A.N.: DOLLS DOLLS DOLLS ! I have fabulous news. I finsihed high school (successfully), I have a part time summer-job, I'm going to Italy (right NOW) and most importantly I am alive and SOOO FORKING HAPPY TO PUBLISH AGAAAAIN ! Who would be interested in reading more about what happened to me during last past 6 months, please go and check Communication Underline in my bio ;-) Owww I missed you Dolls so much ! And every character in every fic I've written, and I'm so lucky and so happy to be here again, and this time I shall focus on writing as much as I can since I don't know how long this will last. So now without any other delaying, here we go, Bobby and Joanne couldn't wait for you too :333 with much love, sweet hugs and lovely kisses your ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo
When the morning sunbeams fell on Joanne's eyelids, they lightly fluttered, and brunette with light sigh rolled to her side.
Suddenly feeling an empty place beside her on the soft mattress, mostly still warm, when her palm searched for her husband.
Her eyes slowly opened to find out, she was truly alone in bed, except of Fluffy, who was lying on pillow beside her head, watching over her carefully. And she found out, it wasn't bed, but mattress in their living room, and suddenly all the memories from the previous evening welled up in her mind.
Happy smile tugging at the corners of her mouth, when she closed her eyes again, and rolled on her back, her hand wandered to her long brown curls, while the other trailed its way down across her stark naked body. Joanne let out a low sigh through her closed lips, and inhaled the morning atmosphere, suddenly smelling it.
It was delicious, and it was coming from the kitchen.
Her eyes opened again, when she slowly narrowed her body with her elbows dug in mattress, and searched with her eyes for-
,,-Robby ?'' Joanne watched their opened door, letting that wonderful smell escape from the kitchen to living room. And suddenly wide smile spreading across her features, when Robert walked inside the room, only in his underwear, with tray in his hands, on which were two plates of scrambled eggs with ham, plenty of tomatoes, white bread and two glasses of orange juice.
,,Love, you're up already ?'' blonde smiled, putting the tray slowly on the table in living room -from which he already discarded empty boxes from Chinese food and glasses with bottle of wine- and looked at smiling Joanne.
,,Yes…I felt lonely,'' Jo flickered her eyelashes at him innocently, petting the empty place beside her with her hand, while the warm sheets still covered her completely naked body as from previous night. Meanwhile Fluffy stood up from beside Joanne and moved herself lazily over the mattress, around Robert's legs and straightly to kitchen.
,,I wanted to make us breakfast, and eat it later with you, after I would wake you up, but you were faster, I see,'' Robby chuckled, kneeling on the mattress by Joanne's feet.
,,Bobby you're a gem,'' brunette smiled, watching him crawl closer to her, and slowly beside her since she eased her body back in mattress, looking up at him.
,,I'm flattered,'' Robby chuckled, before his smile stilled on his face, after seeing Joanne so happy, smiling back at him. ,,Good morning, then,'' he leaned down, and kissed Joanne softly, feeling her warm palm smoothing from his neck down his chest, caressing him.
,,Good morning, Bobby,'' she smiled in their kiss, and deepened it softly, kissing Robby's mouth deliberately withal lovingly.
,,How did you sleep ?'' her handsome blonde asked, when he drew back, though his hand caressed her side, since her own palm kept stroking his chest in teasingly light, small circles.
,,Wonderful,'' Joanne sighed, letting her forehead fall against Robby's chest, when he smiled in response. ,,I'd say, I haven't slept so good in several months…'' brunette let out softly, when she looked up to see those two crystal blue orbs, which were shining happily down at her.
,,I know love…'' Robert smiled at Jo understandingly, lightly caressing her jawline with his fingertips. ,,…But you fully deserved it, and I'm so glad to hear that you …feel better ?'' he nodded inquiringly the rest of his sentence, carefully watching over Joanne's expression, when she looked up at him again, and her lips lightly pursed.
,,Absolutely better, Bobby-baby, and just because of you,'' Joanne smiled, reaching his cheek and stroking him softly in gratefulness.
,,Doctor Adler at your service,'' Robby chuckled, waving with his brows seductively, before continuing ,,But we're not finished here…we have entire week in front of us, and I'm going to keep taking care of you the whole time.''
