Chapter 29 forgiveness(with a bonus)


You opened your eyes to find yourself still laying in the door opening where you had fainted. You turned over to you back and rubbed your groggy eyes. you sighed as you remembered the events that had occurred. You slowly stood up and walked inside the bedroom. You sat down on a sofa and placed your head into your hands.

''what was I thinking…he will never forgive me…he hates me…'' you thought.

''no he doesn't, trust me, he's just…confused'' the voice of Sophia said.

your head snapped up.

''Sophia…please, I…I need your help'' you cried.

''I can't help you….you can do this yourself, you're strong!'' she said.

''but, he hates me…how am I going to explain something I don't even understand myself''.

She didn't answer. You looked up to the bed and thought about everything you had been through since you were here. The falling… you smiled. It was scary at first, but it had brought you to the most exciting adventure in your life. When you had first met the professor, making you feel like no one had ever done before.

When you had met luke and flora, both so innocent and cute, being nice to you since the very beginning. Everything in the molentary express like the murder of Sammy….poor guy. Dropstone. You giggled at the thought of the market and the two dolls. You looked around and saw the professors coat the hat on the dresser next to the bed. Your eyes widened.

''the doll…'' you whispered.

you stood up from the sofa and walked towards the dresser. You placed your hand on his coat and picked it up. You smelled the delicious scent and blushed. you thought about that one special night together….you sighed and began to investigate the pockets.

''it should be around here…'' you said out loud.

You felt a small soft thing on the bottom of his pocket and pulled it out. You looked at your closed hand and hesitated. He didn't want you to see it, was it something important? Your curiosity took over and you opened your hand. You gasped.

In your hand lay a complete example of you, but not just the 'you' you looked like right now….no, the 'you' how you looked in the actual world. A tear made its way down your face again. ''how….did he know'' you whispered. you hadn't told him anything about yourself back then.

''Claire whispered I needed to take it''.

You turned around and saw the professor standing in the room. His eyes were swollen and his face looked pale. You didn't know what to say, what were you supposed to say. he walked closer to you and smiled a sad smile.

''she told me to keep it, and that I should not show you the doll''.

You looked at the doll and blinked a couple of times. '

'I'm…''.

you looked up to see his eyes water again.

''I'm such a fool….I'm so sorry, I love you so much. It's just so hard to feel….this much again, after I have been blocking out all those feelings for such a long time''.

you dropped the doll and ran towards him. He looked up and gasped as you jumped on top of him, making you both fall over. You looked him in the eyes, tears running down your face, and smiled.

''don't be sorry, it's all my fault. I should have never….I…I….I should have stopped him'' you said and hugged him tight.

He chuckled and hugged you back.

''it's okay…shhh…..don't cry my love''.

You slightly squealed when he called you my love and hugged him even tighter(he's gonna choke sooner or later).

''easy my dear…'' he said.

you slackened you grip on him and rolled to the side.

''sorry''.

you snuggled up under his arm. He sighed and placed his arms around you to pull you closer.

''I love you'' he said.

''I love you two'' you said back.

You looked up at him and blushed. he looked down into your eyes and smiled.

''you know….you asked earlier, am I a bad lover? Well….'' You said and blushed.

''you're not''.

He blushed even harder now and kissed you soft on the lips. You moaned slightly, feeling so much better after kissing him. Thoughts about clive and all the bad guys were far away now. You laid like that for another hour, just cuddling and kissing. You explained everything that had happened after the you had sent flora and luke away.

From anton a.k.a. don paolo to the whole Clive story. He listened thoughtfully at the whole story, no longer feeling any jealousy towards clive. After you were done telling you stood up and walked towards the dresser. You picked up the doll and walked back to him. The professor also stood up and sat down on the bed. You sat down next to him and smiled.

''this Is how I actually look like in the real world, because well….I am younger of course''.

He took over the doll carefully and just stared at it. He looked at you and frowned.

''what's wrong?'' you asked.

he sighed.

''I just hope….you won't become this way again, and stay with me forever..''.

you smiled and hugged him again.

''I'm not going anywhere'' you whispered in his ear.

''good''.

