Meredith had stayed in Olivia's room all morning and she had tried not to stress about Addie and the decision that she may have made.

Taking the step that hse had done this morning had taken years of being cast aside and 6 months of complete loneliness.

It had been more that she could take. Yes Addie had stuck by her side with the whole Leukeamia thing, but now she just felt that they were lost.

There was a time when Meredith would have said that Addie was her whole world and if she had ever been asked if they would ever seperate she would have laughed, but today, in this moment right now, she would have to say yes because it could happen.

The life that had once been theirs seemed so far away and even though it lived in her memory, she wasnt sure that it was enough.

Meredith had been deep in thought for a while as the babies had dozed off and Elliot and Liv were still resting.

The quiet had been enough to encourage her to think of all that had been and what could possibly be instore for them.