Previously:

I felt myself being pushed through the opening and out into the waiting room. I plunked down into one of the soft leather chairs. It was drastically quiet, there were no children

playing, no adults talking on their cell phones, not even the tv was on. The quieter the better. I thought, putting my head in my hands. I felt sick, sick for leaving Bella, sick for hurting her, sick for even going in the bathroom this morning, sick for letting her enter the house of her so-called father and ex-best friend.

"Emmett," A hand rested coldly on my shoulder, "Emmett, listen to me. Please." The voice begged. I kept my head down. "Help me."

"Bella?" I looked up into the eyes of my angel. The face that greeted me was not Bella, in fact it was Rosalie. "Rose?" She fell to the ground in shivers, her body rocking back and forth as dry sobs escaped from her chest. I'd never seen Rose like this…not in all the years we had been together. "Rosalie, what's wrong?" I knelt at her side on the ground and wrapped my arm around her shoulder.

More sobs continued, "Ed-Ed-"

"Edward?" I growled. What had that twerp done to her now? So what she wasn't my wife? She was my sister. "What did he do to you?" Anger was welling in my chest. Rosalie took a deep breath, cries slowing in her throat.

"All he cares about is…Bella." She began. My shoulders tensed, I thought he'd gotten over it. "He always looks at pictures…and everything." My ex-wife's eyes were wide, full of what seemed like everlasting pain. "And…And… when he found out that she'd been hurt he wanted to rush over here." Well, I would have done the same thing

too…but he wasn't he boyfriend anymore, I was. "I told him it wasn't in his place anymore." I found myself nodding along, it wasn't in his place. She was right. "Because..she had you now and that Bella didn't want him anymore." She sobbed into my chest, and I cradled her towards me, not knowing what to do. "That's when…he…he…"

HE WHAT?" I prodded angrily. What had my so-called brother done?

"He…struck me. Saying that I… I was a worthless airheaded girl who no one could

love."

"WHAT?" I roared, sending Rose into another fit of uncontrollable sobs. I lifted her

off the ground and set her on my lap in the chair. "It's okay, it's okay. Rosy, it's okay.
No one believes that. Everyone loves you." I stroked her golden hair softly. "I'm sorry." I murmured, rocking her gently.

Thank you Emmett." Rosalie smiled up at me, her eyes finally tinkling.

"I didn't do anything." I said in a surprised tone. I had just listened to her speak.

"Yes you did," She sniffled. "You comforted me and excepted me when no one else

would." Rosalie snuggled into my chest. I didn't know how to respond to that. "Emmett?" "

Hmm?" I broke away from my thoughts.

"I..I…"Her face scrunched up as she tried to speak.

"Just spit it out Rosy." I laughed quietly. Since when had Rosalie not been able to speak or figure out what to say? THIS was new.

"I…I still love you." Her lips crashed against mine, it felt wrong, this wasn't

right. But it somehow DID feel right, in the wrong way. My thoughts were fighting against one another. Yes. No.Yes. No.

EMMETT! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!"A voice shrieked from the door. I looked up at Bella. Her face was streaming with tears.

BELLA! WAIT!"I grabbed her right wrist as she prepared to slam the door of

Carlisle's office shut. "LET ME EXPLAIN!"

"Let go of my wrist Emmett." She said calmly, her voice deadly.

"No." I retorted. "Not until you let me explain. "I had made a real mess of things now. I had NEVER, EVER seen her so hurt before. Not when she left Edward, not when she spoke to her father and that kid. It was a new type of pain, a pain that I had caused.

"LET GO!" Bella screeched, "You're going to break my other hand." I dropped my

hand away and the door banged shut.

BPOV

Before: "You're all set to go!" Dr. Cullen said brightly as I admired my 2nd cast. This one was a teal blue.

"Thanks Carlisle! I'll see you at home then?" I felt happier than I'd ever felt before. The pain was gone, everything was finally perfect.

"Yes Bella. See you soon! Are you sure you don't want a ride?"

"No." I shook my head. "I have my new car, Emmett can drive me."

Now:I opened the door and stared out into the hallway. I blinked, was it just my imagination? Was I drowsy? I looked again. No, Rosalie was in Emmett's lap…and they were…kissing? Everything came smashing around me at a faster speed than possible. I found my voice to speak, why had I believed that this wouldn't happen? "EMMETT! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" I shrieked from the door. Emmett looked up as tears streamed down my face, causing a river.

"LET ME EXPLAIN!" My heart was shattering, I wanted to die forever. To be able to leave this crazy world and my rollercoaster lifestyle. He grabbed my right wrist as I prepared to slam the office door shut.

"Let go of my wrist Emmett." I said calmly, my voice coming out flat and deadly. My

heart was racing, as my other wrist was beginning to throb.

