A/N- Wow, this is it. I can't believe it. It's been almost a year and we're finally to the end. I'm going to save you the trouble of a long author's note. This was originally two chapters but after a twitter poll most people wanted one long chapter. I hope you enjoy it. If you've never heard the song, listen to it. It's so perfect for Edward & Bella.
Katydid2363 you have been an unconditional support system. Thank you so much! I could have never done this without you. If it wasn't for texbelle I wouldn't have you so Micha, thank you so much for Katy.
I don't own anything Twilight related but I did second line at my own wedding.
Chapter 29
Finally
By: Fergie
Friday
Bella POV
Alice and orders to "get it in gear" awakened us all that morning. Brunch was scheduled at ten, the same time the boys were set to tee off.
My mother and Phil had already been down to see me while I busied myself getting ready.
It had been months since I had seen Renee and it wasn't like I wasn't happy to see her. She just seemed to add to the stress Alice had already created. I was grateful Alice had taken a major interest in the wedding planning but as far as I could tell, the hotel seemed to have everything in order.
It wasn't just the wedding that Alice felt the need to control, but also my wardrobe choices. This morning, for instance, a dress I hadn't remembered packing appeared in the bathroom while I showered and I decided arguing with her was fruitless. None of this mattered. All that mattered was that in one more day I would finally be married to my Edward.
Finally.
By nine thirty we were all dressed and standing in the lobby of the hotel. We were each saying our good-byes before we headed out to our separate events.
"Have fun at brunch," Edward said with his arms wrapped around my neck. My own arms were securely fastened around his waist.
He kissed the top of my forehead as Alice began to rally the troops.
"Are we late for the party?" A voice called out from the distance.
I looked at Edward who looked at me slightly horrified. We knew that voice. I could only imagine what was running through his head as he processed who it was. I followed my gaze to the direction the voice had come from to make sure my assumption was correct. Sure enough, my ex-boyfriend stood, arms crossed over his chest with a shit-eating grin on his face.
"Holy shit Jake!" Emmett exclaimed and turned to me with a matching grin on his face. "Bells did you know that he was coming?"
I shook my head no and tightened my hold on Edward. My voice had seemed to have betrayed me.
"Of course she didn't know. Why would I announce I was coming to object to the nuptials?" Jake asked.
I felt Edward tense. I knew all the color had to have left my face. Jacob on the other hand began to laugh, finding our reactions quite comical.
"Jake, you are so bad," a woman's voice sang.
At that moment Leah came into our view, followed closely behind by Angela and Ben. Edward relaxed and left my side to shake Jacob's hand.
"Had you fooled there for a minute didn't I?" Jake asked as the two exchanged pleasantries.
Edward let out a nervous laugh and ran his fingers through his hair.
"I'd be lying if I said no. When did you get here? We had no idea you were coming?"
"Just got in. We wanted to surprise y'all."
"Jake it's good to see you," I said and gave my old friend a hug.
"You too. Sorry we won't be able to spend the day with you, Bells. Alice tells me that the boys are playing golf while you ladies brunch."
I hugged Leah, Angela, and Ben before addressing Jake. "Yes, that's the plan."
"Well, let's get going," Carlisle said. "I've got a golf game to win."
I kissed Edward on the lips as they groups began to file out. "Go get 'em Tiger."
"Will do baby. Have fun. I love you."
"Love you too."
We stalked off in opposite directions. Alice and Rosalie led the pack as Esme and Renee chatted with each other behind them. Angela and Leah hung towards the back with me.
"I'm so happy to see you both! Thank you so much for coming," I said the to the girls as we walked through the hotel.
"We wouldn't miss it Bella." Leah said with a heartfelt smile.
"No kidding. By the way, everyone at he the museum says congratulations," Angela added pulling me into a one armed hug.
"Even Jane?" I asked surprised.
She laughed. "Yes, even Jane."
I had to give Alice credit; she had really outdone herself with the brunch and organizing the newest guests to arrive. We had a private patio over looking the ocean and a buffet of different foods a mile long. Fresh fruits, croissants, and mimosa's. Lot's and lot's of mimosas.
"Alice, hun, how come you're not drinking?" my mother asked. I had been so wrapped up in everything that I didn't notice Alice had been drinking water. Come to think of it, I hadn't seen her drink the entire trip.
"I need to be on top of my game. All of the organizing needs me to remain focused. Alcohol prohibits that."
"Alice," I began, "thank you so much for all of this. You too, Rosalie. The place is just amazing."
"You're welcome," They they both said with smiles.
"So are you ready Bella?" Leah asked.
"I've been ready for a long time," I said. "He makes me so happy; I just don't know what to do with myself."
That earned smiles from everyone at the table. Alice wiped the corners of her eyes with her napkin. Had I said something to upset her?
"Al, you okay?"
"I'm fine," She she said between sniffles. "Just really happy for you." The sobbing became harder as she spoke. "Just so happy for everyone."
I got out of my seat and walked over to my soon to be sister- in- law. I wrapped my arms around her and hugged tightly.
"I'm fine really. Look," she said gesturing to the table that was set up off to the side . "We have gifts to open."
I sat back down where, one by one, I was handed prettily wrapped boxes. The gifts ranged from every day household items to the eccentric and naughty bed room items. I was so overwhelmed by the love and generosity of my family and friends. They had all gone above and beyond for Edward and me.
Alice and I met up with Guadalupe to go over last minute details for tomorrow's ceremony after the brunch had concluded. None of the details mattered a hill of beans to me. At the end of the day, whether cocktails were served before the nuptials or not, I was still going to be Mrs. Edward Cullen. That was all that mattered.
The rest of our party had already begun their mani pedi's and now that things seemed to be exactly how Alice wanted them, we were off to be pampered. I had to say the experience was a good one. One lady sat at my feet scrubbing and polishing, while another worked on my hands. I looked around at the girls, my girls, and was pleased to see everyone in the same state of bliss that I was. How could one not be? We were on a beautiful island, surrounded by beautiful loving people, and Alice kept reminding everyone about the 'to die for food'. Something was up with her. I wasn't sure what but something was most defiantly off. I had never seen her consume so much food in one trip. Then again, I could count on one hand the number of trips I had actually been on with Alice.
