me?' we see a lady ask a...young looking Dean

'Money? What, you think I really care about money, Nicole? I care that you're healthy.'

'Well, I'm no quitter, Eric.I-I -' Dean slams the laptop shut

"Don't like this universe, you two. We need to get out of this universe."

"Yeah. No argument here. But I don't think our - our prayers are reaching Cas. Or the real Cas." Sam pointed out

"Well, I agree. I think we are definitely out of, uh, soul-phone range. But..." I began to say and grabbed a note pad

"What?" Dean asked me

"If we can reverse Balthazar's spell... I watched every move." I tell them as I sketch out the sigil, "We just, uh, get the ingredients, right, get back to that same window, and...there's no place like home." I tell them holding up the pad.


"Backbone of a lesser saint." Sam says and pulls the bone out of Bobby's drawer, "Got it. Uh..." Sam pokes at the bone, "It's rubber."

"Check this out." Dean says and holds up a prop dagger and bends the blade back and forwards, "Hey, look. It's fake." He said and jabs the fake dagger at Sam's chest, "It's all fake! What are we supposed to do with this crap?"


"Of course everything is fake. We're on a film set." I mentioned and we approach one of the Impalas, "We got to get back to the real world."

"Yeah, now you're talking." Dean says and we get in the Impala and start driving, "All right, we go round up the genuine articles, bring 'em here for the spell." He mentioned and we hear the impala make weird noises, "What the hell is going on? What is wrong with this thing?"

"Mr. Ackles! Mr. Ackles, please!" We hear someone outside the car say as he knocked on the window.

"Uh, Dean?" Sam asked

"God, Mr. Ackles, please!"

"Dean, it's not the impala." I tell him

"Please! Stop." The man continued

"You think?" Dean asked and stopped the car, "It's a frigging prop! Just like everything else." He say and we get out

"Oh, thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much for..." The man says to him

"How the hell are we supposed to get out of here?" Dean asked him.


"You know whereabouts you want me to drop you off?" The driver asked from next to me, "Jensen?" He asked Dean

"Me? Yes. Um...me and uh...Meghan here are just gonna tag along with, uh..."

"Jared." Sam tells him

"Jared...Jared here."

"Huh. Since when are you three talking?" the driver asked and I looked back at Sam and Dean.

"Yeah, uh, y-you know what, Clint, uh..." Sam says

"Clif."

"Uh-yeah. Yeah, of course. Clif. Obviously. Um, so, uh, I think we're gonna go back to my place a-and do some...work." Sam told him

"Work on our acting." Dean adds

"Yeah."

"For our characters. For the show." I added

"Yeah."

"All right." Clif says

"Where the hell are we, anyway?" Dean asked and I looked out the window seeing a sign for Canada, "Guys we're not even in America."


As we walked into the mansion that the driver dropped us off at I whistled, "Nice modest digs, Jay-z." I said to Sam

"Wow. I must be the star of this thing."

"Yeah, right." Dean says and we walked into the living room, "Check it out." He nods towards a coffin looking thing.

"What am I, Dracula?" Sam asked and Dean lifted the lid up

"George Hamilton Dracula." He says then closed it and I see him spot the liquor cabinet, "Oh. Now we're talking." He started to pour a drink then looked out the window as I walked over to a poker table, "Dude, you have a camel in your backyard." Dean tells him

"It's an alpaca, dumbass." We hear a woman say and I looked up to the balcony upstairs and saw Ruby standing there

"Ruby?" He asked and we all shared a look as I walked over to them

"Ruby. right. That one never gets old." She says after coming into the living room and walked over to Sam, "How was work today, hon?" She asked and kissed him

"Wait. You and Ruby?" Dean asked Sam

"Do you honestly think that's funny, Jensen?" She asked him

"Right. Right. 'cause you're not Ruby. You...I mean, how could you be? You...Of course! You are the lovely actress who plays Ruby. And you are, uh, in...Jared's house, Uh, because you two are...Married! You married fake Ruby?" Dean asked Sam

"What are you doing?" She asked

"Work. Work." I tell her with a nervous smile

"Yeah, just, uh, thought I'd pop in, say "hey." Hey. Uh, and - and -and maybe run some lines." Dean adds

"You both have never even been to our house." She pointed out, "And Meghan I thought you and Misha were still trying to have a baby why are you here?" She asked and my whole body froze.

