Chapter 29
A Moonlit Lake
When I opened my eyes I was lying what felt like a rock. Well the majority of my body was, my head was on Thorin's coat.
This must be the Carrock.
I felt my face and found it bandaged.
"Oi! She is awake! Get Thorin!"
I looked over and found a relieved Bifur and Ori. Balin was rushing off to find Thorin.
"Bifur? Ori? What happened….w-where are my sisters? Where is Thorin?!" I asked.
"Calm down! They are all safe. The Eagles carried us away. Thorin was being healed by Miss Rachel." Ori explained.
Bifur nodded and I sighed in relief.
"How long have I been out?" I asked.
"Around 4 days."
"4 DAYS?!"
"You lost a lot of blood!" came a voice.
Oin was walking towards me. He was the other healer next to Rachel.
"Then it is safe to take off the bandages."
I noticed my friends looked a little nervous. I ignored this and undid the bandages. The wound had not damaged my eyesight, and I was thankful for that. Bifur handed me a knife. I was confused but then I looked at my reflection and held my breath. There was a long hideous scar that traced from my forehead, across my brow and to my cheek bone. I gasped and covered my mouth with my hand. The knife fell to the ground with a clang.
"Ella!?" came Thorin's voice.
I covered the side of my face and ran. Tears falling down. I ran down the stone steps and off into the night. I finally stopped in the middle of a wood by a small lake. I fell to my knees and looked at my reflection in the water. I glared at myself and then smacked the surface of the water.
"Ella?"
"No Thorin! Do not look at me!" I said.
Tears were falling down my face and I heard him approached. I turned away from him and hid my face.
"Ella please…..do not push me away." he said.
"I am not the same Thorin. I have been damaged and made to look like a monster." I cried.
I felt his hands on my shoulder.
"No….you are not a monster." He said.
I kept my face hidden.
"It will never go away Thorin. This scar shall be where it is until I die." I sobbed.
"Let me see what that beast did to you." He said.
He reached for my face but I moved away.
"No Thorin…." I said weakly.
"Alright….I shall not force you. But no matter what that horrible filth did to you, I will always love you. And in my eyes you shall always be a beautiful shining jewel." He whispered.
I took a deep breath and then slowly turned and looked at him. My hand was still covering my face. He slowly reached out and closed his fingers around my wrist. Before he pulled it away I said,
"Please….it is hideous." I whimpered.
He slowly removed my hand and now the scar was revealed. He reached out and traced the scar gently. I closed my eyes and looked away.
"I am sorry." I cried.
He gently turned my face back towards his. He was smiling a bit. He brushed my hair away from my face and tucked it behind my ear.
"You are still beautiful. No matter what sort of mark there is upon your face…..You are beautiful. You are kind, brave and loving. True beauty is not always on the outside Ella. Your heart is what makes you beautiful. Your courage, your love for your sisters. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever known. And I love you." he said.
I slowly reached up and touched his face with my fingertips.
"I love you Thorin. I love you." I whispered.
He took my hand and kissed my fingers. Then his lips were on mine. I moaned and opened my mouth letting him in. Then I remembered his wounds. I pulled away and looked at his chest. I touched it lightly.
"You were hurt." I said.
"Aye I was."
I removed his armor so that only his blue under shirt was left. It was open and exposed much of his chest. Very slowly, I removed it and inhaled sharply. The warg had done a great deal of damage. I lightly touched the wounds and bit my lip.
"Your sister was mending them when Balin told me you had awakened. I had to see you."
I took off my own over shirt and tore it. I got the fabric wet and pressed it against his chest.
"The goddess only knows what that beast could have had in its mouth." I said.
He covered my hand with his and I looked at him.
"Well I can be grateful to it."
I raised my eyebrow. He smiled a little.
"Had it not wounded me….you would not be here with me now." He whispered.
I leaned forward and he kissed me. His hand went to the back of my head and I wounded my arms around his neck. He pulled me onto his lap and his arm wrapped around me. My hands explored his chest and arms as he kissed me. He pushed me down and his lips went to my neck. I gasped as he sucked and nipped at my neck. I placed my hands on his chest and he looked at me.
"Should I stop?" he asked.
I smiled and shook my head.
"I have never done this before and…I want you to be sure I am the one you want." I whispered.
He sighed and smiled at me. He kissed me and then said,
"You are the only woman I shall ever want. Once we reclaim Erebor, I would make you my queen. If you would have me."
My heart fluttered and I smiled.
"Of course I would have you." I breathed.
"Then you would give yourself to me?"
I kissed him.
"Take me Thorin."
He kissed me and this time he was not gentle. His kiss was raw and there was need and longing behind it. His hands wandered to the bottom of my shirt and I let him take it off. Now I only had my bra. He did not seem to know what to do with it. I laughed a little and guided his hands to the clasp. He chuckled and unclasped the bra and tossed it aside. With my chest completely exposed to him, one of his hands took my breast and massaged gently. I closed my eyes and threw my head back enjoying every second.
"Oh yes! More Thorin please!" I begged.
He chuckled and kissed his way down my body. My fingers dug into the earth as he stroked my inner thigh. I moaned and my body ached for him. I felt him pull of my pants and underwear and his lips went back up my body to my lips. His tongue entered my mouth and I moaned into his mouth. I could feel him hard against me and I held him tighter.
"Thorin please!" I begged.
His hand traveled down to my opening and he pushed two fingers inside me. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and he moved inside me.
"Shit! Yes! Oh shit!" I moaned.
I felt myself ready to release but at that moment he removed his fingers. I whimpered a little and looked at him.
"Thorin I NEED you. Please my darling!" I begged.
"Anything you want love."
His head rubbed against my opening and I moaned and begged him for more. Slowly he began to push inside me. He was huge! I screamed in pleasure.
"Oh goddess Thorin!"
The feeling of him inside me was the greatest pleasure I had ever known. I really did not give two shits if my sisters and the others heard.
They would just be jealous I am having sex and they are not!
Thorin moaned and this nearly sent me over the edge. He stretched me and went as deep as he could. He looked into my eyes and I touched his face.
"You are so beautiful." He moaned.
I smiled and closed my eyes. I entwined our hands and then he began to move within me. He pounded into me and I had never felt anything so pleasurable. I knotted my fingers in his long silky hair and kissed him harder, biting his lower lip.
"You are as wild as the flames you command." he said.
I smiled and kissed his neck. He pulled my leg up so he was deeper inside me.
"Oh goddess Thorin!"
His lips found mine and his tongue dove into my mouth. He filled every inch of me so perfectly and I could feel myself clench around his manhood. I buried my face in the crook of his neck and let my orgasm take control. Soon I felt him explode within me. I smiled and then looked into his beautiful blue eyes. We clung to each other, breathing hard. I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his nose. He chuckled and slid out of me.
"I love you Ella."
"I love you too Thorin. Forever."
He kissed my temple.
"You are my Queen." he whispered against my hair.
I smiled and then we got dressed. I really did not care what my sisters would say. Thorin and I made love and it was something we did together. We both wanted it.
