Disclaimer: SM owns the twilight Characters, Song credit: NONE; Music video credits: I'm describing the music video for Monster to a T so yeah.

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Bella

This director was insane.

But that's what makes him so good.

I took it upon myself to look up his videos this past week and each of they were incredible. To work with someone like Eleazar this early in our career was amazing.

But still.

It's like he was trying to kill us.

The music video for monster consisted of us in an abandoned hospital that's falling apart. Sounds good, right? The thing is the effects; the explosions, shaking, the dust; is all real.

And so is the fear written on my face as I'm running and an explosion sparks just to my left. I literally had to change my tights once because the spark hit me in the leg and burned the flimsy fabric.

Thankfully, that was the only damage.

That and I'm about to pass out from lack of sleep. Apparently, getting up at four am to do a video shoot is normal.

Who knew this hour even existed?

Kidding but seriously.

All that aside, I'm having a great time.

I have no doubt in my mind that this video is going to turn out awesome.

"Alright, Bella," Eleazar waved me over. "Ready?"

"Yes, what am I doing?"

"We're reshooting you running down the hall," he explained. "We'll try not to set you on fire this time around."

I laughed, "Sounds good."

The hair and makeup woman came over and quickly fluffed my hair up a bit more and applied some lip-gloss before I walked down the hall to get in place.

"Three...two...one," he nodded, giving me my cue.

I started down the hall slowly, cautiously, with what I hoped what a confused expression on my face and when something exploded behind me, my head whipped around to look. When the second explosion went off, I took off running down the hall.

Another explosion exploded above my head and I squeaked and ducked. Eleazar didn't stop filming until I had reached my mark.

"Excellent!" he said as I looked back to see what had fallen and nearly knocked into my head.

It was a ceiling tile, by the way.

"You good?" Edward asked.

"Yep," I nodded.

"Bella, we need you again," Eleazar called not even five minutes later.

I didn't have to redo my running scene. I had to do one of my beginning intro scenes were I was sitting in a trashed hospital room, again I had to look confused and somewhat scared.

I sat on the edge of the bed and let the hair and makeup woman at me again so that she could fix my hair again. I've only had to work with hair and makeup a handful of times and already I was getting use to it.

Plus, I was lazy so hey, if someone wanted to do my hair and makeup for me, go right ahead.

"And Action," Eleazar yelled.

I glanced around the room, my hands barely touching the dried up flowers that sat on the nightstand.

I frowned as I stood up and slowly made my way out into the hallway.

I thought I had to stop there but I guess he wanted to run through it all again. They even set the explosives up another time.

Lovely.

"And cut!" Eleazar smiled as I stood their panting.

Damn, I was out of shape.

I needed to visit the hotel gym soon.

That idea wasn't appealing at all.

Who needs a gym when I have Edward?

I grinned and eyed my boyfriend. Too bad, we were busy for the rest of the day.

After the guys ran through their scenes, which was similar to mine, we took a break for lunch. The always present Kate giggled and clapped like a little girl before launching herself at Emmett.

I rolled my eyes at them.

I wish Leah was still here. I would at least have someone, a girl someone, to talk to during lunch.

Leah flew back to Seattle this morning. Since Clearwater's was expanding, she didn't want to leave poor Seth alone to handle it. We all understood but it was a sad morning.

And now Rosalie isn't here to fill her place. She may have a heart of ice but she was fun to talk too. Especially since she seemed to hate Kate more than all of us combined.

I can see unresolved sexual tension between Emmett and Rosalie. I told her so too...and she punched me.

One day, those two are going to fall into bed together, much like Edward and I.

Being in a relationship with Edward is effortless and I like that. We weren't one of those overly cute couples who said 'I love you' every three fucking seconds, nor did I feel the need to hang on him like a monkey, or like Kate.

Now don't get me wrong, I did like being close to him and I did like holding his hand and stuff like that. I just didn't need to be fused to his side.

Lunch was a boring affair.

Kate was being her sickly sweet self, Emmett was eating that shit up too, and the rest of us seemed too hungry to fill the silence with meaningless chatter.

Once lunch was over, Kate decided she was going to go shopping so she promised us that she'd be at the hotel later.

Yeah, we know Kate. Where the hell would you go?

I'm a bitch, I know. I just can't stand the girl. I understand why Emmett's with her though, doesn't mean I like it though. He's with her for convenience. He's scared that if he lets her go, he's losing the only person that wants him.

It makes me sad that he thinks that and I vowed one of these days I'd find a girl that was right for him.

She's out there, somewhere.

When we got back to set, we were all whisked away to do a wardrobe change. My outfit consisted of a pair of tan pants and a tan shirt. I got to keep my converse on. My tamed hair was fluffed into a wild do before I was sent back to set.

Edward, Jasper, Jake, and Emmett were all in pretty much the same thing as I was.

We were filming one of the scenes were we were performing instead of acting. We were situated in a small room and given directions to do this and that.

We had fun with that scene.

We were more in our element with performing than trying to act.


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