Prayer

Um…hi.

So I know it's been a long time - a really long time. I'm sorry…I don't have a good excuse.

I mean, for a while, I…wasn't exactly sure how I felt about you. But I'm sure you already knew that. I know I shouldn't have stopped trusting you, but it was so hard to believe.

So many bad things seemed to keep happening, and I didn't understand why.

Maybe I thought everything was your fault. But I don't think that anymore.

I've actually grown up a little bit – pretty amazing, I know. I've gotten better at admitting when I'm wrong, and at knowing when to ask for help.

I know I was wrong to loose faith, and I'm sorry for doubting you. I hope you can forgive me, because I'm not too proud to admit that I need your help.

I bet you must get really sick of people asking you for things! I know you can't always give people what they want. I finally understand that it doesn't work like that.

If you know that what I ask for isn't what should happen, it's okay. I mean, I'd appreciate any help you can give me, but I understand that you don't grant wishes.

But if there's anything you can do, anything at all...

You see, there's somebody who means everything to me. I'm sure you know who I mean.

And I love her. Even though it's crazy and irrational and absolutely insane – I love this girl. Now the only thing I want is for her to love me, too.

I know that getting her to love me is close to impossible, but no way is that going to stop me.

I also know - I'm going to need all the help I can get.

Amen

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Hopefully this one isn't too confusing. Basically, this is Beast Boy praying.

Aha! Now it makes sense, right?