Our rest and relaxation session came to and an end and we all headed to our rooms to get cleaned up for the rehearsal. I was drowning in my own sleepiness and it looked as if everyone else was too. Being waiting on hand and foot tired a person out. Maybe this was how the rich felt all the time.
When we arrived to at our room, the boys had yet to return from their day of golf. I was eager to hear how it had gone. I didn't know Edward to be much of a golfer but I had hoped that he was better than at least one person was. I knew that golf was just the distraction. I'm sure everyone, excluding Jacob and Ben, were offering tips of on married life and what not. It was good for the both of us to have some time away. He needed to have a guy's day as much as I needed some girl time.
We all showered in our separate bathrooms and by the time we emerged, the boys had returned from golfing.
Edward was laid, flat on his back, on the bed. I plopped down next to him, making his body fly up from the impact. He was startled for a moment until he realized that it was me who had caused his sudden jump. He lazily smiled at me and threw his arm around my waist and pulled my body flush with his.
"How was today?" he asked and planted a kiss on my lips.
"Good. Great actually. We got lots of gifts today," I replied, running my finger along his jaw line.
"Really? That's nice of everyone. I'm so tired." He was mid yawn as he spoke.
"Do you want to call the whole thing off and just nap? I'm sure it could be arranged. Alice may be a little upset but I'm sure if we offer her a plate of food, she'll forget all about it."
"Not on your life. I may be tired of golfing for eight hours but I'm not too tired to practice making you my wife. And what is up with Alice? I've never seen her eat so much before!"
I shrugged my shoulders and collapsed onto my back. "I have no idea. Something is going on though. I'm thinking she may have a tape worm."
"Oh God. Please don't tell her that. I can only imagine her reaction if she thought she had a worm living inside her body."
"Duly noted. Now, get your butt in gear so we can get this show on the road. I've got a groom to pretend to marry tonight."
With one last gentle kiss, Edward was off the bed and in the bathroom. I walked back over to the girls' side where Alice and Rosalie busied themselves with clothes and hair products. I looked over to at the bed that I would occupy, alone, tonight and saw a dress laid out for me. I wasn't going to argue, it was one less thing I had to decide on.
We all dressed in relative silence. The occasional, 'hey can you pass me that' or 'what time do we have to be ready' flew through the air. I welcomed the hum of in the air. I knew tomorrow, between Alice making sure everyone was ready and in their right places, and my mother doting over me like a, …well like her only daughter about to tie the knot, there would not be a moment for the solace of and quiet.
With fifteen minutes to spare, everyone was dressed and out the door for the beach. Each couple walked hand in hand together. Again, no one said much. I wondered if everyone had a bittersweet feeling for tomorrow. I was the last of the group to marry; Renee was seeing her only child off; and Carlisle and Esme were seeing the last of their bunch marry his one and only. Then there was the inevitable, the end of the trip, for them at least. I still had another week on the island with just Edward.
When we arrived at the ceremony site, Guadalupe and the hotel appointed minister were waiting for us. Introductions were passed around and before I knew it, Alice had all the guys at one end and us we girls at another. Edward stood, next to his father (also his best man) while Emmett and Jasper flanked up the rear. My mother sat on one side of the aisle, while Esme occupied the other. Alice and Rosalie were in front waiting for the time for them to march down the aisle, or trot through the sand. Jacob, Leah, Ben, and Angela sat close to the back so that they wouldn't be in the way. Something suddenly occurred to me and before I could run it by Alice, I shouted out to Angela. Everyone turned their head to my outburst but I waved them off, as I waved Angela over.
"I need to ask you a favor," I said.
"Are you okay Bella?" she asked taken a back by my outburst.
"I'm fine but something just occurred to me. Isn't it bad luck for the bride- to- be to walk down the aisle at the rehearsal?"
"Oh for Heaven's heaven's sake, Bella!" Alice shouted.
I shooed Alice off with my hand and kept my attention directed to towards Angela. "No, I'm serious. It's bad luck isn't it?"
"Well then I guess I'm up shit creek with Em," Rosalie said joining our conversation.
Angela nodded. "It's an old wives tale, Bella. I'm sure you, all of you, will be fine if you did it yourself."
"Yes, but I don't want to take any chances. Would you mind walking in my place?"
"Bella! How will you know what to do?" Alice asked offended that someone would walk in my place.
"I'll walk behind you. Alice, please, I'm not a very superstitious person, but this is one of those things I don't want to fuck with."
Alice rolled her eyes. "Fine. Let's get this show on the road. I'm hungry."
"So?" I asked Angela. "Will you walk down the aisle for me?"
She turned to look at Ben, who along with Jacob and Leah looked concerned. When she turned back to face me her eyes were light lit up and her smile was stretched across her face.
"Absofuckinlutley! It may not be the real thing, but I'm not going to pass up the chance to pretend I'm marrying that hot piece of ass."
I hugged her and thanked her over and over. Alice and Rosalie began their walk through the sand while everyone looked on. Angela beamed as she strutted her cute little ass towards my man. Edward raised a questioning eye but didn't ask. The minister kept it short and sweet, elaborating only when necessary. I didn't want a full run through, just the need to know specifics for tomorrow. As soon as everything had been covered, everyone descended back down the aisle towards the veranda where dinner was to be served. Without realizing what she was doing, Angela walked with Edward, arms linked together, to the awaiting reception. It was only when Ben called after her to wait up for him did she realize what she had done. I stayed in the back quietly laughing at the exchange.
Edward caught my eye as Angela unlinked their arms and joined hers with Ben's. He winked and backtracked to where I was so that we could accompany each other.
"So," he finally said after we had almost reached the restaurant, "you're pushing Angela off on me now?"
I playfully swatted his arm. "No. It's bad luck for the bride to walk, that's all."
"And you believe in these superstitions?"n he asked half amused.
"I don't want to take any chances." I replied honestly. "I mean, you have met Jane right?"
