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A/N Whatsup, SVU Fandom!? Hopefully you haven't forgotten this story because all the promises I've made regarding this are starting to come full circle. I really hope you enjoy this update and review. But mostly enjoy.

"Olivia, press the Square! Press the Square! You gotta press the Square!"

"You told me I had to press the X!"

"That was to throw the grenade! To use the hyper speed you gotta press the Square!"

She had asked Elliot, after he was done with his last interview, if he wouldn't mind driving to her house and picking up Calvin's PS3 and the games and movies that the squad and her had bought him for Christmas, excluding Fin's who had given Calvin the goriest bloodiest game she had ever set eyes on, and dropping them off at the hospital for him.

Elliot had went beyond and above the request and had made a stop at a local electronics store and dropped sixty dollars in all six Star Wars movie's on Blu-Ray, knowing Calvin had seen the original three but not the newer ones.

Olivia glanced down at the controller to find the correct button and by the time she looked back up towards the TV screen the car she had been driving had fallen into last place. She struggled to catch back up to the other drivers but by the time she had caught up to the group, they had just past the finish line while she still had a lap to go.

Slowly her car made its way around the final lap with Calvin cheering her on even though she had already lost the race. Finally, she crossed the finish line to dismal boos from the fake audience on the screen, two minutes behind the second slowest racer.

"Wow," Calvin said as he looked over the results. "Video Games aren't your forte are they?"

"When I was your age I thought having one VCR in the whole house was high tech."

"What's a VCR?"

"You really know how to make a person feel old don't you?" Olivia said with a chuckle as she handed the controller to him and leaned back in the chair, fighting against the urge to close her eyes and fall asleep.

Calvin simply smiled as he looked down at the controller for a moment before he turned back towards Olivia. "Olivia, can I ask you something?"

Olivia struggled to keep her eyes open as she nodded.

Calvin looked down at his blanket and began to play with a loose string from it. "Do… do you think Agent Porter is gonna find Javier's mom?"

Olivia opened her eyes as she looked over at the boy she loved like a son and swallowed what she knew to be the truth.

"Of course I do," she lied through her teeth, trying to sound as convincing as she possibly could. "And if he doesn't, I'm not gonna stop until I find her myself okay?"

Calvin nodded as he wiped away fallen tears. "He… he died so I wouldn't get hurt and they still… they... I didn't fight them hard enough."

"Honey, it wasn't your fault. You gotta believe that, Calvin. You are not to blame for this at all. And don't let anyone ever tell you any differently."

Calvin took a shuddering breath as he nodded and gave her a teary smile. "Thanks."

Olivia smiled back as she ran her hand through his hair. "You don't have to thank me for telling the truth."

Calvin smiled back again as Olivia held up the controller. "Do you wanna have another go?"

Calvin shook his head, a yawn escaping him as he leaned back against the pillow. "No thanks. I'm actually kind of tired."

Olivia, who was fighting to keep her own eyes open, nodded in agreement. "I actually am too to tell you the truth."

Calvin's eyes shot open as he turned towards her, fright passing over his features. "You- you're going back to your room?"

"No," Olivia told him with such an air of confidence Calvin had no choice but to believe her. "If they won't put a spare bed in here then a hospital chair will work just as well." She placed a hand on his shoulder. "I'm not leaving you, Calvin."

Another teary smile came to light on the boys face. He opened his mouth to speak before the door opened and Doctor Sean Talon walked in, not wearing the starch white Doctors coat and suit he had been wearing all days but a pair of jeans and a long sleeve shirt that showed off his well defined muscles even more, a black gym bag over his left shoulder.

"Hey, Calvin," he greeted the small boy with a smile. "I just thought I'd check up on you before I headed out. You doing okay?"

Calvin looked down at the bed and shrugged wordlessly, pulling the blanket to his chin.

Sean's smile faltered as he cleared his throat. "Detective, can I see you outside for a moment?"

Olivia turned towards Calvin once more. "Calvin, do you mind?"

After a long moment Calvin silently shook his head, pulling his knees to his chest and resting his chin on it.

"I promise I'll be right outside," she assured him. I'll be able to see you and vice versa okay?"

She leaned over and gave him a quick kiss on top of his head before she followed Sean out of the hospital room.

"What's up?" she asked as she shut the door behind her.

Sean took a deep breath before he spoke. "I think it'd be better if Calvin had a female doctor. He seems way too skittish around males and that's not good for his recovery. I'll hand off his chart tomorrow to one of the best female doctor I know if that's alright."

Olivia crossed her arms in front of her chest as she leaned up against the glass door. "Wow. Usually it's the parents asking for the change. Most Doctors wouldn't admit their patients are uncomfortable with them."

