I know it's been a while, and I'm sorry for that. I found a way to write from home, but due to school being out and such I haven't been able to update. Here it is! I have more written so hopefully updates will move a bit faster.
"Derek..." Emily whispers as Derek's hand trails higher up. She closes her eyes momentarily. "Your mother just left the room, and you wanna do this now?" she asks him with an eye brow raised. He trails his hand higher, and leans over to her ear.
"I wanna do this...all day, every day." he says. She laughs, and moves his hand. She moves her head to look him in the eye.
"When your mom sleeps...we'll go upstairs." she whispers then pecks his lips, and stands. Before she can go though his hands are at her waist pulling her back down. "What do you want now?" she asks. He smiles, and places his head on her chest.
"You in my arms." he says with a smile. She leans down and kisses him slowly, and passionately. "I missed you so much while I was away." he says. She gives him a small smile.
"I missed you too baby." she says. "We missed you so much." she says placing his hand on her stomach. She leaned back into his arms, and attached her lips to his again.
"I hate being away from you guys all the time." he says. She nods.
"I hate it too baby, but...I understand the job is the job." she replies tracing the lines on his face. "I love you." she says softly into his ear. "I love you so much."
"I love you too princess." he says moving the hair away from her eyes. Fran smiles as she walks in and sees them all cuddled up on the couch. Emily goes in for another kiss and Fran playfully rolls her eyes.
"No PDA on that couch while I'm here!" she says with a laugh. Emily smiles, and pecks Derek's lips quickly. She hops off his lap, and sits down across from him with her feet on him. He takes her foot in his hand and massages it gently. Fran lays down the tea she brought and Emily picks it up. Taking a sip she smiles at how perfect this is.
"Your sister Sarah is getting ready to have another baby." Fran says. "Des has fallen in love with a guy named Jason. He's a really good guy, but I told him that he'd just have to wait to meet her overprotective FBI Agent brother." Fran says with a laugh. Derek gave her a look while Emily laughed along with her.
"I'm not that bad." Derek says defensively. Emily hit his arm.
"Yes you are too!" she tells him. "Last time we were there some guy hit on her and you almost beat him to death!" Emily says with a chuckle.
"Well...that same guy also grabbed your ass." he says to Emily. She smiles.
"Oh please...whatever." she says with a laugh. "You've always been jealous of anyone who looked at me." she says. He smiled, and pulled on her foot.
"Because you're mine." he says tickling her feet. She giggles and kicks him.
"Well, you've always been overprotective...and jealous." Fran says raising up from the couch. "I'm heading to bed children. Goodnight." she says. Emily smiles, and so does Derek.
"Goodnight Fran." Emily says hugging her.
"Goodnight mama." Derek says kissing her cheek. Fran walks to her room and shuts the door. Derek smiles and throws Emily's feet off of him so he can crawl to her. "Hey you.." he says leaning forward to kiss her. He kisses her lips and she laughs into his mouth.
"Come on, buddy." she says taking his hand and walking with him upstairs. When upstairs Derek pulls Emily to him, and locks her lips against his. She laughs, and turns him around. She sits him down, and climbs on top of him. When his back hits the bed he smiles widely. He knew he'd have her tonight.
"No.." Emily says sadly when she hears Derek's phone start to ring. "Don't leave." she says wrapping her body around him. He groans and answers his phone.
"We just got home." he says angrily. "I know but-" Derek sighs, and starts to get out of bed. "Fine." he says. Emily sits up, and bites her lip.
"Do you really have to leave?" she asks. He nods, and hops in the shower. She laid back on the bed and turned onto her side. Get used to it. This is how it's gonna be after the baby is here too. She thinks to herself. She closes her eyes, and tries not to cry. Being alone is what she hates the most about him being gone. She runs her hand along her stomach, and closes her eyes. He walks out of the bathroom, and looks at the woman with her back facing him. He walks over to her, and lays down behind her. He wraps his arms around her, and takes a deep breath.
"I love you." he whispers. "I'll be gone a couple days." He says to her. She nods, but stays silent.
"I love you too." she says. He tries to ignore the tears in her voice.
"Mom, is here. It'll be okay." he says. She shrugs, and gets out of bed.
"It's early. You should get going." she says walking out of the room and down the stairs. Derek sighs, and sits on the bed with his elbows on his knees. He walks downstairs, and sees her starting breakfast.
"Em...if I could control it, I would." He says to her. She nods, and places a hand on her stomach.
"I know." she says with a small sad smile. "Just go. I'm not mad at you or upset at you, baby. I'm upset at the situation." she says. She walks toward him and wraps her arms around his neck.
"I know." he says. "I just hate seeing you like that." he says. She shrugs.
"It's fine." she whispers. "You really have to get going." she says kissing him.
"I'll be back in a few days." he says kissing her again. "I love you two so much." he says. She bites her lip, and nods. Fran walks out of her room, and smiles at the two. Derek turns and sees her. He gives a small smile. "I gotta go mama." he says. She sighs, and nods.
