Sorry for those who read that it was going to be an extra long chapter. Last minute I decided to cut it into two parts instead of one and I seemed to have forgotten to change the message on top and the same goes for the smut. Again sorry for the confusion. I will repeat some stuff. I am not a native English speaker (/writer but I think that is logical) so I hope I don't mess up too badly. LGBT rights aren't from Russia in this story but from the Netherlands. I will make sure to update on Sunday's but if I find time in between I will do extra chapters. And lastly, I hope you enjoy it.

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CH.29 I am Home P.5

"Where is Yurio?" Victor asked when he came back.

"Yakov came to get him. Is it true that you placed first to enter the GPF?" Yuuri didn't let it slide that Victor hadn't talked about it and wouldn't accept it if he wasn't going. Victor froze for a moment in the middle of the room before he 'tsk' and retook his seat next to Yuuri.

"Let's talk about it later after we finished Chirs his presents." Victor said with one of his fake smiles

"No." Yuuri took Victor's hand which was reaching for the next gift of the game. "I want to talk about it now." Yuuri added while looking straight into Victor's eyes.

"Fine, what do you want to know?" He asked and leant back against the couch.

"Why aren't you planning on going?" Yuuri asked even if he knew the answer.

"I am pretty sure you already know why," Victor said while he placed a hand on Yuuri's knee. "We have to think about you first right now." Victor's expression was gentle and loving but Yuuri was too stubborn to listen.

"But you worked for it. And you love skating." Yuuri said but Victor shook his head.

"It is true I worked for it and love it but you are far more important to me than those things." Victor took a deep breath and continued. "I don't know how I managed to get into the GPF final without you. And I can't do it without you again."

"But I am here now," Yuuri said as he moved closer to Victor. "You don't have to do it alone because I will be by your side."

"I can't take you to the GPF. You're injured and need rest!" It sounded like an order but Yuuri wasn't done trying.

"I'll be fine, I am sure we can deal with resting and the GPF together." Victor looked away from Yuuri angry that Yuuri wouldn't listen to him. "And we aren't alone our rink mates and friends are there as well." Yuuri added when Victor hadn't responded.

"Yuuri, you don't understand I can't take you to the GPF!" Victor raised his voice but Yuuri was still too stubborn to back down.

"Then make me understand." Yuuri pleaded but Victor sighed and tried to ignore Yuuri's plea. "How can I understand what you have against it if you don't tell me?" Yuuri tried again

"I can't take you to the GPF because... I would never forgive myself if something happened to you! What if you get hurt or even worse get taken from me again?" Victor's voice cracked with emotions "I can't go through this again, I am so afraid that someone is going to take you away from me." tears began to roll down Victor's cheek.

"Than don't let them take anything from you again." Victor looked at Yuuri and saw a determination in his eye's like he has before he goes on to the ice. "Show the whole world how strong you are and alway's will be." Yuuri said while he removed Victor's hair from his face.

"Yuuri, you don't understand. I haven't been strong at all, my past half year has been empty." Victor took hold of the side of Yuuri's arms while he pressed his head against Yuuri's chest. "I've been drinking, forgot to take care of myself, letting myself drown in my owns sorrows and so much more. I can't lose you again I love you too much." Victor was now sobbing loudly and Yuuri ignored the pain in his shoulder and chest where Victor was holding him and tried to stroke Victor's hair to the best of his ability in there current position.

"I know it has been hard for you did you really think you could hide it from me?" Victor looked up he thought he had done a great job but apparently not. "I love you and I don't want that madman to take this from you as well." Yuuri began to cry too. "He has already taken so much from the both of us don't let him take this as well." Victor hugged Yuuri and they both cried in each other's arms. It was late when they both were somewhat stable. Eye's puffy and red from crying and Chris last presents still packed.

"So what do we do now?" Yuuri asked while wiping the leftover tears from Victor's face as well as his own.

"I'll call Yakov and if we can find a way I agree with, than I'll go. But only if I am 100% oké with it I don't want to have any dhouths." Victor added the last sentence extremely stern to make sure Yuuri couldn't come back on it later.

"I am sure Yakov is going to find a solution for 200%." Yuuri said with a small smile. Victor smiled back and put the bunny ears back on which he had removed when he went to the toilet.

"Let's finish this it will probably bring a better mood." Victor said in a much better tone than before.

"Well, the next one is for you." Victor took the present and read the note it came with.

"It seems like I need to get this on and you have to wait a couple of minutes before opening the next present and use it. Yuuri looked questionable at Victor but put a timer on his phone and Victor went to the bedroom. Yuuri opened the present when the timer went of and a bell came out of the wrapping. He studied it and looked confused but did what the Chris had ordered in his note and he gave it a go. The bedroom door opened and Victor came out.

"You called?" Victor asked while he leant seductively against the wall. Yuuri's mouth dropped open while his face went red in an instance. Victor was wearing a male bunny stripper costume. It consisted out of the former gifted items the now added short pants with a fluffy bunny tail and a too short waistcoat. Yuuri didn't know what to say and could only stare at Victors o so well defined body. Victor smiled seductively while he moved closer and loomed over Yuuri. With one finger he closed Yuuri's mouth and let it slide under his chin.

"Shall we open the next?" Victor winked and handed Yuuri the next present he took it in his hand but seemed a little bit stuck in place. So Victor did the only thing what was natural to do and open it with his teeth while Yuuri sized Victor up with his eyes. He wanted Victor to take him just then and there even if his body would hurt. When Victor was done with unwrapping Yuuri looked confused about what came out of it. It was a male thong and it was the same bright red colour as Victor's bow tie and it came with a ribbon in the front.