"I'm not like most Doctors," Sean said with a soft grin.

Olivia couldn't help but smile back. "No I guess you're not. But thank you so much for this. He's gonna be a little nervous around men in general for a little bit. It's not just you, I promise."

"No I know. I just want the best for Calvin." Sean readjusted the black bag he was carrying on his shoulder. "Is there anything else I can help with you before you go?"

Olivia thought for a moment before she spoke. "Yes actually there is. I know it's a pain in the ass but would it be possible to get a spare bed in their so I can stay with him?"

"Done," he said without a moment's hesitation.

Olivia narrowed her eyes in confusion. "Well that was easy. Usually you have to beg and plead and promise your first born to get that to happen."

"Like I said." Sean flashed another brilliant smile at her and moved just half an inch towards her. "I'm not like most Doctors."

Olivia smiled back as she found herself looking into his light brown eyes, how beautiful they were not escaping her attention. "I'll keep that in mind," she told him, just a minute hair of playfulness in her tone.

Sean gave her another smile only this time it wasn't his normal genuine kind smile he had flashed at her since he met her but there was something else attributing to it. Something Olivia definitely liked seeing…

After a moment of staring one another in the eye Sean cleared his throat and took a step back away from the Detective. "So I'll see you tomorrow and I'll have a nurse bring that bed in for you."

"Thank you," Olivia said, "not just for the bed but for all you've done for Calvin."

"You never have to thank me for that," he told her with another grin that was making her slightly weak in the knees every time he flashed it at her. "Have a good night, Detective."

Olivia leaned back against the door, suddenly feeling slightly nervous around the handsome Doctor. "You can call me Olivia if you want."

"Only if you call me Sean."

"It's a deal the, Sean."

With a curt nod and another knee weakening smile, he spoke one last time. "Have a good night, Olivia."

With that, he turned and walked away from her, a slow smile building on her lips.

Shaking her head, she turned and went back into the room where Calvin was passed out already, the sleeping pills having done an exceptional job. Olivia chuckled as she walked over to him, kissed the top of his head and tucked him in gently. "I love you, Calvin," she whispered faintly before she kissed him again, and flopped down in the chair to wait for the bed.

She only had to wait a few minutes before a nurse rolled in a small bed complete with bedding.

"Thank you," Olivia said as she helped the nurse get the bed in position. Right next to Calvin's.

"You're very welcome," the nurse said with a smile as she straightened out and handed Olivia two pills in a small orange bottle.

"What are those?"

"Sleeping Pills," the nurse explained. "Dr. Talon said to give you two of them. Said to tell you that it'd help with whatever nightmares you might have."

Olivia chuckled as she took the pills from her hand and eagerly swallowed them, taking a swig of her now cold coffee to wash them down. "Tell him thank you. He's been a really great help."

"Doctor Talon is a great Doctor."

Olivia nodded in agreement as she let out a muffled yawn. The nurse smiled at her as she gave a curt nod. "Have a good night, Detective."

With one last smile, the nurse turned and left, shutting the door behind her. Olivia got in the bed they had brought in for her and, her eyes on Calvin until the last possible moment fell asleep…

XxXxX

Olivia woke up to bright sunlight flooding the small hospital room feeling slightly groggy but well rested none the less and what sounded like Star Wars playing lowly on the TV. She groaned softly as she turned towards an awake Calvin who was watching the beginning of the fourth Star Wars.

"Morning," she greeted with a loud yawn. Calvin looked over at her and smiled. "Hey. I'm okay. I just woke up like ten minutes ago."

"You sleep okay?" she asked, and Calvin knew the double meaning behind her words.

"Yeah," he answered with a soft smile. "I guess the pills worked."

"Good," Olivia said, stifling a yawn. She glanced back over at him and nodded towards the call bell. "You wanna call the nurses? I'd kill for a cup of coffee and I'm sure you wouldn't mind a nice big stack of-."

"French Toast stuffed with peanut butter and bananas."

Both Olivia and Calvin turned towards the voice who had spoken, both of their eyes widening wide.

"Mom," Calvin breathed, hardly daring to believe it.

Vivian, looking a smidgen better then she had yesterday when she was in restraints, smiled at Calvin, showing several discolored teeth.

She's a meth head, Olivia thought bitterly as Vivian walked into the room slowly, now seeing up close the tell tale signs of the horrifying drug.

"How ya doing?" Vivian asked, completely ignoring the fact Olivia was in the room with them.

Calvin swallowed hard as his eyes traveled over her emaciated figure. "Wha… what are you doing here?"