"Come here." she says opening her arms. He hugs her, and kisses her cheek. "Be safe." she tells him.
"I will mama." he says. Emily places a hand on her stomach.
"Come back to me." she says. He laughs.
"I will princess. Don't worry that pretty little head of yours." he said kissing her once more. Then he was gone. Emily sat down at the kitchen table, and waited for her tea to brew. Fran walked over, and rubbed her back.
"I know how hard it is. Frank used to leave me sitting at the kitchen table too." she says pouring the brewed tea into a mug.
"It's not gonna change after she's born, is it?" she asks sadly. "I wish it wasn't getting to me like this." Emily says putting her hands on her face. Fran sits next to her.
"I know dear. It'll get better." Fran says. Emily nods, and rubs her stomach.
"I didn't even have time to tell him about my dad visiting." Emily says softly. "I hope he stays safe." she says. Fran smiles, and hugs her.
"He will, honey." Fran tells her.
A couple months went by and Emily was getting bigger. She was now seven months. Sitting at her doctors office alone chewing on her lip she was more nervous than ever. She was feeling slight pain lately. Monkey kept hitting the spot that was scar tissue, and she was getting nervous about it. Every time it happened she would craddle her stomach, and tell Monkey that she was hurting mommy. Derek's case load had been getting bigger, and bigger the last few months. He was behind on paperwork and had to stay late most nights when he wasn't on a case. She saw her doctor and smiled a bit. Rebecca smiled back, and called for her. "Where is Derek today?" she asks. Emily smiled at her.
"He's on a case." Emily says. Rebecca nods.
"How are we feeling today?" Rebecca asks and Emily smiles.
"Really good, but I am getting worried about some things." Emily says. Rebecca looks at her in a bit of concern. "She keeps pushing on my scar, and I've been feeling some slight pain lately." Emily says. Rebecca looks at her in more concern.
"That is bad." she says. "Nothing to be too worried about yet though. Watch it though, and it you notice anything getting worse then you need to call me. If the pain is worse than normal then call me or go to the emergency room. Do you have anyone at the house when Derek is gone?" Rebecca asks. Emily shakes her head.
"I...his mother just left for Chicago but she'll be back in two weeks. My mother is on vacation with David." Emily says. Rebecca nods.
"There's no one you can call?" Rebecca asks.
"There's one person but I'm not sure if...I'll figure it out." she says. Rebecca nods. On her way home she dialed Derek's number and called him from her car. She put him on speaker. It went to voicemail, and she sighed. This had been happening a lot lately too. It was like he was never home, and he was distant when he was there. She knows something happened on that case two months ago when he had to leave early. He won't talk about it, and she doesn't want to ask the others. She assumes it was something big, and it was affecting him in the worst way. That day she went around and picked up the groceries assuming that she'd be eating alone again tonight. It was really upsetting her, but she wasn't sure how to approach it. Going home she made dinner, and placed the leftovers in the fridge. She went to sleep, and woke the next morning alone again. She opens her phone, and sees a text from JJ.
I was thinking we should go to lunch today since we got back last night. I know you probably have Derek tied to the bed making sure he won't leave again, but it would be awesome to see you.
Emily looked at it, and then looked at the empty spot next to her. Where was he? She sighs and writes JJ back.
Yeah, that would be great. I miss you a lot. I know you have to work so I'll just come by the office.
She wrote JJ, and bit her lip. It'll be good to see my boyfriend too. She thought to herself.
Walking into the BAU, Emily looked around for her boyfriend. He wasn't around, probably in his office. She walked to Garcia's office to find JJ. The girls smiled when they all saw each other. Garcia stood, and got her purse. "I'm joining you guys for lunch. Is that okay, Em?" Garcia asked. Emily laughed.
"Like I could deny my Penny G." she says giving the both of them a hug. "I've missed you guys so much!" Emily says. Garcia put her hands on Emily's belly.
"And I've missed this love! Derek talks about his Monkey all the time, and I haven't gotten to love on her in so long." Garcia says. Emily laughs. She couldn't help but wonder if he talks about her too.
"I was gonna go see him for a few minutes, and then we can go." Emily says. Garcia nods, and smiles. Emily walks out, and takes a turn to Derek's office. She goes to open the door, and then she hears giggling from inside. She opens the door, and sees a busty blonde sitting on his desk leaning over toward him. He was smiling and occasionally looking at her breasts. Emily's jaw drops for a moment, and she hears busty blonde giggles again. She shifts uncomfortably. Then she turns her back and walks out angrily. She stops for a moment, and puts a hand on her stomach. Looking down she sighs. She knows it's probably nothing, but it doesn't change the fact that it upsets her. He didn't come home last night, and he's flirting today. What was wrong with him lately? Instead of worrying about that she puts a smile on, and walks to meet her friends.
"So, how have you and the Monkey been?" JJ asks with a smile. Emily smiles.
"Good. She won't stop moving. She keeps me up all night rolling around. She's gonna end up being my little soccer player." Emily says with a smile.
