I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.
Meg's Point of View-
I found myself easing into sleep, I was more surprised that my nerves about this interview tomorrow wasn't playing with my sleeping cycle but I was just glad I was able to get some sleep. I woke up to the alarm on my phone chiming, I rolled back against Roman's grip on me and it was hard to reach my phone with his tight grip and I couldn't reach my phone. I rolled back to face Roman chuckling as I kissed at Roman's neck.
"Roman, wake up." I whispered as I heard Roman groan.
"I know but just a few more minutes." He whispered.
"I need to turn my alarm off and I have to go shower." I answered as he let out a groan as Roman opened his eyes slightly staring back at me.
"Alright…morning beautiful." Roman said as he leant in giving me a kiss as I smiled against his lips.
"Morning." I said as I gave him another kiss back before I was finally able to fight his grip to reach my phone shutting the alarm off.
"I'm going to catch a couple more minutes of sleep while you shower." Roman said as I nodded as I climbed out of the bed going into the closet picking out an outfit for my interview before I headed into the bathroom where I showered hoping that the water will wash away my nerves about this whole interview thing because I hadn't done an interview in years so I was so out of practice nor did I know what to expect in this whole thing. I finally turned the shower head off and climbed out of the shower drying myself off with the towel before putting my hair wrapped up in the towel on my head to help dry out my hair before I pulled on the outfit I decided to go with before pulling the towel from my head to let my hair down. I put my towel aside as I reached to plug in the blow dryer and began to use it to dry my hair rest of the way. I turned the blow dryer off putting it back where it was before I brushed my hair out so it wouldn't be so tangled then I headed out of the bathroom to the closet tossing my dirty clothes into the hamper knowing I needed to do laundry and with Roman now being home I knew he probably had clothes that needed to be washed. I walked out going back into the bathroom applying a small amount of make-up, applying deodorant and perfume before I headed back out seeing Roman still zonked out on the bed. I didn't want to wake him so I headed out to the kitchen where I had made myself breakfast where I ate by myself at the dining room table. As I had finished my breakfast, Roman walked out rubbing at the side of his face and I could tell he was barely awake. "I honestly thought you left me." Roman said.
"Why? Did you want me to leave you?" I asked curiously as he shook his head no.
"I was going to be mad if I didn't go with." Roman said, "Let me go change and I'll be ready to go." Roman said as I nodded as I got up going to the kitchen taking care of my dishes before I joined Roman in our bedroom where I slid my feet into some dressy shoes to match my outfit and began to brush my teeth so I won't have bad breath. I headed out of the bathroom seeing Roman tying the last shoe and he looked up at me with a smile. "Looking sharp, I must say." Roman said as he stood up walking up to me with his hands resting on my hips as I stared up at him with a smile.
"I hope that it helps out with the interview, I'm extremely nervous." I said truthfully.
"Nothing to be nervous about baby, if you are nervous they will know it. Just relax, and be comfortable. Tell yourself that I am going to get this job." Roman said as I looked at him unsure of what he was getting at.
"I am going to get this job." I said.
"You don't sound so confident."
"I'm going to get this job." I said trying to be more convincing and confident with it.
"Sounds much better, just go knock them dead and do your best." Roman said as I nodded as he leant in giving me a securing kiss as I followed him out of the house and to his car where he drove me to where I told him my interview was at because I didn't honestly know where this place was. Roman parked the car in the parking lot as I let out a sigh looking at the building in front of me as Roman gripped my hand and his thumb brushing over the back of my hand trying to calm me down and sooth my nerves. I looked to Roman who was staring at me and I could tell he was being my rock. "You're going to do great in there." Roman said as I nodded.
"Thanks baby." I said as I leant over the median of the car giving him a kiss and sat back staring at him seeing him smile at me.
"Go knock them dead." Roman said as his hand rested against the side of my face and his thumb gently rubbing against my cheek. I put my hand against his hand smiling at him.
"I'll try, I should go." I said as Roman nodded as I gave him another quick kiss before I climbed out of the car going into the building to do my interview. I had done my interview and was told they will let me know by end of the week, which I didn't have high hope of hearing anything back from them because it was my first interview back on the job hunt and I hadn't done one in years but what do I know? I headed back out to the car where Roman was waiting for me and I climbed back into the car with him as he looked at me.
