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Italy, I could not believe that Carlisle and Esme were sending us to Italy for two whole weeks. And I could not believe that the trip was just two weeks away it self. Carlisle, Esme, Alice and Edward were going earlier to see some family that lived out there. So while they were heading out there early to see their family, Emmett and I were heading to Phoenix to see Renee and Phil for two weeks before they up and move to Jacksonville. Jasper and Rosalie were going to meet us on a connecting flight in New York, and then we were making it a summer to remember.
Alice and Rose had dragged me shopping so much in the last few days I was beginning to believe that whole shop till you drop phrase. I tried to explain to them that I did not have enough room in my luggage for all the outfits they bought me against my wishes. Especially since I was packing for two trips, not just one. But Alice suggested, well more like demanded that she pack some of her favorite outfits for me in her own luggage. She did not allow me to protest.
Edward had come over to keep me company while I packed, since I was leaving in the morning. Of course he just laid on my bed, leaning against the headboard as he watched me. "I'm going to miss you. I wish I could just go with you instead of heading to Italy early, it's going to be so boring"
I stopped what I was doing and looked at him, "Did you seriously just say that Italy is going to be boring?"
He smirked, "Yes I did.. And the reason is because you won't be there"
I smiled and rolled my eyes at him, "I'm going to be there in two weeks"
He sighed and sat up, reaching out and taking my hand in his, "Two weeks is a very long time lamb" he looked at me sadly, "What am I going to do with myself? Hang out with Alice?"
I brought my hand up and ran it through his locks. A small smirk appearing on my lips, "Didn't you say you had a cousin around our age?"
He nodded, "Well a little older.. He's backpacking around Europe with his girlfriend or something" he brought his feet to the floor and pulled me over so I was situated between his lips. He then brought his hands to my waist and began to lazily trace circles on my hip bones, "Besides, he's kind of an asshole"
I tilted my head to the side, "Really?"
He nodded once again, "Yea. Sometimes I don't know how we are related. I mean he's nothing like anyone else in the family. When we were little they would always compare us. I was the good kid and he was the bad seed. I was amazed he didn't kick my ass or anything with all the comparing. They'd tell him he should be more like me. They'd always be like 'Why can't you be more like Edward?' 'Edward would never do that' it was rather annoying.."
"I bet" I couldn't help but giggle, which caused him to raise his eyebrow, "What? I can totally picture you being a goody tusho"
"Gee thanks" He rolled his eyes, "I had my fair share of misbehaving moments"
"Oh I bet. What you do? Have a cookie before dinner when your mom said not too.."
He thrusted his bottom lip out in a pout, "You're being mean to me"
"I could never be mean to you" I leaned down and gently captured his lips in what I would have thought was going to be a short kiss. But Edward had other plans; he pulled me down onto his lap and wrapped my legs around his waist. The kiss intensified within seconds, his tongue ran across my bottom lip begging for entrance. I obliged and brought my hands up to grab fists full of hair as out tongues battled. I moaned softly in his mouth as he grinded his erection up into me. He suddenly broke the kiss and flipped me down so I was on the bed, my legs hanging over the said. He got down on his knees in front of me, a huge smirk on his features. He reached up and slowly and in a torturing manner undid my jeans; he gripped the sides and slid them down, my underwear going as well. He stared at me almost hungrily as he lifted my legs over his shoulders and started to leave a trail of kisses on my thigh, "Edward"
He didn't say anything just continued leaving the trail of kisses. I couldn't help but toss my head back as he slowly ran his tongue into my wet folds. "You taste fantastic" he said huskily and just dove right in. The feelings he caused my bodies were more then I could ever bare. I tried to buck my hips against his face, but he wouldn't allow it. He had a firm grip on my hips as he fucked me with his tongue.
"Oh god!" I moaned and grabbed onto his hair trying to pull him farther into me. He loosened his grip on my hips and brought them up to start kneading my breasts through my shirt. I only took this opportunity to start moving my hips against his face; he did not stop me this time. I could feel the burning in my stomach and I knew my release was close. And not even two minutes later it washed over me, and Edward made sure to lap up every fluid that came out of me. He stood up and grinned down at me, I instantly blushed.
He slowly and almost seductively started to undo his pants and let them drop to the floor along with his boxers. He kicked them off toward the corner. I was so grateful that I had decided to lock the door when he got here. He grabbed my leg and threw it over his shoulder. I looked at him confused, "Trust me, I've been told it feels good" he smirked at me then quickly thrusted into me, both of us letting out satisfied moans.
"oh god Edward!" I moaned loudly as I met his thrusts. I had to admit the new position definitely felt good, really good. He hit me just right and I knew it wouldn't be long till I went over the edge. And I was right, he soon followed and we rode out our orgasms together.
He slipped out of me and went over and put on his pants. He slid mine back onto me and leaned down capturing my lips with his, "I'm going to miss you"
I smirked and raised my eyebrow, "Oh so is that why you just did all that so I'll miss you too?"
