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The next couple of days flew by relatively quickly. They still hadn't done dinner at Quinn's because she was a little too busy with Rachel. Neither Brittany nor Santana minded because it gave them time to spend together and also Santana didn't have to be anywhere near Rachel. On Thursday, Santana decided to visit Dave after hearing that he would be starting physical therapy. Before she went, she spent the whole afternoon with Brittany at a nearby park. Brittany was excitedly feeding some birds that were aimlessly walking around and Santana just smiled at the scene.
"Stop that." Brittany said to her.
"Stop what? Smiling?" Santana countered back with a smirk.
"No, judging me….cause the last time we did this Beth was here so I know it's silly for us to be here."
"I'm not judging you, Britt. They are birds, they have to eat." Santana said with a shrug and Brittany just turned around. Santana smiled as she knew Brittany was probably pouting so she walked up behind her and wrapped her arms around her waist before resting her head on her shoulder. "It's not silly…I think it's adorable. You're adorable." She said pressing a kiss on Brittany's cheek.
"Here. Take some." She said giving Santana some of the food she had. Santana grabbed it and threw it. She smiled as she saw the birds happily eat them up. She noticed a smaller one who stood off to the side and hadn't seemed to have gotten any food. She threw him a piece and smiled brighter as he ate it.
"Do you want to come with me today?" Santana asked as a couple of moments. Brittany stopped what she was doing and looked over at her. "To see Dave, I mean…"
"San, I….I mean, are you sure? Wouldn't it be weird since I've never met him?"
"No, it wouldn't be weird unless you're uncomfortable going there then I understand. But he keeps asking me about you and I figured give him something to distract him from how he's struggling a bit in physical therapy."
"Okay, I'll go." Brittany said firmly.
"Yeah?" Santana looked at her and smiled as Brittany pulled her in for a hug.
They stayed at the park for a little while longer before they went to get some food. After eating, they decided to go to the hospital. Brittany stopped in the gift shop and came back outside with some sort of stuffed animal.
"Think he'll like it?" She asked Santana who just stared at the animal.
"Well, I'm sure he won't completely hate it…." She offered and Brittany made a noise before she lightly pushed Santana on the arm.
"I was kidding, babe. Come on." She said grabbing Brittany's hand and leading her towards the room.
"And now interns, if we look to our left you will find a very adorable couple who have seemingly disappeared off the face of the Earth…in fact, I could have sworn they must have moved away or died or something seeing is how I only see them in this building once every blue moon." Holly let out with a dramatic sigh as two interns looked from her to the couple.
"Nice to see you too, Holly. And you know, grandma, there's these things these days called phones…I think you have a working one so remember it works both ways."
"Ah, Santana, you got me there. But how do you expect me to call…I mean I never know what you two are you know doing…." She said with a smirk as she wagged her eyebrows. Brittany looked down and blushed. "Okay, interns, I want you to go find something to do now….do your rounds or better yet annoy Dr. Sylvester. Ask the dumbest questions you can think of. Andddddd go." With that the two interns scattered and Holly went over to hug Santana and then Brittany. "So what are you two doing here? I know it's not to visit little ol' me."
"We are visiting, Dave."
"Ah, I figured…his physical therapy didn't go great today. He still gets to dizzy to really do anything so we are holding off for a few more days."
"Yeah, he told me. I take it that that means he'll be here longer than expected." Santana said and Holly nodded before she was paged.
"Ah shit, I hope that not because Sue killed one of my interns. Lovely seeing you two love birds. Don't be strangers." She said and with that, she was walking down the hallway.
"She's always a breath of fresh air in here." Brittany said with a smile as she tugged Santana's hand. Santana smiled back and then lead the way towards his room. She knocked lightly twice on the door before entering leaving Brittany behind a little bit.
"Hey!" He said brightly. "You didn't have to come. I just spoke to you a few hours ago."
"You say that every time I come."
"And I mean it…I mean come on, I'm sure Brittany and your friends would rather you be with them then doing nothing here."
"You know it's not nothing and besides, that's not a problem." Santana said and Dave looked at her weirdly.
"Why? Did you guys break up or something because if she hurt you…."
