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She smiled at me. A real honest to god smile.

"Really?"

"Oh course! Why wouldn't I?"

"I don't know. I just didn't think you wanted me to be a part of all of this." She sounded embarresed.

"Oh course I want you to be a part of everything. But the question is will you be?" I asked, and she looked up at me a smile spreading across her gorgeous face.

"Yes, of course." She said and reached over hugging me. I was in shock at her actually giving me a hug. But I hugged her back, happy she was going to be a part of my children's lives. I pulled back and she looked down at my stomach.

"Can I?" She asked.

"Yea." She put her hands on my stomach and smiled. She bent her head down toward my stomach.

"Hello in there! This is your aunty Rosalie. Can't wait to meet you two." Just as she was finishing her sentence the babies' kicked under her hands.

"Oh my god! They kicked!" She said laughing. I smiled at her and put her hand were one of the babies' was still kicking. She smiled a longing smile and looked back at me pulling her hand back when the baby stopped kicking.

"I'm really glad your with me on this." I was really surprised she was going to be with me through this.

"Me too." I smiled and she took my hand as we walked out of the room and into the living room.

"Well, I see everything is worked out." Alice said smiling at us. She walked up to us a huge smile on her face. "This is going to be so much fun!" We all hugged each other, but my belly was making sure that they couldn't really hug me. Rosalie laughed as she tried but didn't succeed in hugging me. Alice laughed to. I pointed a finger at my belly.

"That is not nice!" I said, and everyone cracked up laughing. In a few minutes Alice, Rosalie, and I were laughing so hard we were grabbing our sides, well for me I was grabbing onto the couch. I finally calmed down, my sides now hurting. I walked over to Edward and he sat me on his lap. I snuggled into his chest and closed my eyes. I was really tired but I couldn't seem to fall asleep. I suddenly remembered I was out of food almost, and that I need to go grocery shopping.

"Who wants to go grocery shopping with me?" I asked hoping someone would.

"I'll go," Rosalie said standing up from the couch.

"Ok." I said to her, standing up.

"I'll go too." Edward said standing also. His eyes were starting to turn black, and that was not ok.

"No, you need to go hunting. I don't care if you think you don't. You go hunt." I said and he nodded putting his hands up in front of him, as if surrendering.

"Yes, mam." He said walking over to me and kissing me before running off into the woods.

"We're going with him." Emmett said as Jasper and him walked over to the door.

"Ok." I said, Alice pointed to them and I nodded. She came over and kissed me on the cheek before departing. I turned to Rosalie.

"Well, it is just you and me." I said and she smiled. "Oh, Rosalie. Could you drive please?" I was getting a little too big to fit behind the steering wheel anymore.

"Sure, no problem. Let me get my keys." She ran up to her bedroom, reappearing before a second had gone by. "Ok, let's go." I waddled with Rosalie to her car. I got in and got comfortable in the seat. She started the car and started off.

"So, what is it like being pregnant." She asked. I wasn't really sure how to describe it.

"Which way? Good or bad?"

"First start out with the bad."

"Well, you have to pee like a crazy person. Seriously I think I've gone about 50 times already today. Your feet hurt sometimes. Which is not a good thing when it comes to shopping. You don't sleep to well, these two keep me up most of the night. I'm always hot now, I don't sleep under the blankets at night like I used to. Some other things but not too much. Nothing you can't handle."

"What are the good things?"

"Well, its so amazing. Knowing your holding a human being within you. Its scary sometimes but mostly amazing. The babies' make me feel so happy knowing that they are my little pieces of heaven that I get to keep. And the fact that they will be mine and mine forever. Its just so amazing."

"Are you scared at all?"

"Oh yea! Very much so. Knowing that there is a possibility my children might come out half vampire and half human scares me very much. I want them to be able to have normal lives until they are old enough to fully understand what we are and the concepts of being a vampire. I want them to have a choice to be one or not. I don't want them not having a chance and having to already worry about being half vampire."

"I would be scared about that too."

"Yea, but want happens happens. Everything happens for a reason." I didn't even notice that we were at the grocery store until I looked around and saw the sign. I got out of the car seeing Rosalie walking over to me. She smiled and put out a hand, I smiled back and took it. We started walking into the grocery store hand in hand.

After getting more food for me and lots of chocolate we headed back to the car. Once we were both in Rosalie turned to me. Her face sad.

"Bella, I'm really sorry for being mean and unreasonable. I just couldn't get over the fact that you were going to get something I was never going to get but i'm over that now. I know i'm going to get to be close to what i've always wanted and that's a lot to get. But i'm really sorry." She sounded sincere and I smiled and her.

