I laid on my bed staring up at the ceiling. It had been almost three days since Near had attacked Oliver and he had barely been awake for ten minutes since then. When he would wake up he would cry for something to drink before passing out again so I tried my best to not leave him. I suppose being so sick is a downfall for him since he is so under weight, let me give you an idea of my brother's stature. He is seventeen years old, about five foot seven and I'm gonna give a guesstimate of about ninety or so pounds. Pft and my dad actually believed me when I said that he had the flu! He didn't even offer to take him to the hospital! Aiden came by yesterday to see him I didn't really stick around for it, he looked like he was almost dead.

My cat climbed on top of me, laying on my stomach "Spooky." I muttered and patted the top of her head. She always seems to know when I'm depressed. I flipped on to my side, she fell next to me gracefully laying down.

"Matt?" I felt a body press up against me.

"Mello?!" I flipped around to look at him. Its felt like years since I've seen him.

His eyes lowered "I'm sorry."

"What?" I questioned.

"I thought for sure he would be better by now."

"Oh." I looked away "Aiden came by yesterday to give him blood."

"I know. He is here now." he tilted his head towards the door. "If he keeps giving him blood like that he might-- never mind." he shook his head. "Are you okay? I'm sorry I haven't really been able to spend time with you I had to go back to the shinigami realm with Aiden and Near."

"Whats going to happen to Near?"

He shrugged "I'm not to sure, but Aiden, Misa and Higuchi have been relieved of their watching us."

"I guess I should be happier then I am."

I leaned into his chest. "Are you okay?"

"Mello?" I asked.

"What?"

"M-" I paused to gather some of my courage "Please, make love to me."

He stared at me "Are you sure?"

"Yes. I just feel so--" I paused again for the right words "This fear in me so deep it gets the best of me... I don't know but I need you right now." I hugged him to me and started to kiss him. I felt the bed shift behind me and figured it was Spooky. She always knows when to leave me alone too.

I crawled on top of him to fling of my shirt. "You're in a hurry." he lightly mused so I smiled a little.

"Take your clothes off?" I asked.

He sat up, slipping his shirt off "Sit up." He ordered and I moved off his hips so he could take his pants off. "Take your pants off." he reminded.

"Oh." I grabbed my pants, pulling them off. I sat back on top of him "Mello will you--" he pulled me down for a kiss.

He flipped us over so he was on top "Let me do this for you." he put three of his fingers in his mouth while tugged my underwear off. He put one finger at my entrance "You'll have to relax again." I nodded taking deep breaths.

He pushed the first one in deep and quick. "Ah!" I gasped, pushing my head back into the pillows. "Hurry!" I whimpered.

"You'll be ready before you know it so just stay calm." he soothed and I felt the second finger begin to slide in.

"Oh! Mel--" I cried and shivered.

Finally the last finger was added. Mello kicked off his underwear as he moved over me to kiss me. "Here," he moved my hand onto his length "rub me a little." I moved my hand up and down his hardening cock.

"Oh fuck!" I moaned when he touched my spot with his fingers.

"Do you want me to go in now?" he asked.

"Y-yeah!" my toes curled. He sat between my legs. My knees shook as he slowly bucked forward. I let a strangled moan loose once his tip moved in "Oh shit." I wrapped my arms around him.

"Are you okay?" he whispered in my ear.

"It hurts but I-- I feel so much better then before."

"Are you still afraid?"

"No, n-not really."

"Good." he bucked inside of me "I might need to bite you again... its been so long."

I moved my head to kiss him. Mello bucked roughly inside of me making me yelp "Oh Mello!" he sat up, taking me with him.

Mello had me sitting in his lap, he rubbed my back and ordered "Move." I pulled away to look at him, his face was flushed and his mouth was parted. I moved off of him a little before sitting back down on his cock "Yeah," he groaned "keep moving Matt." I steadied myself by resting my hands on Mello's shoulders to push myself up then sit back down on his dick. "Oh fuck." he buried his face in my chest.

"Mello!" I gasped when he grabbed my member tightly "Oh-ah!" I cried when I felt him bite my ribs then suck up my blood. I looked down at him "So I guess we've passed the grace period where you ask to bite me."

"Sorry, its been a long time for me."

I ran a hand in his hair "Its okay." he moved back to the seeping cuts to get more of my blood. He pushed me back onto the bed and kissed me brutally, getting some of my blood in my mouth. I pulled away to groan loudly at a hard thrust. "Oh fuck Mello! Ha har-harder!" he moved one of my legs on to his shoulder making me beg "Faster!" Mello wrapped his other arm around my leg.

"It seems you're not r-eally afraid at all anym-more." he moved his hand swiftly up and down my weeping erection.

"Ngh-no! Oh god yes!" I bucked into his hand.

He moved my leg back down and crawled over me "Matt," he placed his forehead on my neck, he began to gnaw on my neck. "you're so tight!" he gasped between bites.

"Ngh I'm-m close!" I felt his teeth dig into my skin "Ow!" I whined but moaned as he continued to pound into my prostate "Ha-ah! Mello I'm cum-ming!" I felt my eyes go wide and a familiar tightening in my stomach "Oh Mello!" I shirked.

"Ngh Matt!" he bit into my collar bone again as I felt him cum inside of me. He took his time before pulling out, he laid next to me "I hope I was able to make you feel better for a little bit at least."

I leaned my head against his shoulder "You were I just can't help but worry about Oliver... I know he'll be fine one way or another, I just can't help but worry about him."

"Yes, I understand how that feels." he put an arm around me.


A/N: Ugh I'm sorry this took longer then I thought! But I have several good reasons aside from my teeth why this took so long! First my laptop got a virus (again) so I'm not gonna update again until its fixed which should be by Tuesday or Wednesday, I do have another computer (which is how I updated) but I hate using it because its soooo old! I guess I still could have updated this sooner but Sunday I spent typing this and Saturday it wouldn't let me login and the day before that the new Psych and Monk started and the day before that my mom got the first and second season of Northern Exposure but if it is any consolation the stitches in my mouth are so itchy I just want to claw them out and I am totally out of pain pills, I still have like two days before they come out. -.-; But before I start to ramble lqtm I just wanted to say the next chapter of Let It Bleed is going to be the last one. ;.; Well see ya next chapter. Review thank you please?

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