Edward shuddered at the thought of my old coworker but understood where I was coming from. We walked through the restaurant towards the private veranda in the back that had been reserved for our party. The sun was beginning to set which provided a beautiful backdrop to our meal. Twinkling lights were strung up as well as tea light candles, aligning the tables. It was a beautiful set up and one I was sure Alice had a hand in.
Edward pulled my chair out for me while everyone began to fill in their spots. It was such a light mood and everyone seemed happy. Once I was seated, Edward sat in the chair next to mine and took my hand. He gave it a squeeze and when I looked at him, he smiled. I returned the smile and leaned my head to into his. I lightly brushed my lips against his and breathed I love you softly.
The waiter came around to get everyone's drink order. When he returned with our drinks, we put our dinner order in. The night was going flawlessly and I felt like I was in a dream. Never would I have thought that I would be here, surrounded by my past and present, on the eve of marrying the only man I had ever loved. The only man I ever intended to love. The clinking of a glass brought my mind out of its reverereverie. Emmett stood from his chair as he gathered everyone's attention. Edward wrapped his arm around my shoulders and gave me a quick squeeze. I leaned my body into his and prepared myself for Emmett's speech.
"I know I'm not Edward's best man but I am his older brother and that in itself gives me the right to stand up here and say what's on my mind." He drew in a deep breath and continued on. "I'm glad you two finally got your feet out of your asses and came to your senses," he said looking directly at Edward and me.
A few people chuckled and it wasn't until Emmett smiled and flashed his dimples did that I know knew that he was trying to be funny. His tone though was enough to let me know that he was serious.
"Edward, you are more than just my brother, you are my best friend. And Bella, you are more than just my best friend, you are also my sister. I can't begin to express how happy I am for the both of you." His gaze moved from Edward and me and it fell upon the rest of the party guests. "I'm happy for us all, so with that being said, I'd like everyone to raise their glasses as we toast the happy couple in honor of all of our happiness."
Everyone raised their glasses in the air. I placed my left hand on Edward's knee and raised my wineglass with my right. "To Edward and Bella," Emmett began, "and their now dislodged feet. May you live an eternity full of bliss."
The words, 'here here', echoed amongst the group. I laughed along side Edward at Emmett's words and threw my glass back. Our waiter came around to refill everyone's glass as Emmett cleared his throat. I looked up at him not expecting him to have anything else to say.
"I know that earlier you had your girlie shower or whatever, but I wanted to give this to you myself." He walked around the table and stood next to me with an envelope in his hands. I looked at him skeptically before I reached my hand out to take the envelope. I opened it carefully while every pair of eyes was on me.
There was no note, no explanation for the contents inside. There was no reason for there to be. What lay inside made my breath hitch. Emmett had gone above and beyond and risked his own pride for this gift. Two tickets to LSU's season opener sat neatly inside the envelope. I jumped out of my seat and threw my arms around his neck.
"What is it?" I heard Jacob ask the silent room.
I took the tickets out of the envelope and flashed them in front of my family and friends.
"They kind of benefit us all but you were the first person I thought about when I found out they would be playing their first game in Seattle. There was no way we weren't going to make a day out of it."
"I'm lost," Alice said. "Bella, what are they tickets to? Oh! Let me guess! They are tickets to New Kids on the Block's reunion tour?"
I had to laugh. Emmett on the other hand glared at his sister. "Did you not hear me say game, Alice? What kind of games did the New Kids play?"
She shrugged her shoulders. "They didn't play any games, but they did have a song about games. Does anyone remember how it went?"
Angela, Leah, and Rosalie all began to sing.
"Somebody said somebody
"Wouldn't last too long
"Somebody's still keep going strong
"Somebody said somebody was all a front
"Somebody's still talking junk"
Alice clapped her hands and bounced in her seat. "That's it!" She exclaimed. "Games, Games, Games, Games!"
Emmett rolled his eyes. "Are we done? Bella, why don't you tell everyone what they are tickets to?"
I looked around the room smiling. "They are tickets to LSU's season opener in Seattle." I turned to Emmett. "Does this mean that you will be sporting purple and gold that day?"
"Um, not a chance, Bells. I'm still a Gator, but I did get enough tickets for us all to go. I figured we could tailgate before hand and then catch the game."
I nodded my head and hugged him again. "Thank you so much but I really think that purple and gold would look good on you."
He shook his head and laughed. "I'll support them for a win that day because they are an SEC team but I will not wear those colors. Even Alice will tell you that those colors don't look good together."
"And orange and blue do?" I asked appalled.
"Hey, I don't make the rules. Orange and blue are the colors of a National Championship team."
"We'll see about that this year," I retorted.
Emmett gaulfed guffawed at my comment. "You really think LSU is going to win the title this year?"
"I never said that. But I don't think Florida is either."
"Are you kidding me Bella? It's Tebow's last year! Of course we're going to win."
"You mean, Teblows," I said and made air quotes. "And unless LSU gets some better coaching then we won't win either."
Emmett laughed. "Seriously? So you're telling me that y'alls problem is the coaching? Okay," he said still laughing, "if I a car doesn't run right then I guess you think it's the drivers fault?"
"If the driver can't steer the car right then yes, it's his fault."
"You are delusional my future sister- in- law, completely crazy. You do realize that this is coming from the same girl who thinks that the Saints are going to the Superbowl this year."
It was my turn to roll my eyes. "We are going to the Superbowl, Emmett."
"Um, no, correction, the 'Aints," he said throwing air quotes back at me, "ain't going to the Superbowl."
"Okay, knock it off you two," Rosalie called out. "I've heard all I want to hear about football for the moment. You two car can spar about this later."
I looked back at Emmett and we both smiled and laughed. He hugged me once more and I thanked him again for the gift. When I sat back down Edward leaned over and whispered in my ear so that only I could hear him.
"I have to admit; hearing you spat football back and forth with Emmett was kind of a turn on."
I turned my head so that our noses were touching. "Is that so? Well maybe I can run some plays by you later on."
He groaned and shifted himself slightly before he kissed my lips. I held back my laughter but not the smile that had covered my face. Alice's squeals took us out of our moment. I looked across the room to see that several waiters had walked in with our food. Of course Alice would be excited about food.