"No, no…calm down, papa bear. She uh…I actually want you to meet her."
"Yeah, I know. We've talked about that before."
"No, I mean like right now." Santana said before turning towards the door. Brittany walked in slowly and offered a tiny wave with a slight smile towards the guy in the bed.
"It's nice to finally meet you…" Dave let out with a smile on his face as Brittany returned it.
"Same here…of course, I wish it was under better circumstances. I uh got you this in the gift shop." She gave him the stuffed animal and Santana laughed as she saw that he was trying to figure out what it was.
"Thank you." He took it and offered Brittany a genuine smile. To be honest, it was a nice break from all the flowers he had been getting.
"So how are you feeling?" She asked as she pulled up another chair to place next to the chair Santana was going to sit in.
"Eh, been better…so boring in here all day though."
"Trust me, I know…"
The three shook their heads and then started talking about random things. Dave told a story about something Sue did the other day and then Brittany and Santana told him about their relationship and how they were planning on moving in together. He was so genuinely happy for them. They just remained talking like old friends and enjoying the company when there was a knock on the door.
"Oh, Brittany, Santana, I didn't know you guys were here." Rachel said as she walked in with a chart.
"There is a reason for that…." Santana muttered out before Brittany hit her arm. "Ow!"
"Hi, Rachel." Brittany said with a smile.
"Nice to see you two. And how are you, Dave?"
"Good. Thanks."
"Okay, well I'll get out of the way…oh, just remember you have to go in for a CAT scan soon." She reminded him before she left the room.
"I always stop by just before you have a test." Santana said.
"You have perfect timing."
The three than started talking for a bit longer before as Brittany and Santana explained to Dave just exactly how they knew Rachel. Pretty soon, there was another knock at the door and it was time for Dave's scan. Santana and Brittany got up to say goodbye to him before they headed out. As they were walking out, something caught Brittany's eye.
"No way." She said with a bright smile on her face as she walked closer to a room on their left. They watched a guy stand up with the help of crutches.
"That's great, Artie. You relax a bit. I'm going to get you something to drink." The nurse with him said with a pat on the back as she excused herself.
"Brittany." Artie said noticing the two girls as the nurse walked passed them.
"Artie, hi." Brittany said as she excitedly bended down to hug him. "I saw you standing….that's amazing."
"Yeah, it's really tiring though. We seem to always meet here." He said with a smirk and Brittany. "Is everything okay with you?"
"Yeah…I'm here with Santana. San, this is Artie." Brittany said.
"Oh, wow. So you're Brittany's girlfriend? I'm really happy to meet you." Artie said offering his hand to her.
"You, too. I'm really happy to see you standing. I hope they are treating you right here because if they're not, I can take care of that."
"No, no. They've been great. Thank you though" He smiled at her.
"So what does this all mean?" Brittany said pointing towards the crutches.
"Well, I still don't have full feeling back but this is just working out the muscles and stuff…." He trailed on as he kept going on about what the doctors were saying. Santana just stared at him. Her mind just stopped and all she knew was that she needed to get out of the room.
"Shit, I have to go catch Holly. I forgot to ask her something…." Santana offered and it sounded really convincing especially since Brittany figured it was about her upcoming internship or Dave. "I'll meet you in the front outside. It was really nice to meet you, Artie." She offered with a smile and Artie returned it.
"She's hot…." She heard Artie say as she walked out. She ran her fingers through her hair as she walked towards the exit.
"Santana, are you okay?" Rachel called out from the nurses' station.
"Shut up, Berry." She said before going outside. She just sat down and took deep breaths as she looked up at the city buildings. About 10 minutes or so went by and Brittany walked out.
"Hey, did you catch Holly?"
"No, she was with a patient so I didn't want to bother her." She said with a smile and Brittany nodded.
"So what's the plan for tonight?" She asked as she sat down next to Santana and took her hand. "Oh, that's right…you are hanging out with Marissa, right?" She said with a pout.
"Yes, unfortunately. And stop that because I've already cancelled once and she will literally throw a shit fit if I do again."
"Aw, you love time with her…." Brittany teased and Santana rolled her eyes. "Thanks for asking me to come. I like him."