"perhaps" his lips soon found their way to my neck, "did it work?"
Just as I was about to answer a knock came at the door followed by a jingling of a door handle, "Bella!" It was Emmett, "You and Edward better not be doing what I think you might be doing"
"I'll be right back" I placed a quick kiss on Edward's lips and went and let my brother into the room, "he's just helping me pack"
"mmhmm" Emmett's eyes scanned the room then he pushed me to the side and took a step in, "Very well then… did you finish packing?"
I shook my head, "Almost. Should be done within the hour"
"How much are you packing?" he groaned, I didn't even know why he cared. "You hang out with Alice too much"
Edward chuckled from his spot on my bed, "Dude you should see how much Alice packed, it's like we're going to Italy for 3 years instead of 4 weeks. It's fucking crazy" it always turned me on a little when Edward cursed. I wanted to push Emmett out of the room and have my way with him, but I knew we couldn't.
Emmett just rolled his eyes, "I don't even want to know what Rose is bringing to Italy and she's only going to be there for 2 weeks. Women are crazy! Oh yeah there was a actual reason I came in here" he sighed, "So Anna is driving us the airport"
My eyes widened, "Why? I thought dad was?"
He shrugged and buried his hands into his jean pockets, "I guess he has to go to work or something. I told him Jasper and Rose can drive us, but he really wants Anna too and said he'll not allow us to go to Italy if we don't allow her too"
"What? That's stupid!" I groaned and crossed my arms across my chest.
Emmett just scoffed, "I know! I mean I'm going to college soon! He's cant tell me what do anymore"
"mmhmm.. Well I should probably finish packing and go to bed" I said with a sigh as I glanced over the clock. If I went to bed early maybe I could wake up early? But I highly doubted that was going to work out well since Edward couldn't stay over since his flight left at like 1 am.
Edward stood up and came over, wrapping his arms around my waist and pressing a soft kiss on my neck. "Emmett can you leave us alone for a minute so I can properly say goodbye to your sister?"
I couldn't help but blush as I brought my hand up to play with his hair, "I thought you already gave me a pretty good goodbye"
Emmett's eyes widened, "TMI! TMI! Ugh I hate you two!" he turned and stormed out of my room, slamming the door behind him.
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Ah, Phoenix. The last place I wanted to be. Not that I didn't want to see my mom and Phil, but I wanted to be in Italy with Edward and the rest of my friends. The trip wasn't exactly boring; it was steady in a way. We went out to eat, saw movies, went to a couple baseball games. All in all I had a bit of fun in what would be my last time ever in Phoenix. I spent most of my time texting back and forth with Edward. We'd call when we can, but being in two completely different time zones proved to be a hard one.
In was one of our last night there and Phil and Renee were going out with some friends. So Emmett and I decided to go to this party at Seth's house, especially since we barely saw him on our visit there. I was kind of glad when he told me Jacob was away, I had no intentions of running into him on this trip.
"You know we don't have to go Bells" Emmett told me as he plopped down on the couch next to me. I was watching some television till we would head out to Seth's house.
"I want to see Seth and Leah.. I mean we probably won't ever see them again you know?"
He nodded and turned to look at the television, "You miss Edward don't you?"
"Why wouldn't I? I mean this is the longest I've been away from him since we started dating" I laughed and turned to look at my brother, "I just am really excited for Italy, is that weird?"
"Why the hell would that be weird?" he looked at me like I had two heads or something, "WE'RE GOING TO ITALY BELLA! I'm fucking ecstatic"
I just laughed and shut the television off, tossing the remote to the side, "I can see that.. Now let's go to this party before I change my mind"
The party was alright. Not really all that exciting, a lot of prissy girls getting hit on by meat head guys. And of course there was a lot of drinking, which was funny because I never took Seth for a drinking type. I wasn't going to drink at all, especially after my little stunt at that wedding. Emmett had gone off with some people; he asked me if it was okay. Why would I stop him from having fun? I mean I did go to high school with these people for a while, it wouldn't be that bad. But then it happened, Jacob walked through the fucking door!
"Oh god Bella I'm sorry" Seth ran over to me, "He apparently just got back and heard I was having a party from my sister and please don't be mad"
I forced a smile, I knew it wasn't Seth's fault, "It's okay, it's not your fault.. Do you know where Emmett went though?"
"Umm…" he looked around and shook his head, "He went off with Sam and stuff. Do you want me to go find him?"
I shook my head, I didn't want to ruin anyone's fun "No that's fine.. But I could do for a little favor"
"anything!"
"Can you get me a drink?" This was going to be a long night. I knew I should call Emmett and tell him Jacob was here, he'd want us to leave in a hurry. But he never got to see the guys since he never lived in Phoenix like I once did. I wanted him to enjoy his last night seeing these people.