The rest of the dinner went by without any more talk of football. Emmett had told the New Orleans crew that he hoped they would also be able to make the trip and that they were all more than welcome to crash at his house. By the time dinner ended we all headed up to our rooms to call it a night. I wasn't ready to say goodbye to Edward but I knew that I had to. I kept telling myself that after tonight I would never have to endure this kind of torture again.
We said our good-byes to Jacob, Leah, Angela, and Ben in the lobby before the rest of us retired upstairs. Edward held me close the entire ride in the elevator. I knew that being away from me was affecting him as much as it was me. It was all keeping with the traditions I suppose. Then again, I was the one who believed an old wives tale about walking down the aisle at the rehearsal.
When we reached our floor my mother and Phil said their goodnights My mother promised to be at my room bright and early. She didn't want to miss out on a single second of the preparations. Carlisle and Esme also retreated to their end of the hall while Rosalie and Alice, along with Emmett and Jasper went into the separate rooms. It left Edward and me alone in the hallway. He traced circles on the backs on my hands with his thumbs as he held my hands.
"I'm going to miss you," he said looking at me with sad eyes.
"I know baby, me too."
"I guess maybe we should call it a night. The sooner we get settled, the sooner tomorrow will be here."
"You're right. Not to mention, if we stay out here long enough Alice will come looking for us."
He leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. I removed my hands from his and grabbed the back of his head, bringing him closer to me. It wasn't forcefully but it was enough to let him know that I hated to leave him. I hated not being wrapped in his arms.
As the kiss broke apart he rested his forehead against mine and sighed. "Tomorrow love. Tomorrow you become my wife."
"Yes." I simply replied because it almost sounded like he was saying it out loud not to be heard, but to reassure himself, to believe that this was in fact happening.
"I love you, Bella."
"I love you too." I kissed him once more and released my arms from around his neck. He grabbed my hands and held them again. "You better go," I said. "I'm sure the boys have something planned."
I started to back away but he pulled me by the one hand he was left holding. Without any words he kissed me deeply. My hands were now free and I grabbed his waist for support while his cupped my face. I was left breathless as he pulled away and headed for the boys' room. I walked backwards to my own door and stopped just before I opened it. He had done the same and we stood next to one another, one hand on the doorknob while we stared at one another.
"Tomorrow," we both said at the same time and walked into our respective rooms.
Saturday, the wedding day
The last thing Edward and I had said to one another before venturing into our separate rooms was 'tomorrow'. Now, here we finally were. Tomorrow or today, more importantly, the big day.
It had taken us so long to finally achieve our forever. A whirlwind high school romance, eleven years spent apart, and one painful death but we were finally here. The day of our wedding. The day that marked our forever.
Finally.
After all this time, the carefree years as teenagers, the heartbreak we both felt as we moved across the country from one another, the loss of a parent- all of that factored in to how we ended up to where we were now.
I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't trade any of it if it meant that we wouldn't be where we are now, because I would. Only one significant piece of our journey would I take back. I knew it was out of my control and nothing I could have done would have prevented him returning but just for five minutes. I'd give just about anything for five minutes alone with my father, especially today, the day in which he was supposed to walk me down the aisle to my future, to my forever. My Edward.
I wiped the tears that were pooling at the corners of my eyes. Alice would have my ass if my make up was ruined. It was inevitable though. Before I left this room, the last place I would officially be Bella Swan, I knew without a doubt that my makeup was going to be a mess.
I stood, staring at my reflection in the oversized mirror in the hotel bathroom. My hair and make up were beyond perfection. My under garments were in place and my dress hung on the back of the door. I had asked for a few minutes alone. A few minutes to myself before I had four sets of hands all over me, helping me into my dress, making sure my veil was in place, or that the garter was perfectly intact. Just a few minutes to reflect on how Edward and I had ended up here was all I wanted, all I needed.
Taking me out of my reverie, a knock at the door sounded. I dabbed a piece of tissue at my eyes erasing any signs that my moment had brought me to tears. Taking a deep breath and exhaling it slowly, I opened the door to find Alice standing in the doorframe all smiles.
"We've got about thirty minutes before we have to head downstairs. Are you about ready to get dressed?" she asked sweetly.
I nodded my head and walked out of the bathroom into the large bedroom we were using as our dressing room. Alice walked in the bathroom to retrieve my dress while everyone else busied themselves with the other necessities I needed for the day.
Rosalie held my garter. It was in my way, a reflection of all of us. Made of simple blue and white lace, it was adorned with a charm that reflected who each of us were. For Rosalie I had chosen a crown. She was the crowning jewel of our group. A football for Emmett and a hammer for Jasper. Alice on the other hand, I had chosen a shoe. For my Edward, it was a musical note. It had always been his passion and I hoped that when he saw it, it would remind him of that. And for myself, I had gone with a heart. It summed up everything I had ever felt for my friends; love.
Esme had the earrings both of the other girls had worn while Renee carried the beautiful bouquet of white roses flanked with a champagne ribbon. Rosalie and Alice would also each carry a similar bouquet only much smaller in size.
There was only one piece left to the puzzle that was needed to make it all fit together and only I was aware of what it was.
Alice came into the room, my dress draped over her arm. She hung the garment bag on the hook that was right beside the large walk-in closet. We all watched in wonder as she slowly unzipped the bag and carefully slid the dress out.
To say it was beautiful was an understatement. It was a masterpiece. An Alice Cullen masterpiece. The dress wasn't a stark white but more of a muted ivory. It was long but fitted along the bodice and waist. The straps were not like straps at all but wide pieces of the most beautiful lace I had ever seen. It was perfect and perfectly me. It amazed me how Alice could capture the essence of a person with her designs.
"What do you think?" she asked lifting the dress from the confines of the bag.
I smiled and made to grab her into a hug. "I love it, Alice. Really, it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen."
Alice smiled pleased, knowing full well that I would love it. As she turned the dress over and began unzipping the back, Rosalie motioned for me to join her. With the garter in her hand, I lifted my leg so that she could slip the lace over my thigh. As soon as it was securely on I dropped my leg and immediately embraced Rosalie in the same fashion as I had Alice.