,,I can't wait Robby,'' Joanne smiled, touched from her lover's care and concern about her petit form, which has been so fucked up last past four weeks, it made her system to literally breakdown…
Suddenly all the memories flooded up-as she did not think of her children right from the moment she woke up… probably for the first time ever since they were born-and she remembered on what Robby said to her last evening, and how sweet he was in perfectly planning their together night. And several following days.
Then Joanne mused for a second about last night in detail as she tried to focus on the memories which were a bit fuzzy at first, while her fingers kept absentmindedly stroking over Robby's chest, since he was watching her smiling at him softly until she let out-
,,-Last night was beautiful,'' Joanne muttered, her eyes slipping to watch Robby's lips. Bringing her fingertips to his rosy lips, she caressed him ever so gently, that Robby kissed her fingertips in response.
,,I'm glad to hear that too,'' he nodded honestly, feeling ease, when he could see how relaxed and happy Joanne looked this morning. ,,It was spontaneous since I thought at first, I shall let you rest properly before we might make love, but then…when you kissed me…''
,,I felt rested enough, and also save in your arms…like…like the whole world stop existing for a fleeting moment, and you were everything that mattered to me,'' Joanne spoke slowly, but truly what she had on mind, biting her lip gently in response to Robby's bright smile.
His smile turned into soft chuckle, when he closed his eyes for a moment and when he looked back into Joanne's chocolate orbs, he let out ,,You may not believe it, but I had the same on my mind.''
,,Really ?'' Joanne smiled softly surprised.
,,Absolutely,'' Bobby nodded honestly still with the same smile, lowering his face to Joanne's, his soft lips meeting hers in a loving kiss. ,,I love you, Joanne, and I always will, no matter what happens,'' he muttered against her lips, Joanne whimpering in response to his mouth.
,,I love you too, baby. We can make it, right ?'' she suddenly asked, confusing him slightly.
Robert narrowed, to see in her eyes, while he asked ,,Make what, love ?''
Joanne swallowed again, her eyes trailing across Robby's chest, she felt sudden wave of guilt washing over her ,,To raise our children…without…getting mad, or…getting mad at each other ?''
Robert took her chin gently in between his fingers, and tilted her head to look in her beautiful sparkling eyes ,,Honey. I would never let that happen. And I am here to help you with everything. We can make anything together. Side by side, Jo. Always remember that.''
Joanne nearly cried loud, when he leaned down again, kissing her lovingly, and she felt the heat with emotion erupt within her, and teasing fire burning her skin everywhere his lips and fingers touched.
But when he broke their connection, she yearned for more.
,,And right now, our main point with what I can help you is, to be relaxed and have a little fun, so…'' Robby smiled, waving with his brows seductively again, before descending down, to kiss his brunette over and over.
,,Mmm-Bobby,'' Joanne moaned to Robby's mouth, when he slowly rolled atop her under the sheets, never stopping cherishing her mouth with sweet kisses.
She felt his bare front, except his underwear, deliciously clutching her under his muscular form. She trailed her nails over his back, brushing his skin and making him growl to her mouth blissfully.
When Robby narrowed slightly to take a breath, Joanne stroked his sides and to his chest, panting softly ,,Do you realize we never had practically any honeymoon…''
Robby looked at her seriously, thinking for a moment before he agreed ,,You're right, it was all so fast, we never had a single week just for each other from the wedding…''
,,What about making this-'' she caressed his biceps with teasing smile ,,-our little honeymoon. What do you think about that ?''
,,I think that's brilliant idea,'' Robert grinned down at her, lowering his face just to nuzzle his nose with hers. ,,Sooo now, I have some plans for today, but I can't deny asking…what would you like to do, since we have completely free day ?'' he gently kissed over her full lower lip, making her breath caught in her throat, as the fire kept spreading over her body due his body-contact, before her instincts kicked her to take a breath.
,,There are few ideas on my mind…do you have enough of pot ?'' Joanne grinned against his lips, making him chuckle, as his hand now caressed down her bare thigh.
,,If I have enough of pot ? I have more than enough for this week,'' Robert laughed softly, looking in her eyes.
,,That's really great, well I can't wait for the evening-''
,,-Why do we have to wait for the evening ?'' Bobby asked, spreading light teasing kisses across Joanne's neck and chest.
Joanne softly pushed at his chest to force him to look at her, when she gave him seriously inquiring look.
