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"I'm sorry we couldn't go skiing," I say to Dean as we are sitting on a private beach in Laguna.

"It's not a big deal, Tay, we're celebrating our marriage. I'm not really worried about where we do it just as long as we get to do it. We can go skiing any other time."

"I know but I know you were really looking forward to going to Colorado for the week to do some skiing," I say with a smile as he massages my shoulders softly.

"I was but I was really looking forward to spending time with you before everything gets hectic you know what I mean? I am about to start my GED classes and with the boys I am sure our time together is going to get less and less."

"I am really proud of you, Baby for going back to school. I am sure you're going to need some help studying. I'll help you out with that. I'll help you out with anything you need help with. I have been thinking that maybe I'll go back to college and finish my degree somehow but I really don't want to work."

"And you don't have to, Baby," he says as he softly kisses my shoulder. "I can take care of all of us."

"Even with 3 kids I feel like I should work," I say.

"No, you don't have to, Baby, if you want to stay home with them then stay home. I can take care of you. Let me take care of you," he says softly in my ear. "I love you so much and all I promise is that I will take care of you and the kids. You will never want for anything," he says.

"I have to think about it. Would you be upset if I did go to work?"

"No," he says, "I will support you no matter what. If you want to go to school and then to work then do it if not then don't."

"Well, Chelsea was talking to me about doing some modeling. She said she can get me hooked up with her agency and do some modeling after I have the baby."

"Is modeling something you would want to do?" he asks.

"I have thought about it. I don't know if I am pretty enough or skinny enough to be a model."

"Baby, you're beautiful and perfect to me," he says softly making me smile before he nibbles at my ear softly. "If you want to be a model then you be a model. I personally believe you have the body and the looks for it. You're exotic looking and that's what they love. I would love for my wife to be a model."

"You're just saying that because I am your wife," I say with a smile as his hands find my stomach.

"No, Tay, I'm not just saying that," he says softly into my ear as he rubs my stomach with his soft hands as I rub his thighs with my hands. "You're perfect, your hair is beautiful, you're beautiful, your breasts are amazing, you're in amazing shape, you're tall like a model. You have the look, Tay, if that's something you want to do after you have the baby then go for it. I will support you all the way."

"Even if I had to do a photo shoot with a really hot guy?" I ask.

"Well," he says, "I'm not jealous or possessive or anything so I wouldn't really care as long as I know I am the one that gets to satisfy you and the only one that gets you in the bed then I am all right."

"Now see Roman would have flipped out over that," I say with a smile thinking about how Roman wouldn't even need to think about it. Roman felt that my body was his and his only. He was so protective over me and said I belonged to him. Dean knows I am more than something to be owned. He knows I am a person and treats me as such. That's another thing I love about him.

"Because Roman was an asshole."

"He still is," I say with a smile. "Anyway, enough about him right now. Let's enjoy our time together on the beach," I say as I stand up. I reach down for his hand as he looks up at me with a smile on his face. "What?"

"Nothing, you're just too sexy for words," he says with a smile. "Do the modeling thing, Tay."

"All right, I'll talk to Chelsea about it," I say, "are you going to come into the ocean with me or are you just going to sit here and stare at me all day?"

"I could sit here and stare at you all day. I love staring at you and looking at you. I could do it all day every day."

"Come on," I say with a smile as I take his hand to help him up. "You get to look at me as much as you want later tonight."

"Sounds like a plan to me," he says as he is on his feet. He snakes his arms around my waist and I wrap my arms around my neck. "I love you, Tayla."

"I love you too, Dean," I say before we share a soft passionate kiss, his tongue pushing entrance into my mouth, finding my tongue and making love to it softly with his own as I moan against his lips at his need and want for me. The kiss deepens before I break it. "We can do that later," I say. "I want to enjoy the beach a little."

"Okay," he says with a smile as we hook hands together, intertwining our fingers before we make our way to the beautiful blue-green water in front of us.

The water isn't as cold as I expected and it is actually warm and welcoming. Dean and I splash each other with the water for a little as if we are kids. I love to hear him laugh and let loose. I love to watch him in his childlike nature because I know as a kid he never got to do this and never got to have fun. I'm glad he is finding his outlet with me now. We swim through the waves and share a few passionate kisses here and there reminding each other we are celebrating our honeymoon. Making Dean happy and seeing him happy is one of the most important things to me. I smile at him as he stands in the water with the little boy gleam in his eye. "What?" he asks.

"Nothing, I just like to see you happy."

"You make me happy," he says before he wraps his arms around my waist as the waves crash down around us.

"You make me happy too, Mr. Ambrose," I say with a smile.

"So what do you think our little bean is going to be this time?" he asks.

"I want a little girl so badly," I say wrapping my arms around his neck. "I would settle for a boy too but I am hoping for a girl."