Alice held the dress open as I stepped inside the creation. It fit across my body like second skin. Deciding to leave my hair down, I gathered it over to one side so that Alice could fasten the back. As soon as she was done, I turned to face her, her expression one of a designer intent on making sure her subject looked nothing less than perfect. When she decided that all was well, I took both of her hands in hand and gave them a little squeeze. She looked at me, tears filling her eyes and her bottom lip quivering ever so slightly.
"Don't!" I protested. "What happened to ruining our make up?"
"Screw the make up. Bella, you look stunning," she choked out.
I wrapped my arms around her neck with my head buried in the crook of her shoulder. The presence of another person took up residence beside us as their arms encased both of our waists. I didn't need to look up to know who it was. This was our thing. The three of us, sisters, in our bonding moment.
After a minute or two we backed away, dabbing the corners of our eyes, removing the tears that had threatened to escape. Esme embraced me next whispering how beautiful I was and how much she loved me. I hugged her tightly and kissed her cheek as we pulled apart. She placed each of the delicate studs on my ears and smiled as surveyed the final product.
"Bella, can you sit on the bed for me?" Alice asked. "I need to clip your flower on."
I did as she asked while she stood behind me, pinning and prodding the flower neatly to my hair. I opted to forgo the traditional veil. Instead I had chosen an ivory hydrangea to act as my hairpiece. Alice and I had both decided that with the wedding taking place on the beach, the wind could become an issue. I didn't want to fight with holding the veil out of my face for the entire ceremony.
As soon as she was finished, my mom was the last to walk over to me. Renee had never been a crier but I detected a small trace flashing across her eyes. She embraced me in a very motherly way, hugging tightly.
"Bella, baby, you look stunning. Edward is going to have the breath knocked out of him as soon as he sees you," she said with a warm smile. "Your father would have been beside himself today. He would have been so proud of you," she whispered although, every set of ears in the room could hear her.
It took everything I had in me to hold back the water works. I simply nodded and stepped out of her arms and over to the small bag that held the final piece to my puzzle. I pulled out the small black box and ran my fingers delicately over the top. Lifting the lid slowly, I pulled out the one piece of my father that had meant so much to him. I held it tightly in my hands, feeling his strength radiate from the piece of medal.
The girls all watched as I took the bouquet of flowers from my mom's hands and made to add Charlie's badge to the ribbon. All at once a collective gasp was heard in the room. I had told no one of my plans to include this small piece of my father with me on what was the most important day of my life.
After the badge was in place I stared at it for a second knowing that in every sense of the word my dad was here with me today. Whether in the physical form or not, Charlie Swan was going to walk his baby girl down the aisle.
I took in the faces around me. The sincere expressions of love poured out from my sisters and both of my mothers. No one said a word. They simply watched as I clutched the flowers in my hand. A knock on the door took us all out of our deep stares. Alice sprinted across the room and flung the door open. Emmett and Jasper stood on the other side holding a box and matching grins.
"May we come in please and have a word with Bella?" Jasper asked his wife.
Alice nodded and as Emmett slipped inside the room, she grabbed Jasper by the arm. He stopped long enough for the two of them to exchange sweet kisses.
I stepped out of the bedroom and in the line of vision of both Jasper and Emmett. Immediately, both of their mouths dropped open as they took in my appearance.
At a loss for words, the boys continued to gape while the ladies filed in the room behind me.
"Bella, Esme and I are going to get Phil and Carlisle," my mother announced. "It's so close to go time, we'll most likely see you next walking down the aisle."
"Okay, thank you both so much," I replied hugging and kissing them both.
Esme held on a little longer before she made her exit, whispering softly in my ear. "No sweetie, thank you."
She winked as she and Renee left to find their husbands. Still unable to form a complete sentence, Rosalie walked closer to Emmett and smacked him on the back of the head. He was taken out of his trance and grabbed the back of his head, rubbing the spot she had hit.
"What the hell Rosie?"
Rosalie, unfazed by his tactics, had one hand firmly on her hip and the other hand motioning towards my direction.
"Aren't you going to tell Bella how pretty she looks?"
"You too, Jazz. It would be an insult to me personally if I don't hear you tell her how amazing that dress is," Alice chimed in.
"We were getting there," they both said in hushed tones.
I chuckled at the display in front of me. Only was it then that both of my brothers began speaking at the same time, both offering up how beautiful I looked. It was hard to make out who was saying what.
Rosalie and Alice both huffed and shook their heads in disapproving manners.
"Bella, we're going to check on Edward and leave these two buffoons to you," Rosalie said. "Is there anything we need to take with us?"
I remembered the gift I had brought along to give to Edward as my wedding present. Excusing myself to the bedroom, I retrieved the neatly wrapped box from my bag. It had been hard for me to decide what to give Edward. In my eyes we had it all, a brand new house to call our own, our health, an amazing family, and more importantly, each other. But this? This was something that was uniquely Edward and I. A price tag couldn't be put upon my gift. It had taken me eleven years to put it together. Eleven years worth of love letters I had never sent all encompassed in the very journal he had given me on our last night together.
Now here we were, not saying good bye this time but yet promising forever. I smiled as I carried the box back in the room and handed it over to Rosalie.
"Would you give this to him for me?" I asked them. They both nodded and exited the room quietly. I turned my attention back to the boys who still looked a little shell-shocked.
"All right you two. Enough with the blubbering act. Get over here and give me a hug," I said holding my arms out.
At the same moment, both of them made a move towards me and I had two sets of arms wrapped around my body. After the initial hug was over with, they both stepped back to admire the work Alice and the others had performed.
"Bella, you really do look stunning," Jasper said.
"Breathtaking," Emmett added in a hushed tone.
I held my head down and I knew it was inevitable that I was blushing. "Thank you," I whispered.
"Here," Emmett said, thrusting the box towards me. "This is from Edward."
I took the box from Emmett's outstretched arms and sat down tentatively on the arm of the couch. "How is he?" I asked looking at both of the boys.