"No!" he retorted, "Not until you let me explain."

"LET GO!" I screeched. "You're going to break my other wrist." He dropped his hand away quickly and I banged the office door shut. How dare he even want to explain what had just happened? What was there even to explain? How he had "accidentally" kissed Rosalie?

"BELLA OPEN UP PLEASE!"I could hear Emmett's hand crashing against the mahogany wood. I lowered myself to the floor slowly, blocking out all the noise. Silent moans ripped through me. I couldn't believe this had happened. How many times did I have to go through such twisting drama? Carlisle bent at my side, his face sympathetic.

"I'll give you a ride home Bella."

"Th-thanks." I managed to utter. I shivered, even if the room was lukewarm.

"As for my son, well I am truly sorry about his behavior." The banging had stopped.

"It's only to be expected." I croaked. "I'm not beautiful, I'm not smart, I'm not perfect, I'm not a vampire."

"Bella, you listen to me now." Carlisle's gaze burned into me as I watched his angry? face, "You are beautiful, you are smart and we all love you. Don't let this set you back."

"I've made a mess of things." I cried into his shoulder. "First Edward, now Emmett.

I've ruined this family."

"Isabella what happened tonight was not your fault. It was his and Rosalie's. And let me assure you, that as soon as we arrive home I will talk to both of them."

"There's no need." I whispered. "You can't for him to love me." The words that would come out of my mouth next kept on being rejected. But I HAD to say them. "I…I don't think I can live with you all anymore. It's just too hard."

"BELLA YOU CAN'T LEAVE!" Emmett roared in a whinning tone, his voice carrying through the thin walls.

"Emmett I suggest you leave now." I said quietly, glad for once that he was not near me.

"But…I have your car keys, and I need to take you home."

"No. Keep the damn car. I don't want it. Especially since its from you. Give it to Rosalie. She might like it." I snarled, violent anger thrasing through me like a wild fire.

"Emmett I need you to leave, son." Carlisle called, his voice like rusty brass.

"Dad!" he protested. How DARE HE even try to argue with his father? Did he think that this was a laughing matter? That it was just a random talk? No, this was a talk about my life…his life…

"NOW!" I waited, my back was still against the door. "He's gone now, Dear. We can

go." Carlisle said softly.

"okay." Was all I could manage. Carlisle wrapped his arm around me in a fatherly fashion, reminding me of my own father, as he led me to his car. My ex-car was gone; obviously they had listened to the order. I didn't want to go back, not now. "Carlisle?" I

asked, "Can you drop me off right here please?" It was dark all around, except for the opening in the trees.

"Whatever for?" He raised his eyebrows, until they went into his hairline. If it was a better moment I would have laughed, but laughing felt wrong now.

"I just want to visit…this place for a little. I'll call Alice or something to pick me up when I'm ready."

"It's not exactly safe out there at this time." Carlisle said, his voice betraying his unsure ness.

"I'll be okay. I've got a cell phone and everything." I assured him, my voice still breaking, like shatter dishes.

"At least take a blanket, it's pretty cold outside."

"Oh..uh okay." I wasn't used to anyone worrying about me so much, at least not in

such a parenting manner. "Thank you." I whispered into the night as I followed the path. I reached the end, trying to figure out which was the meadow. I turned right, stumbling around in the moonless night. It felt like hours had passed, soon my phone began to ring. It was Emmett, I noticed as I looked down. I stumbled on an uprooted tree branch, and I fell to my knees. I had notion to smash the phone, but I would later need it. I finally broke through a clearing.

Our meadow, the one that had been mine and Edward's. I wrapped the huge black down blanket around myself and sat down on the somewhat dry grass. I let out all the tears, every feeling I had, for everyone. It wasn't fair. Why was everything always happening to me? What had I done to deserve this? Was it because I had left Edward? Because I had been too stupid not to love him when he loved me with his heart and soul? So what, Emmett had showed me how to have fun, but how could I have agreed for that to be the exchange for everything Edward had done for me? It felt all clear now, why had I been so stupid? If I could turn back time, would I? Would I keep myself from falling in love with Emmett? Being able to forget every happy moment we had shared up until now? No, probably not. But I loved both of them. I would have to leave. I couldn't go back to Edward, it was too embarrassing, but facing Emmett and his little Rosalie would be even harder. I shivered, ducking my head in my knees. I counted the stars, and one shot by passing straight overhead. Make a wish. I thought sullenly. I wish…I wish.. I scrunched my eyes together. I wish that everyone that I have ever caused pain would be happy. That was a pretty good wish. Even if it did not affect me.

"Bella?" A surprised voice called from the far end of the field. I stood up shakily, just to fall back down.

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