"Wh-what?"

"Well we both just thought that we would try to work on things to-to improve the show," Dean says saving me, "Also now that I know there's an alpaca out back, I'm definitely coming back."

"Well, alpacas are the greenest animal."

"Right. Right. That is so important." I tell her

"Well, there's that thing I have to get to." She says and stands up

"Oh, yeah. Of course, yeah. The thing." Sam said

"The international otter adoption charity dinner?" She tells him

"Oh."

"Okay, well.." She says and kisses Sam again, "Well, I'm glad you three are talking, anyway."

"Yeah." Sam said and we watch her leave the room

"Well, looks like you did all right." I tell him

"Yeah. Yeah. I should figure out her name."


Sam is sitting at a desk with a computer in front of a giant portrait of Jared as a cowboy with a suit of armor on either side, "Wrist bone of saint and holy reliquary. Museum-quality, from diocese in Oaxaca. Looks legit." He tells us

"All right. Auction house is in Mexico City. We could be there day after tomorrow. We, uh, case it, yank it, be back here by the end of the week." Dean pointed out

"Or we could just buy it."

"What?! Dude, that thing's over a hundred thou-" Dean says and we see Sam hold up a black credit card, "Hello, Jared Padalecki."


"Cubrir a su amigo en la aduana. no? Bueno." I said to the person over the phone as I ordered the bone because Sam doesn't speak Spanish

"This baby's maxed." I hear Dean say as he tossed a card and I hung up

"Wow. They said it should be at the airport first thing in the morning." I tell them and Sam chuckled

"Money, sis. There is nothing like it." Dean said and closed the laptop then got up and walked over to the couch, "All right. Couch. Tv star. Beauty rest." Dean jumps onto the large black couch and lays down. "Ahh." He sighed and I shook my head then pulled up the search engine and typed in fake me's name.

Meghan Ory is a Canadian television and film actress. She is best known for her role as Alexis Winchester on the American dark fantasy series Supernatural. She is also married to co star Misha Collins. The couple met back in 2008 when Misha joined the show as the angel Castiel, the couple started to date a year later then got married in 2010...

I shut the laptop and looked off into space, "The hell?" I asked myself.


"So I don't mean to pry, but, uh, why are we picking up packages at 8:00 A.M. that haven't cleared customs yet?" Clif asked me and Dean as we sat in the car watching Sam pick up a package.

"Just saving time." I tell him and Sam gets in the car with the package

"All right, here we go." Dean says

"We're not doing anything illegal, are we?" Clif asked

"Would it make you feel better if we said no?" Sam asked him

"No."


As we stand on the set that looked like Bobby's house Dean opens the package as I grab the bowl then suddenly the lights above us turn on, "Whoa. What?"

"We finish today in 12 hours if it kills us all. Get "a" and "b" cam for scene 12. What is this?" We hear the director ask us as him and another guy walk on set, "Here for the first run-through, before anyone else? Dedication."

"Uh, can I talk to you for a second?" Dean asked him as me and Sam walked away over to the chairs and I sat next to Misha as Sam sat in front of us

"Hey babe, you didn't come home last night." Misha said to me and I gave him a nervous smile.

"Oh, yeah uh...me and Je-Jensen went to Jared's to um.."

"Run lines." Sam says

"Right, right. Run lines." I finished and Misha looked at me weird.

"I see. Ooh, "priority."what's in it?" He asked Sam indicating to the package.

"I bought part of a dead person."

"Oh, cool. Um..." Misha started to say to me then Dean walked over

"Uh, so, bad news. Uh...Looks like we're gonna have to do a little acting."

"What?" Me and Sam asked him


"Supernatural scene 36, take 1. Marker!" A crew member says and walked away

"Action!" The director yells as me, Sam and Dean stand behind Misha. Sam looks utterly terrified and Dean is staring earnestly

"Balthazar is no hero. But he knows Raphael will never take him back." Misha says in Cas's voice then turns around. Sam flinches, I take my hands out of my pockets then move them to my hips, Dean walks forward and then looks down at his mark and moves over to his right

"Cut!"


"Supernatural scene 36, take 8. Marker!"

