Hey, doesn't it seem like I start every A/N with "hey" I wonder if you care, you probably don't even read my A/N's. So I guess I should just start with the story right. I'm kind of amazed I'm all the way on my 30th chapter. I hope you enjoy it, I know you will everyone enjoys Inuyasha's torment.

Chapter 30 the big 3, 0, how joyful is this day, or should I say how joyous is this day, any who, the chapter is called nothing cause like every chapter I cant come up with a title name.

Disclaimer, I don't own Inuyasha, but don't look at me like that, I know you don't either, bitches.

Kagome's point of view, and don't complain about it.


I was feeling a mix of regret, nausea, circumspection, and I think in between all that was a small speck of hope, hope that Inuyasha wouldn't go into a crazy spasm over this new bit of information.

I felt like I should be leaving I didn't want to see how he was going to react once it really, and I mean really sunk in. Sesshomaru was still standing next to me, staring over at his brother who had just yelled half his brains out from the new concept. He must have been taking the idea of even conceiving a baby better then I was, because I was just standing their in a fuzz, answers and questions running through my head, first one that stuck was, "how the hell did this happen?" which my brain answered "well he stuck his member in your vagina, and his member contracted a white runny liquid that we love to call sperm, which got into her ovary or egg sack, and produced a child."

I sat down and thought every thing over; "didn't you want to have a kid?" My brain asked, and I didn't feel like answering her question, did I want to have a kid, hell yeah, now maybe, not really, wow was I screwed. Sesshomaru who was now getting a cigarette out, and fishing for a lighter seem to be enjoying his brother's moment of agony.

"Wow this couldn't have turned out better?" I looked up to see Inuyasha say in a sarcasm snarl, he got away from his dad, and sort of sat down his hands over his head, probably in the same position as me, thinking it over.

Sesshomaru thinking this was extremely funny, walked over to his younger brother with a cunning smile "This'll make you feel better," he stated, taking his pack of cigarettes out, and passing his brother a lighter, "don't say I never did any thing for you."

"I think what would be best is if we let Inuyasha think it over." Inutashio suggested, but really I knew he was saying, 'he isn't fully down on the concept at hand, so let's leave before it really sinks in.' Sesshomaru left the box of cigarette's and lighter, on the table and left with his father, who was urging even my stunned family out of the room, I knew they wanted to ask a hundred questions, that not even I knew my self.

I looked back at him, he seemed like he was still in his little trance, his golden eyes gaped on the wall on the other side of the enormous kitchen. 'How long was he going to stay like this?' I thought to my self, a little worried I was wondering if I should leave too.

"So, big news their," I said trying to make conversation, it was like he didn't even notice. I got up and walked over to him, sitting on the stool across from him, he got up suddenly taking the cigarettes in his right hand and the lighter on his left, and walked out of the kitchen, he was taking this acceptably well, I thought as he walked away leaving me on the stool by my self.

I waited for at lease 5minuites before following him out of the kitchen, one of the side balconies were opened so I was guessing that he was out there, it was one of the small rectangle balconies that they had spread around the humongous house. And like my gut told me, he was standing there, it was sort of windy and chilly, but it didn't quite bother me, the way I saw it I would be out of there in a couple of minutes. He stood on the gated fence, with a cigarette resting on the tip of his fingers, the smell of the tobacco I wanted to shy away from, seeing as I was pregnant, but luckily the chilly winds evaporated the smell.

"Reminds me of high school" I said talking about the cigarette at the tip of his fingers, in high school, he would always sneak out of class rather it was in the bathroom or out side with some other kids and take a smoke, but for demons it was never a habit, so it was easy for him to just stop buying them, or to just quit.

"Well in high school I always stressed." I frowned to my self, and walked out side.

"Please don't refer to this baby, as a hassle." I told him, walking towards his side. I kind of stood beside him waiting for him to speak, but instead he took a short puff before throwing the cigarette down the 9 feet drop.

"Well you got what you wanted didn't you," he took a better look at me by standing directly in front of me; "you can finally have the baby you always wanted, now you don't have to worry about arguing."

"What do you expect me to do Inuyasha, have an abortion, to get rid of this baby is that what you want," he walked out of the door, as if he was trying to ignore me, but I knew he was listening. "You act as if I produce the baby by myself, when I unmistakably remember you being on top helping me."