"No problem, Britt." She said giving her head a squeeze.
"You know before I walked in and he asked if I hurt you, I wanted to storm in there because I'd never do that, San. I love you." Brittany said and Santana leaned in to kiss her.
"So how's Artie?" Santana said as they parted and got up to start walking.
"He's good….we didn't really get to talk much more after you left because his nurse came back but we scheduled to actually meet sometime instead of randomly meeting at the hospital." She said and Santana smiled. Pretty soon, they made their way to Brittany's apartment. "Are you coming up for a bit?"
"No, I should get home…have to change and everything."
"So you walked all the way here just to leave?" Brittany asked kind of touched by the action. Santana really never stopped surprising Brittany.
"Yeah…." She said simply and before she was able to say anything else Brittany kissed her.
"Thanks for today…and I know you have work tomorrow but did you get Puck's text?"
"Yes, I did…and I will meet you all at the bar after my shift."
"Sounds perfect." Brittany smiled as she couldn't help herself but kiss Santana again. "See you tomorrow." She smiled against her lips as she turned and went into her apartment.
"I love you, Britt." Santana called out as she was about to open the door.
"I love you, too." Brittany said and Santana smiled. The smile was on Santana's face the whole way back to her apartment. When she got inside, Marissa was on the phone and soon after she got off the two decided on ordering in and having a movie night. It was something they hadn't done in forever.
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The next night Brittany met Quinn and Rachel at Quinn's place before she met Danielle and Nicole. The five girls all headed to a bar close to the firehouse. They were the first there and they went in and started the party early. After a couple of minutes, Brittany's phone buzzed signaling that Puck and Marissa were close by. She smiled before going ou excusing herself and going outside.
"Blondie, it's always nice to see you." Puck said as he, Marissa and Lauren walked up to the bar. He soon grabbed Brittany in her a warm hug.
"You, too." She said into Puck's ear as they broke apart. Brittany than hugged Marissa. "Hi, I'm Brittany."
"Oh, you are Brittany. Santana's done good for herself. Nice to finally meet you. I'm Lauren." She said extending her hand but Brittany just smiled before pulling her into a hug.
"Um, Quinn and Rachel are inside already…two of my friends from the dance studio are here, too. Hope that's okay."
"Definitely, Britt. The more the merrier." Marissa said happily.
"Oh, and Sam, Tina and Mike are on their way." Puck noted and everyone nodded. "And don't worry it's only less than an hour til your girl's shift ends and the firehouse is right down the street." Puck gave Brittany a wink before they headed inside.
"Um, guys this is Danielle and Nicole. They both work at the studio that I teach at." She said and the two girls exchanged hellos with everyone. Seconds later, it was like everyone was long-time friends. Sam, Mike and Tina strolled in a couple of minutes later.
"Okay, the first round is on me." Puck said and everyone yelled out their approvals.
The beers came out and everyone settled into little groups. Mike, Sam, and Puck went over to play darts while the girls just stayed together.
"Oh, Britt…before I forget, someone named McKenzie called looking for you today." Nicole said as she sipped her beer.
"Oh, really? Wow, I didn't think she actually would…"
"I'm telling you she wants the private lessons." Quinn teased and everyone looked confused. "Some waitress recognized Brittany and looooved her dance moves."
"Shut up, Quinn. She's some college student. Apparently, I taught her little sister."
"God, just great…Santana is going to embarrass us all in pool and Brittany's going to embarrass us on the dance floor. We can't win tonight." Lauren said in defeat as she went to get another drink.
"Britt, here." Puck called out giving Brittany a drink.
"Why don't you get someone else drunk?"
"I told you, Blondie, this weekend was part 2. And I only get the people I care about drunk." He said and Brittany rolled her eyes before smiling and taking the drink.
The bar was really only filled with their group and give or take three other people. The jukebox started playing some music and immediately, Brittany made her way on the dance floor. Mike put down his pool stick and followed her and the two put on one hell of a dance show. After they were finished, they high fived happily before getting a drink to hydrate themselves.