"What would we name her? We used Avery already."

"Hmm definitely something with an A. I want to stick with the A names. Maybe something Polynesian or Hispanic if you don't mind."

"I don't mind at all," he says. "We have lots of time to think about it."

"Yes we do," I say with a smile before I kiss his lips softly.

After we spend the afternoon on the beach we go back to our hotel and take a shower together where we spend two hours making love to one another underneath the cool water as things heated up between us. I don't think in my life I will ever get enough of him. Once we finish our passionate shower together we get dressed to go out to have a beautiful dinner together. "I just wanted tonight to be special," says Dean as we arrive at the restaurant.

"I'm sure no matter what this is going to be special," I say with a smile.

"But it's our honeymoon I want it to be extra special," he says as he holds the door for me allowing me to walk into the expensive Italian restaurant before him. We link hands as our fingers automatically lace together before we are escorted to our private table in a private room by the hostess. He pulls the chair out for me before I take a seat before he rounds the table for two, with two lit candles and our plates ready for us to be served. I smile at him as he takes a seat across from me in his suit and tie. He cleans up pretty nice and I love it. Not that he isn't sexy when he is in his normal rough look but when he is wearing a suit and tie he is pretty sexy as well. He's sexy all the time. "I hope you don't mind I already ordered for us. I was going to order a bottle of wine but I went with sparkling grape juice because of the baby."

"That's fine," I say with a smile as the waiter brings our food; eggplant parmesan with Italian bread as well as a bottle of sparkling grape juice. The waiter serves us after pouring the grape juice into the wine glasses for us before a quartet of violinist come over to our table to serenade us with classical music. I smile at Dean as he smiles at me. "I love it."

"I was hoping," he says, "so let me ask you what is your biggest goal in life?"

"My biggest goal in life is to be happy and loved. I want to be the best mom ever but I also want to do something to change the world. I don't know. I just want to make a difference somewhere in something. I don't know how I would do that but I really want to change the world somewhere and sometime in my life."

"I'm sure you will," he says with a smile. "Your heart is made of gold there's a lot of change you can make."

"What about you? What is your biggest goal in life?"

"To give you and the kids the best life possible. I want to be able to accomplish great things in WWE. I want to be the champion a couple times and then I want to retire to be a husband and a father full time. I want to go to college to get into sports medicine so that after I retire I can do that."

"That sounds like a great plan," I say with a smile.

"Thanks," he says with a smile.

"What are we going to do about the Roman situation?" I ask. "I know you said you didn't want to talk about it but I need to resolve it. I can't live across the street from him. I feel like he's always watching us when we're outside with the boys and I feel like he is teasing me. I don't like it. I'm not comfortable with it."

"I'm not comfortable with it either. What do you want to do about it?" he asks.

"How long do your GED classes run?" I ask.

"Till March," he says, "why?"

"Because I think we should move. I really want to move. I like Florida and I love Pensacola and I always dreamed of raising my kids there but it's not fun when my stalker ex-husband lives across the street watching every move I make. You would think he would be focused on his life with Renee and his own baby but every chance he gets he's bugging me. I can't even take the dog out front anymore without fearing he's going to come over bugging me. I want to get away from that."

"I understand," he says, "it's up to you. If you want to move we can move anywhere you want. It's like you got away from him but didn't really get away from him. He could have gone anywhere, he could have moved anywhere and he chose the house across from us. Why choose that house? It's to cause trouble. He probably has some hope that you're going to come back."

"When you were younger was there ever a state or a place that you just wanted to live in? Somewhere that really sparked your interest?"

"Anywhere that wasn't in Ohio. I wanted to get out of Ohio so badly. What about you?"

"I'm a true Florida Girl," I say, "I love Florida and I always did. I still do but I think I want to move out of Florida. I want to go somewhere new, somewhere different, somewhere for us to live our lives in peace and quiet. You know a whole new start. I had Florida with Roman. I want somewhere different with you, Alex, Avery and the baby."

He smiles at me and says, "I see your point. A new beginning is everything. If you love Florida we can stay there we don't have to be in Pensacola," he says.

"I am scared that if we stay in Florida and move out of Pensacola Roman will follow. I know him too well he isn't going to leave Florida. He can't. He loves it more than me. He wanted to go back there so badly. He's not going to leave it besides maybe I want seasons. Maybe I want a cool autumn, a cold winter with snow, an in between spring and a semi hot summer nothing humid and nothing too hot. In Florida you only get one season and no snow. I kind of want our kids to experience it all. I can picture us taking the boys out into the snow and build snowmen, make snow angels. I want to do that. I think we should move somewhere like that. I lived in Pennsylvania before. I liked it."

"Is that where you want to go? We can go to Pennsylvania if you want to. I have no problem with it."

"I think that's what I want to do. When you're done with your GED classes let's move to Pennsylvania. I just need to get away from Florida and I need to get away from Roman."