"Action!" The director yells

Sam seems unsure of what to do with his arms and keeps rearranging them, folding, unfolding as I switch between fiddling with my sleeve or crossing my arms, "Balthazar is no hero. But he knows Raphael will never take him back." Misha says and Dean moves forward

"Dean, grimly. And yet, somehow you got no problem with it." Dean reads

"Cut!"


As a woman fixed Misha's hair I looked at Dean and sighed, "Action!" The director yelled and Misha pushed the woman away.

"That's because...That's because we have no other choice." I said and looked at the camera

"Don't look at the camera." Dean tells me

"What?"

"Look anywhere but the camera." He says and I looked at the ceiling

"That's because we have no other choice!"

"Cut! For the love of..."


"Action." The director says and Dean pauses, "Cut!"


Sam raises his arm stiffly, "If there's a key, then there must also be a lock."

"Cut."


"Action."

"If there's a key...then there has to be a lock. And when we find the lock, we can get the weapons, and then we can have the weapons. And the lock. We'll still have the lock, I imagine, because we've opened it, and, of course, the initial key." Sam rambled

"We need to get all three of that crap." Dean says in a rough voice

"What?" I asked him

"That's how he talks."

"Oh."

Dean looked out the window, "Do we really need all these lines? I mean, I-I-I-I think we've covered it. Right?" Dean asked them

"Cut! What is happening? What's happening?! What's happening?!" The director asked the others and we go sit down in our chairs and looked at the script.

"Who wrote this? Nobody says penultimate!" Sam says

"Gun, mouth. Now." Dean tells us

"Moving on!" we hear someone say

"Thank god." Sam says and we get up then head over to the set of Bobby's study.

"All right, damn it. We earned this." Dean said and we gather everything up. After Sam mixed everything together I took the bowl and drew the sigil on the window.

"That's it?" Sam asked me

"That's it Toto." I said and we backed up, "Alright, on three." I tell them and they nodded, "One. Two. Three." I counted and we ran at the window crashing threw it and landed on the ground, still on the set.

"Oh that one hurt." Dean groaned and I held my elbow.


"Maybe we did it wrong." Sam says as we walked into Jensen's trailer.

"No. No, that -that spell was perfect. It should have worked." I tell him

"What if it can't? Look, I was up all night, looking online. There's no sign that anything like the apocalypse happened here. Ever. And as far as I can tell, monsters, ghosts, demons -they're all pretend."

"So nobody's hunting them?" Dean asked him

"No hunters. Look, maybe that's why our spell didn't work, you know? M-maybe here, there's no supernatural, no magic."

"No demons, no hell, no heaven, no - no god?" I asked

"Something like. Even better - No angels." Sam says and I sighed


Sam, me and Dean walk in front of the green screen where two stunt doubles are punching each other next to the Impala, "Okay, maybe we can't get out of, uh, you know, Earth number two right now, but the least we can do is get the hell out of the Canadian part of it." Dean pointed out

"Yeah." Sam and I said

"I hear one more conversation about hockey, I'm gonna puke." Dean mentioned and we stopped on one of the sets looking different ways

"Wait a minute. This way, this way, this way." Sam tells him and we start to walk then Dean went back

"No, no, no, no, no. It's this way. It's this way!"

"No, Dean, look, I really -I really think that we should-" I started to say then saw Virgil standing there, "Dean!"

"You think you can run?" Virgil asked then laid his hand on Dean's forehead, but nothing happens

"Sorry, dude. Mojo-free zone." Dean tells him and punches Virgil

"No magic in the house." Sam adds as we walk up the steps to Dean

"Which makes you nothing but a dick." I said and Dean punched him but Virgil hit him in the gut then Sam swung but Virgil ducked hitting Sam in the gut so I quickly swung my foot up and hit Virgil in the face but when I went to punch him he grabbed my hand and bent my wrist then punched me in the face. We continue to fight him but then suddenly we get pulled off him by some of the crew members.

"No, no, no, no! Stop! You don't understand! No, no, no!" Sam yells and Virgil grabs the key from Sam's pocket

"You're dead, Virgil! Virgil! I'm gonna break your friggin' neck! Hey!" Dean yelled at him


"I don't know. I mean, Virgil broke through. Maybe he's got a way to get back." I pointed out as we walked through the sets

"Or he has no juice here, and now he's stuck, like us." Sam mentioned

"Yeah, either way, I want to finish kicking his ass." Dean said


"There you are.: The director said as he turned on the light on the desk in 'Bobby's' study, "You got a minute?"

