Chapter 29: Lost All Control

That night, Liv curled into Elliot after making love to him. She cuddled in close, and watched him sleep for a few minutes. She even let out a few tears, because she realized how perfect things were with her love life right now, and how she was an idiot before to even think about dating Brian in the first place.

"It's okay, sweetheart. I'm right here", El said, and turned towards her.

"Sorry, I just was thinking about how my life literally a year and a half ago was just trying to get by, and now, you've made my life worth something. I mean, how wonderful is this right now?", Liv said.

"It is perfectly wonderful. Honey, honestly, I thank God that everyday you are here with me. Liv, if you hadn't been with me, or let me back in to your life a year and a half ago, honestly, I don't know where I'd be. I'd be lost in a drunken world, just trying to get by. I wouldn't have my kids, the twins, Noah, and Calvin here with you and me. I know you never really full forgave me for leaving, but…", Elliot said, but Liv cut him off.

"Elliot, lsten to me. I forgave you a long time ago. When you were the one that rescued me from Lewis, and then you helped me bring Noah and Calvin back, I knew that you were the one for me. I knew at some point that you'd come back to me, and when Kathy returned for a bit, I had a smidgen of doubt, but El. I have forgiven you completely.", Liv said.

"I love you so much, Olivia Stabler.", Elliot said.

"I love you too.", Elliot said, and he kissed her hard. They went another round of making love together and that really proved how Liv forgave Elliot.

"Mama!", a scream came in after they had finished.

"Let me go get Noah, and then I'll come back and we can wrap the moon around us.", Liv said.

"Mama!", she heard again, and walked down the hall. Only, this time it wasn't Noah, it was Calvin.

"Calvin, buddy, I'm here what is it?" liv said.

"I just had a nightmare. Oh God, mom, Clarabelle hurt you. Are you okay?", he said, holding her close.

"I am fine, sweetheart. I am perfectly fine. What is it about?", Liv said, pulling her son closer.

"I just have had a bad feeling since shew as my sub lat week. Like she's gonna take me and hurt you. Mama, I'm not letting that happen!", Calvin said.

"Calvin, listen to me, it won't happen buddy. It won't. Daddy and I will make sure of that. Clarabelle can't hurt us anymore.", Olivia said.

"But what happens if she takes me…..", Calvin said.

"Honey, it's going to be okay. You have to just trust Daddy and I. I promise I won't let anyone get to you. Calvin, you are stuck with Momma and Daddy.", Liv said.

"Okay, I am sorry to wake you, Momma. I know you've had a rough day yesterday and the threats didn't help. I just had a bad dream.", Calvin said, lying back down.

"No, honey, I am fine. You needed me and there is nothing wrong with that.", Olivia said, kissing his head and then going to check on the twins. After watching them for a few moments, Liv went back to bed.

"How is Noah?", Elliot asked.

"It wasn't Noah. it was Calvin. El, he's worried about Clarabelle. Now, he's got me concerned too.", Liv said, sitting next to him.

"We'll be there for him and make sure that he doesn't get hurt, Liv. We have him surrounded.", Elliot said, smiling.

"Thank you.", Olivia said, and kissed him. They laid back down and slept for the remainder of the night. When they woke up the next morning, Liv got up and went to feed the twins, who were a bit cranky this morning. Then, after they were fed, and burped, Liv smiled and just watched them as she played with them for a few moments. Then, Noah woke up, and saw her.

"Mama", Noah said, and he reached for her. Liv picked up Noah and he laid on her shoulder.

"Come on bubs, Let's go get breakfast. Then, Chris and Serena need to be changed and eat again and then you know what, I think Lucy and MoMo are taking you guys to the Playground at the Park.", Liv said.

"Park!", Noah said, and clapped. Liv smiled and kissed him and walked out of the room. Then,Elliot met her at the stairwell, and took Noah.

"Hey, I'll get him fed. Why don't you go get yourself together?", Elliot said.

"You don't have to do that.", Liv said.

"I want to.", Elliot said, and kissed her.

Liv went to get herself together and then heard the cry of her twins.

"Mama's coming, guys. It's okay.", Liv said. She was wearing a grey jacket, a black pant and a black top. She walked into the room, and Serena reached for her.

"Oh baby girl! Let's get you changed, and then you can go see Daddy while I change your brother.", Liv said. Serena smiled and then Liv changed her diaper and changed into a cute little Minnie onesie. Then, she tickled her. She smiled when she heard her daughter laugh.

"El", Liv called, and he came in the room. "Can you take Serena and play with her while I change Chris.", Liv said.

