*sighs* Hello, my fellows... That's an isolated chapter that has nothing to do with the rest of the story... I-i wanted to give a small space to a very important person for me...

A person that probabily I'm never gonna see or hear again in my whole life.

Shattered Fragment Of A Eternal Love

And here I am…

Five days passed since I had the last occasion to greet you… With this pang of repentance that eternally torments me, becoming more intense with the rest of the days… Curled on my bed, my sight constantly on mobile phone's black screen, hoping to hear only a single sound… A sound that could make me rediscover my lost smile… I never wanted it would ended up this way… Maybe I've been too selfish, or maybe too stupid for having made that action… And probabily you're just paying its consequences… I even read all our messages, remembering all the time shared together… Remembering, although it was a little time we were together, it was filled by unique emotions… Even a smile, a gesture, a simple nod would have meant everything to me… We went through impossible events, events that were menacing our togetherness… But they didn't, instead they confirmed and strenghtened what was between us… Until now.

I keep playing and playing one of your favourite songs…Although it is not too much sad, it makes me like that, because it remembers me of you… And cannot help but feel damnly bad but happy at the same time, bringing me a bittersweet grin on my face…

"Love gives, love takes"… No sentence would be more appropriate in this case… Two hearts separated from thousands of miles of oceans, mountains and plains, belonging to two different cultures and…Yet so in tune with each other…

What I thought is coming to be real: I'm never destined to achieve happiness in my life… No money, no gold, no diamonds would give me that… I just reached my complete happiness being with you… The other half of me.

Nothing, as I said you millions of times, would make me more happy than stay with you.

You mean the world to me…

I feel lost without you…

I'm gonna wait here for you until the end of times…

...If it's necessary…

…Hoping you can read this…

…Because I love you, Z.

*A tear escapes from my eyes, raises my muzzle and howls to the moon*

# 04/28/2014

How could I take care about myself when I couldn't take care about you...? The other part of me...? And you don't have to be sorry... You didn't anything... It's my fault if the case... I've done a action that surely led you to lose... Your way to interface with others... Your friends... Your brothers... Your family...

I SHOULD BE ASHAMED I DID THIS TO YOU.

And I know you would never leave me, as well as you will always be in my thoughts...

Really hoping to hear you again... Soon.

# 04/30/2014

I'm ALWAYS here for you, no matter what... Isn't that what I always told to you...? And, as you know well, i'm the type of person who keeps his promises... And, about the pack, I can tell that brotherhood is slowly fading away... There's not anymore the previous urge that led me to write on the forum... Really, without you it really seems a wasteland...

And I can't live my life at my fullest, cause It misses the most important part of it... You.

We're looking forward with great anticipation for your return... Really can't wait for more... Hope to see you soon... :)

And... Try to listen to Everything - Lifehouse... To have a hint of my true feelings... Towards you.