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Leah's Point of view!

As soon as we entered the kitchen Will's eyes made contact with Seth's. All the werewolves froze. We all knew what that look meant. I looked at Seth; he had a brief moment of happiness on his face which quickly faded. Seth looked at Jake, Paul and I in horror. He looked absolutely destroyed and sick. He bolted out of the house pushing past Will.

Will had a brief look of hurt but it was replaced with confusion.

"Um he hasn't been feeling good today. I'll go see if he's okay." I stuttered. Jake and Paul looked absolutely dumbfounded. I turned to Paul.

"Remember that favor from bowling you owe me?" I whispered in his ear. He barley could nod because he was so shocked. I was shocked too but this was my brother and I needed to be there for him.

"Just keep him here while I go talk to Seth. I know you slightly uncomfortable that he's gay but he's my brother's imprint now. Please just make him feel welcome. Keep him occupied until we come back." I asked softly. Paul nodded and I left the house.

I followed Seth's scent through the forest till I found him sitting on a log near a river. His eyes were slightly swollen and his breathing was rough but he hadn't phased yet. I sat by him cautiously.

"Are you okay?" I asked knowing the answer.

"No I am not fucking okay Leah! I just imprinted! And not on a fucking hot girl or even a toddler like Quil; but a guy!" Seth snapped. I flinched slightly but knew he was hurting right now.

"I know Seth I can't even imagine how hard this is for you. But haven't you been gay for a while?" I asked cautiously. I was so afraid of him going on a rampage. It was so weird seeing my happy, optimistic brother who always took care of me in pain and scared. I've always had a feeling Seth might be gay, I don't know why. Maybe by his bubbly personality or how he acted?

"I don't know Lee. I don't fucking know. I am so fucked up in the head right now. I guess I have been for a while now? I don't know. I have never been attracted to any of the guys in the pack or school. Maybe I'm bull shiting myself? I mean I have fucked tons a girls Lee. That's not an exaggeration. I have had sex with girls from school but I have never felt a connection." Seth croaked, his body shaking harder.

"It's going to be okay Seth." I said. I know it was the most awful, lame thing to say but I didn't know what else to say or do. Seth was the one who comforted me, he was the one everyone went to when they needed to be cheered up.

"No, no it's not Lee. I imprinted on a guy. And not just any guy; the kid I used to be friends with. How the hell am I going to explain this to him? He now doesn't have a choice to choose who he likes and the gender. Imprinting is supposed to find our soul mates but the main purpose is to procreate. We are supposed to imprint and then have children to carry on the wolf trait, to leave behind our legacy of tribe protectors, to honor our heritage.'

'Well I just fucked that up! I can never have kids now, my legacy is trash and I dishonored our heritage! I didn't even have a choice or time to figure out if I liked guys and this stupid imprint just outed to me to the whole pack! They aren't ever going to treat me the same! I couldn't even 'come out of the shitty closet' by my own terms! What the hell is mom going to think? Or Jake? Or you? Or the whole fucking rest of La Push?! Worst of all I disappointed dad! Dad would be disgusted with me right now! He would hate me! He probably would rather have no son then to have me! I would rather die than dishonor him!" Seth yelled convulsing with rage. He started punching a nearby tree hard.

I blinked in horror for a split second before jumping into action. I pulled him away from the tree and he would try to push and shrug me off of him. He finally couldn't take it and collapsed onto his knees. He put his face in his hands. Seth did what I have never seen him do before….. He cried.

Not in a weak girly way. The way that hurts your own heart to witness. Way worse than those sad romances on TV then a guy cries and it makes you cry. It was a million times worse. He has always been so strong; he took care of us all. He took care of my mom and me when dad died. He didn't publically cry then, but I'm sure he did it behind closed doors. He hated it, he saw it as a weakness. But now I saw my baby brother completely destroyed.

I wrapped my arms around his huge torso and rubbed his back trying to soothe him as all the pain came pouring out. I felt awful; he was always so strong so I always thought nothing could hurt him. But I was wrong and should have realized everyone has a breaking point.

I removed his hands from his face gently which he let me do. I brushed his tears away and made him look at me.

"Seth, listen to me. Dad isn't mad, disgusted, or disappointed. He loves you, he always has and always will. Don't tell yourself those awful things. I promise you, dad would be so proud of the man you have become. Who the fuck cares who you choose to love? This imprint is not a mistake. The spirits saw something in Will and in you which made you soul mates. Dad wouldn't care, you are still his son. From the moment he first held you he loved you. Do you think that love would just go away because you like someone? You became the man in the house when dad died. That wasn't right, we were supposed to take care of you. You were still a kid, you are technically still a kid. But you grew up. You saved mom and me. Wherever dad is, he is so proud of you for taking care of this family. Nothing can ever change that." I said firmly.

Seth looked at me breathing so hard. Then he hugged me tightly.

"I'm scared lee. I don't know what to do." Seth whispered. I hugged him closer.

"Be still and know that I am here. Be still and know that I will always be here." I soothed quoting the words Paul would always whisper to me when life got hard. Seth finally calmed down and pulled away.

I helped him stand up. His hands were bleeding badly but at least they were healing. I looked Seth over; his eyes were swollen, he was covered in sweat and there was blood on his shirt as well as his hands.

"Let's walk to my house. You can take a shower and change your clothes." I said. Seth just nodded.

"After we can go see your imprint, who has gorgeous eyes." I smiled lightly. Seth looked down but out of the corner of my eye I saw a broad smile.