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Chapter 29

Two months later

Yunho walked the halls of the hospital listening to the music that was being played in the hallway… he was waiting for Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin he had come straight from work. So he told them head meet them here. It was Christmas Eve, a day Jaejoong always considered special. For the last two months it was so hard for everyone to feel happy. Knowing Jaejoong was still in the hospital fighting for his and the baby's life. Each day was a new struggle. In the last week he had been called to Changmin School four times. He had asked Hyun Joong to keep an eye on him while he was in school. It was hard enough to make him go back to school…. Lately he keep disappearing and going to the hospital and staying with Jaejoong until Yunho went to pick him up.

Everyday Yunho tried to be cheerful, but it was a lot harder than he though. Two months was a long time. And there was no improvement with Jaejoong condition. He was still on the ventilator. The doctors had given up hope that Jae would ever wake up. They had asked Yunho and Junsu if they wanted to turn off the ventilator. They both refused… looking at Changmin… they could never go agents Jaejoong wishes. Much to Jaejoong instruction… Yunho had opened his letter…. Jae wasn't going to die. Yunho lead back in a hall seat thinking about it,

Dear Yunho,

I know the last few months have not been great for use.. But I never really blamed you. I should ask forgiveness from you, but I guess it to late know… When we broke up. My heart broke… but then I found out you left me a special gift. I was happy… I did plan on telling you. Most days I stood outside our….Your house, I wanted to tell you. I begged for the courage to tell you every day about the baby. But it was a lot harder than I thought.

Please take care of the baby… he's very special…. Miracles only happen once. And watch over Junsu and Yoochun. Especially Junsu…. Tell our baby Changmin that I will always love him….. And Yunho…..

REMEMBER I LOVE YOU, I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU.

Love,

Jaejoong.

(Your one and only Boo.)

After reading it… Yunho broke down… Jae knew who Changmin was… But how? He questioned, "Why couldn't it be like the old days. When Jaejoong was his morning, noon and night… his love the only one he got through the bad by thinking about him. He pulled out a ring box out of his pocket and opened it. He was planning to give it to Jaejoong…, He lower it back in to his pocket as he spotted Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin walking toward him me.

"Hey Minne," Yunho called to his son. Yoochun had filled Junsu in on everything that night way back…. he was confused and really unsure if he should really believe, what they were all telling him,….."You all right?" he asked with a confused expression Changmin didn't look good….his face had become hollow.

"I'm fine A-appa….can we go see Umma now?" he simply replied as he looked past Yunho to Jaejoong room. Something in his heart was telling him to go be there. Yunho smiled and nodded at me politely moving out of the way allowing Changmin to pass him He slowly looked around to Yoochun and Junsu as they approached him.

"How was he today?" he asked them…. Junsu told him everything that happened. Changmin was counting down the days to his birth… he prayed each day of Jae to wake up. He hated each minute he was apart from Jae.

Yunho gaze never left them as they explain what happen. He didn't really know how to be a father to a 15 year old boy.. a boy only 5 years younger than himself. Junsu and Yunho had put their different aside… They felt there was better thing to deal with… than there petty cat fight. They had daily…. Yunho had also learned never argue with a pregnant Junsu. His mood swings where lethal… well in the eyes of the people who were on the receiving end.

They walked into the room to seen Changmin curled up on Jaejoong bed.. It was something he always did. He told them it was his way of feeling close to his mother. Yunho looked at him with soft, sad eyes and he looked back to Junsu and Yoochun, who held the same look he had. The three of them walked over to the bed and did their usual routine. Greeting him and telling him about their day. Junsu told him everything he was missing including about his pregnancy. Junsu face softens up when he told Jaejoong about his concerns, his worries….. About his baby and he always told his older brother that he needed him in his life.

Yunho took the vacant seat beside Jaejoong taking his hand in his own, "Hey Boo, sorry were late today. But you know how busy it can get on Christmas Eve." He smiled. "One of your favourite holiday. I remember last year… You loved walking around Seoul looking at the light and direction. You said it always made you feel special." He leaned against the rails….. And took one of his hands and rubbed it against his face….…., "Boo…Please wake up… it will be the best Christmas gift you can give us.. Changmin…need you Jae, we all do. You've been …." He felt a small twitch…. He looked to his hand and back to Jae face….. He wondered….., " Boo!' Hearing the concern in his voice Changmin looked up at him.

"Appa ?" His eyes widen at his father. Yunho couldn't help but think Changmin had a lot of Jae in him. He choice not to worry him, thinking that maybe it may have been just his imaged. He place Jaes hand back in the bed….

"It's nothing…." He told his son before walking over to Yoochun and Jusnu who were setting up the food…Since Jae couldn't come to them they planned to have Christmas dinner at the hospital. After they finished setting up Yunho called to Changmin when he didn't move of the bed. Junsu called to him sternly. "Yah Jung Changmin… Come eat, Or your mother would scowl you… now move you skinny little butt over here." Junsu demanded him. Changmin did what he was told.

"Here you go." Yoochun handed him a full plate of food

"Thanks Uncle." Changmin took the plate.

Changmin looked down at the plate. Picking up the chopsticks Junsu was handing him. He began playing with the food. The three others watched him… Changmin could feel there watchful eyes on him. He took up a piece of the food and put it in his mouth. Changmin pouted." How he wished he could eat this with his mother, he looked back at bed. He returned his thoughts to his mother; it wasn't long until something caught his eyes… he startled the others by getting up and going back to Jae's bed and dropping the plate… they all stood checking to see what was wrong. Yunho places his hand on Changmin shoulder and followed Changmin eyes to where they were staring.

He stared in shook.. Jaes eyes were staring at the…. He could see them begin to water looking at them. "J-jae…!" He reached for the emergency button… calling for a doctor. He could see Jae was Calm ….he couldn't speak with the tube down his throat. To Yunho it looked painful. "Jae the doctors coming!" Jae nodded his head. Junsu and Yoochun stood on the opposite side of the bed holding each other with tears filling their eyes.. their wish had come true. Jae had woken up.