,,I mean…why would we wait, since we can have a little now,'' Robert chuckled even more, when a devilish grin spread on Joanne's features.
Biting her lip, she nodded ,,Right. But what if somebody comes ?''
,,Then we could deal with them. Besides nobody is expected to visit us, so as I said, we have entirely free day today,'' Robert smiled at Joanne, who watched his fingers playfully drawing patterns over her torso.
,,That sounds great…but…'' brunette leaned on her elbows and captured Robert's lips with hers, kissing him hungrily. ,,I can't wait any longer,'' she muttered to his mouth, when he eagerly repaid her kiss, and eased her back down in mattress, kissing her fluently deeper.
,,For what, my love,'' Bobby kissed teasingly over her pulse point, making small whimpers escape Joanne's parted lips.
,,I want you, Bobby…please baby,'' she gasped when Robby kissed lower from her neck, and to her exposed plump swells. Her nails ran over his upper back greedily in attempt to arouse him too.
,,Shh, slow down love, I'm not going anywhere,'' Bobby cooed against her hot skin of her tummy.
,,Ohh-Bobby,'' she sighed delightfully, when he kissed around her belly button, her fingers finally stilling on his back.
,,No rush, Jo,'' his hot breath tickling her lower stomach, when he shifted between her legs, and gently kissed her between her thighs.
,,Oh-G-…God,'' Joanne panted for breath, when Robby slowly, and deliberately licked over her pulsating clit, making her thighs tremble. His tongue was so soft, and his licks slow and teasing. ,,B-Bobby, God…ohhh-God-oh-God-oh-God,'' her hands flew beneath the sheets, finding Robby's head, and gently threading her fingers in his shiny blonde hair, to make him keep going.
Circling the bud with his tongue, Robert licked and sucked at Joanne's throbbing clit, before he teased her inner thigh with his fingers. Slowly trailing her skin up, up, until Joanne gasped as she felt his fingers brushing her slit.
And at the moment he slowly drew in two of his fingers, and his mouth deliciously sucked on her love bud, brunette squealed, grabbing her titties, while her inner heat squeezed Robby's fingers within her, and her knees shivered with that delicious peak she just reached.
,,Ohh-Bobby !'' Joanne whimpered, when her lingering orgasm yet forced her muscles to contract, but Robby's fingers started already moving.
Joanne gripped his shoulders under the sheets, and slowly and with lot of effort, whimpering in response to his ministrations, brought him back atop her, never making him stop moving with his fingers though.
,,What is it ?'' Bobby asked softly, kissing her as per her clutch at the back of his neck he was forced to be close to her.
,,No three strikes, kiddo,'' she shook her head hurriedly, drunk with desire, she caressed his back, muttering to his mouth ,,I want you Bobby…hhh-now…''
Trying to ignore his fingers, which kept slowly and deliberately thumping in and out of her inner heat, Joanne's palm brushed down Bobby's firm torso, and slipped in his underwear to find his hardened length.
Grin spread on her face, as she felt how he wanted her, but when Robby's fingers teased a very sensitive spot within her, she moaned to his mouth in response, while her own fingers wrapped gently around him and started slowly stroking him, to tease him in repay.
,,God-Jo,'' Bobby muttered hotly against her lips, his breath catching in his throat, as Joanne picked up her pace softly.
,,I said now, Robby,'' she breathed to his neck, when Bobby completely stopped moving his fingers, and succumbed to brunette's teasing.
Gently withdrawing him from his shorts, Joanne moaned, when Robby recuperated from the pleasure, and brought his mouth to Joanne's full breast, sucking lightly her rosy bud ,,Anything you wish, baby.''
And when he sucked softly again, and his fingertips all of a sudden brushed over that spot, Joanne squealed and gripped both Robby's sides to steady herself, as her body shivered with her second climax.
Only when she swallowed thickly, and Robby looked at her ever so lightly flushed form beneath him, he slowly and carefully withdrew his fingers from her seizing heat, and moved his hips teasingly against hers.
,,Gosh, Bobby !'' Joanne closed her eyes, nodding eagerly, when she felt his hot skin of his shaft rubbing against her most sensitive zone.
Robby smiled to her neck, kissing softly her velvet skin, as his fingers teased her around her thighs. Bobby gently hooked his right arm beneath Joanne's knee, and slowly did the same with his left arm, to spread her legs slightly wider for him, for better access.
