Helllo! :P sorry I didn't update as recently as I usually do, but I stayed round a friends house for the weekend. Sorry!
But I have great new ideas! I'm writing a one shot right now from an idea i got when i went to town. lol.
Enjoy!
Disclaimer : I don't own twilight! But I DO own a scarf identical to carlisle from the film! lol!
29 - And So The Truth Comes Out
Bella
It had been less than a day since I said I didn't love him, and he already found someone. I couldn't believe it. He'd said he'd love me forever and he'd already moved on! I couldn't believe it. How could he? I felt like he'd betrayed me, but it was visa versa to be honest. I had lied and pretended to be with Jacob, I'd pretty much drove him to it. I had caused this! I had caused him to get back together with her. Whoever she was.
I kept running down the corridors, they had emptied, all the students were outside, probally making the most of the dry weather. Only one person was in the corridor, the person who - apart from Edward - I didn't want to see. Jacob.
"Bella are you ok?", he asked, not sounding ovally concerned, but I knew it would sound like he was to anybody who passed by. Tears streamed down my face, Jacob didn't seem to care but acted anyway. He moved forward and wrapped his arms around me. The more I protested to this contact, the tigher he held me. I kicked and flailed, nothing worked, even when I kicked him with all of my strenght. Bothing.
"Jacob, get off, I sqealed, wriggling in his arms. Jacob let go and grabbed me wrists instead, effectivly pinning my arms above my head against the wall like a surrender.
"Bella, is kicking and resisting your loving boyfriend execptable behavior?", he sneered.
"Loving?", I snorted, Jacob tightened his grap on my wrists, cutting off the circulation. "You're the furthest thing from loving Jacob. When we were together for the first time, I loved you so dearly, I thought you'd never hurt me. I thought you loved me. You went and proved me wrong. I obviously wasn't enough for you, so why do you bother me by pretending to be my boyfriend?", I growled. "I did nothing to you Jacob. You and Edward never even met before that day. So why are you being so cruel?"
"Because I love you. I don't want him to have you, and if I can't have you, no one will. You are mine. You hurt me badly when you left me Bella, you do deserve to be punished; and so does Edward", Jacob seethed.
"Why on Earth would Edward need to be punished?"
"Ask him. He should know. Ask him about Victoria. That is the reason he should be punished. He should die for it. Not only did he hurt her, he hurt everybody who loved her too. He should never be happy. He should be tormented forever for it. James'll make sure of that", he barked, pressing him self right against me, curving to fit around me. I whimpered. I didn't like this sort of contact with anybody apart from Edward, especially when they were blackmailing you.
"Jacob get off. You're hurting me!", I shrieked when he tried to kiss me, crushing me in the process. I turned my head to the side. Jacob tried again. "No Jacob. Please stop!"
Jacob was suddenly gone and I was in another's arms, Jacob was unconscious on the floor.
"Bella? Are you ok?", said a frantic voice, shaking slightly with, what I presummed was worry. It was Edward.
"Leave me alone Edward", I whispered, hoping he never heard it as soon as the words left my mouth.
"Never", he replied and pressed his lips to mine before leaving without a goodbye.
Edward
I followed Bella quickly, not wanting to keep her in her obvious pain for any longer than nessasary. But when I found her, she was with Jacob. I hid round the corner, eavesdropping on the conversation, desiding that, it would be obvious that I had a history due to what needed to be said. Jacob could not know about us. Or what was 'us' anyway.
"Bella are you ok?", Jacob asked. He sounded worried, I very nearly growled. I'd caused her this pain and he was fixing it when I should have myself.
About a minute passed before I heard any other speech. "Jacob, get off!", Bella ordered. I didn't want to go over protective, burst in and find out she meant it in a playfull way, so I stayed put.
"Bella, is kicking and resisting your loving boyfriend execptable behavior?"
"Loving?". Anger boiled up inside me. She could have been joking, but then again, she could have been serious. Jacob could have been treating her bad. "You're the furthest thing from loving Jacob. When we were together for the first time, I loved you so dearly, I thought you'd never hurt me. I thought you loved me. You went and proved me wrong. I obviously wasn't enough for you, so why do you bother me by pretending to be my boyfriend?"
I sighed. They were pretending. Maybe she'd lied to me. I couldn't help but be relieved by that. But aparently he'd proved her wrong about hurting her and loving her. The thing that caught my main attention was about being hurt. Did she mean physically or emotionally. Or possibly both. I remained listening intently. "I did nothing to you Jacob. You and Edward never even met before that day. So why are you being so cruel?"
Cruel? He. Was. Dead.
"Because I love you. I don't want him to have you, and if I can't have you, no one will. You are mine. You hurt me badly when you left me Bella, you do deserve to be punished; and so does Edward". I knew automatically what he was talking about.
"Why on Earth would Edward need to be punished?" Bella snapped. I should have old her myself. Now Jacob was going to tell her.
"Ask him. He should know. Ask him about Victoria", At least I could tell her for myself... "That is the reason he should be punished. He should die for it. Not only did he hurt her, he hurt everybody who loved her too. He should never be happy. He should be tormented forever for it. James'll make sure of that". James. What did he mean 'James'll makes sure of that? Was he back?
"Jacob get off. You're hurting me! No Jacob. Please stop!", I was around the corner in a flash. Jacob was pressed right up against Bella, restraining her, leaving her no escape. I was even more furious to see he was trying to kiss her. And, without thinking, my fist collided with his jaw with so much force, he fell to the floor. Jacob knocked his head and passed out too. Bonus.
"Bella, Are you ok?", I interigated anxiously. If she was in pain, Jacob would suffer extreamly so.
"Leave me alone Edward". She still was angry with me. No matter if it was my fault or not, it still hurt to hear her say it.
"Never", I argued and leant my lips to hers for a minute and walked away in silent. Angry, amazed, lustful. So many emotions passed through me. And, of course, above all, I was sexually frustrated. She was there for the taking and I couldn't have her.
What did I just do? I can't do this, I have to get away from here...
I walked away in silence. I couldn't believe the mess that we'd gotten ourselves into. Little over two weeks ago, it seemed like nothing could have gone wrong. Then everything changed...
God, life's a bitch!
I wanted to mention in my aauthors not that my friend Aisling (yes the same from the story) Has wrote an AMAZING fanfic called 'human again' and wants more reviews, so please just look at it if anything! Please consider reading it!
Human Again!
Summary : Set after New Moon. Edward doesn't want Bella to lose her soul so he decides to try to become human again for her . . . . . . . . no matter how unpleasent it will be . . . .
Please read it! You read it and I write! Deal? i can talk to her so I know if you've been reading it or not.
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