Vivian narrowed her eyes in confusion. "Olivia didn't tell you. We spoke last night."

Calvin whipped towards Olivia. "You knew? You knew my mom was here and you didn't tell me?"

"Calvin, I'm sorry," Olivia told him. "I just… I didn't think it was best for you to see her right then."

'I'm his mother, not you," Vivian spat. "You don't get to make that choice when I see him and when I don't!"

Olivia glared at Vivian for a moment before her expression softened as he turned back towards Calvin. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kept it from you."

"Well you did, and you can't fix it now," said Vivian coldly as she turned back to Calvin who had a slight glare on his face. Both women thought it was directed at Olivia for keeping Vivian's presence a secret but in all reality it was directed at Vivian for treating Olivia so cruelly.

Vivian spoke bluntly. "I saw the news, Calvin." Calvin blushed a deep red as he stared down at the thin hospital blanket. Olivia bit her lip as she reached out and gently rubbed his shoulder. "I know what happened and what hospital you were at and I came to see you." She walked over and kneeled by his bedside. "I missed you, Calvin."

There was a long silence before he spoke. "If… if you missed me so much then why did you give me up?"

Vivian's face fell as she turned to Olivia, glaring harshly at her. Olivia refused to back down though, instead choosing to glare right back at her. "I need to speak to MY son alone."

"Calvin, do you want me to go?" Olivia asked Calvin without missing a beat.

Calvin shook his head and Olivia turned back to a stunned Vivian. "I'm not leaving."

After a long silence where she let the fact that Calvin had defied his mother, Vivian glared even harsher at Olivia. "You don't get to make that choice!" Vivian spat.

"You're right. Calvin gets to make it and he made his decision. Until he orders me away I'm staying right here."

"

Vivian got up from the ground and started to make her way over to Olivia, who quickly scampered out of the bed, her hands balled in fists.

"Stop!" Calvin pleaded. "Please don't fight!"

Olivia turned towards him and knew, no matter how hard she wanted to beat the ever living hell out of the woman standing before her; she wouldn't disrespect Calvin's wishes like that.

But just as she turned back to reason with Vivian, she saw a fist flying out of nowhere and hit her square in the jaw.

Olivia fell against the wall but quickly recovered and blocked Vivian's second punch and slammed her against the wall, wrenching both arms behind her.

"Get off me!" Vivian shouted as she struggled fruitlessly against Olivia's grasp.

"We're not doing this here!" Olivia hissed. "Not in front of him!"

Once she saw that Vivian had calmed down some, Olivia loosened her grasp on her nemesis and Vivian twisted hard out of her grip.

The two women stared at one another for a moment, both aching for the other to make a move before Vivian turned towards Calvin who had tears shining in his eyes.

"Calvin," Olivia began softly but Vivian raised a hand to shush her. Olivia raised a brow as Vivian went back up to him and gave him a forced smile. "I never should have let you go, Calvin. I'm sorry. Mom just had to clear her head for a little bit. But I'm better now and I'm coming to take you home."

Tears flooded Olivia's eyes as Calvin's grew wide. "You… you want me to live with you again?"

Vivian nodded and pushed a stray hair from his bruised face. "Of course. I love you, Calvin."

Calvin turned towards Olivia who placed a hand over her mouth while tears streamed down her face, wanting so hard to shout out to him. To scream that he was Olivia's and that Vivian wasn't going to take him. But she couldn't, because she refused to force Calvin into something he didn't want. Even if that meant her being destroyed for the rest of her life, she wouldn't hurt him like that.

Calvin swallowed hard as he turned back to Vivian. "I don't… I don't wanna leave Olivia."

Vivian's face fell and Olivia could see tears gather in Vivian's eyes, struggling to contain her own emotions. "Calvin, you're my son. You're my little boy…"

"I know. I just… I don't want go with you. I wanna stay with her."

"That bitch is not your mother."

"Don't call her that!" he cried and Olivia raced over to his side, placing a comforting hand on his shoulders, glaring defiantly down at Vivian who looked up at her, her gaze filled with such an undeniable hatred it sent a shiver up Olivia's spine.

The two women stared at one another before Vivian turned back to Calvin who was glaring crossly at her. "I'll get you back, Calvin," she told him. "I promise."

"I don't wanna go back!"

Vivian ignored him as she turned back towards Olivia. "I'll see you in court," she spat bitterly.

"Oh that's good," Olivia barked. "Drag him through a custody battle now of all times!"

"He's my son. I'm doing what's best for him."

"Not right now you aren't."

Vivian shot her another fierce glare. "This isn't over. Not by a long shot."

Without another word or gaze directed at her son, Vivian stormed from the room, slamming the door behind her.