"Sure, babe.", Elliot said. Then, he turned to Serena, and said to his babbling baby. "Come on Daddy's girl, let's go play downstairs.", Elliot said. As he left the room, Liv smiled at the beautiful site that she saw before her.

"Mama's gonna get you all clean, my boy.", Liv said, tickling him. Then, she canned a nuts pretty diaper, and got him new onesie. He was happy to be wearing the Mickey onesie and kicked and wiggled.

"There you go, all cleaned.", Liv said, and picked him up and kissed him. She brought im down and went to find Elliot. He was downstairs with Serena and she watched him with her. He was playing with her peek-a-boo, and she could here the laughs of her little girl.

"Is daddy playing with you, sweet girl?", Liv said, and kissed Elliot.

"Yes, he is. Liv, tonight's lets just do something together. Just you and me.", Liv said.

"You want to get me alone, don't you big boy?", Liv said, huskily.

"Yes, I do!", Elliot said, and Liv nodded. She kissed him, for a few seconds, until Chris patted her face.

"Lucy and MoMo are gonna take you guys to the playground today!", Liv said.

"That sounds like fun!", Elliot said.

"Don't worry, Elliot, we'll have plenty of time tonight to play", Liv said, and winked. A few minutes later, Liv and Elliot welcomed Lucy and he said that Mo was going to be over at noon, and they can take them to the playground. Lucy agreed, and let Olivia and Elliot go to work. When they got there, they put their things down and went to go through to the bull pen.

"What do we have?", Liv asked. sitting down.

"Well, we got a call about a girl and a guy at a special needs school who were having sex. The girl is 15 and the boy is 19. It may be statutory rape.", Amanda said.

"Yes, but let's just make sure everyone is on the side that we think.", Liv said. Elliot nodded and they went to speak with Mariel, her mother, and the boy and his mother. At the school, Liv and Rollins spoke with the girl and her mother, and Elliot and Fin took the boy and his mother. Nick and Carisi took the principal and found out what happened. Dodds was looking up information on these families.

When they reached the school, they split up.

"Okay, sweetheart, this is Sergeant Benson and Detective Rollins. They are here to talk with you about what happened.", the teacher said. She left, and Liv nodded at her, and watched as the other guys went to talk with her.

"Mariel, we are here to talk about what happened with you and Cody?", Liv asked.

"Wait, you called the police?", the mother asked the teacher.

"We had to.", the teacher said before she left the room.

"Okay, so Mariel can you tell me what happened sweetheart.", Amanda said.

"Cody raped me in the closet.", Mariel said.

"Okay, tell us what happened? How did you get out of the chair?" Liv said.

"I could barely stand without his help.", Mariel said.

"She has muscle weakness, atrophy.", her mother claimed.

"I understand ma'am.", Liv said.

"Okay, so what happened Mariel?", Amanda said.

"I took my sweater off and then we took our pants off.", Mariel said.

"Okay, Mariel, you said you were raped. Did Cody force you to do something that you didn't want to?", Liv asked.

"No, we are in love. We are going to get married.", Mariel said.

"What?", her mother asked her.

"Mariel, do you know what rape means?", Liv said.

"When a boy puts his penis on your vagina.", Maruek said. Liv's phone buzzed and she pulled it out. There was a text message that showed a photo of Noah and the twins at the park. She smiled and reveled at the photo. Then, there was another message. It had an unknown number, but she read it anyway. It read 'This is your last warning. Give him to me!". She knew who it was and inside she panicked, but right now, she had a job to do. When she saw Elliot, she would tell him.

"Did you tell him No, did you try to get him off of you?", Liv said.

"No, I liked it.", Mariel said.

"Um, detectives can I see you for a moment?", Mariel's mother asked. The detectives nodded and got up to check on what the mother wanted.

"I know she has anxiety, she needs to come home with me.", the mother said.

"Well, we need to get Mariel to a hospital to have her tested for the rape kit.", Liv said.

"She will go to her pediatrician.", Mariel's mother said.

"She really needs to be seen by a specialist.", Amanda said. The mother nodded and Amanda went with her to the hospital. Liv went to meet the guys and told them that they needed to go back to the precinct.

"Okay, well, the boy basically told us that they had sex.", Elliot said.

"Yea, Mariel did too.", Liv said, but then remembered the text and pulled Elliot aside.

"El, I got this today.", Liv said, and showed him the text.

"It's okay, baby, nothings going to happen. He's safe.", Elliot said.