His hips brushed over hers again, and Joanne let out loud whimper of impatience, when she was inches from what she wanted.
And when Bobby's lips brushed over her pulse point, and his tip found her slit, she was driven nearly crazy.
,,Ohhh-Bobby,'' brunette moaned, her head diving deep in soft pillow, as Robby finally moved within her, and set a slow pace at first. His arms keeping Joanne's thighs parted for him, to move deeper. Joanne moaned at the delicious pleasure, which started burning down her senses.
Not carrying anymore about anything else, but Robert and his fantastic kisses, which he spread over her chest, and slowly, lovingly up her neck, until his mouth found hers in their passionate union.
Joanne's toes brushed lightly over Robby's hips before she narrowed them high above his head, that their white sheets, which were lazily wrapped around them, slipped off her feet. Her eyes closed as she groaned into her husband's mouth, when he speeded up, his hard length rubbing every sensitive spot in her silken heat.
,,Bobby…ohh-baby…I love you,'' Joanne muttered deliriously in their loving kiss, when Robby caressed her thighs, and moved his hips stronger.
,,Joanne,'' Robert kissed her again and again, swallowing each and every moan she let out in response to his moves, until she gasped for breath and arched her back against the soft mattress with her orgasm, followed by loud whimper.
He felt her inner walls embracing him warmly, forbidding him to move, he stopped, never drawing back from his lover's body, only kissing her, though her chest was heaving now with the lack of air.
Her lips so warm and eager, when brunette kissed him back, pushing him over his own edge of pleasure, and making him cum inside her inner heat, in their tight embrace.
,,Hhh-love,'' he breathed out, when his forehead fell in the crook of Joanne's neck, softly making her whimper in lingering pleasure.
Joanne's features painted in bliss, when a smile spread on her glowing face, she giggled for herself in the back of her mind.
It was just as intense as last night, and she fully enjoyed every moment of it.
All those stars clouding her vision, and that momentarily quiet. The throbbing within her core …Robby's breath on her pulse point and then his sweet kisses, spreading over her neck.
And if this week is their honeymoon, she may look forward to lot more, than just three strikes.
Joanne giggled now loud, her eyes dreamily closed for a while, when Robby started making his way with his lips to her full ones.
His arms moved slowly and carefully from beneath her thighs, to let her lower her legs, though staying inside her heat, he made her whimper again, as the motion caused her feel him between her thighs.
Robby kissed her lovingly, silencing her soft cry, when he slowly pulled out and rested his body against hers, breathing easily, his arms hugging her petit form beneath him. Looking in her eyes for a blissful moment, to see her happy smile, Robby slowly started narrowing, but when he wanted to shift himself completely off her, Joanne's smile disappeared, she whimpered and her hand immediately grabbing at her husband's wrist.
,,Where are you going ?'' brunette asked softly while her clutch on Robby's wrist strengthened.
Robert smiled at her with low chuckle ,,I just wanted to bring our breakfast closer, so we could eat…''
,,Not yet,'' Joanne smiled, easing her grip and stroking up Robby's arm, slowly tugging him beside her. ,,Stay with me,'' she smiled at him, when Robby complied and lied beside her, his arm instantly running around her waist to draw her closer to his chest, to let her rest and feel comfortable. His biceps pillowing Joanne's head, that she dreamily snuggled to her husband under the sheets.
,,Your wish is my command,'' Robby smiled at her, making her ease her worries and sigh softly with closing eyes.
Robert was determined to be her support and if she wishes him to cuddle with her, it's the least he can do for her with much delight.
He watched over her, how her body relaxed completely against his, how her breath came to normal again, and how her lips curled into the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. When she fluttered her eyes open, to find Bobby smiling at her, while his fingers unawares lightly stroked her side, her arm and the little of her back, she lightly kissed his pectoral in sweet repay of his gentle caress.
,,You are the most important and amazing thing that ever happened to me in my whole life…'' Robert smiled, while reaching with his free hand to her face and sweeping off her cheek her wild brown curls.
Joanne melted at his words, before it settled in her mind and her brows suddenly knitted together, when she let out inquiringly ,,And what about our children…?''
Robby only smirked and nodded ,,Without you in my life, there wouldn't be them…so you are the most important thing that happened to me, and you are not a 'thing' …you are an amazing woman Jo.''