"Actually, we're -we're looking for, uh -" Sam started to tell him

"...for that extra you tried to kill?" The director says, "So, is it money? Is this the kind of act that goes away if we can scare up some coverage on a raise?"

"More money? You already pay these two jokers enough as it is." Dean tells him

"I'd like to think that over these years, we've grown closer. That you don't think of me as "director Bob" or "executive producer Bob Singer," but as uncle Bob."

"Wait, you're kidding. So, the character in the show, Bobby Singer-" I started to say

"What kind of douche-bag names a character after himself?" Dean asked

"Oh, that's not right." Sam says

"Okay, guys, let's begin again."

"Yeah." The three of us say and turned around

"You know, I don't think Virgil would have shagged out of here without getting his mitts on that key." Dean pointed out to me and Sam

"Yeah. Yeah, I agree."

"You guys. You can't come to work on poppers and smuggle kidneys in from Mexico and make up your own lines as you go! You cannot make up your own lines! Good god, what about your careers?" The director asked walking up behind us

"You know what? Screw our careers, Bob." I tell him

"What?!"

"You heard my sister. That's right, I said "sister." 'cause you know what, Bob? We're not actors. We're hunters. We're the Winchesters. Always have been, and always will be. And where we're from, people don't know who we are. But you know what? We mattered in that world. In fact, we even saved a son of a bitch once or twice. And yeah, okay, here, maybe there's some - some fans who give a crap about this nonsense." Dean tells him

"I wouldn't call it nonsense."

"But, Bob Singer -If that even is your name -Tell me this -What does it all mean?" Dean asked him

"Okay. This is good. I mean, we've all had our psychotic breaks, right? I can work with this."

"Dean, Lexi. Virgil -I think he has the key." Sam tells us

"We quit." Dean says and we rush off the set


"Maybe we can get on the police dispatch system put out an A.P.B on Virgil. Might work, if he stays obvious." Dean tells us as we got back to 'Jared's' house

"It's not like we have a lot of time." Sam says

"Oh, my god! Oh, my god!" We hear Jared's wife cry as she walked hurried int the entry way crying

"What?" Sam asked her

"Misha! He's been stabbed to death!"

"Where?" We asked her

"Where?!"


As we walked onto the crime scene we saw a covered up body with blood soaking through a part of it and saw a cop talking to a homeless man, "Yeah, yeah, Raphael. Like the ninja turtle. He was calling someone name of Raphael, up in heaven." He tells the cop and we walked over to him as the cop walked away


Yeah, yeah. That's right. The - the scary man killed the attractive crying man, and then he started to pray. And the strange part -After a while, I s-swear I heard this voice, answering."

"What did it say?" I asked the homeless man

"Well, it didn't make any sense."

"Try us." Dean tells him

"The voice said, for Virgil "to return tomorrow"at the place where he crossed over, "at the time of the crossing." and Raphael would reach through the window and take him and the key home."

"Uh, okay. Hey, thank you." Dean said and hands the homeless man 50 Canadian dollars.

"Uhh...Dean, if Virgil gets back with that key, Cas is dead, and our world is toast." I point out

"Well, then we stop him. I mean, how bad can an angel with no wings be?"


"You know that if we drop Virgil, get the key, then this might be it. We might be stuck here." Dean pointed out as we stood on the set of Bobby's house

"No, we'll figure out a way back." Sam tells him

"Yeah, you wouldn't be that broken up if we didn't, though."

"What? Don't be stupid." Sam says

"Well, I'm just saying. No hell below us, above us only sky."

"Dean, our friends are back there." I said to him

"Yeah, but here, you two got a pretty good life. I mean, back home Sam, the hits have been coming since you were 6 months old, and Lexi you, you're just caught up in the middle of our screwed up destiny."

"I chose this life Dean." I said to him

"Yeah, but you got to admit, being a-a bazillionare, Sam's married to Ruby, your married to a Cas look-a-like who, well I guess is dead now. But, the whole package. It's no contest."

"No, you know, you were right. We just don't mean the same thing here. I mean, we're not even siblings here, man." Sam pointed out and I looked at both of them.

