Title: It's All Your Fault
Author: Trance-Faith
Rating: M – suicide and suicidal tendencies. (For this chapter however, I'd say NC-17)
Pairing: Callie/Arizona
Disclaimer: I do not own Grey's. All characters in this story sadly do not belong to me; they're simply being borrowed for a little while, and then will be returned. This story was not written for profit and no copyright infringements are intended. Also the song words used in this fanfic are Paramore's "emergency" and Pink's "It's all your fault".
Author's Note 1: In terms of Grey's storyline – this is set after their break up, in 7x07.
Author's Note 2: Sorry to the people I made cry – if it helps at all, I filled up writing it!
Author's Note 3: I have been asked this question by several different people, so I will tackle it here. The song Tim sung was "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts, it was mentioned in chapter 14, 15 and 16 (and was named in 15 and 16!).
Author's Note 4: My least favourite chapter to write … (kinder think I did crappily!)
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Beta: No beta was used while I wrote this, so all spelling and grammar mistakes are my own.
Reviews: Are much wanted please!
Scars, they will not fade away. – Emergency by Paramore
Arizona's POV
Callie's lips were on hers, and she was sure she was going to pass out. The woman that was laid half on top of her seemed determined to stop her breathing, to suck every ounce of oxygen out of her lungs. She would go happily, feasting on the full lips that were been given to her so readily. Callie pulled away enough time for both women to heave in as much oxygen as they could, before slamming her mouth back onto Arizona's. The Latina's hand was keeping her in place with pressure to her left hip, stopping her from rolling and topping the long woman. The kisses were hard and desperate, dripping in passion, soaked in lust but coated in love.
Callie kissed her way down the PEDs surgeon's jaw line, capturing Arizona's earlobe, gently caressing it with her tongue. Arizona gasped, as Callie hand roamed across her body, releasing her grip from Arizona's hip, gently ran over her stomach up to her breast. Callie cupping her breast through her top, caused Arizona to groan, and slightly arch her back, the feel of the material, Callie's hand against her burning flesh. She was lost to woman above her, yet she felt so complete found.
Callie's hand snaked up, removing Arizona's top strap from her shoulder, exposing one of her breast. Thankful she hadn't worn a bra to bed, Arizona shivered as the cold air hit her breast, and she felt her nipple tauten. She shivered once again, as she felt Callie's mouth claim her nipple. She arched her back upwards, trying to place as much of her breast as possible into the brunette's mouth. She could feel Callie hand gently stroke her inner thigh, her hips bucked slightly, but Callie's hand had moved on, causing Arizona to groan in disappointment. Callie's hand made the same travel up her body, and removed the other strap, causing the cold air to once again assault her breast; the top was quickly pulled up and off the panting blonde.
Arizona felt Callie freeze slightly; she looked down slightly looking into the brunette's eyes…the blonde gently nodded, as much as her body and their position would allow. Arizona could see Callie inches away from her chest. Her chest which was rising and falling fast, she hadn't realised how shallows her breathes were. Callie continued her way down the blonde's body with one hand trailing very inch she could. Arizona's skin tingled as her hand roamed. Callie's hand lowed to her centre, simply moving her pyjamas shorts' waistband. Arizona shook her hips slightly from side to side, grinding herself into the brunette, just ever so slightly. She was driving herself insane. She needed to know if this was really happening. Callie hand remained resting on her mound, and she slid back up taking hold of the blonde's lips again with her own.
"I've missed you" Callie whispered almost directly onto her lips. Arizona took control of her lover's lips, and slid her hand down in-between their bodies, ensuring to touch the brunette as much as possible. She undid her own short's cord, raising her lower half slightly, enabling Callie to slip off the unwanted item along with her underwear. "Missed you too", the blonde breathed back. Arizona carefully wrapped her legs around Callie's hips, grinding her centre into the jog pants Callie was wearing, grinding herself into Callie's pubic bone. Arizona groaned loudly into the brunette's mouth, before removing her lips from Callie's. She ground her hips again, letting out a moan, arching her back upwards.
Arizona could see the determination in the brunette's face, a determination which she couldn't help but smile at. Callie's eyes were almost black with pure desire, yet within her eyes Arizona could see love, genuine love. Arizona gulped, she could lose herself in the eyes before, and she always could. Callie lifted herself away from Arizona's core, causing a disappointed groan; Callie removed her top, pants and underwear in record time, before reaching down and captured her lips. Arizona gasped at the skin on skin contact, as their breasts, stomachs; legs all clung together with the small amount of sweat which had developed on each of the women's bodies.
Arizona's hands snaked up resting on the brunette's shoulders; she could feel the strong well development bone breaking, muscle flex beneath the skin. Callie moved working down the blonde's small body. Her mouth kissing, sucking, biting, she seemed to touch the blonde everywhere at once, Arizona felt as if she was floating, no one or anything matter except the woman above her. Arizona moved, and struggled to maintain contact with Callie's mouth. Callie's hand slid down between their bodies, although Arizona didn't feel it over the caress the brunette's mouth was inflicting on her. Arizona gasped, rising her body from the bed, resting on her shoulder blades, trying not to break contact with the hand which had grazed her most sensitive areas.