"I bet Derek wants a boy so you can have a little football player too." Penelope says. Emily smiles.
"Eh...we haven't really talked about having more kids." Emily says. "Maybe we will though." she says with a smile.
"Have you thought about names?" JJ asks. Emily nods, but stays silent.
"I've decided on one...but I'm not gonna tell." she says with a small smile. JJ sighs.
"Come on! I have to know if I'll allow it!" Penelope says. Emily laughs.
"I do not need your permission to name my child." Emily says in a chuckle. "You'll love it anyways PG." Emily says. "So...um, have you found a replacement for Rossi the two weeks?" Emily asks taking a bite.
"Um, yeah. This woman named Kacey Krishaw. She was working on the floor below us, and has come to consult with us. She's a bitch." JJ says. Emily's head raises.
"Oh really?" Emily asks.
"Yeah she went on the last case with us. She's good, but so...fake...it's stupid. It's like a beauty queen meets the BAU." JJ says.
"I...is she blonde? Big boobs?" Emily asks before biting her lips.
"Yeah, have you met her?" JJ asks.
"Pink cardigan today?" Emily asks. JJ nods. Emily lets out a little laugh. "I've seen her. Derek didn't introduce me." Emily says. JJ looks at her surprised.
"What do you mean?" Garcia asks. Emily takes another bite of her salad.
"Well...you know how I said I was going to go see Derek before we left?" Emily says. They both nod. "Well, I didn't get to speak to him because he was too busy making her giggle." Emily says a bit too bitterly. She hides it quickly. "I mean I trust him completely, but...it's...I..." Emily just stops, and takes a deep breath.
"Are you and Derek having problems Emily?" JJ asks her concerned. Derek hadn't been talking about Emily lately, and being his normal flirty self with Kacey.
"Um...no. No." Emily says shaking her head. "Wait, why?" Emily asks JJ. JJ's mouth opens but no sound comes out.
"No reason. It's just when you talked about him talking with Kacey you sounded a bit more...angry than you usually would." Garcia said giving JJ the clear. Emily looks at her.
"It's not a big deal. I actually, we should go. I wanna get home, and take another nap. Might try to talk to Derek again." Emily says standing.
Emily sat at the kitchen table staring at the clock on the oven. 11:50 pm. It read. She placed her head in her hands and sighed. She was going to stay up tonight. She wasn't going to ignore it anymore. An hour later she hears the door open, and hears him start to walk toward the kitchen. She turns her head to look at him. He looks surprised. "Hey baby. What are you doing up?" he asks. Emily bites her lip, and looks at him. "Are you okay?" he asks.
"Where were you last night?" Emily asks. He sighs, and watches his hand clench up. He pulls onto his shirt before saying his answer.
"I...I stayed at the office. I was tired, and we got in late." Derek says pulling his shirt again. She looks at him in disbelief.
"How can you lie to me? We agreed no more secrets." Emily says. He sighs.
"I went out with the team, and had a little too much to drink. I didn't want you to see me that way, and I thought it would be fine." he said. She takes a sip of her juice.
"I miss you." she says starting to tear up. She tries to push it away. Stupid hormones. He smiles, and sits next to her.
"I missed you too baby." he says. She shakes her head.
"No. I miss you. I've missed you for a long time. I miss you now. Derek, two months ago wouldn't have lied to me. I can't even talk to you anymore. You're always gone." she says softly. "We used to stay up all night talking. We aren't even married yet and your being distant." she says wiping away a tear.
"I'm sorry baby. I didn't know you...you felt this way." he says.
"Why does she get your attention, but I don't?" Emily whispers barely audible.
"What did you say, baby?" he asks. Emily shrugs.
"Nothing. Let's go to bed. This is stupid." she says standing up, and starting for the stairs. "I'm tired. It's been a long day, and Monkey keeps moving on that spot. It hurts." Emily says. Derek sits at the table confused. He knew he'd been gone lately, but not that it'd been like this. He went upstairs and found her in the same position as he does every night. Facing the wall, both hands on her stomach. He hadn't touched her in weeks. The thought popped into his mind looking at her curled up. She was probably too tired tonight anyways. He went into the bathroom, and got ready for bed. All the while thoughts running through Emily's mind. What if he's cheating? She thinks. She shakes her head quickly. He wouldn't...right? She thinks. How can she be doubting it? He's always been faithful. Hasn't he? Not to other's. Remember that blonde? He cheated her in your hottub. Or Jessica? Hotel room after a rough case. He doesn't have a very faithful past. The voice in her head was speaking. That was true, but...but...but...He didn't love any of them. He loves me. We're having a baby. She thinks to herself. He was going to move in with Savannah. Remember how that was. He said he was in love then too. She closed her eyes, and shook those thoughts. He's not cheating on me. She decided finally. She closed her eyes, and tried to fall asleep.
Don't shoot me! It was too fluffy. Sorry for any errors or such. Please review! Please keep reading! Thank you!
