** kate, I guess that slipped thank you! sometimes my brain works faster than my fingers and I get over anxious 😣 Ill go back and fix that. It's suppose to say he feels like he waited a thousand years for her. It's something my husband always says.

Im working on making sure I have no errors in my typing. I do apologize. I'm learning more as I work on this. It's my first story. Im also working on making the chapters longer. Soon, I really dont know how long this story will be, no doubt over 100k words.

Midna19, I love both sides to him so much**

Chapter 29: Generals

I'm running down the halls, to the best of my memory I think I'm heading in the right direction. Im not so lucky to avoid the stormtroopers as Kylo is. Most of them move out of the way, the smart ones do. Two I had to push so hard against the wall I think I cracked a skull. I hope I didn't. Im rounding what im sure is the way to my room but I am stopped by a unusual voice behind me.

"You should not be roaming these halls alone little lady." I freeze and turn around to see who is keeping me from crying into my pillow. It's General Green, such a strange name for a strange man.

"I'm sorry General. I am just trying to find my room." I say, I want to end this conversation as fast as possible. This guy gives me the creeps. He looks like he was plucked strait from the underworld for this job. He takes a few steps closer to me.

"Where are you coming from in such a hurry?" His eyebrows crease. His eyes sharp.

"None of your business. Now if you will, I'd like to get to my room." Tears building up behind my eyes, preparing the dam that I built to not let them out yet.

"Not yet." He steps even closer I go to take a few steps back, I don't want to be near this man. Kylo was right, he is much worse than General Hux. He even smells like death, the smell burning my nostrils. He grabs my arm. I don't know what Snoke would do to me if I got another one of his generals killed. I try and pull away but his grip tightens. "This is my Ship now and I will not have someone running around unattended that cant be trusted. Scavenger."

"You know nothing about me. Let me go." I pull my arm back again but hes strong."The last General who laid his hands on me left you his job." I say through my teeth.

"And for that im thankful. Maybe he didnt know how to dispose of you properly." His hand squeezes even tighter. His eyes narrow. "You are just a distraction here and I need the Knights of Ren to be at full focus. ALL of them." He lets me go and straitens up.

"General." Kylo emerges around the other the corner at the end of the hall, distracting the generals attention. I take the advantage and run, I run as fast as I can till I finally see the Silver Stormtrooper in front of my door. I wave my hand at the door and just try and will it open but it won't. I collapse against the wall across from my door. Just staring at it, mad at it that it won't open. I feel Kylo walking towards me, I lean against the wall, resting my forearms on my knees. Defeated. I close my eyes waiting for him to come open the door. When I open them he is crouching in front of me, head tilted.

"It only opens for me." He gets up and waves his hand and the door opens. I slowly get off the ground and walk into the room. He follows behind me but I just want to be alone. I don't need him accusing me of anything right now. The door slides shut and he removes his helmet setting it on the table before turning his attention to me. I'm standing by the bed, looking down. I don't want to make eye contact with him because I don't want to see his face.

"Can you just leave me alone now." I say, still not looking up. He pushes into my mind again and reads deep into my feelings. I hate when he does this, he can read every thought I have. He's been really good about respecting my privacy and only communicating through direct thoughts. I feel so violated. I keep my head down and he walks over to me. I clench my hands into fist trying to push his prying away but I can't build the wall back up. This is awful.

My whole world is spinning out of control. I'm in love with a Monster and Finn is the new General who is being hunted by that very Monster. How do I allow myself to choose a side. The thought is pulled from my mind.

"I hate you!" I look up at his eyes, my eyes burning with furry.

'No you dont'

Kylo throws his arm up and throws me across the room into the wall of windows, I fall onto the floor, hunched over in pain. I grip my chest with my right hand trying to get my breath back. Kylo force grabs my foot and pulls me back causing me to fall flat on my stomach and he starts dragging me to his feet. I try gripping at the floor to stop but it doesn't work. He reaches down and grabs my arm in the same spot the General did, squeezing hard, he pulls me up to my feet. His face stern. His eyes burn with anger.

"I'm going to kill him when I see him next, if you like it or not. If I knew then what I know now I would of beheaded him in front of you and forced you to come with me anyways. It wouldnt of been hard, it was just easier to have you come willingly and I didnt want to fight with you about a measly traitor. I told you, this is what I am. So stand there like a good apprentice and listen to me. Since I know your telling the truth I won't be forced to teach you a lesson. But I swear Rey, you make one wrong move and I'll make you kill him." His eyes narrow.

"You can't make me kill him! Are you crazy?!" I scream at him.

The hood falls off the back of my head from looking up at him, my hair falls around my face. He lets me go and steps back.

"I have complete control over you, did you forget?" He smiles back, making me sick to my stomach.

"Did you sleep with me just to control me?" My eyes are fighting to hold back tears. "You did, didn't you?" A tear falls through.

"What? Are you serious right now?" He looks truly shocked. His whole body straitens up. "You really think that?"

"You just said now you have complete control, that you would make me kill Finn if I disobey you. You cant make me do anything you want me to do, i dont doubt you know how. But you wouldnt dare because im telling you now, ill kill myself in retaliation." I sniffle. "I think Iv been through enough today between you and all your buddies up there!" I point up in the direction I think the conference room is. "I want you to leave!" I turn around to hide my face. I hear him leave, though I can still feel him in the back of my mind. He is silent.

"Ugh", the dam of tears breaks open and i run to the bed. Cloak and all. I start thinking about the Lake House and the Meadow and how I would love to go back right now. I think about me and Kylo in bed the night before we came back here, his touch. I cant stop thinking about Finn, and then the Generals warning. What was that about? Should I tell Kylo? I drift off to sleep.