A knock was heard. You both looked up to the door to see flora standing in the doorway. She smiled.

''I see you two have made up''.

You blushed and looked at the professor. he looked back at you nervous and chuckled.

''when I got mad, I ran towards the bathroom to cool down, and flora was there. She calmed me down and gave me some advice'' he told you.

You smiled and looked at flora.

''thanks flora, I owe you'' you said.

she giggled.

''yeah you do, maybe you could help me with something''.

''right now?'' you asked.

''yeah, come on''.

You looked at the professor who just shrugged and walked to flora. Both of you walked to flora's bedroom as you explained what had happened. Flora was both shocked for what had happened to you and relieved that you were alright now.

''so flora, what do you need help with?'' you asked.

''well…'' she said and blushed.

your eyes widened.

''you're not pregnant are you! You yelled.

''NO…I mean no, I am not pregnant. Don't you worry''.

You sighed.

''thank god''.

She giggled.

''but…it does have to do something with what I'm about to tell you''.

''uhm…okay, tell me'' you said.

''you swear you won't yell or get mad or tell it to the professor?'' she asked.

''sure, I won't yell, get mad or tell it to hershel''.

''okay well….luke and I…..talked about our relation last night, and well I was in his bed and we were just cuddling when suddenly…''.

''yes?'' you said, already expecting what she was telling you.

''when suddenly….Luke's….'lower part' '' she said while blushing.

''uhu…come on flora''.

''well…I'm just going to say it to you straight''. You sighed.

''bring it already''.

''alright! Alright….he was getting an erection…!'' she yelled and immediately shut herself up with her hands.

You stared at her for a moment and burst out into a huge fit of laughter.

''stop laughing it's not funny….it was really embarrassing for luke''.

You only had to laugh harder now.

''I didn't even tell you everything yet..'' she said soft.

You stopped laughing and looked at her more serious now.

''he was…really embarrassed when he got an erection and well….I asked if he needed help, I didn't know what I was thinking but I had this strange sensation in me, something that told me to just do it''.

Your eyes widened, you didn't expect this from flora.

''and then…. Even though luke said that he didn't want me to do so….I touched it…and he seemed to like it'' she said while blushing even more furiously.

''flora my dear….don't worry that are just the hormones'' you said caring.

''are you sure?'' she asked.

''yes, it's perfectly normal for a girl your age to experiment. And uhm….did you…well…finish it?'' you asked curious.

She stared at you for a moment and sighed.

''yes…''.

You couldn't hold back anymore, getting again a fir of laughter. Flora walked away ashamed and irritated when you didn't stop laughing.

( here comes the bonus) You walked back to you room to look for the professor(after you had laughed for more than 10 minutes) ,but he was nowhere to be found.

''professor?'' you called.

No answer. You walked towards the balcony to find him, staring off into the sky.

''hershel?'' you said, making him turn around. You saw him putting something in his coat as he turned around.

''yes darling?'' he said sweet.

You walked up to him and smiled. You stopped in front of him and placed your hands on his chest.

''why are you here?'' you asked.

he placed his hands on you shoulders and placed a kiss on you fore head.

''needed to think…''.

''can I ask what about?''.

''maybe…'' he chuckled.

He let go of you and turned back around again. You walked to the railing and looked at the colorful city of Folsense. A cold wind blew past you, making you shiver. The professor looked at you and smiled.

''are you cold my dear?'' he asked.

you looked at him and blushed.

''yes…I am''.

He, just like when you were on the molentary express, wrapped his arms around you and hugged you close. You closed your eyes and sighed. He placed his head on you shoulder and hummed a tune, familiar to you.

''what are you humming sweetheart?'' you asked.

''the song of the sea my love''.

Your eyes widened.

''yeah what the hell….throw some eternal diva in it too'' you thought.

''I want to ask you something my love'' hershel suddenly said.

he let go of you and turned you around.

''what is it dear?'' you asked.

he smiled and stroked your cheek.

''you want to be with me forever right?'' he asked.

''yes…'' you said curious.

He took your hand and stared into your eyes for a moment. He then went down to the ground, kneeling on one knee and pulled out a beautiful ring he had put inside his pocket.

''will you marry me?''.


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