We were both in the kitchen again and I felt my heart ache in pain from the words I just said, did he really want me to have an abortion I just couldn't, I would be so wrong in so many levels.

He turned, and his eyes were a bit sympathetic, "don't get an abortion," he said his voice filled with recklessness, and frustration. He turned around and sat down on one of the kitchen stools; he was now in his thinking it over phase again.

The pain disappeared completely, so he wasn't that cold hearted after all, he still seemed like he was thinking it over and I wanted to know, "why," it seemed to me like their was nothing to think over.

"I guess," he said, after awhile, "I guess we can keep him.

"It's a her," I confirmed, but he lifted an eyebrow up, and I was about to ask him why to if he didn't plunge into a completely unrelated topic.

"You hungry?" he asked, and I knew he was only trying to change the subject, I wasn't letting him.

"But are we really going to do this?" I asked sitting down across from him, I didn't know what I wanted to do now, did I want to have the kid or not, I knew Inuyasha really didn't want to, but he wasn't going to kill off what was half his, and he'd be the last person to give it away.

He shrugged theirs nothing to do, "the sperms in the cave, and I'm pretty sure theirs no way to get it out."

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, that's it"

"I'm just joking, relax, so what are you hungry for?" He asked as he walked towards the windows so one of the maids could get the order.

I shrugged, "I don't know, but I'm hungry for something, I've been throwing up all week pretty much, um… I'm in the mood for something creamy yet crunchy, yet sour." I said thinking about what sort of foods would have that characteristics.

"Babe, theirs no food like that, in the universe," he said, reassuring me that his jerky side wasn't bruised by the baby discussion.

"There has to be I bet they could rip something up." I argued, walking towards him, as if to see or make sure.

"There not mind readers, you have to tell them what you want."

"Tell them to give me vanilla ice-cream with a pickle on top," I said urging him to do something that would benefit me.

"I'm not sure if you got this part down," he said acting as if he was clueing me on something, "but you're pregnant try eating, I don't know healthy."

"Shut up," I said staring slits at him, and he smiled attentively.

"Well, I know I'm not making it easier for you, but you should really try not giving in to your cravings,"

"And you should try…" I thought for a good come back for about a minute or two, "well you should try not giving in to your pants, since you're not getting any for 9 months oh, in your face."

"That was dumb, I think I won, don't you, yeah I did." He turned around, and headed out of the kitchen, something told be he still wasn't happy about this, but I guess he just needed to cool down.

I let him go without asking any questions, he was taking everything pretty good, and really wasn't that all I was asking for. I sat on the stool, and grabbed one of the cord less phones, I dialed up Sango's number, I was thinking of taking a pregnancy test at that very moment, but a demons word must be better then any test right, I sat down and tapped in the 10 numbers, listening to the ring, Sango was going to totally flip out when she herd, the big news.

"Hello" she said in that tired pregnant and don't want to be tiered kind of voice.

"Guess who this is." I said making my voice sound creepy, and old homicidal man voice, Song sighed.

"I'm so glad you called Kagome," I rolled my eyes in disappointment; she wasn't suppose to guess who it was. "I cant do this any more I have to drop out of college, every thing is overly stressful with this baby, and now that the months are rolling in, I'm starting to have those dreams, you know the ones where I'm in the middle of Language, and I start to feel contractions, and then I have to have the baby on my desk." I snickered she would always scream in the middle of night, then go stuff her mouth with junk food.

"Sango the baby isn't due till summer, school is almost over now, so stop stressing you're self, plus I have the one thing that can help you during your pregnancy." I said swinging my legs side to side on the stool, in anticipation.

"What is that, a fiancé that can take care of me better then the one I have now?" Sango yelled loudly so Miroku could hear.

"Whatever I'm not arguing with you, we all know you're just having your bitch anxieties, so go suck something." Miroku yelled back, he must have been in the bathroom or somewhere that echoed.

"Yeah, I think sucking, and a few other things are what got me in this position, don't you think." Sango screamed back, "so what were you saying? She asked in one of her sweet voices.

"You and Miroku seem to be doing great," I said smiling trying to with stand my laughter. I could feel Sango shrug. "Any way yeah I think I have something that will get you through this pregnancy with out a worry.

