It's raining again outside. Usually, I really hate rain, as it tends to make things really quiet but, this time, is looks like dripping pearls, allowing me to escape by daydreaming. Right now, I would much rather not think about unpleasantness and with good reason. Of course, being that I am in the same room as Sanae, I couldn't escape from that no matter how much I daydreamed but that didn't stop me from escaping her gaze by looking at the pearls outside. I spent most of the afternoon daydreaming until I had fallen asleep. When I awoke, I noticed how it looked like Sanae was wearing lip coloring. "Sanae, are you wearing safflower?" I asked her to which she responded, "What do you mean, Kanako-san? I haven't worn lipstick since the first time I've tried makeup." I told her that her lips were red, consistent with lipstick. She hurried out of the room and returned with a mirror. It turns out she wasn't wearing safflower, instead, it was blood and she had silently coughed it up. "Am I dying?" she asked me before she fainted. I hurried about, searching frantically for Eirin, determined to get her back to Sanae. When I had, I managed to bring her back to Sanae but Eirin's verdict was grim and she said only time will tell if she will survive. I felt terrible. I had a hand in this. I'm the one that did this. My beating of Sanae did this. Such agony of this epiphany.
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No more milk?
No? Alright, how about some sweets, then?
No? How unfortunate.