Just a little after 9, Santana made her way into the bar. She received a chorus of 'heys' from her obviously already drunk friends. She rolled her eyes and waved as she walked further inside.
"Hey, I'm getting your girl drunk again. And you're welcome in advance because all she did last week was talk about how she wanted you there because she wanted you." Puck smirked as he greeted Santana. She looked over and saw Brittany talking with Quinn, Rachel and Lauren. The others were just standing around and playing pool.
"Uh, this is tough. You know how much I hate pool but I really don't want to be around Rachel." She said and Puck laughed out loud as he motioned to the bartender.
"You only hate pool because you suck at it."
"Um, no you are the one who sucks at it. How many drinks have you had? I hate it because I never have any competition." Puck rolled his eyes as he got two beers from the bartender and gave one to Santana. A couple of seconds later, Brittany made her way over to her.
"Hey." She said directly into her ear as she pulled her in for a hug.
"Are you drunk?"
"No, not yet. Puck's been trying but everything hasn't hit me yet." Brittany said with a smile. Santana returned the smile before she gave Brittany a kiss. A chorus of 'aws' filled the bar and Santana just gave everyone the finger as she continued to kiss Brittany.
After they pulled away, Brittany took Santana's hand and lead her over to where Lauren, Quinn, Rachel, Nicole and Danielle were.
"Hey, Santana…I've been working on my pool skills so I think I can take you this time." Mike said proudly and Tina just sort of shook her head before patting him on the shoulder.
"That's never going to happen, dude." Sam said as he finished up his shot.
"It's not." Santana said simply with a shrug.
"San, you remember Nicole and Danielle right?"
"Yeah, nice to kind of more officially meet you two." She said with a smile and the two girls returned it. "Aren't you in high school?"
"Uh, technically…." Nicole said with an innocent shrug as she sipped her drink. After she finished, she just showed Santana her fake. The bartender wasn't really paying attention because he was too busy trying to talk up some girl at the bar.
"Wow, this is honestly the greatest fake I've ever seen." Santana said. "Damn, I wish I had this back when I was under 21."
"Oh god, I'm pretty sure them hanging out is the worst thing ever." Brittany said and everyone laughed as Santana and Nicole just kept talking.
After a few minutes, a round of beers was brought out.
"But we didn't order these?" Sam said curiously.
"Some of you guys are from the firehouse down the block, right?" The bartender called out and they nodded. "It's on the house…compliments of the owner." He smiled and Puck didn't need anymore of an explanation as he began drinking it.
Santana finally caved in and joined Puck, Sam and Tina in a game of pool. Quinn, Rachel, Lauren and Danielle decided to watch as Brittany, Nicole, Marissa and Mike went onto the dance floor. Santana was kicking ass so she just stood back until it was her turn and watched Brittany.
"I like you." She heard Danielle say as it broke her from her thoughts about Brittany on the dance floor. "I worry about her, you know, so when I heard she moved on so quickly after that asshole I was skeptical. But she brought you to the studio and she lights up every time she talks about you so I like you but just don't hurt her, okay?" She said and Santana nodded before she hugged the girl.
"I like you, too." She said with a smile as her focus went onto Brittany who was obviously a little more drunk than she was before and she was happily singing along to a song with everyone else.
"So who's got next?" Sam asked.
"Oh, I want to try." Rachel said happily and everyone just laughed as Sam racked up the pool balls. He shrugged and handed her the stick.
"You know what you're doing right, babe?" Quinn asked and Lauren let out a laugh.
"Sure, sure." Rachel waved her off. Sure enough, Rachel knew what she was doing and she was very good at it. Santana shook her head as she looked on.
"Looks like you got some competition, Dr. Lopez." Lauren called out and Santana flipped her off.
"You know, San, the more you do that the less affect it has." Quinn teased with a smirk.
After Rachel finished her game with Puck, Santana grabbed his stick and challenged her. She decided to let Rachel break and it went back and forth from there. At the end, Santana won but not nearly as easily as when she played anyone else.
"Nice game, Berry." She said genuinely. "I'm happy to finally have some competition around here." She added and Rachel smiled before Quinn kissed her. "Gross."
