Author's Note: I hope everyone had a good holiday yesterday! Here's the beginning of the second semester. Thanks for all of the reviews, alerts, favorites, and etc! I'll probably post 2 or 3 times today. Enjoy. : )
Entry 26
Congratulations! You guys have made it through the first half of your last year of high school! The light at the end of the tunnel is drawing near. Please, do not catch senioritis anytime soon. I won't feel guilty for failing you if you don't do my assignments.
Miss. Brown.
Way to make something so terrible sound so pleasant Miss. Brown. I'm just so happy this living nightmare called high school is almost over. Soon I'll get to start my new life. I'm almost there!
For now, I have other things to focus on. Let's start with the less serious, but still important, glee regionals. They're next week for one! I'm excited to get my big solo, but I'm so nervous. I'm not quite sure if the judges will like the song… since it isn't really something high school students write about, but I hope they'll see the heart in it and love it!
Now, for one of the more serious issues. I still haven't told my dad yet, but I can tell he knows something is up. I was teaching him how to make baked Alaska over the weekend, and I could tell he just wanted to talk to me about something. I really hope he didn't find out in some weird way. I know Blaine's parents couldn't have told him, since they don't know yet either, but I don't know. I just have that feeling.
Kurt.
If you think he knows, it might just be better to bring up the conversation yourself, to prove your maturity. You will do fine at regionals.
Miss. Brown.
Maybe you shouldn't have said yes, did you ever consider that?
Dave.
If I proposed to you Dave, you would say yes. It's like that, only worse because I'm actually dating him.
Kurt.
Don't flip this around on me. Anyways, here's what's been going on in my life since the weekend. As far as my family goes, I've officially been signed up for counseling by some pastor, which will just be so much fun. My parents still barely talk to me without bursting into tears, but what else is new? Every Bible in our house is opened to Leviticus, I'm sure you can guess what chapter and verse.
It's like living in a place where everything is upside down. In my head, I feel like my feelings are right, and I can't imagine it being any other way really, but apparently I'm wrong so I have to change to be right, right? I don't know. I do know that my dad made me quit basketball, and won't let me be alone with my brothers, ever. Now I have nothing to do with my free time but study, either for school or the Bible. I guess practicing my singing too... I do that more often now.
I guess I should start working on my next book report in this class. I think I'm going to do one of the book's my dad is making me read. It's called The Agenda: the Homosexual Plan to Change America. Let's just say, I'm sure you'd love to read this Kurt. Whatever I write for this project, it'll probably be the most sarcastic thing you've ever heard in your life Miss. Brown.
Dave
Just hang in there Dave. Only one semester left and then you can try to move on with your life. It might be a little bit easier to mend things with your parents when you guys aren't living together.
Miss. Brown.
You should do your glee assignment about all of this crap going on with your family. What song did you audition with anyways?
Kurt.
Numb by Linkin Park. I think I'm going to do Emotionless by Good Charlotte for the glee assignment this week. It's kind of how I'm feeling. What about you?
I'm doing Marry Me by Nightmare of You. Blaine suggested it to me. He's doing the reprise to I'll Cover you. I can't wait to hear it! He won't let me until the performance though.
Kurt.
I've never heard it, but if you're excited then I'm sure it'll be good.
Dave.
Oh it will be, I promise. Has anyone been giving you crap yet about joining glee?
Kurt.
Not yet, but it is first period. I'm sure by the end of the day, I'll have a good reason to quit.
Dave.
I hope not! I like having you around.
Kurt.
Really?
Dave.
No, I'm just saying that to be an asshole. YES REALLY!
Oh, thanks.
Dave.