"El, I am scared.", Liv said, and Elliot held her close. A knock came on the door and Fin said that they were going to hold him until the rape kit came back. Liv nodded.

"Hey, you okay?", Fin said.

"Yea, just dealing with something else.", Liv said, and looked around nervously.

"What is it?", Fin said.

"Calvin's grandmother threatened him.", Elliot said. Liv started tearing up, and there were a few that slipped out.

"Alright, well we will take this case. Focus on your family.", Fin said. Liv nods and smiled. She called Maureen and told her that they're coming home just to check in. Maureen said that they were on their way back.

"Come on honey, I want to be there, to see Noah and ask him how he liked the playground.", Liv said. Elliot smiled.

"Liv, I love you. I know how fierce you want to protect our family, and we will honey. Trust me.", Elliot said.

"I love you too.", Liv said. They went home and when they reached home, Liv was smiling as Lucy had Noah and the twins were in their carseats sleeping.

"How's my angels doing? Noah, did you like the park?", Liv asked.

"Swing cool", Noah said, and Elliot smiled. Boy, did that little boy love to swing. He wanted to get Chris out, so he put his carseat on the table, and Chris smiled. Then, he picked him up and held him.

"Liv, they are great. Noah and the twins are probably ready for lunch. Let's get them fed and then Lucy can take care of their naps.", Elliot said.

"Okay, Noah would you like some lunch? Cereal sound good?", Liv said.

"Seree", Noah said, and clapped.

"Liv, let me fix that. Go ahead and spend some time with Serena.", Lucy said.

"Okay, thanks, Lucy. Really, we would find it hard to be here without you.", Olivia said.

"Thank you for letting me be here.", Lucy said, and Liv smiled. Then, she turned and Serena was awake, and almost beginning to cry.

"Uh oh, it's okay baby girl, Momma's here.", Liv said. Liv picked up Serena and kissed her.

"You want to eat? Come on, let's go in your room, and you can eat.", Liv said, and brought her to the bedroom. Elliot was already in there, giving Chris a bottle.

"Babe, I could have fed him.", Liv said.

"I know hon, but I wanted to help. Besides, Chris likes the bottle.", Elliot said.

'Okay, but Serena likes my milk.", Liv said, laughing and undid her blouse.

"Of course, she does. She's a mama's angel. Just like Chris is my little man.", Elliot said.

"I know. I hope Noah doesn't get jealous of how much time we are spending with the twins.", Olivia said.

"He won't. He knows that the babies need our attention too.", Elliot said.

"Okay, thank you. Now, when she's done, and little man's done, can you burp her, while I go check on Noah?", Liv asked.

"Of course.", Elliot said. Then, after a few minutes, Elliot took Serena, while Chris went to sleep and Liv went to go check on Noah. He had the cereal and was eating it. Liv smiled. Then, she looked at the time and said that in a few minutes, they had to get back. Lucy and Maureen understood.

"Katie's picking up Calvin and Eli. We're good Mom.", Liv said.

"Yea, and I just spoke with Lizzie and Dickie and they said that they were doing a study group for some test in each of their classes and would be back later.", Liv said. Elliot came out a few moments alter and they left. Getting back to the precinct, she found out that things had gotten worse with Mariel's case. Barba wouldn't take the case, which meant something wasn't right. Then, when Amanda took her to the hospital for the kit, the mother told Amanda that there was all of these previous things that Mariel has been through. Amanda told the mother that the Lord never gives her something that she can't handle. Amanda told Olivia that this was a bit weird.

"Okay, so did the kit come back negative?", Liv said.

"It did. But like I said, there is something that's just off.", Amanda said.

"Here we go!", Carisi said.

"Manda, we checked it out.", Fin said.

"I know, but just listen okay. I mean, I would panic a little if I had a child like that with every little fall, but this just seems like the mother is overboard.", Amanda said.

"You think there's something worth pursuing?", Elliot said.

"Honestly, I do. I just see Mariel and she seems like a great kid, but she does seem like stronger than she actually is.", Amanda said.

"Okay, I'd say get a tox screen and we'll go from there.", Liv said. Then, she called Melinda and asked her if she wouldn't mind. Melinda obliged and said that this was what was needed for the case. Then, a few hours later, Amanda got the call from Melinda.

"Hey Melinda, what did it say?", Amanda said.

"Let's do this in person. Bring Liv and El", Melinda said. Amanda told Olivia and Elliot and the three of them went down. Melinda said that she had a high dosage of a big concoction in her system. The seizure medication was understood. But, there was a cocktail of others.