Seth looked at me in almost shock at first, he never saw me drink. I think only Edward, Jasper and Alice had, and well everyone at the wedding. But they were the only ones that knew. "Your wish is my command" He held out his arm and I graciously took it and followed him over to the drink table. "Okay we have beer, or I can make you something"
"Umm I'll take…" what was that drink from the wedding, "Jack and coke"
He raised his eyebrow and smirked, "Bella Swan a jack and coke girl? Never would've thought.. Alright one jack and coke coming right up!"
I don't know how much I drank but I knew it was a lot. I ended up switching to beer after a while, it was a lot easier to just grab. But boy was I definitely feeling it, and probably would be in the morning. I missed at least 3 phone calls from Edward. I always heard the ring too late, but I knew I was too 'drunk' to have a good conversation with him. And I didn't want him to be disappointed in me. I luckily was able to avoid Jacob most of the time. He did make a couple comments about Edward. But I just retaliated with him getting punched in the eye by my boyfriend. I think I had just enough to drink when Emmett found me puking in the toilet.
"God Bella! Why the hell did you even drink!?" he slurred. He wasn't drunk, but a good buzzed. "We got to get you back to mom's"
"No! you drank! You can't drive" that's at least what I meant to say, but I wasn't sure how the hell it came out.
"She's right dude. Let her sleep it off in Seth's room" Sam said as he and Seth stood in the doorway of the bathroom where I was puking my guts out.
"Yeah totally Em. And I don't think you want your mom seeing her like this" I heard Seth say behind me.
"Yeah you're right" Emmett scooped me in his arms and carried me into a room and placed me down on the bed. "Just sleep it off sis, text me if you need me" he turned and walked out of the room. While I turned over and fell asleep.
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When I finally came to I swear I had the weirdest dream. I felt like the bed I was in was moving, and that people were moaning and oh god it was so weird. I sat up and clutched my head, today was going to be a long day. I took a deep breath but then froze when I heard something, or someone next to me groan. I slowly turned my head, my eyes instantly widened to see Jacob laying next to me under the covers, shirtless. I slowly lifted the sheet to quickly drop it back down when I saw he was completely naked! Thankfully I was not, but my jeans were no longer on me. I was in my shirt and panties. Oh god! I started to hyperventilate. I couldn't have! He couldn't have! Ugh why couldn't I remember.
I quickly jumped out of bed and started to search the room for my pants. I finally found them across the room, covered in dried vomit. I could have taken them off in the middle of the night for that reason. Right? I quickly slipped them on, trying to ignore the foul stench that came off of them. I quickly found my shoes, of course there was a used condom in one of them. I threw my hand over my mouth to try and stop myself from throwing up. Seriously so many people had sex last night, it wouldn't have stopped anyone from coming in here while I was in here right? Oh god, I couldn't think about it! It couldn't be true!
I found my phone on the floor, I had 25 missed calls. Most being from Edward, a couple from Alice, one from Jasper. I groaned and dialed my voicemail and started listening to my messages.
'first message: Bella it's me I guess you aren't by your phone I miss you and love you. Call me back'
'Second message: Bella it's me again. I'm starting to get worried.. Please call me back'
'third message: Baby are you okay? I can't get a hold of you or Emmett please call me back'
'Forth message: Isabella swan! Where are you my brother is panicking! He thinks that filthy dog Jacob has killed Emmett and kidnapped you! Call me back it's Alice!'
'Fifth message: Hey Bells it's Jasper. Alice called me apparently her and Edward haven't heard from you. Call them please! Cause Alice won't stop calling me and I want to sleep!'
I wanted to cry when I closed my phone. Edward thought I was dead or something, which was pretty ridiculous. But I guess understandable, and where was Emmett? I had to get out of this room and find him. Just as I was about to open the door it flew open and in came Seth. "Thank god you're awake.. I need to talk to you"
I just shook my head and pushed passed him, "I need to find Emmett and leave… thanks for everything Seth"
"But Bella" he called after me, I just ignored him
I found Emmett on the couch and started to shake him; he slowly opened his eyes and looked at me, "We need to go.. Now!"
He sat up and shook his head, "is everything okay?"
I just nodded, everything was not alright, but I didn't need to tell him that, "Yes, now can we please leave?"
"Okay, okay.." he stood up and stretched, "Let me just say bye to Seth"
"No, No! Can we please just leave?" I basically cried out, which caused Emmett to look at me confused. He just nodded not wanting to say anything and we quickly left the Clearwater house. I didn't bother to say anything in the car ride back to my mom's and Phil's. My mind was too busy trying to figure everything out.
Was it possible that I might have slept with Jacob Black?
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A/N: I HATE WRITING THIS CHAPTER! I wrote it at least 3 times. None of the ways came out perfect. This was the longest I went without updating this story I think. And on top of that I'm sick. Well read & review! Next chapter Bella goes to Italy… will she tell Edward what happened?