"It's ok. I can understand how you felt. But i'm just glad your going to be in this with me. And that i'm not all alone on this." She nodded and smiled. She started the car and we drove back to the house in silence. Edward was waiting for me when we finally reached the house. He opened the car door for me and pulled me into him.

"I missed you." He said, his voice unintentionally seductive.

"I missed you too." I stepped back, taking a look at him. His eyes were the liquid gold that was always there after he hunted. "You look much better."

"I feel much better too." He pulled me into him pressing his icy lips against mine. The kiss lasted a few seconds before he started puling away. I leaned in making the kiss last until I was on my tippy toes and could no longer lean in. His lips parted from mine and he smiled.

"Please?" I asked, he already knew what I was talking about. He swept me up in his arms and ran me up to our bedroom. He layed on the bed and layed down next to me. I turn my head until facing him, he smiled and in one of his blinding quick movements had me in his lap facing him. He smiled as it took a second for me to get my thoughts together. Then his lips were on mine, his aroma filling me up. My head was spinning but I didn't get out of breath. Then he deepened the kiss. I greedily put my hands in his hair pulling him closer to me. He usually didn't let this get so far, but I didn't care about that now. He had one hand on my face and one on the small of my back. Then our mouths were open to each other. Our tongues dancing together. My head was spinning even more now, and all I could think about was every inch of him was touching every inch of me. His tongue and lips were cold on mine, instantly making me want all of him. Edward deepened the kiss so that we were in full lip lock. The kiss was passionate but at the same time was seductive. Every second that past by I wanted him more and more. Edward finally broke the kiss, leaned down kissing my neck and face. His tongue was tracing lines up and down my neck. I put my head back, opening up my whole neck. His touch was amazing and left a sensation that felt like I had just been burned but yet there was no pain. I was now craving his taste and could no longer wait. I brought his lips back to mine and the kiss started all over again. I had my arms around his neck and one hand in his hair, the kiss was getting too seductive and I was craving him inside me now. Then the door opened. We both turned our heads, our lips parting. Alice was standing in the door with her hands over her eyes.

"Umm, excuse me. I need to talk to Bella." I groaned, and rolled out of bed as carefully as I could. I waddled out of the room. Watching Alice as she closed the door and turned to me.

"Just wanting to tell you that someone is outside waiting for you." She said her tone dead. I wondered who is was but nodded. She took hold of one of my hands and lead me down the stairs and toward the door. I stopped when she stopped, but she nodded for me to keep going. I waddled out the door to find Jake pacing back and forth just a few steps beyond the stairs.

"What are you doing here?" He seemed to always show up at the most random moments. He stopped pacing and looked at me. Something in his eyes, that I couldn't quite but my finger on. He walked up to me and took hold of my hand, leading me somewhat far from the house. We were still in sight of the house.

"Bella I have to ask you something?" He said his husky voice worried and shaky. He looked down at the ground for a second before looking back up at me.

"Bella, I love you. I love you with all my heart. I have loved you ever since I laid eyes on you. And I just wanted to know if you felt anything for me." His eyes looked as if they were pleading for me to say yes. The silence from me was making him impatient. I gulped then sighed.

"Jake," I said sympathetically, "I don't have feelings for you like that. I never really have, and I never will. I love Edward, and will never ever love anyone else. I'm sorry for making you feel that way about me." He looked at the ground again, I could tell he was hurt. Once again his words he had spoken me the night I was changed ran through my thoughts. I love you. I always will. No matter what you are and no matter what happens. I had hoped he hadn't really felt that way but it was obviously true. He looked back up at me, pain and sadness in his eyes.

"Ok, I just need to know." He said and turned around. He started walking away. I ran toward him touching his arm. He turned back around to me.

"I'm so sorry." I said not wanting him to feel like that. He nodded and ran off into the forest. I looked up at the sky for a moment before waddling back into the house. Everyone was sitting in the living room waiting for me. I came in and smiled at them.

"Well, I guess you all heard that." I said chuckling to myself. Edward walked over to me and put his arms around me.

"I was afraid that was going to happen." Edward said into my hair.

"What do you mean?" I wasn't catching on.

"I knew he was going to fall for you sooner or later. I could tell he was every since he met you."

"You could?"

"Yes, the way he looked at you, it was longing in his eyes. He would smiled every time you were around or whenever someone brought you up or even the mere thought of you. I could see you in everyone of his thoughts too."

"Holy crow. Thats bad."

"Well, at least he now knows you don't feel the same."

"Yea." Still I felt bad for making him feel like that. I also felt something else, but didn't know what it was.


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