"If all of this was practical, you are looking at Medical Malpractice and Child abuse.", Melinda said. Amanda turned to Liv and looked shocked.

"Oh my God. Mariel's been getting all of these drugs from her mother.", Liv said.

"Honey, we'll get her someway and somehow.", Elliot said. As they were leaving the Medical Examiner's office, Elliot got a call.

"Hey daddy, I am here to pick up Calvin, but the principal said he was already picked up. Was it you", Kathleen stated.

"No, we are at work. Honey, are you sure?", Elliot said. Liv told Amanda to go back to the precinct and let the guys know, and she will catch up.

"What? What is it?", Liv asked. Elliot held up one finger.

"Yes, daddy. The principal said that there was someone to pick him up. She even described the car and the woman. Dad, I think it's Clarabelle.", Kathleen said. Elliot grabbed Liv's hand and hung up the phone. He began to walk quicker and even get into a run.

"Elliot, what is it? Please tell me my babies are okay?", Liv said.

"Honey, I don't know how to tell you this. Katie went to pick up Calvin…", Elliot stated.

"And? Did she get him?", Liv said, worriedly.

"Honey, listen, she said he wasn't there. We are going right now to the school.", Elliot said.

"Oh God, Elliot. It's her…. It's Clarabelle. She has him! Oh my God!", Liv said, crying and fell into Elliot's arms.

"Sh, honey, we'll get him back. We will, I promise.", Elliot said, and walked with her to the car. Once they got there, Liv was crying and held Elliot's hand. Then, they drove to the school, and Kathleen was waiting for them.

"Dad! Have you heard anything?", Katie asked.

"No, sweetheart. Look, go on home. Let the adults handle this.", Olivia said.

"You sure", Katie said, but Elliot just asked her with his eyes and she went. Olivia and Elliot went into the school and Liv ran to the desk.

"I need to see the principal.", Olivia said. The secretary nodded and walked to the back. She then came back and said that the parents can come back now.

"Hey, look at me, we are going to find him.", Elliot said.

"I should have seen this coming. Those threats were real, Elliot. I should have seen this coming as a cop, and as a mother.", Liv said, tearing up.

"Honey, we thought the threats weren't anything to worry about. It's okay. Honey, the only person that is to blame right now, is Clarabelle.", Elliot said, holding her. Liv held on to him tighter and then went into the office.

"Mr. and Mrs. Stabler, I am so sorry. After talking with your daughter, I realized that this was someone that we have even kicked off the premises of the school. I saw her pull up to get Calvin, but had many children that were jumping in and out of cars, I had to watch them. I took my eyes off of him for one second. When I turned around, he was gone. I tried to look around for him, but he was gone.", the principal stated.

"Did he seem mad? Was he crying? Was he trying to get away?", Liv said.

"At first, he didn't want to go with the woman. Then, she put something over him and dragged him. Another teacher tried to stop her, but the woman was too strong and put him in the car, and then sped off.", the principal stated.

"Thank you for this information. We will begin to search for Calvin. This is our son, and we want him back.", Elliot said, holding Olivia's hand. She was shaking, and beginning to cry.

"El, what did she do to him? What is she doing to my son?", Liv cried.

"He's a fighter Liv, and we will get him back.", Liv said.

"Let's the team involved too. We can all work together.", Elliot said.

"But what about Mariel's case?", Liv said.

"We can split the team. Fin can work with us, while Amanda who is pretty headstrong with Mariel and her mother can take Carisi and Dodds. Nick can be the in between.", Elliot said. Liv nodded and thanked the principal and left. When they returned to the precinct, Liv called Fin and Nick into her office.

"Hey guys, um…", Liv said, before breaking down.

"Liv, what's wrong? Is it the kids?", Fin said. Then, he went over and held her close.

"It's okay, Liv, whatever it is, we got your back.", Nick said.

"I know, it's just so hard. El, can you tell them?", Liv said, looking at him.

"Guys, Calvin was kidnapped by Clarabelle. Apparently, she picked him up from school. So, we are going to hunt for him. Nick, call the local precincts in all of New York and New Jersey and make sure that they know that they are looking for her car. We have the information, here.", Elliot said.

"You got it", Nick said, and went to work.

"Fin, can you find out where she lives in New York? She may have gone to her house with him.", Liv asked, calming down.

"Yes, I will. I'm on it.", Fin said, and left the room.

"Oh God, El, my little boy is out there scared to death.", Liv said, crying again.

"Liv, we are going to find him. Trust me.", Elliot said. Then, he looked up and saw the kids with Lucy in the bullpen.