They looked at each other smiling like there was some sort of inside joke. "What?" I asked, a smile beginning to spread across my face.
"He's beside himself," Emmett said. "Bells, I've never seen him so all over the place."
Jasper nodded. "It's hard to get a read on his emotions. One minute he's bouncing off the walls like a kid on a sugar high, the next he's pulling at his hair and pacing back and forth."
My heart began to race because I knew without a doubt how he was feeling. I too was elated one minute and nervous as hell the next.
Instead on elaborating on the mutual feelings I was sharing with Edward, I began to unwrap the paper from the box. I lifted the lid to find a note card placed neatly on top of tissue paper. I opened the card and read the one word that appeared in Edward's perfect penmanship.
Finally.
I smiled as I stared at the card. Simple. Elegant. Perfect. He was so right. Finally.
I sorted through the tissue paper until I found the gift inside. I gasped loudly as it dawned on me what he had done. Carefully, I took the journal out of the box and ghosted my fingers over the soft leather cover. This was so typical of Edward and I. It was almost as if we shared the same brain.
The journal looked almost exactly like it had the day I had given it to him. The only noticeable difference was the worn pages and spine. A single tear slid down my cheek as I surveyed the cover. I glanced up to see both Jasper and Emmett watching me.
A nervous laugh left my mouth and I shook my head back and forth not believing what he and I had both done. Jasper approached me first, kneeling down and taking my visibly shaking hands in his own. He gave them a little squeeze before he began to talk.
"He loves you so much, Bella."
"I know, Jazz. Believe me, I know."
Jasper leaned in and kissed my cheek gently. He stepped back so that Emmett could take his spot. I looked up at the man who was more than just my brother, or soon to be brother-in-law, but my best friend.
Emmett smiled and leaned forward to place a kiss on my forehead. "I'm so happy for you two, Bells. You were meant for each other."
I nodded unable to form any kind of words. Silently, the boys began to make their way out of the room. Before they stepped out the doors, I called out to them. They both stopped in their tracks and turned to face me.
"Thank you both so much. I love y'all more than you could ever know. And by the way, you both look stunning in your white shirts and khakis," I added with a smirk.
Jasper smiled and nodded while Emmett smiled so large his dimples radiated across his face.
"Don't I know it little sister." And with those final words and a wink, they slipped out the door leaving me alone with the journal.
Savoring the few minutes I had alone to myself, I opened the book. A single sheet of paper fell into my lap. I opened it and read the note dated today. Our wedding day.
My love,
As you read this, know that I am on the other side of the wall, waiting patiently to see you. Well, as patient as I can be. I hope that you like your gift. I've had this on me at all times since the night you gave it to me. Inside you will find not just words, but the beautiful sounds I associate with you. Over the past eleven years you have never left my mind. I've thought about you every single day. Music has always been my passion but you've always had a hold on my heart. I found that the only kind of music I could write was the kind that made me think of you, of us.
Inside you'll find page after page of compositions I've written that express my love, my sorrow, and my heartache that I have felt over the time we were apart up until the time we were reunited. The last page is blank and for a very good reason. I intend to fill it with new sounds as we began our journey of forever.
I can't wait to see you walk down that aisle. You are my everything. My hopes, my dreams and my music.
I love you, Isabella Marie Swan.
Your soon to be husband,
Edward
I never heard Alice and Rosalie enter the room. I only felt them beside me as I cried happy tears over the words Edward had written. Flipping through the book, he had filled every page with music and like he said, the last page was blank. After today, that would no longer be the case.
Flanked on either side of me, Rosalie and Alice wrapped their arms around my waist and rested their heads on my shoulders.
"He was the exact same way when we left his room. I don't know how you two do it but you do," Rosalie said calmly.
"He's my destiny. My world. My happy ever after," I said.
"C'mon, let's get you married. Nobody wants to wait on the bride," Alice stated. "That would be…"
"Tacky," Rosalie and I both said in unison. The three us of us then began to laugh uncontrollably, holding on to each other for support. As soon as we regained our composure, we stood up and smoothed our dresses out.
I looked at both of my best friends, trying to find the right words. They each looked beautiful in their champagne colored strapless, tea length dresses and their faces happy.
"Thank you both so much. You've both done so much for me and I just wanted to tell y'all that you mean the world to me. I really don't know what I would do without either of you."
The smiles grew as they walked over to me and hugging each other like we had done moments before.
"Okay, I'm ready. Let's get married," I said, fanning my face.
Arm in arm, the three of us left the room and proceeded to the elevator. When the doors opened, we walked in and rode the lift down to the lobby. Waiting for us when we arrived was Guadalupe.
"Bella, you look fabulous. If you will, please follow me and we'll get this wedding underway."
"Is everyone already there?" I asked, afraid I might run into someone with our party on the way out.
"Yes," she called over her shoulder. "Everyone is seated and accounted for. Even the groom. The wedding will officially begin as soon as you arrive."
I nodded and followed her out to the pathway that led to the beach where I was to say my vows. To any other hotel guest, it would appear as if nothing was out of place. Walking along the path that led to the beach access, nothing gave away that a wedding was about to take place.
We stopped just short of the boardwalk that led to the ceremony. Guadalupe stepped over to one side as music began to play in the distance. Alice and Rosalie knew it was their cue to begin. With a hug and kiss from them both, they lined up to begin their march. Alice was first, as she floated across the wooden planks and out of my sight. Rosalie wasn't far behind her. It was in that moment that I was alone. All except for Guadalupe.
She gently tapped my arm to signal that it was my turn. I took a deep breath and held my bouquet close to my chest.
"It's show time, Daddy," I said to no one in particular as I made my way alone with the exception of the spirit of my father guiding me along the boardwalk.
I kept my head held high, afraid I would trip or stub my toe otherwise. As I crept closer to the beach, I could hear the music growing louder. I still had not seen anyone else but I knew I had to be close.
My feet reached the sand and I stopped to gather myself before turning the corner. My feet began to move and as I rounded the corner I was over taken with joy at the sight in front of me. There wasn't a large gathering of people, only those that I cared for so deeply. Jacob and Leah sat behind my mom and Phil. Angela and Ben were on the opposite side behind Carlisle and Esme. Everyone was standing as I moved closer, my sight tunneled as soon as I saw Edward.