Bobby slightly scolded himself for bringing such topic, which obviously made Joanne think about their children again, he only hoped she will not think about it too much, to be sad again.
To his relief Joanne smiled cutely and small tears sparkled in her chocolate brown eyes, when she looked at him, while caressing his chest with her fingertips. She literally melted by his words, and as she sniffed softly, her voice merely a whisper ,,Thank you Bobby…you're amazing too, and I love you for what you're doing for me.''
Robert smiled, breathing out to release that momentarily tension of his conscious, he only kissed her forehead and muttered against her smooth skin ,,We shall enjoy our honeymoon properly, love.''
,,Yes,'' Joanne nodded deliriously, still with voice full of emotion, before she closed her eyes again and leaned in his embrace to enjoy his care and his love.
Joanne's eyes blinked couple of times, she felt Robby's body lying still beside her with the difference, that now Joanne was pressed against his chest with her back, enjoying that light tickling of his breath on the back of her neck and his wonderful embrace of his arms around her.
She sighed and blinked more times to wake, when she turned in Robby's hug to find his wide and pleasant smile.
,,Our sleeping beauty would like to finally wake up ?'' blonde chuckled teasingly, while bringing his lips to Joanne's face and pressed tiny kiss on the very tip of her nose.
,,I fell asleep again ?'' Joanne muttered yet sleepily, when content smile warmed up her features, she looked in Robby's crystal orbs, finding there their together happiness.
,,Twice, and even when I tried to wake you by kissing every inch of your upper body, you did not stir…'' Robby chuckled in amusement of Joanne's yet lazy response to his answer.
,,And wha-oaaaw-t time is it ?'' Joanne yawned through her question, snuggling back to the crook of Bobby's neck.
,,Well, I'm not allowed to tell you this little fact since it doesn't matter, but you can be calm…there's still a great part of the day left in front of us,'' Robby chuckled gently when his palm gently smoothed over Joanne's back, making her shiver as light goosebumps covered her skin.
,,But I'm not sure I want to do anything else except this,'' Joanne smiled naughtily, while she scooted tightly to Bobby's chest and kissed his skin, while her eyes remained closed.
Robby grinned, not giving into her seducing game…yet. He thought for a second, before he leaned to her ear and whispered ,,I've got steaming hot coffee for you…''
Joanne's eyes blinked instantly open again, since she realized that she didn't have time to properly enjoy any coffee in pretty long time. Her chocolate orbs searched for Robby's face ,,You do ?''
,,You bet your ass, baby,'' Robby winked at Jo with sly chuckle, when he by such simple move convinced her to roll on her back and stretch her arms widely, Joanne let out low groan of comfort before she slowly sat up with him. ,,Don't worry, we'll have all night long to cuddle again,'' Robert smiled, while petting brunette's back, making her smile back at him, when he handed her a nightie, which she put last evening on their couch.
,,Why do you always convince me ?'' Joanne giggled, while putting on the nightie.
,,Because you love me, aaand because I just know how you like your coffee,'' Bobby couldn't deny a small laugher, as he scooted to the edge of mattress and waited for Joanne to sit closer as well.
,,Steaming hot with two spoons of sugar and milk-''
,,-And stir it thrice clockwise and thrice counter clockwise,'' Robert nodded, looking at Joanne how she frowned at him until he couldn't hold it and laughed. Joanne pushed at his shoulder with grin before she reached for her cup of really steaming coffee and took a first sip.
,,Mmm,'' moaning at the delicious taste of such delicious coffee, her eyes closed to savor it. ,,Will I have such service whole week ?'' brunette peeked at Bobby with one eye, sipping slowly again.
,,If you'll be a good girl, then surely,'' Robert crossed his hands on his chest, smiling at his wife, when she finally put the coffee back on the table and finally took fork and one plate of long-prepared breakfast.
,,I will do my best, doctor Adler,'' she winked before taking almost mouthful of scrambled eggs with ham. ,,Mmm-wow,'' she uttered through chewing her breakfast. ,,These eggs are somehow softer than when I make them…'' brunette looked surprised at Bobby, who only smiled while taking his own plate and started eating too.
,,That's because I slightly improved them,'' he didn't have to wait too long for Joanne's following question.
,,How ?'' she cracked her brow cutely, that Robby's smile only softened.