"And what's that?" Sango asked before putting some Cracker Jacks in her mouth and chewing loudly.

Well, it's me." I said smiling and waiting for my best friend's response or reaction Sango just stayed quiet for a good solid minute.

"Did you know that cracker Jacks in orange juice taste pretty good" Sango said chewing loudly once again. Kagome gagged at the thought of the mixture, but she then composed her self again.

Sango did you hear me?" Kagome asked fiddling with her long bangs that covered the right of her eye.

"Oh, yeah you said you'd help me with the pregnancy," Sango said stirring the orange juice around with her spoon till she found a cracker jack.

"Yeah, well don't you want to know how I'd help?" Kagome asked anticipation and excitement once again coiling in her.

"I don't know…" Sango answered not interested at all in the conversation she was a major part in.

"Because I'm pregnant too," Kagome answered a little angry that Sango didn't seem to care at all. "And since I'm pregnant to a demon, I should have the kid near the time you do." Kagome rekindled the smile waiting for Sango to have an input to it.

"When did that happen?" Sango asked waiting for the answer.

"Well, at that party we had last weekend; you remember you were in a hotel.

"Oh sorry Kagome I didn't hear a word you said I was talking to Miroku." Sango said, "When did that happen?" she asked again, now getting the answer from Miroku, about some expensive bill that came through in the mail. "Well it's nothing to get worked up about were rich, send it to one of our parents, there take care of it. "Any way Kagome what were you saying… go all the back to the little argument me and Miroku were having that's when I put the phone down.

"You meant to tell me you didn't pickup any thing I said, since the beginning of the conversation." She murmured a silent yes, and I compressed the need to hang up the phone.


"And then besides a few sentences she ignored me through out the whole conversation, can you believe that." I said crossing my arms and pacing around the humongous room.

Inuyasha only mumbled a soft "uhuh," and then continued to read the contract in his hands, something for the business his dad wanted him to look at.

"And then she was arguing with Miroku like it was no tomorrow, or like I wasn't even there, and I was just trying to lightened up the mood you know, trying to give her some good news, you know what, next time she has a kid, where totally moving away, I don't want to deal with Sango's bitchiness anymore. I paced around once more before taking a seat at the corner of his bed, and watching him read, and sign things. "What you doing?" I asked sincerely.

"Uhuh," he said again signing the bottom of the contract and pulling out another document.

"Are you even listening to me?" I asked watching him closely; he turned around and met my glance.

"I'm kind of busy Kagome, why don't you go… call Sango and tell her about the pregnancy." He said shooting me a small smile and reading through the paper in his hands once again.

"Didn't I just say I called her, and told her just that?" I said getting up, so I could tower over his sitting form.

"You did?" he asked again looking confused when he glanced back up at me this time.

"Yeah I did." I said staring down at him, again. I rolled my eyes and sat back down. "So, no ones taking me seriously, everyone is just ignoring me today.

"That's not true," he mumbled as he started the laptop at his desk.

"Yeah, your right Inuyasha that's not true, but tonight I'm leaving you, I'm getting an abortion, and going to my one true love Kouga and have his kid." I stood next to him as he began typing. "So are you going to let me go?" I asked him.

"Yeah what ever you want, before you go, can you pass me that envelope with the golden stamp?" He asked with one hand out waiting for the envelope, I passed it to him, and walked towards the door.

"WAIT, WAIT WHAT THE HELL DID YOU JUST SAY!!!" He asked jumping up from his seat, and starring up at her.

"Oh it took you this long enough to realize what I said, I could've been gone, If I didn't stop to get you that envelope.

He sighed gently, "I'm just busy Kagome, I have to do all this bullshit for the whole entire weekend or we won't get to go back school, so just bare with me, and please don't run off with any other man." I walked back to him laying my head on his chest as he enclosed his arms and hugged me tightly. "Why don't you stay here and help sort out the mail, its right there next to the bed post. He pulled away from me for a minute before leaning in and kissing me gently on my lips. He then let his arms fall and sat back down.

"Fine, but I am getting paid for this right." I said jokingly as I grabbed the crate of envelopes

Sure thing, he said ignoring me again this time I shrugged it off, and started to sort them, ones from business documents, contracts, and bills.