"All right, then. Let's get our crazy show back home." Dean says and I nodded


"Hey!" Sam yelled at Virgil who came onto set shooting everyone then and I stayed inside the set of a hotel as Dean came crashing through the side of it with Virgil then punches him, Sam and I join the fight and Sam takes the key back from Virgil, "Dean! Got it!" All of a sudden we hear a weird noise then turned and noticed the glowing sigil on the window.

"Raphael. Run!" I yelled but then suddenly we get pulled backwards and crashed through the window out onto a street.

"You three...Have the strangest luck." We hear a woman say and looked up to see a woman in a suit.

"Raphael?" Dean asked and she looked at him, "Nice meat-suit. Dude looks like a lady." Dean says then Raphael squeezes her fist and causes us to bend over in pain, "The key." She said and picks it up from the ground

"And that will open you a locker at the Albany bus station." Balthazar says after he appeared and we stood up

"Really."

"You see, I needed a modest decoy to make it more convincing." He told her

"Give me the weapons."

"Sorry, darling. They're gone." Balthazar said

"What?!"

"I said, too bloody late. You see, they were so well-hidden that I needed time to find them. So, I volunteered these three marmosets for a game of fetch with Virgil. You three were such an adequate stick. Thank you." Balthazar tells us

"You've made your last mistake."

"Oh, I've got a few more up my sleeve, honey." He says and Raphael walked towards him raising her hand.

"Step away from him, Raphael." We hear Cas say and I looked over at him, "I have the weapons now. Their power is with me." He tells her and thunder crashed as his wings appeared.

"Castiel." Raphael says

"If you don't want to die tonight, back off." Cas tells her and she vanished

"Well, Cass...Now that you have your sword, try not to die by it." Balthazar says and vanished as well then Cas walked over to us and the next thing I knew we were back at Bobby's, the real Bobby's.

"Cas, what the hell?" I asked and he turned away, "Wait, wait, you were in on this, using us a diversion?" I asked him

"It was Balthazar's plan. I would have done the same thing."

"That's not comforting, Cas." Dean told him

"When will I be able to make you understand? If I lose against Raphael, we all lose. Everything."

"Yeah, Cass. We know the stakes. That's about all you've told us!" I said to him and he looked at me.

"I'm sorry about all this. I'll explain when I can." He said and left

"Friggin' angels." Dean mumbled and Sam knocks on the wall

"Solid. It's real. Nice." Sam pointed out

"Yeah. Yeah, real, moldy, termite-eaten home sweet home. Chock full of crap that want to skin you. Oh, and, uh, we're broke again." Dean says

"Yeah. But, hey...At least we're talking" I tell them both and they chuckled.


I sat on the bed in the spare bedroom at Bobby's writing in my journal when I hear wings flapping, "Alexis." Cas says and I looked at him then sighed setting my journal down, "I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what Cas? Sorry for having Balthazar use us as a distraction to find the weapons he stole? Or sorry for not letting us in on the plan?" I asked standing up

"I couldn't come to you three, it was to dangerous."

"Could have told me in a dream Cas. You have before." I pointed out

"I know. I just...I'm trying to do what I can to win this."

"Then ask for our help Cas." I said walking over to him, "Or mine at least. I know how important Heaven is to you and you know I would help you." I tell him and he looked at me. We were so close to each other I could feel his breath on my face and my heart was racing.

"I...I can't put you in danger like that." He says and I look at him confused, "Or your brothers."

"Cas.."

"I have to go. I'm sorry, again." He tells me and left.

"Damn that angel." I mumbled then put my hands on my face and sighed then sat back down on the bed. What was I feeling for him? I mean, yeah we seem closer to each then he is with Sam and Dean, but like Dean said, he always comes when I call, even if it's Dean calling for him and all I'm doing is thinking about him, and he always came to me in my dreams. Still though, whenever he was around or next to me, my body would just surge with sparks and my heart would race just like it does when I think about him. I couldn't possibly have feelings for him...could I? I've never actually liked anyone like that, I've usually just fooled around on occasion like Dean does but I never felt this way. Even if I did, it's not possible, he's an angel and I'm a human, I'm sure that it's forbidden or something, but I can't describe it, when he's not around something in me just misses him, something in my body misses him. Could what I'm feeling be...love?