Sylvie's POV
After we left the bar Antonio drove us to his place since he didn't drink anything either. I was fidgeting in my seat because I was extremely scared of his reaction. I mean he already has kids and he has a lot on his plate right now and I don't want to add to it but by the way he's gripping the steering wheel right I'd say it's too late.
"Can you stop that?" He asks sounding stressed. "You like you got into a car heading into your death"
"Sorry" I mumble sitting still and playing with my fingers instead. I see him glance at me but he stays quite.
When we reach his apartment we get out and he unlocks the door. We walk in and sit on the couch and sit in uncomfortable silence for what seems like forever until he speaks suddenly causing me to jump slightly.
"Are you going to tell me what's going on or not?" He says roughly. "And why did you just jump? You know I would never hurt you Sylvie."
"I'm sorry it's just a natural reaction" I say shaking slightly.
"But why, why is it natural?" He asks not rudely just curiously.
"Alright I guess there's going to be a few things I tell you tonight." I said laughing sadly.
"Look Sylvie I'm not going to make you tell me anything but I just wanna keep you safe" he said grabbing my hands.
"I know but you have to know to understand everything" I said quietly. "But I need you to not interrupt me until I explain or else it won't make sense."
"Okay" He said seriously shifting me so I was on his lap.
(A/N: THIS DOES NOT GO WITH THE SHOW THIS IS FOR MY STORY THANK YOU)
"I guess it kind of started when I was 22 and I met Harrison. I don't know if Gabby ever told you but Harrison was my fiancé.
"She didn't " he said shaking his head
"Yea well I thought he was the man of my dreams he was successful and he actually liked me. So when he asked me out said yes and I wanted to wait as you know until marriage to have sex so we dated for two years and on my 24th birthday he asked me to marry him he said he had already asked my parents and they said yes. I did really want to say no because I had begun to lose the feelings I had in the beginning because he was just so controlling and always wanted me to stay in the house unless I was at my parents and I didn't want to be the perfect house wife I wanted live. But I couldn't disappoint my parents after everything they've done for me so I said yes. Later that night he kept asking and asking to have six and I kept saying I wanted to wait but he kept pressuring me and wouldn't leave me alone saying we were getting married anyway so I gave in. The next month I found out I was pregnant. And I cried because I didn't want to bring a child into a loveless house, or abort an innocent child so I decided to keep because I know what it feels like to be adopted."
"You were adopted?" He asks interrupting me for the first time while also tightening his grip around my waist.
"Yea it's not something I think about but let me continue" I said hugging his shoulders.
"Alright" He said grabbing my hands again.
"I had planned to tell Harrison the night I made the decision so I waited till he got home and made his favorite dinner when he got there he was already in a bad mood and so I stayed silent. After I cleaned up he was in the living room watching tv and I sat next him and told him I had something important to tell him and he told me to make it quick. I got nervous but then I just blurted it out and said I was pregnant. The way he looked at me like I was nothing and then he just laughed and said get rid of it that he didn't want it like my real parents didn't want me. I told him that even if he didn't want the baby I did so I that I was leaving and wasn't coming back. And that just made him so angry he threw me to the ground and just started beating me I tried to protect the baby but I couldn't and I just laid there crying and praying not knowing what to do. After he was done he saw what he did and he left I guess the neighbors heard the commotion and called the police when they got there I couldn't even speak. When they took me to the hospital they called my parents didn't believe me when I said it was Harrison so I haven't really talked to them after that but the person who did believe was the paramedic and she helped me a lot. I ended up with a broken jaw, broken ribs, fractured cheekbone, broken arm, broken leg, busted eyes, broken nose, and a punctured lung and I uhm I.. I lost the baby" I finished my story and started sobbing all the emotions coming back to me. I felt Antonio rock me and grip me tighter if that was even possible.
"Hey it's alright your okay now I won't let him near you ever again and I will never hurt you and I won't let anyone else hurt you I'm sorry this happened to you I really am and I'm glad you told me but why now what happened" he said.
His brown eyes met my blue eyes and I said " I'm pregnant" I closed me eyes not knowing if I could face his reaction. I felt my chin being lifted so I opened my eyes and saw the biggest smile on his face ever.
"Your happy?" I asked confused.
"Of course I am. Why wouldn't I be? Are you not happy?" He asks.
"No I'm happy I just didn't know how you were gonna react I mean you already have kids and an ex- wife and I don't wanna add extra stress to.." I got shut up with a kiss.
"Sometimes Sylvie you just need to be quite and listen" He said lovingly. " I love you and I already live this baby I'm not gonna pressure you into anything but I do think we should get a bigger house and move in together"
"Your serious" I said
"As a heart attack" he said smiling playfully. "But I'll tell you what think about but right now I think we should sleep and cuddle now"
"Oh is that an order Defective?" I ask him playfully as he pulls me to the bedroom.
"Oh it is Ms. Paramedic" he responds back laughing.