"Hey, he said, can you pass me some of the bills; I might as well pay some off now." I took a couple of bills from the top of the stack and passed it to him; he grabbed his wallet and placed a credit card on the desk, before opening the bill, and looking it over. "WHAT THE HELL!" He said reading the amount owed for one of his platinum credit cards.

"What's up?" I asked still sorting the envelopes with ease, I loved being organized and organizing things, it was like heaven to me.

"This credit card bill is what's up." I walked behind him and my eyes widened as I read the amount owed. "He pulled his wallet out again, ignored the mass of bills stashed in the top pockets, and went through the wallet searching for the credit card that caused the over priced bill.

'Wait a minute' I thought as his searches for the card failed, I at that moment wished I could crawl under a rock, and just live there. I walked over to my purse and pulled out a platinum card, and stared at it.

"I can't believe how much this card is costing me; I usually don't even pay with credit cards just cash, I wonder If it's…. he took his cell phone out at that moment, when the words fraud came to mind.

"What you doing?" I asked holding the card in my hands; he looked back at me,

"Calling the bank apparently someone's stealing my "identity" Inuyasha said as someone picked up the phone.

"But what if that person goes to jail" I asked as my palms shook with the consequences of my little shopping spree, I was in deep shit right about now.

"Hold on," he said to the woman on the phone, he then looked at me like I was crazy, "wouldn't that be a good thing." He continued the conversation with the woman.

"Yeah but. Not to be arrogant, but we have money coming from are ass; you could pay the bill with the pocket change in yesterdays pants.

"Hold on again" Inuyasha asked once more to the woman on the other line. "True, but I'm not paying for something I didn't do, you can if you want, but I'm not, and since it's my credit card, who ever the hell this person is, is going down."

"Well let me pay the bill for you, I said." Making him look back towards me, "Society is already a bitch, you don't know, this person could be a poor man, using your money to get his family some shelter, before the hot, summer kicks in, lets not put him in jail."

"To bad," he said, he should have taken his poor ass to college, and then maybe he wouldn't be so goddamn poor."

"You know that one song the colors of the wind." I said before I began singing it.

"You think you own whatever land you land on."

"The world is just a dead thing you can claim."

"But I know ever rock, tree, and creature."

"Has a life, has a spirit has a name.

"You think the only people who are people."

"Are the ones who look and think like you?

"But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger.

"You find out things you never knew you never knew."

"Listen to the second verse, it's really important." I said smiling nervously.

"He stuck an eyebrow up, I'm sorry after the first sentence my ear drums were bleeding from your voice."

"Fine do you want me to say the second verse this time," I said.

"No, I'm talking on the phone," he said getting back to the conversation at hand."

"Inuyasha," I said sitting back down on the bed beside him I had the card in front of me so he could turn and see it. He turned around and looked at me again, this time pointing to the phone. When he saw the card in my hands he hung up, and sighed, before turning all the way around to face me.

"Now it's all coming to me, I loaned you the card at the restaurant that one day. No wonder you didn't want me to call the bank."

"If there's any consolation, you never told me how much money I could use." "I can also pay it off; it's not that big of a deal."

"No, I'll do it," he said taking the card from my hands gently, before turning around completely.

"Are you mad at me?" I asked.

"Why would be mad at you, I did give you the card didn't I."

"And if it helps I used it to by your kick ass gift, so…" I smiled gently trying to find humor in the situation.

"To bad the gift isn't that great, it won't come off." He said before begging to type again.

"I'm going to let you type away, and sign things, if there's anything I have to sign too, just leave it on my pillow or something, I'll get to it."

"Where are you going?" he asked.

"For a walk I guess." I answered before getting my jacket and leaving, closing the door gently me.

"How dumb am I." I said to myself, it had to be bad luck, to at this very day, be cursed with that bill, the one day he was trying to accept having a kid he probably never talk to me like ever, maybe I was being dramatic, but probably not.


"I'm going to drop kick his door is what I'm going to do." I told Ayame as I sat on the stool, with my hands on the counter. I grabbed a sick of celery from the bowl in the middle of the counter, and stuck it in my mouth, before biting a huge chunk of it.

Ayame grabbed one also, and bit small a speck of it before talking. "I think you're over reacting, sure he's upset about you being pregnant, but what guy wouldn't be?" She looked over the stick of celery in her hands, before biting another small chunk of it again.