"How'd it go?" Roman asked curiously.
"I honestly don't know, I want to say good but I am not expecting to hear back from them." I said honestly as Roman smiled.
"You won't know but at least you showed up and gave it a try, you would regret it more if you didn't give it a try." Roman said as I knew he was right, I would regret it and be more upset if I didn't do the interview. Roman drove us home where I went into the master bedroom where I had changed back into my pajamas for rest of the day. "I thought you would want to go to the gym." Roman said as he was eating something out of a bowl.
"Nah, I'm tired and kind of not feeling it today but you are welcomed to go, I'm not going to hold you back." I said as Roman nodded as I opened the fridge to find something to eat myself as I decided to just pop some popcorn and went out to the living room sitting on the couch turning the television on to watch some movie that was on the television.
"I'll be back in a couple of hours, I guess Dean is going to join me at the gym. You sure you don't want to come?" Roman asked as I then contemplated it more now, I wanted to go because I wanted to lose weight here eating popcorn wasn't going to help any and I wanted to see Roman do his 'personal training' with this girl to see what he is saying is true but my mood wasn't into it, I was just down right now after this interview.
"Y-Yeah…I'm sure." I said as I nodded as Roman nodded as well.
"Alright baby, I'll be back shortly." Roman said as he leant over the couch giving me a kiss as I smiled.
"Have fun." I said as Roman chuckled as I watched him walk out of the house from over the couch hearing the door lock behind him as I turned my attention back to the television. As much as I focused on what was playing on the television, my mind couldn't help but to regret not going to the gym with Roman. As much as I trusted Roman, but the fact that things didn't really make sense about what he told me now looking back at it. She is still texting him at night which no one on a professional stand point should do and their conversations at the gym didn't seem to be professional either. The one time he was on the machine next to her but still, it wasn't like he was teaching her on how to use the machine nor has he introduced me or took her into the weight room or anything. I was literally torn because I wanted to trust Roman, it made sense when he told me because all the times I did see him with her was at the gym and Roman is in great shape, why not ask the man that had a great physique? But the whole texting thing during all hours was throwing me off and how they act. I ended up tossing the remote aside as I stood up heading into the kitchen pulling down my emergency thing of Oreos taking it with me out to the couch where I ate a handful before putting it back knowing Roman would be home soon. I got comfy back onto the couch waiting for the sound of the door unlocking again, I got up turning the television off and retorted back to the bedroom where I just flopped down on my stomach with my face burying into the pillow before I moved to roll onto my side getting comfortable and found myself falling into sleep for a nap.
"Baby, wake up." I heard Roman whispered as I felt his hand rubbing at my upper arm as my eyes began to flicker open staring up at Roman's face seeing him staring back at me.
"What time is it?" I asked as I rubbed at my eyes as I slowly sat up and rested back against my hand.
"Almost 6 PM, you looked so peaceful asleep and I didn't want to wake you but if you continue sleeping you wouldn't be able to sleep tonight." Roman said as I nodded.
"Thanks." I said with a smirk, "How was your work-out?" I asked curiously.
"Eh, would have been better if you were there." Roman said with a smile as he leant in giving me a kiss. "I made dinner." Roman said as I smirked.
"Really?" I asked shocked and excitedly.
"Yeah, come on before it gets cold." He said as he stood up from the bed and held his hand out to help me up which I took gladly as I stood up from the bed. Roman walked backwards holding both my hands leading me towards the kitchen, his eyes locked with mine and he was being so sexy and cute right about now and slightly romantic. As we approached the end of the hall, Roman let go of one of my hands as he stepped aside allowing me to step out of the hall to look at the way the dining room table was set. There on the middle of the table was three candles in a candle stick holder and all three were lit with two white plates with a gold lining around the edge with spaghetti, green beans and garlic bread plated onto them with a wine glass filled not even half filled with a red liquid that I had presumed to be red wine. Rest of the lights within the area was dimmed down so that the candles could light more of the room and it'll be romantic.
"Roman….this…this is romantic…" I said as I kind of felt like tears were coming to my eyes right about now as I walked the short distance to him giving him a big hug feeling him kiss the top of my head.