"So beautiful." Callie moaned so low it could have been mistaken for a growl. Callie gently brushed against Arizona clit, a jolt of pure pleasure ran from the small bundle of nerve through her body. Callie looked hesitant, Arizona raised her hips to meet the hand, and see could see relief etched in the brunette's face. Callie's finger plunged into Arizona's core, Arizona's mouth opened in a silent cry. Callie ceased the blonde's mouth with her mouth, teasing with her tongue, lips, every part of her mouth. Arizona raised her back slightly, trying to put more of her offering into her lover's mouth. Callie knee moved slightly causing pressure on Arizona already swollen clit, the movement of the brunette's knee pushed the fingers she was plunging in and out even further.
While Arizona was bucking her hip more and more vigorously, she could feel her hips moving from side to side ever so slightly, trying to get the invading finger to brush the spot her body pleaded for. Arizona felt the hand being withdrawn, her eyes opened in shock, looking down she watched Callie travel the last few inches, resting between her legs, she heard a break in her erratic breathing pattern with a slightly sigh, she felt slightly nervous, as if it was their first time all over again. Arizona felt Callie's breath brush itself through her curls, causing her to shiver; Callie took her clit in her mouth, causing Arizona to cry out loud, her tongue drove its way into her tunnel. Arizona whimpered at the new sensation, her hips found a brand new dance, as she ground herself into the brunette's mouth. Her own hand glided down her own chest, gently teasing the valley between her breasts, down her stomach, across the brunette's head, gently, but firmly egging her brunette on.
Her eyes shot open as a sensation, like electricity ran through her body. Her hand continued down, grasping the brunette shoulder blade, pulling her up slightly, with the small amount of strength her body seemed to have. Arizona watched as the raven head raised, with a look on her face, a look she couldn't quite decide what it meant. Maybe fear? Shock? Disappointment? She didn't know, Arizona smiled slightly. "Can we just take it slow, as first anyway", her tongue snaked out, trying to lick her dry lips. She wanted it to be just them, no hands, no mouths, just core against core. Slow and raw. "I need you here", she raised one hand to her shoulder. She waited for Callie's reaction, as sh remembered their last reunion and so many times before.
Arizona saw Callie smile, her eyes sparkled, she understood. Callie lowered her head again, gently tracing the blonde's inner thigh. Arizona gasped, her legs relaxing, she watched Callie intensely. Callie trailed her lips against her body, making her way up, making Arizona wild, causing her body to writhe beneath her, not allowing a break in contact. Callie mouth and hand found her blonde's breast, making lights dance before her eyes. Arizona's mouth opened, breathlessly gasping. Callie's knee slid in between Arizona's legs, causing her body to raise, almost in the sitting position, Callie set the rhythm, Arizona gracelessly followed, grinding and buckling herself into Callie's thigh, allowing her own thigh to grind against Callie's centre.
Callie's teeth sunk into Arizona's flesh, gently nipping. Callie appeared inches away from her face, she saw Callie's eyes flickering looking down at her lips, she could feel Callie's breath tickling her lips which tingled. In slow motion Callie's mouth claimed her own; Callie didn't need permission to enter the blonde's mouth, so was open and willing. Their tongues danced within the blonde's mouth, neither trying to gain possession. Callie's hand ran down Arizona's arms forcing them above their heads. Callie laid her whole body upon the blonde's, it felt amazing to feel her brunette above her, and it wasn't a dream. Arizona openly ground herself into Callie core, feeling both her own heat, and Callie's.
Moisture seemed to cling everywhere on their bodies. Callie moved her head to the side of the blonde's, her breath brushing against her ear. Her breath was laboured as was the blonde's. Their breaths were quick and gasped, causing their chests to rise and fall, creating their breast to touch with every movement. "I love you Arizona", Arizona's eyes widened her heart fluttered. Arizona pulled one hand free, gasping the back of Callie's head, moving it up to her face, and whispered through tearing eyes," I love you Callie" claiming Callie's mouth with her own, thrusting once again into the taller brunette. Her head slammed backwards, her mouth opened wide as the flame at her core raged; jolts of pure electricity ran through her body. She tried so hard not to be loud, so shouldn't be heard outside of the room, but the groan that could be heard was still a very distinct "Callie". Her hips bucked frantically.
Arizona pressed herself against the woman above her, feeling Callie's composer weakening as their pending release was approaching strong. Callie clung onto the smaller woman, her hips working in fast, sharp movement, the brunette cried out in pleasure, wrapping the blonde even closer to her, no air could have been found between then, and they were one. Arizona's body tingled, her breath laboured, her body heavy. Arizona was slightly lifted into a sitting position as both women rocked against the other's core, trying to gain every last shudder of their shared release.