"Well, this is your present so that is what you have to wear." Victor said with a smile on his face and Yuuri flushed an ever brighter red colour on his face.

"Umm," He stuttered while holding the thong in his hand.

"We can also use it on a later note when we have time to set up the candles and such." Victor whispered in his ear and all Yuuri was able to do was nodding hesitantly in response. Victor took the thong and placed it on the table. There was one gift still unwrapped but Victor knew that they weren't going to be needing it today.

"Then what shall I take first?" Victor asked while he was so close to Yuuri that his lips brushed over his ear. Yuuri swallowed before he could answer.

"Uhm," Nothing more came out.

"Mhh, I can't hear you, love." Victor whispered in a sly tone in his ear. He moved back a little and was looking onto Yuuri's eyes.

"Uhm," Victor thought that the outfit had broken Yuuri's mind. "I want you to." Ah, something else came out Victor thought. "Kiss me." What Yuuri added last was barely audible. it made Victor chuckle and he tilted Yuuri's chin.

"As you wish my love." He added and he took Yuuri's lips o so slowly. He continued where they had left off before Yurio interrupted them earlier. The kiss was deep and passionate and Victor slowly removed Yuuri's sweater when done he ended the kiss. Yuuri looked confused but Victor grabbed one of the massage oil bottles and scooped Yuuri in his arms to carry him to the bedroom. Once there he pushed Yuuri down so he was laying on his back and removed his gloves by biting down at the end of the ring finger and pulling his hand out. To Yuuri, it looked incredibly sexy and he could see why Chris had gifted them with this outfit.

"Are you enjoying the view?" Victor asked when Yuuri was staring. Yuuri did respond by a nod to Victor surprise but he did chuckle about Yuuri's honest reaction. Victor removed Yuuri's pants and underwear in slow movements while he placed kisses on Yuuri's leg all the way down to his left ankle since the right one was broken. When Yuuri was undressed Victor took a good look since he hadn't been able to do that before, there had been people around or things that had to be done, never giving the opportunity for this. He put the massage oil on Yuuri's chest and used the opportunity to size up his body by his hands and eye's. He had noticed before but Yuuri had become skinnier and he wondered how. Yuuri had been locked up in a basement and probably didn't move around too much so how was it that he still lost weight while he normally would gain weight? Victor moved his hands over one of Yuuri's nipples and he moaned in response. His voice was still as sweet as he remembered or even sweeter. The bruises on his neck were still visible but there was a hickey which Victor had made earlier today. Yuuri moaned below him while Victor began to give attention to his lower regain. Victor loved the view he was having right now. Yuuri's eyes were half open and he had a blush on his cheeks. His hair was spread around him and his pale skin was still perfect on this side of his body. Victor freed his own member and held the both of them together while he slowly began to pump his hand up and down. He leant down and sucked on one of Yuuri's nipples.

"Ahh, Vitya." Yuuri gasped while his body tensed up and his good hand ended up on Victor's shoulder before Yuuri came in Victor's hand while panting for air.

"Are you more sensitive because it is me?" Victor asked teasingly while hiding his surprise at how fast Yuuri had come. More like, he barely had touched him before he had come. And after a small pause, he began to move his hand again.

"Ahh, no Vitya." Yuuri gasped under him. "I am not used to this anymore." Yuuri whined while his breath grew heavier.

"What so you mean? Victor asked while he kissed Yuuri's neck.

"Beeing touched in this way or cared about my sexual desires." Yuuri stuttered out while he moaned in between. Victor didn't expect that answer. Yes, he knew Yuuri had been raped but he was just used, not even given real sexual satisfaction. He had alway's thought this stalker had some kind of weird, sick and twisted love for Yuuri but was he really in love with him? He hadn't even taken care of Yuuri at all and isn't that what you want to do when you are in love? Victor kissed Yuuri and realised how mush he must have suffered while being used and not even given any satisfaction. He probably didn't have any kind of love over the past half year just some kind of sick twisted obsession.

"Well, if that is the case I better reteach you what love relay feels like." When Victor finished the sentence he kissed Yuuri and slipped his tongue in. He explored Yuuri's mouth all over while Yuuri moaned in the kiss. Victor released Yuuri's mouth and he gasped for air. Victor sucked on Yuuri's neck while he began to feel pre-cum drip again from Yuuri's member. It didn't take long for Yuuri to be panting out loud again from the stimulation Victor was giving him.

"Vitya!" Yuuri moaned and came a second time. His body tensed up and then relaxed. Victor was then left to finish himself not that he expected otherwise.

"Yuuri" Victor moaned as he came and when he felt his body relax he laid down next to Yuuri panting. Yuuri seemed sleepy and had problems with keeping his eye's open. Yuuri's vision was woozy and his eyelids kept falling down. He was in a state of bliss he hadn't felt for a long time. Victor placed a hand on his cheek.

"When we see Chris we need to thank him since he knows how to set a mood quite fast." Victor said with a smile on his face.

"Mhh." Yuuri hummed in agreement while he nodded slightly. He felt tired and wasn't sure how long he could stay awake. Victor smile grew wider stroked Yuuri's hair for a bit.

"You can go to sleep if you want I can take care of the rest." Victor said while he sat up and removed his bunny from his head.

"No, I can do it myself." Yuuri started but when he moved to sit up he fell down again only to be caught by Victor.

"Just rest for now," Victor said and kissed Yuuri's forehead. "You had a lot on your plate today and you need as much rest you can get." Yuuri tried to struggle to stay awake but when Victor put a hand over his eye's he welcomed the darkness and let himself fall into a dreamless sleep while being hold in Victors arms which feel like home.


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