"Oh, please, Santana. Go over and get your girl and stop complaining." Quinn said as she broke the kiss. Santana rolled her eyes as she went over to the bar.
"What can I get for a pretty woman like you?" The guy asked.
"Gin and tonic…and save your breath, I'm taken." She said and smirked as the guy shook his head in disbelief. As he was making the drink, a woman came in from the back.
"Santana, right?" The woman said and Santana cursed under her breath hoping to God it wasn't one of her old one night stands.
"Uh, yeah…." She trailed on but as she looked at the woman she realized she did look familiar.
"I'm Jessica…I came into your firehouse a couple of weeks ago with my son."
"Oh shit, that's right. I forgot you owned this place."
"Oh this is the hot paramedic you were talking about?" The bartender added with a smirk as he handed Santana her drink.
"Ignore him. He's my brother and is a dumbass." She said and the guy pretended to be hurt before he went into the back. "So how've you been?"
"Um, good. I'm just here with some friends. How about you? How's your son?"
"Good…and he's good, too. Although, he seems to really be loving the medical television shows now."
"Ah….well, I'm glad to hear that." She said with a smile.
"I'm really glad you are here. I still appreciate what you did for my son."
"It's no problem…it's my job." Santana said simply.
"I know, but still. You're definitely welcome here anytime…I mean you and your friends. But if you even want to come by yourself that would be great, too." She winked at Santana.
"Thanks…I'm sure we'll be back again. But as for alone, I can't say that that will ever happen."
"I see. Would that have anything to do with the blonde on the dance floor who is currently giving me a death glare and is slowly walking over here?" She asked with an amused smile as Santana turned around. Brittany looked like a deer in headlights as she just stopped and turned to the nearest person and pretended like she was talking to them the whole time.
"Uh, yeah…she's my girlfriend."
"I'm sorry I didn't know….she's got nothing to worry about. You guys are still welcome and have a few more rounds on me."
"You really don't have to…." Santana trailed on but Jessica shook her head before she summoned her brother. She smiled as he came back and than excused herself. Santana took her drink and went to go walk back over near Quinn and them but she was stopped halfway through.
"Come dance with me." Brittany said into her ear. Santana didn't even have time to respond as Brittany grabbed her free hand and brought her towards the dance floor. A little bit of Santana's drink had slipped out but she smiled and just downed it. She placed the glass down. "Do you know that woman?" Brittany finally asked as her arms wrapped around Santana's neck.
"She's the woman who came into the firehouse with her son…" Santana said looking into Brittany's eyes to try to see if the girl was too drunk to remember.
"Well, did you tell her that you were mine?" She said as she pulled Santana closer to her. The way they were dancing didn't even match the type of song that was playing.
"Yeah, I did, Britt." She smirked.
"Good, because you are…and I want everyone in this bar to know that." Brittany said before she grabbed Santana's face and kissed her hard. Santana could taste the alcohol as they started making out but she definitely wasn't complaining about it.
They didn't even realize but Puck, Mike and Sam were glued to the scene. They didn't mean to stare. It was just a mixture of alcohol and male instinct really.
"Get a room." Quinn yelled out after a couple of minutes and everyone started laughing.
"Let's dance….I love this song." Brittany said and Santana shook her head.
"No…." She trailed on and Brittany looked disappointed. "If we actually dance, I'll lose complete control and we are surrounded by people…" She said and Brittany understood what she meant.
"So than let's go back to my place?"
"You sure?" Santana asked. She was concerned that drunk Brittany was talking and that if she had been sober that she would have wanted to be with her friends more, who she doesn't really see as much anymore.
Brittany didn't even answer. Instead, she just grabbed Santana's hand and went over to everyone.
"We are going to head out." She said and everyone just laughed knowing exactly why.
"Oh, you crazy kids." Quinn teased.
"Use protection." Marissa added and it earned a high five from Quinn, Lauren and Nicole. It was Brittany's turn to flip them off as she dragged Santana towards the entrance.
Once they got outside, Brittany pinned Santana against the wall outside the bar. No one was around.
"Imagine if we needed to use protection and we didn't, god we'd have such hot children." Brittany said looking into Santana's eyes. "Come on." She said before Santana had time to process the words. She really loved how Brittany got when she was drunk.