He stood at the end of the aisle, hands clasped together in front of him, smiling from ear to ear. I felt my pace began to quicken, as I was eager to be up there with him. I stayed locked on him until I reached the end. He took a few steps towards me, extending his hand, reaching for my own. As soon as our hands connected, he raised them to place a small kiss on the back. Before dropping them back to our sides, he gave it a squeeze.
We walked together, hand in hand, to face the minister. Smiling the whole time, we stared into each other's eyes as the traditional vows were said and the rings were exchanged. When Edward slipped the diamond encrusted wedding band on my finger I couldn't help but cry. As soon as I placed the platinum band around his finger, we locked our fingers together, waiting for the go ahead.
The whole ceremony seemed to go by in a big blur. The only thing that registered was when the minister announced us as Mr. and Mrs. Edward Cullen for the first time. Followed quickly by you may now kiss the bride.
Neither of us was tentative as we leaned our bodies closer, our noses touching.
"You are the most beautiful creature I have ever had the pleasure of witnessing," Edward whispered. "I love you baby."
"I love you too husband. Now, shut up and kiss me."
He needed no other encouragement. Our lips met, our tongues tastefully danced with one another as we sealed the deal in becoming man and wife. Two halves of one whole.
Clapping and whistles rang out as our family reveled in the joy of our union. I wasn't sure how inappropriate we might have looked, lip locked for God only knows how long and I really didn't care. I was right where I wanted to be and with whom I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.
Eventually we pulled apart and walked the same path I had taken alone earlier. Only this time I was hand in hand with my soul mate. The rest of the wedding party trailed behind us followed by our parents and the other guests. They could have all been skinny dipping in the ocean for all I knew. Edward was the only thing I had eyes for at that moment.
We reached the boardwalk that led back to the hotel and before we made any other moves, Edward picked me up and twirled me around and around.
"We're married baby girl. We are finally married!" he exclaimed as he continued to spin me around. "You have just made me the happiest man in the whole world."
He stopped our spinning but never let my feet touch the ground. I held my arms tight around his neck and looked deep into his emerald green eyes.
"And you have just made me the luckiest woman in the world."
We kissed some more, apparently unable to keep our lips apart. Edward set me down but never let his hold on me lessen. "Did you like your gift?" he asked shyly.
"Very much so, yes. I can't believe you wrote all of that. I can't wait to hear it."
"I can't wait to play it for you or the piece that I have composed for today for that matter."
"We have a lifetime ahead of us. No more time or distance apart, only the future, together," I added and pressed my body closer to his. "And what did you think of your gift?"
"Oh Bella," he began. "The words you expressed in the few letters I did get to read proved to me not only how much you and I belong exactly where we are right now, but also how stupid we were back then."
"No!" I started. "No more talk of the past. None of that matters. Yes, it led to where we are today but ultimately, what's in front of us is what's going to lead us to our future, our forever."
"How did I get so lucky?" he asked, stroking my cheek with the palm of his hand.
"I ask myself that every day and I'll continue to ask it every day from here on out."
We stayed in our little bubble for a few minutes longer, debating whether or not it would be rude to skip the reception all together and head up to our room. In the end we wondered over to the private veranda where our family and friends had already gathered.
One by one everyone came up and hugged and kissed us, offering every form of congratulations there was. Waiters appeared with trays of champagne as the DJ started to play our first song. Edward had chosen the song and to be honest, I had no idea what it was.
As the music began to play I instantly recalled the song. I smiled at him and he pulled me onto the make shift dance floor and held me as we swayed to the music. Singing along quietly and only to me, he conveyed why he had chosen such an old song to serve as our first dance as man and wife.
"And we're slow dancin' swaying to the music
slow dancin just me and my girl
slow dancin swaying to the music
no one else in the whole wide world"
I watched as he continued to sing along. He was right. At this moment there was no one else in the world. Only the love of my life, serenading me in front of our family and friends and loving me like no other could ever possibly do.
As the song ended, we kissed and made our way off the dance floor. I knew Esme and Edward had talked about the mother/son dance and I wasn't opposed to him having one. I would have never asked either of them to give that up for my benefit. So as Edward led his mother on the floor, I was shocked as Carlisle slipped his arm across my shoulders.
"Bella, I know I'm not you're father but I was wondering if maybe I could have this dance with you?"
I looked up, tears filling my eyes. I knew, as well as everyone else here, that no one would ever be able to take the place of my father. But if there was one man who had served as a stand in for that position, it was Carlisle Cullen.
I sat my champagne glass down and offered him my hand. "Thank you, Carlisle. I'd really like that."
"Good. I was hoping you'd say that."
He ushered me to the floor where both Edward and Esme looked on. They both smiled, their green eyes twinkling at the generosity Carlisle had offered. The four of us danced our way around the floor to Esme's song choice. As soon as A Wonderful World stopped playing, I gave Carlisle a hug and thanked him for the dance. Edward and Esme appeared at our sides and before we knew it, I was in a four-way hug with my in- laws.
Edward held me tight against him as we began to make our way toward our guests, only to pause since most of our guests were headed our way. We stopped in our tracks as the wedding party inched closer to us, devious smiles on each of their faces. Emmett was the first to speak.
"Not so fast you two."
Edward and I looked at each other and then back to Emmett.
"We've got the bridal party dance to do," he continued. "So get your cute asses back on that dance floor. Big Poppa's got some moves to show off."
Edward and I were both at a loss for words as Emmett and the others led us to the dance floor. He signaled to the DJ and what blared from the speakers was a song I was not expecting. Nor was the accompaniment of Emmett providing vocals.
"DAY-O," he shouted along with the track. "Day-ay-ay-o."
"Daylight come and he wan' go home." The rest of the group sang, joining in alongside Emmett.
