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POLAND WARSAW – Hotel Room
AFTER THEIR TALK WITH ADAM LEWANDOWSKI AT LDW GROUP (FEW DAYS BEFORE DINNER AT LEWANDOWSKI FAMILY)
''That went well don't you think?'' James asks Sarah while they are lying on their bed.
''Yes it did…Thank you for all of this.'' She says as shepresses her face into his chest.
''There is no need to thank me. You know that I will be here for you always.'' He says while he plays with her hair.
''I know James that I know'' She replies then turns her head to kiss him. She places her head his chest again.
''I think they will accept us to do DNA test. It's going to be positive of course. So what is the plan? We know that you are the owner of LDW Group how we are going to proceed? What do you want to do?'' James asks as he props up on one elbow to look at his beautiful girlfriend.
''I…I don't know. You know after all these years I had no one. Well yes I did have my mom and Jack but we were never normal family. So I am thinking that keeping the company will be only thing linking me to my real family. On the other side, I want to continue to being a spy. That part of my life I am not ready to give up yet.'' Sarah states then sighs.
James reacts to her level of consternation.
''Of course I know that both are very important to you. The Company is yours. You may do whatever you want with it. For being a spy you know that I will support you no matter what. Once they know that you are the owner they will want you to clarify some things.'' James softly replies.
''I know that. I have an idea. Adam and my other cousin Estera… I think right? Anyway they are working for this company all these years. I don't feel comfortable taking away the company from them. So maybe we can give them a share of the company. I don't know how much. I want to be still the biggest share owner. I have a friend that is working for one of the biggest companies. Maybe she would work for me as a proxy. So I don't have to stay at company all the time.'' Sarah says brightening over the thought.
''These are great ideas. I love that you want to give them share from company. This is one of the many reasons I love you so much. You are so unselfish that you think about others too. Someone other than you wouldn't do that. They would keep the company for herself or himself.'' He says then kisses her again.
''As for how much share you should give I will find someone to talk about it then try to find most profitable solution for everyone. Also who is your friend?'' James asks.
''Her name is Allison Parker. She is a few years older than me. We met at The Farm. I wasn't like I am now as you saw at my high school reunion. She was different. She never played any joke on me or talked behind my back like the others. She was the closest thing to friend to me at the time."
"At the beginning of training some things they teach us were very difficult for me, especially the seduction part. You see I never kissed anyone let alone have sex until I went there. So in one of the classes, we have to kiss our partner. I just couldn't do it. I don't know why it was really uncomfortable for me. After that class the others said some things that really hurt me. It was just like high school all over again but this time much worse. One time one of the girls who made fun of me was my partner at the knife throwing. At The Farm it was always a competition."
"She got angry that I was better. So she and her friends came up with a plan. One of their friends Michael began to talk to me and was really nice. He was tall and had green eyes. He was not classically handsome but attractive. Anyway I began to feel something for him. It was not love but it was good to have someone being nice to you and a male no less. Two months later we were great friends at least I thought we were. Allison never liked him. She said that she had bad feelings about this friendship. The Authorities sometimes let us to go out and have a few drink. We went to a bar together. I was pretty drunk. One minute we were sitting next we were kissing. Things happened very fast after we went to a hotel. He tried to rape me. Lucky for me Allison opened the door and found me. She beat him then took me back to The Farm for treatment."
"Later, I learned that this was their plan all along. Allison heard them planning earlier that day. She rushed to find me as fast as she could. I was devastated because I was beginning to feel something more than attraction. I also trusted him even if it was just a little. I was already feeling bad from all that high school drama. This betrayal was much more upsetting. I was ready to give up. She encouraged me to not to do so. She said that she saw something in me that would make me great. Also one day I will do even greater things for other people. Never before anyone said things like that to me. All my father would say after a con was good job then bought me an ice cream."
"So I did everything I could do to never disappoint her and show the world I would do this. I only focused on my training to finish before all of them and promised myself that I will never care for a man that much again until you James."
"After farm we tried to meet up but it was hard because I was with CATS…" Sarah says taking a breath.
''CATS…?'' James asked a bit confused.
''Yes the Clandestine Attack Team aka CAT Squad. This is where I met with Carina. The team had 4 members Carina, Zondra, Amy and me. At first I thought I couldn't work with them. Amy was a party girl. Zondra was sarcastic also a bit cruel at times but she was great at what she does. You already see how with Carina nothing ever changes. At first I couldn't work with Carina. Some of her ways were a little outside the box. I never was a party girl so Zondra was my closest friend other than Allison. Something happened and I lost all trust of Zondra.'' She signed sadly.
''May I ask what happened?'' James inquires.
Sarah took a deep breath then sighed.
''We were after Augusto Gaez. He was a terrorist-for-hire in an organization called the 'Gentle Hand '. I found a hidden transmitter in the heel of Zondra's boot and accused her of being a traitor. Zondra denied all accusations and passed a lie detector test. I would not trust the results and wouldn't work with her after that Squad was disbanded.'' Sarah says with a note of resignation.
James made a mental note to look into this. ''I am so sorry Sarah'' he says as he hugs her.
"Anyway after CATS I had my "red test," or first kill. Her name was Evelyn Shaw. I was given no background information about my target. I was unable to check on the kill. I had to leave the scene before police arrived. It was the worst day of my life. I couldn't believe it. It was really hard. I almost was unable complete it. Yes, I conned people before. I never killed or hurt anyone. My emotions were everywhere. As you can guess I was never one to handle my emotions very well. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't call anyone. I knew that if I talked with Carina she was going to drag me a club and make me drink until I pass out. Allison was away for a mission. So I was all alone. Two days later I get a box of Rocky Road Ice Cream and a note from Allison."
"The note read 'This is a key for all the great things you are going to do. Calm down! Take a deep breath eat all this ice cream and after that show the world who Sarah Walker is. Be confident. Be safe. Ally'
"This really helped me too. Allison was never the one who talks about her emotions or emotions general. She was there for me when I need her."
"After my red test I was partnered with Bryce and then he went rogue. I was assigned to Budapest under the handler of Kieran Ryker. I will tell you my time with them some other day. Then Graham sent me to Burbank to investigate why Bryce sent an email to you. And my life changed forever."
"Before I came to Burbank I talked with Allison a few times a year. It was getting harder to keep communicating. She was working undercover like me. Six or seven months before I came to Burbank she… had an accident." Sarah sadly says then hugs James for comfort.
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