,,Well I added a spoon of sour cream before I poured the mix into pan. And I used butter instead of sunflower oil, so I made them softer and smoother,'' Robert grinned proudly, when Joanne caressed his thigh, nodding appreciatively.
,,They're delicious, baby,'' brunette nodded and slowly ate entire plate with bread and all tomatoes, also drinking half of the glass of her orange juice.
When even Robert finished, he took both plates with tray, leaving only their two cups of coffee on the table, while he took the dishes back into kitchen.
Joanne watched him contentedly how he disappeared behind the corner, she sighed dreamily for herself. She practically never received such breakfast into bed-or mattress- after sleeping whole forenoon in addition to her usual night sleep and never felt so rested as delightful bonus.
Her arms flying to hug her own body, when she closed her eyes, savoring the moment as she heard Bobby washing the dishes in the kitchen sink.
Suddenly a loud meow woke her from day-dreaming as Fluffy not only invaded the living room, but also stepped right away to her missus and nuzzled to her legs with her entire black, fluffy body.
,,My little girl, I've been neglecting you too in last past four weeks, huh ?'' Joanne smiled at black kitty, which was yet slightly bigger than she used to be before, as she slowly crawled to Jo's lap-covering it entirely- and cuddled with her flat belly almost desperately while letting out another loud meow. ,,I know my darling. Missus was very bad…missus had a breakdown and l-…locked herself in…''Joanne closed her eyes with shame, while caressing Fluffy's fur and whispering the rest of her sentence since her voice could not obey ,,…in bathroom like a chicken.'' Bitter tears rolled over her closed eyelids as Joanne bit her lip to stifle an unwanted cry, for Robby's sake to not hear her.
Suddenly a strong wash of guilt made her face completely pale as she fell with her back against the sofa and felt something stuffed between mattress and couch. Her eyes opened, and descended on the thing, which poked into her lower back. Her tears filling more with tears and her eyes turning slowly red, when she quickly covered her mouth to avoid crying out loud as she picked a bath pistol which Danny had probably forgot by couch after playing and Robby didn't notice it was there, when he moved the mattress in living room.
Pure guilt kept assaulting Joanne's thoughts now, as she realized she haven't thought of her children for quite time by now, and she actually didn't even said any goodbyes to them before they left to Ellen, and what more the last time she both saw them was, when Charlie cried heavily in her crib and Danny started crying soon after Charlotte started.
She couldn't take such amount of guilt and emotion and instant loss of her children. Her tears wildly escaping her eyes now, streaming down her both reddened cheeks from attempt to stay quiet, while she inaudibly panted for breath, and tried to sooth herself by caressing Fluffy's head and big body in her lap.
But when she was about to reach for something to wipe her tears off, Robby stepped back into living room, his eyes descended on his wife, and that single look told him, this struggle won't go away so easily just like that.
,,What happened, love ?'' Robby immediately stepped to mattress, kneeled to Joanne as she did not resist her tears and feelings anymore and begun to cry harsh against Bobby's chest, when he hugged her tightly with Fluffy.
,,I-I….'' Joanne couldn't speak, couldn't even think properly, the only thing she was able to do, was to lean upon Robert and cry her sadness, her worries and her heart out.
Robert still hugging her tried to sooth her, cooing to her hair, caressing her back, and kissing the top of her head, until Joanne's cries softened, and then completely silenced. Yet several moments after she stopped crying, Robby bravely kept gently rocking with her body in his tight hug.
,,I know you feel bad and sad or-or guilty…but Joanne, please sweetheart,'' Robby gently put his both palms on each her cheek to force her look in his crystal eyes, while she sobbed heavily but quietly ,,Tell me at least what caused it ? When I went to wash the dishes, you were smiling, and fine, and after 3 minutes I find you like this. Honey what happened ?''
Joanne closed her eyes, since she couldn't look in Robby's, it was too painful, when she knew his aim of this honeymoon was to put herself together. She sniffed while Robert patiently waited for her to answer, as her voice started slowly and very quietly coming out of her core.
,,I just caressed Fluffy, and I talked to her as I usually do, but I realized, that…that I haven't thought of our children since they left a-a-and I didn't even say goodbye to them, and the-then I found this Danny's bath pistol and I….Bobby,'' Brunette briefly looked at the toy in her hand and then squeezed her eyes even tighter, leaning back into Robert's chest. ,,What kind of mother don't even say a goodbye to her own kids, to her babies !'' Joanne's voice reminded rather shriek as she whimpered through her sentence.