I couldn't help but smile and roll my eyes at the same time. Typical. This was typical Emmett. He knew I hated this movie. He had scared me shitless when were kids that if you really said Beetlejuice's name three times he would appear. And of all songs to pull out from that movie, he had to choose the one that had them stupidly dancing around the kitchen table. But from the looks of it, my friends had learned the moves and were holding on to one another, each pulling the other along as they sang.
"Come, Mr. Tally Mon, tally me banana," he sang, taunting me onto the floor with them.
"You know," Edward began, "he only means well."
I looked at my husband knowing good and well he had a point. I sighed and held my hand out to Emmett where he pulled me happily onto the floor. Edward was forced out on the dance floor by Jasper and Rosalie, and the six of us, stood in a line facing the other guests as we danced a very unconventional bridal party dance.
All together we sang in unison, throwing our hands and arms out in front of our bodies, stacking them on top of one another.
"It's six foot, seven foot, eight foot, BUNCH!"
Our bodies swayed with the rhythm as the song played out, singing loudly for all to hear. "Daylight come and he wan' go home."
When the song finally finished playing, Emmett engulfed me in a one-armed hug. "Thank you for humoring me, Bella."
I was about to tell him not to mention it as he released me from his hold but the playful swat on my ass held me back. I turned to face him, in shock at his actions. "That was for the Saints garter. Paybacks a bitch, Bells."
I couldn't argue with him because I knew it could have been a lot worse.
Our mid morning reception carried on as we cut the cake, drank champagne, and danced. A photographer had been floating around the room taking pictures the entire time. The time was drawing to an end for our party. We gathered our things, preparing to say our goodbyes when Jacob took center stage. Leah, Angela, and Ben were close by his side.
"If I could have everyone's attention please," he called out to our small crowd. "I know that you've all known each other for most of your lives and well," he said gesturing to the other three standing alongside him. "We've gotten to know Bella pretty well ourselves. There is a custom in New Orleans that takes place at weddings and honestly, what's a good wedding Bella without a second line dance?"
I laughed out loud at what he was asking. Without a doubt I grabbed Edward's arm and led him over to Jacob and the others.
"I ask that you all take out your hankies," he continued on.
"Hankies?" Alice asked. "Jacob, where in the world would I keep a hankie on me?"
"Okay," he said laughing, "If you don't have a hankie, grab one of the white napkins from the tables."
I watched as everyone grabbed a white napkin from the tables. From behind her back, Angela pulled out a small white parasol. She slowly walked over to me, the umbrella in her hands.
"Here. You can take the girl out of New Orleans but you'll never take New Orleans out of the girl," she said with a smile.
I chuckled as I took the parasol from her hands and opened it up.
Everyone assembled with a mix of unsure and elated looks on their faces, as the DJ began to play the Second Line song. I led the group around the veranda, popping the parasol up in the air and dancing along to the song. I held Edward's hand as we traveled down the walkway that led back towards the beach. Our friends and family, laughing as they waved their makeshift handkerchiefs over the heads.
When I could no longer hear the music I slowed my pace. All of our guests were close behind as we all stopped in our tracks. Edward pulled me closer to his side, his arm wrapped around my waist as he buried his head in my hair, breathing in its scent. The parasol still firmly in my hands, I draped it over my shoulder, shielding my exposed shoulders from the hot sun.
We stood like that for a moment, relishing the final moments of our wedding. It had all led up to this. I looked up at Edward with pure happiness in my eyes. I saw the same emotion reflecting off of his as well. We kissed passionately but tasteful enough so those onlookers wouldn't shout for us to get a room. I barely registered the click of the cameras behind us. When we pulled our lips apart, we stood, feet in the sand, our foreheads touching. Neither of us spoke. No words needed to be said. We both just knew.
Stuck in our own world, I didn't notice at first the small arm that had wrapped around my waist. It was when the owner of said arm placed their head on my shoulder did I realize Edward and I were interrupted from our quiet moment. I mimicked the action and placed my head on top of Alice's. Scanning down the line, I realized that all of our friends stood with us, arms tightly wrapped around each other.
We stood quietly, the six of us, as we watched the waves crash upon the shore. Emmett was the first to break the silence. He always was.
"I don't know about the rest of you but that water looks mighty inviting right about now."
"I was just thinking the same thing," Alice said, astounding the rest of us at her admission. All five heads turned and looked at her dumbfounded.
"What?" she said once she realized we were all gawking at her. "I do like to have fun ya know? I mean, these clothes will clean up and besides, Bella, it's not like you're getting married again so you don't have to worry about re-wearing that dress."
I shook my head listening to my overzealous friend. I didn't get too far into my thoughts before Jasper sounded his feelings on the matter.
"Are you all thinking what I'm thinking?"
A series of 'yeses' rang out among the group. I really couldn't believe we were about to do this but then again, I couldn't really believe any of the events that had led us to this point.
Unlocking our arms, we replaced them by holding hands. The six of us, barefoot, all looked at each other before Rosalie began the countdown. On three we all raced hand in hand towards the water. Jumping, splashing and laughing as soon as the warm salt water hit our bodies, it was exactly the sort of thing we would have done as kids all those years ago.
But this was who we are. We hold the ties that bind through our love, faith, and friendship. We will forever and always be The Sovereign Six.
The End.
A/N- *Wipes tear* I really do hope that I did the final chapter justice. I feel as if there is so much pressure to get the last one just right so I hope I haven't disappointed anyone. There are so many people to thank that I just don't even know where to begin. If I listed everyone who has been with me from the beginning or everyone who has supported me through this story then I'd have to post a separate chapter on just the names of all the wonderful ladies. Instead, I hope that you all know who you are. A year ago when I began writing this I would have never expected to form the friendships that I have. It truly has been one of the most amazing experiences ever.
I still have the Epilogue to post and I know that there are some unanswered questions that have yet to be discussed. Alice's pregnancy for one? Lol you are all some smart cookies. I feel like the Epi will answer everything I left open.
Keep me on author alert for upcoming stories. I've already began writing my second story and I'm really excited about it. I hope that all of you who have stuck around for this one will join me again.
Here are a few links for dresses and whatnots from the bridal party.
Bella's dress:
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Rosalie & Alice's dress:
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Flower in Bella's hair instead of Veil:
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