Chapter 29

It was around 3am in the morning and the floor was covered in passed out bodies. I myself was on the verge of passing out as my surroundings became blurry yet I could still perfectly make out the muscular figure that was leaning against the kitchen counter, my Jon.

My body gave way as I flopped down onto the sofa trying not to squash Sami's sprawled out body. A pair of hands behind me ran their fingers through my hair trying to tie it back with a hair tie, I instantly recognised those hands which were Jon's of course since they were so soft yet rough at the same time. I turned my head around and to my surprise was directly met with his lips.

He walked around the sofa to stand in between my legs before helping me to my feet without falling. "So you gonna tell me what's been on your mind baby?"

His breath tickled behind my ear making the hairs on my body stand up.

He could tell that I was finding it difficult to stand so he decided to lift me up over his shoulder and take me into the bedroom.

Every inch of my body found it difficult to move or respond to his touch as I hadn't been so drunk in such a long time. "J-Jonny…" I managed to make out his name but it took a few stutters.

His finger trailed along my bottom lips as he let out a chuckle. "That a new nickname for me pretty lady?"

Yet again words couldn't properly form so I simply nodded.

It was as if I had zero control over my own actions and words. "Am I j-just a casual hook up to y-you?" Each word came out stuttered as I stressed each syllable.

By the look on his face I could tell I had angered him.

"Excuse me…" It had been a good while since I had seen him so serious.

Once again my body fell limp which was either because of the alcohol or his intense glare on me but this time he caught me with a firm grip.

He bit his lip until it slightly drew blood which instantly concerned me.

"Never…ever say that again Willow."

Since I was young, alcohol had always been a demon of mine that brought out the worst of me, it brought out a very aggressive side of me.

"Well wanna tell what the fuck we are then Jon cause right now I don't know if I should be callin' you buddy or boyfriend!"

The anger inside him built up more and more after every word I spoke.

"Oh so now you're looking to label us? Jeez Willow can't ya see what you do to me?!"

My eyebrows furrowed, "Yeah Jon I can see that all I seem to do is make you pretty pissed all the time, I don't think we've went a whole day without arguing since the day we met!"

He took steps closer to me whilst running his hands through his hair. "You of all people know I aint the best when it comes to this shit! Many times have I gotta tell you I love ya…" In that moment he had completely calmed down as if by magic.

My eyes shut as I lowered my head. "Then why aren't we a couple Jon…"

He lightly chucked as he tucked my head under his chin and wrapped a strong arm around me. "Ya never asked me pretty lady."

My head shot up at him and my eyes widened, "What if I asked you now…"

That sexy lip biting of his always drove me crazy, "I couldn't let you do that pretty lady."

Before I could say anything he planted a small peck on my lips and whispered "I already made you mine the day I laid eyes on you kiddo."

My heart fluttered and my body sobered up.


It's every little girl's dream to find her prince charming, it just so happened mine wasn't the stereotypical type you'd dream of. Mine was rugged, dangerous and misunderstood however that's what attracted me to him in the first place.

The next day was spent in bed simply embracing each other as the sounds of the Sami vomiting echoed throughout the apartment.

Even after the amount of alcohol I had consumed the night before I still somehow woke up as fresh as a daisy. It was the first time I had woke up and felt there was a purpose to life. It had inspired me to start appreciating life, although our living arrangements weren't ideal and money was tight it didn't matter because in this moment in time I was with the person that meant the most.

"I wanna take you out tonight kid."

"After the state I got in last night, I don't think I could handle another night of partying…"

He grinned showing off his pearly white teeth and let out a chuckle. "No I mean I wanna take you out on a date!"

My heart fluttered and I couldn't keep the smile off my face. "And where do you plan on taking me Mr Good?"

"Well you're just gonna have to wait and see kid!" He reached over and lightly kissed my lips before getting out of bed and heading to the bathroom.

I had never in my entire life been taken out on a date, so many thoughts ran through my head things like what to wear, where are we going, do I pay?


I decided that since it was Jon and I's first official date I may as well go all out and make an effort. I had never been one for wearing makeup or focusing on my appearance, I was pale skinned with extremely dark hair. My pale skin had always been something I hated since it made me look pretty much like a ghost. Kelsey was really the only person that could help with this sort of stuff since she was the only female friend I had. She had managed to book me a last minute spray tan appointment which terrified me since I had never had a spray tan before.

To my surprise it turned out really well, I actually suited having a darker complex rather than being chalk white. Also my black hair didn't look as harsh as it always contrasted against my pale skin. Kelsey gave me a black skater dress to borrow as I didn't own very many clothes and certainly didn't have any dresses. It was short but just the right length for my long legs, it hugged my waist perfectly and for the first time ever I felt sexy.

My makeup was also kept very natural with a bold red lip which Kelsey also helped with. Jon had left the apartment earlier to allow me to get ready. I still had no clue as to where he was taking me all I was told was be ready for seven.


It was nearing seven and I was finally ready and still hadn't heard a word from Jon until there was a knock on the door. I was confused at first because obviously Jon had a key to his own apartment therefore why would he be knocking? I answered the door and was met with those blue eyes and pearly white teeth, not to mention the bouquet of red roses in his hand. It took everything in me not to burst into tears at his romantic gesture. Our reactions towards each other were very similar – shocked. I could see his mouth drop and his eyes light up at my very different appearance.

"Well…well…well look at you!" His eyes did a full inspection up and down taking in my rather different look.

"Surprise I guess..!" I bit my lip pleased at his reaction.

His body leaned against the door frame as he crossed his muscly arms across his chest.

"I'm debating wither we should go out now…or if I should just take you right there on the couch but I don't wanna ruin that pretty dress of yours…" His hand stroked the slight stubble on his chin.

My cheeks turned a bright pink shade as it wasn't a bad suggestion however this date was too special just to cancel it for sex…that would have to come after.

I was quite shocked at the effort Jon had went to himself with his appearance. He was rocking a black shirt with the buttons undone at the top, a black leather jacket and a pair of casual jeans. That fluffy mop of hair of his was slightly slicked back but still had messy strands in all directions at the back.


We had borrowed Sami's car since a car was still a luxury that myself and Jon couldn't afford. I still had no idea where we were going but it was definitely out of town and away from our not so pleasant neighbourhood. As we were driving the street lights were beaming down on the car, the stars were out and shining it just all felt so right. Jon's hand rested on my lap as we drove, our surrounding were very different to the ones we were used to. We passed a small quiet neighbourhood. My eyes caught the sight of a couple going a night time stroll pushing a pram, it warmed my heart yet crushed it at the same time knowing the chances of my own life turning out like that was very slim.

My thoughts were interrupted as Jon squeezed my leg. "That'll be us one day kiddo, just need to get through the tough times first."

He was right. In order for us to lead that sort of life we had to get through the tough times together, we weren't just going to wake up in a safe neighbourhood with an easy life, we had to fight for it.

We had arrived at a small restaurant that was beautifully decorated outside and looked rather fancy.

"Jonny…can we afford this place?" I stopped outside the restaurant entrance and faced him.

He simply chuckled, grabbed my hand and led me in.


Hi my lovelies! After 5 months of non-stop studying and exams they are finally over! I was worried that many of you had lost interest however my recent review reminded me just how much I love writing especially this story! How cute are Jon and Willow tho?