"Come on let's eat baby." Roman mumbled into my head as he led me to the one chair pulling it out for me and pushed it in as I sat down as I watched him walk around to the other side sitting down himself. I was still in disbelief he did this, no wonder he didn't wake me up sooner but this was just so romantic and out of character for him. 'Meg, stop reading into it. Roman is just being romantic and nice which he hasn't been lately.' Meg thought to herself as she smiled across the table at the Samoan man across from her as she picked up her fork and began to poke at her dinner as she began to eat as well as Roman and we chatted as we ate and I swear if it was possible he would have made spaghetti noodles come out of my nose because we had some good laughter tonight too. After dinner, Roman cleaned up the dishes along with blowing out the candles that were still lit on the table. I moved to the couch where I pulled my feet up onto the couch beside me as I pulled the blanket that rested on the back of the couch down pulling it over my body as I turned the television on and found Law and Order: SVU doing yet another marathon which is where I had left it. Roman walked out sliding onto the couch beside me as I felt his arm wrap around me as I rested against his body and he pulled the blanket to have it cover both of us. Roman leant down kissing the top of my head gently before I felt him rest his head against mine as I cuddled against him smiling at this small bonding moment we were having, I thought it was cute. We cuddled on the couch until I began to hear Roman slightly snoring causing me to chuckle as I sat up and leant over kissing at his cheek.
"Roman…let's move to the bed." I said softly into his ear as he rolled his head to turn to look at me as he smiled.
"Was I snoring?" Roman asked with a side smirk.
"Softly…" I said with a chuckle.
"Alright, bed it is." Roman said with a smile as I stood up folding the blanket and laid it as perfectly as I could over the back of the couch as I followed behind Roman to the bedroom where I climbed into the bed since I was already in my pajamas as Roman came out of the closet in his boxers with his phone in hand. Roman walked over plugging his phone in before he slid into the bed sliding closer to me as I felt his arms slid around my body pulling me close to him to snuggled up against his body. Tonight was a good night with Roman, he was so cute and romantic and made me love him more and oddly thoughts about him at the gym without me didn't bother me anymore nor was his phone going off which was even more great. He finally talked to her and he was being serious with this thing and he was being true to me. I shouldn't have been tired because I had a mega long nap earlier today but I did find myself falling asleep. Whilst I was asleep, I felt myself waking up in the middle of the night and my eyes staring forward where should be Roman's chest from snuggling close to him and my head was resting against the curve of his neck but there was no one there. It was just me in the bed, I rolled over smacking at my phone finding the time seeing that it was 1 AM and it made me begin to question where Roman was. I got up making my way to the bathroom to use it since my bladder was screaming at me and I knew Roman wasn't just using the bathroom so I rubbed at my face trying to wake up enough so I could walk straight and my eye sight not be blurry from just waking up. As I had exited the room, I could hear Roman's voice whispering from the office and I began to question who he was on the phone with. I walked closer as I stopped trying to snoop a little bit more as I leant against the wall next to the door frame to listen in. "Yeah, she's dead asleep when I left her…you were able to do that?...Wednesday? Um…yeah, I'll be home but what about Meg?...I know I know it's important and you can't decide that for me…alright, alright, I'll just say that I'm with Seth or something…where do you want to meet?" Roman said as tears became to stream out of my eyes, he is meeting someone behind my back and it has to be her, who else could it be? Then he was and is going to lie to me about it. I stormed back to my room and climbed into the bed but I laid facing the wall so when Roman did decide to return I wouldn't be able to see him and he wouldn't be able to see that I was crying. I needed to text Roman, I needed out of here because I can't continue this whole thing and continue letting him taking advantage of me and cheating on me. I wiped at my eyes trying to stop crying and then I heard Roman walk into the room and felt him softly and gently slide into the room with me as I felt his arms wrap around me and him snuggling up against my back. My head fitting perfectly against the curve of his neck, but this time it was the back of my head instead of my face and I just clenched my eyes shut so he would think I was asleep opposed to being awake. I just knew that tomorrow that Roman would be leaving and that Dean would be over here, I just hoped that I could pull him aside so that I could talk to him because I needed out of this house because Roman is beginning to be secretive and thinking this whole thing was a big lie about him not cheating on me.
or a soft kiss that I have been longing for.
