Collided
Chapter 29:
I tried to catch up to him eventually I did. He was sitting at the edge of the dock in our new hiding spot. I could see his tears fall from his face but he wasn't sad he was angry.
"Seth?" I whispered quickly. He turned his head and looked at me and quickly looked away. He wiped his tears. I came and sat beside him. Seth hated me seeing him cry. It happened before during our first fight. It was almost a month ago.
*Flashback*
Seth had hated when the pack chose me to go on patrol over him because I was in the pack longer and I was faster then him.
"Seth we only need Helena on patrol tonight." Sam called out to him.
"But why Sam?" Seth whined.
"No whining Seth go home." Sam ordered.
I went to go nuzzle him but he turned away before I could. I tried to see what he was thinking but there were to many thoughts going through his head. After patrol I went to go see where he was. I finally found him sitting on the edge of a cliff.
"Hey.." I said. He didn't say anything. Usually Seth was happy to see me even rejoiced sometimes but not this time.
"You ok?" I said sitting beside him.
"Do I look ok?" He said coldly.
"You wanna talk about it?" I asked hoping he would.
"Sure... Well let's see my girlfriend who is smaller then me gets picked over me to go on patrol cause apparently I'm too weak." He said in sarcasm. I didn't say anything there was just a long silent pause.
"God just for once I wish that I could be picked over you! I mean look at you..." He stopped. What did he mean? Was there something wrong with me? I started to feel self-conscious.
"You sure you want to finish that sentence Seth and if you do choose you words wisely." I said. I knew Seth was angry but that was no excuse.
"Your just so weak and small and and..." I could tell he was frustrated. I could see the tears he was holding back. Seth had really made me feel bad about myself that day. When Seth started to cry he turned his head away from me and wouldn't look at me. The fight went on for hours then that turned into days. Eventually we got through it though.
*end of flashback*
We sat there in silence for a while.
"Seth please look at me." I pleaded.
"Why?" He asked coldly.
"Because I'm just as scared as you are ok? I'm scared I'm going to die in 3 days by some new born vampire." I tried not to cry. He put his arms around me.
"You're not going to die. I promise and if you do I will jump off a fucking bridge and kill myself to be with you." He said. I looked up at him.
"If I die I want you to move on Seth not kill yourself." I told him.
"Yes but you're not going to die." He said letting his tears escape.
"I won't let that happen! I can't even think of what I would do without you. I just don't want you to fight. I want you near me so I can protect you." He said in between sobs. We didn't say anything after that. I just stayed on the dock hugging each other.