Callie flipped them…well rolled them, seemingly to have more energy than then blonde. Arizona's head came rest on her chest, while Callie's tenderly stroking the blonde's head. Arizona could feel the strong fingers running through her hair, it felt nice, it felt real. Arizona could feel the sweat as it clung to the women, her body hummed both from their love making, and from the contact. The raven's quickened breathe tickled the top of the blonde hair, and from beneath Arizona's ear she could hear Callie's radical heartbeats. Raising her head slightly, the blonde placed a small kiss to the Latina's neck, enjoying the rapid pulse beneath the skin, and the slight murmur from the woman she was now laid on top of.
The brunette's hand traced a mindless trail across Arizona's back, it felt…nice. It felt like them again. They lay in each other's embrace for a few minutes neither saying anything, and yet their breathing filled the room. The blonde felt the rumble in Callie's chest and heard as the Ortho surgeon said her name. There was something, fear? Doubt? Sorrow? She wasn't completely sure, but she moved to rest on her forearm, the dark eyes looking back at her, looked apprehensive.
"P-Promise me, promise you wont leave me…I don't think I could do it again", the raven whispered, lingering on the edge of emotion. Lifting her hand to Callie's face, she watched as the brunette tilted into her palm, releasing a shaking breath. Arizona shuffled slightly; bringing her lips softly to the other woman's and placed probably the gentlest kiss they'd ever shared. Still a hair width away from Callie's lips, the blonde whispered, "I'm never leaving you again, Calliope. Not ever".
The brunette claimed her lips once again, with a mixture of softness and gratitude, that shouldn't have hurt her as much as it did. She could feel Callie once again trying to tip over onto her back and wasn't having any of it, and pushed back just as easily; revelling in the delicious friction the wordless battle was creating. Whether Callie let her win, or she genuinely overpowered the longer woman, Arizona didn't know, but the Latina was soon on her back. The second the blonde's left hand connected with the mattress it felt like she'd been shot by a bolt of lightening, right up her arm.
"Argh, fuck!" the blonde hissed, pulled away completely and coming into a sitting position. Callie looked momentarily puzzled, which then turned into a slightly smile, "Not a reaction I'm used to". Arizona scowled at the other woman while gingerly rubbing her wrist. Seemingly to notice the blonde's action, the very naked Callie Torres' face looked worried, before sitting up and shuffling towards coming to rest beside the injured woman. Gently the brunette took a hold of the injured hand causing Arizona to instinctive wincing. As Callie gently rubbed Arizona's wrist, the blonde saw the perfect mix of Dr Torres, orthopedic surgeon and Calliope, perfect girlfriend.
"Sorry you hurt your wrist", Callie said as her amazingly talented fingers soothed her muscles. Arizona couldn't help the sad chuckle, "I think considering the alternative, a sore wrist I can handle". She heard the same half chuckle, from the other woman, as they both shared a knowing look. "We're twins I guess", Callie said softly causing confusion in the blonde, but not looking up from the appendage she was expertly kneading. "Huh?" Arizona sounded, stupidly and saw Callie's shoulders shake slightly in a sigh, before she flipped over her own left arm. The five inch pink line came into sight instantly against the Latina's tanned flesh, and Arizona felt her heart flutter. Rising her eyes back to Callie's face, she saw the nervous look that was being returned, one that clearly showed how unsure she was that Arizona would react to seeing the healing wound.
It felt surreal and not in a good way, to think of when she'd seen this injury this close before, as she'd made a make shift bandage from a towel. Lifting Callie's arm to her own lips, she placed a gently kiss on the top which held the forming scar. She knew the pink, raised streak would in fact scar. She had realised that when she had first seen it, but again like her own wrist, considering the alternative, a scar would not be the end of world. Pulling away Arizona saw Callie's face now held a breath taking smile, THE famous Callie Torres smile, and it stole her heart all over again. Not sure why, but she needed to kiss the woman massaging her wrist, so did. She heard the slightly "umph" noise as Callie fell backwards, but thankfully moved the blonde's hand out of the way, so the blonde herself wouldn't land on it.
Arizona was trying to fight dominance, and Callie gave it freely, but did manage to pull away slightly. "Your arm…" the raven said before Arizona was able to reclaim her lips again. "One handed", the blonde murmured, and received a low groan in response. Heaven could only taste like this. The taste of Callie's sweet lips. The Latina's longer fingers entwined themselves with Arizona's, keeping her left arm in place. The PEDs surgeon pulled away to give Callie what she hoped was a similar eye brow raise to which the Latina herself gave so frequently, and Callie just chuckled, reclaiming Arizona's lips. "One handed, ey?" Callie said in a tone of obvious humour. "Hmmmm" was all Arizona could respond as the brunette's lips worked their usual magic on her. The Latina's fingers clasped her own a little tighter, and Arizona couldn't help but grin into their millionth kiss of the night, as she replied, "Challenge accepted".