Robert took a breath and hugged Joanne even closer-if it was possible-she noticed, and he slowly nodded to her surprise ,,You're right, I didn't let you tell them goodbye and that wasn't nice from me, but I had to be thinking quick and I thought it will be better for you to have break as soon as possible since the last sentence you said in the bathroom was that you don't want to face them after locking yourself in front of them. I didn't want to put you in such situation since you didn't want it, and I never thought about the implications…I'm sorry love-''
,,-No, no-no-no, you've done nothing wrong Bobby. Bobby-love i-it's my fault, not yours. You're trying to make things better, and I keep ruining it, I am so sorry,'' Joanne cried again, shaking with her head, and slowly looking in Robert's eyes. ,,You're doing everything for me, and I am so grateful, I would never want anyone else as my husband….never. You are the reason, why I was smiling before you left into kitchen…''
Robert smiled at her, kissing her lovingly even through her slight weeping as Joanne responded the same way, her lips slightly parting for him as she muttered before Robby kissed her deeper ,,I love you for everything…''
When Robby slowly narrowed and gently wiped Joanne's wet cheeks with his fingers, he nodded at his love ,,And I will make you smile again.'' He looked behind himself and reached on the table for his phone, immediately unlocking it, Bobby started searching something, while leaning with his back against the couch and scooting Joanne to his own chest, to rest against him.
Joanne watched him patiently, caressing Fluffy's fur, yet sniffing softly and trying to ease her breathing, but when Robert lifted his phone to his ear, she couldn't deny a question ,,Who are you calling, Robby ?''
,,Our babies…'' Robert smiled when Joanne's lips parted in surprise at the moment Ellen took the phone call, and greeted Robby from the other side. ,,Hi Ellen, how are you doing over there ? Is everything fine ? ….good, that's very good, and may I speak to Danny ?''
,,Sure !'' Ellen answered that now even Joanne heard, since Robby put the phone call on speaker. ,,Danny, your daddy would like to talk to you…''
Robby smiled at Joanne who was almost paralyzed by the thought she will hear her little boy again, looking at phone in Robby's hand and then at his smile, when Danny suddenly spoke.
,,Hi daddy, how's mommy ? Is she better ? Did she sleep a lot ?'' Danny adorably lisped into phone, waiting for any answer.
Joanne smiled, another dose of tears filling her eyes, although this time it was from joy, when she covered her mouth slightly and then looked at Robert, and while caressing his cheek she smiled at him.
,,Yes she did sleep a lot, and I think she'd like to talk to you…'' Robert announced and Danny almost yelled excitedly into phone.
,,Yes ! Yes ! Mommy ?!'' Danny squealed happily, silencing to better hear.
Joanne took a swift breath, before letting out ,,Hi my angel. I'm better than I was-''
,,-That's good, I like it…and do you have fever ?'' Danny let out in worries which made Ellen chuckle on the other side and Robert slightly chuckled as well.
,,No mommy doesn't have any fevers anymore…and she will not,'' Robby looked at Joanne purposefully with his last words and Joanne quickly nodded with a wide smile.
,,I miss you so much my darling. Tell me, are you taking good care of Charlotte ?'' Jo hurriedly asked, and Danny uttered very seriously.
,,Of course I am ! Charlie is good, ….she is good and she don't cry as before…''
,,I'm so happy to hear that. Well, can you take care of her, until granny brings you back ?'' Joanne smiled, finally feeling complete ease, but instead of answer she heard a rustling of phone and then she heard something very different.
Her heart skipped a beat and her body melted completely to Robby's warm and protective embrace, when she heard that blissful laugher of her precious little girl. It made her tears roll over her cheeks again, since her heart was overfilled with joy.
,,She's smiling 'cause she can see tha' picture of you on granny's phone,'' Danny explained proudly, while Joanne sniffed happily and hugged Robert tightly, when he pressed a sweet kiss on her forehead.
,,I love you both so much, and I really really miss you,'' Joanne nodded quickly, receiving positive response from the other side.
,,We miss you too, and wen will you be healthy so we could come home ?'' Danny yet lisped, waiting patiently.