"Yeah, but he hasn't talked to me for two weeks, he didn't even talk to me the plane ride home, he's acting like a total bitch." I pinched the top of the stick after taking it out of my mouth, he was totally frustrating me.

"What do you mean he hasn't talked to you for two weeks, he just talked to you like 5 minutes ago?" Sango took her free hand and ran a hand through her glossy red hair, before getting up and heading towards the pantry.

"Yeah, so I could sign more contracts, I can tell he's mad at me, I can feel it right here." I pointed to my heart, "and more importantly here, "I rubbed my mate mark so she could see."

"Well like I said before, every guy who knows there girl is pregnant, is mad for a couple of weeks, it doesn't matter if there 50 or 18 like Inuyasha, take Miroku for instance." Ayame said, while opening the peanut butter jar and passing it to me.

I dipped the unbitten back side of the celery stick in the jar before glancing up. "Miroku wasn't mad when he found out Sango was pregnant he was actually pretty happy."

She slowly dipped her stick in the jar too, "did I say Miroku, my bad, you know Miroku's weird, going around asking girls to bare his child, of course he's happy. But right now he's mad." She bit into the peanut butter soiled stick.

"No," I said biting into mine too, he's only mad because, Sango when she's pregnant is a total bitch, I'd be mad too."

"I herd that!" Sango yelled out from her position on the couch.

"And you know it's true." I said getting up from my seat, then crossing both of my legs before, sitting back down.

"Well, trust me, Inuyasha still loves you, he won't get mad over a damn over charged credit card come on total bull shit." She grabbed her bottle of water from its spot on the counter, I sipped it.

"Well if that's not it then it must be me." Kagome said putting a hand on her chest in emphasis.

"Yeah, it could be," Ayame said, biting into her second stick of celery, "I mean maybe Inuyasha as your mate knows that your going to be very unattractive later on during the pregnancy, and doesn't fine you sexy any more, or maybe he doesn't find having a baby, or parasite may I say, eating all your food in your stomach, attractive. I know I don't."

"Uh," was the only thing I could let out, she was suppose to be making me feel better, I rubbed a hand threw my long lengthy hair, then on the right of my cheek, as if feeling my soon to be ugliness.

"Don't be mad at me, I'm just saying two week is a long time." She moved a strand of red hair out of her mouth, and behind her ear, before sweeping her bangs to the side.

"But….but, I'm still hot, I mean I don't even look like I'm pregnant, I still way the same."

"Of course, your totally gorgeous you can probably still fit in to that maroon baby top you wore last summer to the beach, where you know, you had sex with Kouga like 50 million times."

"Yeah I can still fit in that maroon baby top, actually, lord knows I did like a million sit ups everyday to look absolutely perfect in it, so Inuyasha, can kiss my ass for all I care." I put the rest of celery in my mouth, before grabbing another one.

"Yeah, but you probably wont look that great in it this summer, 'since you know, your pregnant'," She whispered the pregnant part like no one knew, or she was keeping it a secret, here in are dorm room where there was only three of us, her, me and Sango, and we all knew I was. "You should give it to me, or lease let me loan it, but you should probably just let me have it, it takes a really long time to get your figure back after a baby, you probably know that already."

"I have a fast metabolism I'll be alright." I was getting bored talking to her it seemed; she only wanted to even waste her time on me, was for my stuff.

She gave off a fake smile the tilted her head to the side, "well Inuyasha is one of the hottest guys I've ever seen, she got up taking the peanut butter with her."

"What are you trying to say?" I asked laying my celery stick down on the counter.

"Come on Kag, I'm not trying to say any thing, it's just that I haven't seen a guy as hot as him for awhile is all, and if he really doesn't like you cause you'll pregnant, he'll settle for any girl who's hot, sexy, not pregnant." She walked towards her room.

"Are you saying you're going to "steal" Inuyasha away from me?" I asked raising an eyebrow, like he would; if he was getting fed the same bull shit Ayame was forcing me to choke down.