They hailed themselves a cab and once inside, Brittany's hand started to tease up and down Santana's thigh. They got to Brittany's apartment within 10 minutes. By then, Santana had started to lightly feel a buzz. Brittany was slowly starting to come down from her buzz as Santana was starting to feel her own.
They opened her front door and it took only two steps before Brittany pinned Santana against the front door. Her hands went into Santana's hair as she pulled her in for a kiss.
"I'm not really drunk anymore…." Brittany muttered. "Do you want more to drink?" She asked clearly having every intention on getting that drunk feeling back. Santana nodded and stayed against the door as she caught her breath and watched Brittany walk towards the kitchen.
She looked down and her hands were shaking. She had no idea why…it's not like she was nervous. Sure this was the first time that they would have sex when they were drunk but that was hardly anything to be nervous about. She shook her hands and her thoughts as she followed Brittany into the kitchen.
"Take whatever you want…." Brittany said, not turning around, as she pointed towards some bottles next to her. When Santana didn't answer, she turned around and looked at her. "Do you not want anything….because I'm totally fine if you just want to get down to it." She smirked. However, when Santana didn't answer her, her smirk faded. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"What?" Santana said shaking her thoughts.
"Why are looking at me like that?" Brittany repeated as she walked closer to Santana. When she took a step forward, Santana took a step back.
"Your….your shirt…" Santana said pointing at it like she had seen a ghost. Brittany's mouth opened and she looked down trying to see if she had a stain or something.
"What about it? Do you want it off because if you did, there was no need for all the dramatics." Brittany tested the waters and she soon realized Santana wasn't joking around. "Santana, you are freaking me out."
"There's just so much of it…." She said as she squinted her eyes that remained glued to Brittany's abdomen area.
"Of what?"
"Blood…." Santana said simply and Brittany just froze. She looked down at her shirt once more before back up at Santana. She had stopped moving and sort of rested against the wall. Brittany inched slowly towards her and stood in front of her. Her hands cautiously cupped Santana's face.
"San, look at me…" She said desperately and Santana just shook her head. "Please."
"I can't…." Santana choked out and Brittany felt herself tearing up. She had to be strong though for Santana. "It's everywhere…"
"No, it's not, Santana. Just look at me, please." She said wiping some tears from Santana's face.
"Don't touch me…" Santana suddenly yelled out as she pushed Brittany off of her causing Brittany to go back into the other wall.
"San…" Brittany breathed out completely shocked at what was happening.
"Everything I touch gets covered in it." She said weakly. Brittany was suddenly starting to put the pieces together.
"Baby, that's not true…" Brittany said softly and Santana just shook her head.
"You don't fucking know anything!" She let out and instead of being frightened, Brittany just stood her ground. "Everyone I love gets hurt." After this, Santana's anger faded as she started to break down.
"Baby…" Brittany let out as she reached out to her. "I'm fine, Santana. There's no blood….please remember that you saved my life, okay."
This seemed to ease Santana a little bit and she actually looked up at Brittany. As soon as she did this, she then looked down and grabbed her shirt. She pulled Brittany in for a hug and rested her head on her shoulder as she broke down. Brittany just stood there trying to be strong for her girlfriend but she was absolutely terrified. She just whispered words in Santana's ear and held her.
"Come on, baby." Brittany said after it seemed that Santana had calmed down a little bit. She grabbed her hand lightly and lead her to her room. As soon as they laid down on the bed, Santana broke down and starting sobbing again. Brittany reached out to her and Santana just crashed her body into Brittany's.
"I'm sorry…I'm so sorry." She sobbed out and Brittany just rubbed her hand through her hair. "I used to be safe here….with you. But it's here now and it won't go away." Brittany's heart broke in that moment. She didn't know what was here now or what wouldn't go away but she wasn't going to press it tonight. She just held Santana until she fell asleep.
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So last night's episode…..just wow. I'm speechless.
And also, the Adele mash-up has pretty much been #1 on iTunes all day. So happy for everyone involved. But boooo now we have to wait 2 weeks for the next episode :[