,,Soon my baby boy,'' Joanne smiled softly at Robert, who smiled back at her.
,,Good…can I talk to daddy ?'' Danny suddenly asked.
,,I am here buddy,'' Robert answered and with great anticipation waited for what Danny might tell him personally.
,,Mommy sounds good…you do good to her…you will take care of mommy before we come back ?''
,,Be sure buddy I will. And I'm so glad to hear that you and Charlotte are both okay and having fun. Tell grandpa and granny I greet them and give Charlotte one big kiss on her cheek from me and other big kiss on her other cheek from mommy, okay ? And be a good boy my darling,'' Robert ended his message, listening yet to agreeing Danny, who assured both of his parents that he shall behave nice and he shall take care of Charlie as until now, before he sent kisses back into phone, giving it to granny and rushing to do as he was told.
Ellen yet briefly spoke to Robert, who told her that Joanne seems to be finally a bit better now, before they ended call.
,,Thank you Robby,'' Joanne smiled, leaning in and kissing Bobby lovingly, making him smile into their kiss.
,,Do you feel better ?'' Robby asked very slowly and carefully, looking in Joanne's chocolate brown eyes, when she was finally calm again.
,,Way better….calmer….I am not that terrible mother, am I ?'' Joanne sniffed lightly, looking at Robert and desperately waiting for any possible honest answer.
,,You're a gorgeous mother, you just need…time after time to let off some steam…and have a break. You deserve it,'' Bobby smiled at Joanne, caressing her slightly wet cheek, her chocolate orbs shining with happiness. ,,And I'm here to help you with that, so…as a doctor I find this a perfect time for another dose of medicine…'' Bobby uttered almost seriously, while bending over to the table and taking the very pack of cigarettes from previous night.
,,I agree,'' Joanne nodded, finally feeling some ease as she softly relaxed against Bobby, watching him pull out another joint, the last one he had prepared, as he put it in his mouth and was about to lit it. ,,Wait…'' Joanne put her palm on Robby's chest, confusing him slightly.
,,For what ?'' Bobby frowned, holding the joint between his fingers and looking at his wife suspiciously, for what she might say.
Instead of answering him, Joanne took the joint herself, put it in her mouth, taking lighter from Bobby who was already grinning at her widely, understanding what she wanted to do and watched her patiently, how she lit the joint and took couple of proper drags before she closed her eyes. She leaned with her back in Robby's hug and slowly exhaled a great cloud of smoke into the quiet living room with a gracious sigh.
,,Well done, honey,'' Robby smiled at her, when Joanne giggled softly in comfort, but when he wanted to take the joint from her, she twitched her palm away, making him chuckle naughtily as she yet inhaled two times and only then giving her medicine back to her doctor.
Still holding her breath, Joanne looked at Robby who inhaled too, and only when she blew the smoke out, she grinned widely at him as even Bobby exhaled now and immediately lowered his lips to brunette's, kissing her endlong, deeply and lovingly.
Drawing back, Bobby took another drag, when Joanne slowly looked around the living room as last night, her palm stroking the back of her neck. She perfectly felt how every muscle in her body started easing its tension, Joanne literally melted against her husband's torso. Her eyes trailed back to Robby behind her, watching him blow out another cloud of pot smoke.
,,So, what's your plan for today, baby ?'' Joanne asked with silly smile while reaching for the joint with such effort of her hand-she noticed as if her palm grew heavy-taking weed back to her lips and inhaling slowly almost carefully, not really knowing why, but honestly she did not even care why.
,,We'll go outside for an adventure…'' Robert waved with his brows teasingly, smirking down at his wife, who gave him suspicious look, when he pointed with his thumb behind himself on the balcony door leading to their garden.
A.N.: My sweet Dolls, all reviews are welcomed ! I need to know what do YOU think, and from that I can come up with new ideas, so surely go and review Dolls. Plus I have a brand new poll in my bio, more info you can find in my bio under headline The Good Place Project ;-) go ahead and check it and please please please vote ! So I could start writing it as soon as possible ! If you have any ideas for any other fics or characters, tell me aaaaaall in reviews, I'll be thrilled !
Okay I think I said all I wanted, now it's time for me to wash myself before we might sit in car and go to Italy, you'll hear from me from there ;-) sending positive vibes and lots of optimism, your ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo
