Right so....emotional chapter just for you!!

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Mollie and James came downstairs laden with her suitcases. Mollie stopped at the door like she was going to say something. She was glaring holes through Bailey who was sitting on the love seat tending to her twins.

Mollie snorted to herself, "You're not even worth it."

She left with James following behind her.

Petey was sitting comfortably with his feet on the coffee table watching Bailey. She had both children in their bouncy seats trying to get them to fall back asleep. His gut was twisted, his heart mangled by her words she had so maliciously used earlier. He looked up form his children to their mother. She was the love of his life, the person he had wanted to marry the first second he laid eyes on her.

"What I said earlier, came out wrong. I didn't mean for it to be so hurtful." She said not daring to look up.

He chuckled dryly, "Yes you did. There's not many nice ways to tell someone you've been with for several years and share three children with that they were just a rebound and that you're still in love with your ex."

Bailey winced at the sting in his voice.

"Everything was a lie, our entire relationship has meant nothing to you." He said.

"That's not true. I do love you." Bailey fired back.

"You love me second to Alex. I always kind of guessed that. I saw how your eyes would light up when he would walk in the room. I saw how you would always try to protect and shelter him from any potential girlfriends, how you would come up with any old excuse to touch him or be near him, then you stopped making excuses and just did it and I sat back and let you. I lied to myself so I wouldn't have to face the truth." He reminisced.

Bailey was biting back her tears. She hadn't realized she was so obvious in her pursuit of Alex.

"Where do we go from here Bay?" he questioned.

She shook her head indicating that she didn't know.

"I can't ask you to turn off your feelings for Alex because I know I can't turn off my feelings for you." He said his voice breaking.

Bailey glanced up at him, seeing tears cascade down his face.

Her lip trembled, "I'm sorry."

He nodded, "So am I."

They sat not saying a word, just crying, letting their emotions go.

"Why did you let us go this far? I mean I could have dealt with this, with losing you, but we have kids together. I'm a grown man and can barely deal with this, how do you thing they're going to fare? Did it even cross your mind how all of this would effect them?" he asked.

She looked back down at her sleeping babies.

"They don't deserve this." She answered.

"None of us did." He said, his voice thick with emotion, "You're going to know how it feels to be in my shoes. Alex is never going to love and cherish you the way I do. You're always going to be second to Aiden. He looks at her the way I look at you. We're both fighting a losing battle."

"I can't help how I feel." She sniffed.

He stood up and carefully picked his children up. He took them upstairs and put them in their cribs. He wiped his eyes watching them sleeping peacefully.

How did he get here? How did his life get turned so upside down? He was so sure of everything, especially his relationship with Bailey, after the misunderstanding with Aiden.

He heard Bailey come into the room.

"When you were pregnant with them did you wish Alex was their father rather than me?' He questioned.

"Yes." She said quietly.

Petey covered Jayden and Ajay Marie with their blankets and kissed their foreheads. He turned on their nightlight and turned off the light.

Petey looked at Bailey through the darkness, "Sorry I turned out to be such a big disappointment for you."

She was as still as a statue as he brushed past her, the light from the hall shimmering in his eyes. Just as she closed the door to the nursery she heard the front door slam and seconds later Petey's car take off through the neighborhood

She went to her empty room and collapsed on the bed letting go of everything. She had made a complete mess of the entire night and she had no clue where to begin to pick up the pieces.


"Chris, it's snowing and the roads are icy do you mind slowing down some?" Ajay asked as she tried to calm her crying daughter down.

It was as if she hadn't said anything at all because he did nothing but accelerate.

"Chris, our baby is in the car! Slow down!" Ajay yelled finally having enough of his reckless driving.

He pulled into the garage of their house and was out of the car as soon as he parked and cut the ignition. He slammed his door scaring Kenzie even more as her cries intensified.

"What the hell is your problem?" Ajay questioned getting out of the car too.

He didn't answer her as he took the car seat out of the car and went inside. Ajay followed him closely wanting to quiet Kenzie down and get to the bottom of Chris' attitude problem. He put her seat down in the kitchen and furiously punched one of the cabinet doors leaving a deep crack in it.

"Stop right there and tell me what is wrong with you." Ajay demanded, as she stooped to pick Kenzie up.

Chris ignored her and disappeared into the living room followed by a loud crash.

"I'm sorry sweetheart, but you're going to have to hold on just a second." Ajay apologized to her screaming daughter. She stormed into the living room seeing a lamp shattered on the floor.

"What the fuck is your problem?" She yelled at him as he paced the room.

He looked crazed, like a mad man that had been set off, his blue eyes on fire, his fists and teeth clenched.

"She trusted us, she depended on us for support." He growled.

Ajay rolled her eyes, "She did this to herself. Aiden knew the risks and the consequences of all of her secrets."

"I'm not talking about that!" he yelled.

"Oh of course not, anytime sweet little Aiden needs anything she's got ten people to wait on her beck and call. I don't have to baby sit her, I'm not her mother!" Ajay shouted back.

Chris flipped the coffee table across the room.

"No you're not but you were supposed to be her friend Ashton!" he bellowed.

Ajay took a step back, she wasn't afraid, she was only getting angrier.

"That's right, I forgot I'm so sorry that I didn't take better care of your other girlfriend." She said sarcastically.

Chris turned and threw several pictures from the wall. Glass flew everywhere.

"Where the hell did you get the idea that I think of her like that huh?" he asked.

"Oh I don't know all the times you held her and protected her and maybe it was when you made out with her in the delivery room, or maybe it was when you called her name during sex!" Ajay yelled.

"You abandoned her because of that? That's your reasoning?" he questioned.

"Yes, that's plenty good enough for me! If I would have done that you would have flipped out!" she answered.

Chris pushed the sofa and the recliner over in his fury, "You do it all the time! You flirt with all the guys on the roster just to get a rise out of me because it turns you on. I don't do anything to endanger our relationship because of it."

"Stop destroying the house! Our relationship is in danger now because of that double crossing whore, really?" she spat out.

Chris grabbed Ajay by the shoulders and shoved her into the wall hard enough to knock the breath out of her. She was pissed before but she was afraid now. He had never been this mad, or had ever spoken to her like that.

"Don't you ever call her that again." Chris warned shaking her as he spoke.

Ajay bit her lip trying to stifle her groan of pain. His vice like grip was killing her, but the look in his eyes was making her terrified. He had never gotten physical with her during even their worst fights.

"A-Are you going to leave me for her?" Ajay cried, her voice quivering at having spoken her deepest fear out loud.

"No Ajay, I'm not. I would never leave you, Joey, or Kenzie for anything, I thought you knew that." He said.

Ajay whimpered, "Why would you stay with me though? Aiden is everything you would ever want. She cooks, cleans, is beautiful, and always dresses nice, how am I supposed to compete with her?"

The only thing that filled the gap of silence between them were Kenzie's cries.

"I love Aiden like a sister, but I'm IN love with you. I've never thought of her as anything but a friend. Why did you hide this from me Ajay? You always tell me everything!" he said.

"I was scared that you were going to leave me." Ajay sobbed.

Chris backed away from her, "Don't you see what you've done to us and Aiden and Alex?"

She shook her head.

"There's always going to be doubt in your mind and in our relationship when there's no need for it. You allowed that to happen, you brought that into our perfectly stable relationship. And what you've done to Aiden…if she doesn't forgive you I don't fucking blame her." He told her.

Ajay knelt down when he let her go.

"She came to us and asked for our friendship and support and we both agreed, and you went back on your word, because of your selfish insecurities. If you would have just come and talked to me, we could have avoided this whole situation. You had to be all independent and vigilante and you had to involve the two people that hate her the most. That's really low of you Ajay. Then to top it all off, to really put the icing on the cake, you knew how incredibly sick she was and you did everything you did despite that fact. You acted with no regard for her or her baby. I really can't believe that the Ajay I know and love would do all of that. I'm having a really hard time comprehending this and being able to look at you the same way." He said.

"I can't lose you Chris, that's what I was afraid of the whole time of losing you. I had to protect my family that's why I did what I did." she cried out.

"That's not even an excuse!" he yelled, "I've got to get out of here. I've got to go check on her."

He went and grabbed his car keys and slammed the door to the garage. Ajay picked Kenzie up who was red in the face from crying for so long. She sat on the floor of the kitchen trying to soothe her daughter as her entire being ached because her boyfriend, the father of her children had chosen Aiden over her yet again.


Alex helped Aiden upstairs. She hadn't stopped weeping since they had left Bailey's. He kept his fears to himself as he changed her clothes and tucked her in bed. She looked like she was barely keeping it together.

He sat beside her gently moving her hair out of her eyes, "I don't want you to be upset anymore okay? It's you and me and Riley and our baby form now on. I'm going to take the best care of my girls."

"Who's going to take care of you?" she whispered, touching his split lip from Bailey.

"I've had worse baby, it's no big deal." He assured, no more tears, no more stress, get some sleep while I make a few phone calls okay sweetheart?"

He kissed her cheek and then her womb before going downstairs to call TNA management to tell them he wouldn't be back until after his daughter was born. He sat on the couch and turned the television on mute as he explained the situation over the phone. Twenty minutes later he was cleared for his time off to spend with his wife and help her through the rest of her pregnancy. He felt like the weight of the world had been lifted off of him now that he had no more secrets and he wouldn't have to leave Aiden for awhile. He drummed on the coffee table in his happiness and turned to fix him and Aiden some dinner but stopped dead in his tracks.

She was standing at the bottom of the stairs as white as a sheet, trembling.

"What's wrong baby? I thought you were tired?" he asked.

"We need to go to the hospital…I'm having contractions." She said her hand holding firmly onto the wall for support.

The weightlessness, and his carefree attitude came crashing down and he was back to ground zero.


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