"But you shouldn't let him be the basis of your decision to move. Why should you move because he has an obsession with you that he can't get over?"

"It's not just about him. I just want a change of scenery, I want something different in life. Raising my kids in Florida was my dream with Roman. I want something new with you. I want a new life with you."

"I understand," he says, "We can start to look at houses. Any city in particular you were thinking of?"

"Pittsburgh, maybe Hershey. I don't really know. Not State College though. I like snow but they get pounded with it. I'm not into that."

"All right," he says, "Hershey seems like a nice place to live. If that's what you want."

"It is," I say. "It's what I really want to do."

"All right," he says, "we'll look for a house."

"Thanks, Baby," I say with a smile. "I love you."

"I love you too," he says.

"And this dinner is spectacular thank-you and I love the quartet."

"I knew you would. I just wanted to do something special tonight. You deserve special, Tay, you deserve the world. I'm going to give it to you no matter how hard I have to work to give it to you."

"You don't have to give me the world. You just have to give me you and your heart. That's all I want. That's all I've ever wanted. I don't need a big house, I don't need expensive jewelry and I just want your heart."

"It's already yours, Mrs. Ambrose," he says with a smile before he leans over the table and kisses my lips softly. "I am one lucky man. I look at you every day and wonder how I got so lucky."

"Because you're an awesome guy that deserves to be lucky," I say with a smile. "Just like you kept telling me that I deserved better and you were right. I found better. I found the best, Dean."

"I just wish I wasn't so screwed up though," he says.

"You're not screwed up. Everyone has a past. It doesn't matter what happened in the past. It's what is happening in the present and what happens in the future. The past shapes you into the person you are today. I think that your bad past has made you one of the most amazing men in this world. You work so hard for the boys and I and I appreciate that."

"I am not prince charming but I do my best to give you your fairytale," he says.

"I don't need once upon a time and I don't need a fairytale to be happy. I have something better than a fairytale and once upon a time," I say taking his hand into mine. "I have the fate that led us together and brought us to this point."

"Do you remember when I kissed you for the first time?" He asks as he strokes his thumb over my hand.

"Yeah. I didn't know how to react. I mean I was upset at first because I was married and I thought it was crossing the line but maybe that was what brought my feelings on for you."

"You had feelings for me?" he asks.

"I did for a while yes," I say, "all the times Roman told me to stop talking to you and didn't want us hanging out I couldn't because in all honesty I wanted to talk to you. I of course would have never acted on my feelings because that's not the person I am but know that I did have feelings for you, Dean. When I woke up from my appendectomy I brought you up right away. I was thinking about you not about Roman. I think I was over Roman a long time ago but him cheating on me with Vanessa was the final push for me to leave him to find the better to go to you."

"Wow," he says, "I never expected that. I never thought you had feelings for me until after you left Roman."

"Nope way before, Roman just pushed me into your arms. I'm glad I did show up at your place that night."

"Me too," he says, "because if you hadn't," he says stroking my hand with his thumb and a smile on his face, "we wouldn't have all this."

"Not at all," I say with a smile. "Fate is funny sometimes.

"You just can't fight fate," he says with a smile. "I'm glad we didn't fight it. What's meant to be will always find its way. I think we were meant to be otherwise why after Arizona would we have ran into each other again, why would I have become best friends with Roman and why would we be put to work together if I wasn't meant to be in your life."

"Did you like me when I met you in Arizona?"

"I thought asking you out was a given. The first time I saw you, Tayla, oh my God you were so beautiful. You were the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. You were perfect to me. The moment I first saw you, you made my heart skip a beat and left me breathless. Then you told me you were married. I was devastated. Then when I saw the way Roman treated you it tore me apart because I knew you deserved better and needed better. I wanted to give you better. It made me love you more. I fell in love with you before I knew you."

"Dean," I say with a smile. "I love you so much!" His words ran through me and melted my heart like ice on a warm summer day. He made me weak there is no denying that but the love I have for him stronger than it's ever been. Fate is not for us to decide but yet it only takes us so far. The rest is up to us to make it happen. I am glad I decided to make this happen. Dean is everything to me; my entire world. I never thought I could love someone more than I loved Roman but Dean came along and I love him like I never loved before. "And can I just say the moment I first saw you my breath was lost too."

*A/N: What did you think of their honeymoon? Were there more secrets revealed about Tay than we ever knew? What do you think of Tay becoming a model is this a good or bad idea? What about Dean's reaction to it? What do you think their baby will be? Do you believe they need a new start in a new place to get away from Roman? Is moving to Pennsylvania a good idea? What about Tayla revealing that while she was married to Roman she had feelings for Dean? What about Dean taking her breath away the moment they first met? IS this really meant to be? Is this their fate? Please review and thank-you for reading.