"Oh no," Ayame said running towards me, and lying a hand on my lap. "You thought I was inferring me stealing your guy, no way, I'm your best friend why would I do that." She smiled as she looked me over, "I was just saying that, you know how two people can be best friends, and then one of the best friends could have a rack of other close friends, and then the other close friends can have some other close friends, and so on, so on. Let's just say dome close friends of mine have a thing for silver head demons that start with the letter I…"

"I'm sorry to interrupt, but get to the goddamn point are you saying if I dump Inuyasha, or the other way around, I wouldn't be able to get him back."

"No I'm saying that, believe it or not, if Inuyasha gets bored of you, with all the other girls that are pretty much in love with him, it can get way tempting for a guy, and he might sleep with a couple," she grabbed a hand full of celeries as she headed to her room again, "hell 2 weeks he's probably with one of them now, they move in like scavengers, you know he's working on a project with Jenny Rockford, and she has sex with a different guy every day."

I turned around, and looked towards the counter, "I know Inuyasha, he's not going to do that." I laid my hand on top of a wondering pen, and rolled it back and forth with my palm.

"I know you know Inuyasha, I do too, and he would do that." She turned around, laughing gently to her self as she headed towards her room.

I gulped nervously, how dumb was I to talk to Ayame, when she got jealous of people, she always puts them down, now I was worse then down, I was buried alive.

I got up and sprinted towards the door, closing it gently, so Ayame wouldn't know I was leaving, I walked cautiously towards the boy's dorm. I knocked three times, when like always no one answered, I opened the always unlocked door, and stepped in. they thought because they were two demons and one monk living in together in one dorm, they could leave it unlocked night and day. I walked in, and stepped towards Inuyasha's door which was closed.

I took a deep breath and opened the door, seeing Inuyasha sitting in his desk, with the one what's her face, Jenny, Jennifer. Alyssa. Whatever the hell her name was, on top of him, making out, down to one ornament of clothing.

Well lease that's what I thought, I'd see, but instead, Inuyasha was down to one ornament of clothing sitting on his desk, in his room alone, with his text book, on his desk, and writing on a regular piece of paper, nothing, no sign of cheating, breaking up, or moving away. I walked in, and sat down, he watched me, as I didn't say a word, and took a seat.

"Hey," Is all he said, I looked around his room, trying to find any other females clothing besides my own. The only thing I saw, was my jacket, my brush, my old purse, and other stuff I abandoned here for no reason once so ever.

"So you're working with Jacky on that a project, right." I confirmed, still looking around, before setting my eyes on him, top teen magazine says, if the guy blushes, hardens touches his self in any way when said the "other" girls name, then that's a sign of cheating.

"Yeah, but her names Jenny, or something, like that," I watched him closely; he had no shirt on, just jeans. What was with that, was someone there?"

"Was someone here?" I asked, staring over his muscular body. I should have been Illegal for him to show it, if not on TV.

"Why would there be anyone here, besides, Miroku, or Koga, and of course you." Okay, he didn't say twitch, or move unnecessarily, he was doing pretty good, time for plan "B" like they say in top teen magazine, be raw and truthful.

He reached over to grab a beer, and he opened it under my gaze, and took a sip I was wondering if that was a sign, when I classified it as just regular movement I got ready for plan "B."

"Are you cheating on me?" I asked broadly and to the point.

He spat out the little beer, he had in his mouth, and coughed on it, he held his throat, and I watched, with out reaching for a glass of water, or even patting his back to get him circulating like a good fiancé, or girlfriend would, at this point I just stared.

When he got a hold of him self, he looked me over, "who the hell told you that."

"I have my sources," is the only thing I replied back. I was wondering if suddenly chocking on beer, was a sign of weird movement, I rolled my eyes it probably was; I got up and headed towards the door.

"Where the hell are you going, we haven't got any where yet." He got out of his seat, and stated the phrase strangely.

"Whatever Inuyasha," Ayame was right cheating was something Inuyasha would do, after a couple of months of dating someone, he did get tiered why I was any different, I didn't know,

"Wait, I'm not cheating on you…" he said walking towards me.

"Sit your ass down Inuyasha I don't want to hear it." I said about to leave the room, if Inuyasha, didn't literally sit his ass down at that very moment. I turned around to seem him….

That's the first cliffy I've ever mad were I didn't even finish the sentence, well tune in next time, and know this isn't a huge conflict, just a little quarrel, between the main characters…

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