"Kids, in here.", Elliot said. The kids went to the office, and Liv stood up and wiped her tears before kissing each one of them.

"We are going to help, Momma, find Calvin. We want to.", Katie said.

"Yea, we wanna help find my little bro! No one messes with the Stablers!", Dickie stated.

"Momma, we are here for you.", Maureen said, and handed her Noah.

"Hi, baby boy", Liv said, kissing his head.

"Mama, cry?", Noah asked.

"Yes, momma's just upset baby. But I'll be better soon.", Liv said.

"Yes, you will. We will have Calvin back ASAP", Elliot said. Nick came in and said that the cops were alerted. Then, Fin entered and said that she had an apartment here on 26th street. She told Lucy and Maureen and Nick to watch the kids as she went to the apartment.

"Honey, are you sure you are okay to go?", Elliot said.

"This is for Calvin. I have to be", Liv said. Then, they drove the short drive to the apartment. When they got there, Liv and Elliot opened the door, and ran around calling for Calvin.

"Calvin, sweetie, are you here?", Liv asked, looking in each room. Elliot went the other way.

"Do you see him, El? Is he there?", Liv said, worriedly. Elliot shook his head no, and Liv cried. They got a call from Nick saying that her account was cleared and everything was taken out of the bank account. Then, Fin called and said that they had found the car that they drove at an abandoned bus station, with tape and the cloths.

"They must have had another car. Oh God, they can be anywhere.", Liv said. Then, she hit her chest.

"El, I can't breathe. I can't breathe.", Liv said, and fell against Elliot. He held her up, and she breathed, and put her head on his shoulder.

"Where is he? He can't stand her. What is she doing?", Liv said, crying.

"Liv, let's sit-down baby.", Elliot said, and brought her to the sofa. Liv sat down, and held on to him.

"Liv, listen to me, whatever she is doing, it was pre-planned. All of this was. We have to figure out what she owns and what she has everywhere.", Elliot said. Liv nodded and cried once more. Them, she called Fin and Nick and asked them to look around for what she owns. When they got back to the precinct, Liv is in a panic. Barba is there.

"Please, don't tell me that this is going to be okay", Liv said, and walked into her office. Barba asked Fin about the job or anything to do with it, and Elliot answered that there all always threats, but it's which ones to take seriously, and that we should have taken this seriously. He walked into the office with Barba.

"Do you know how many times, I've fed that line to parents that it's going to be okay. You don't know how true it is, till it happens to you.", Liv said, moving to her chair.

"Honey?", Elliot said. "Is there anything I can do right now?", Elliot said.

"I just want my son!", Liv said, breaking down. Both men ran over and hugged her.

"Listen, we will get him back. You have to think good thoughts.", Barba said.

"Like how tonight is spaghetti night, hm? I mean, Calvin loves spaghetti!", Liv said.

"Liv, we will get him back", Elliot said.

"This is all ym fault. I should have known.", Liv said.

"No, Liv, this is not your fault. This is our hand that we've been dealt with and it's a crappy hand right now. Honestly, to go this far, she's probably lost all control.", Barba said.

"I just want my son, back.", Liv said.

"I know, sweetheart. We will get him back", Elliot said. Just then, Katie came through the door.

"Mom, I'm sorry. It's all my fault. If I would have gotten there sooner, we wouldn't be here. Calvin sometimes stays late, so I didn't know.", Katie said, crying.

"Katie, sweetheart, it's not your fault. This is Clarabelle's fault. It's hers.", Liv said, hugging her daughter.

"I guess, I am just kicking myself.", Katie said.

"Don't, this is not on you.", Olivia said, and hugged her once more. Then, Katie went back to the kids room and Liv watched her.

"El, thank you for bringing the others here. I just want Calvin back home and safe.", Olivia said.

"He will be soon", Elliot said, and Liv laid on his shoulder. Barba watched the moment and the headed out of the office to check on the other case that was happening.

With the other case, Amanda found that Mariel's mother was there giving her the medication. She talked with Mariel's doctor and learned that Mariel's condition was the same, but actually had gotten better once, but her mother had insisted that she stay on the drugs. Mariel's mother was taken away from Mariel and this is where we were at the moment.

"So, Mariel is staying at her dad's.", Carisi said.

"Yes, her dad brought her to the doctor just for a check up.", Amanda said.

"So, what do we do now? I mean, basically we know that this is malpractice.", Dodds said.

"Right now, we talk with Dawn. We know she spoke with doctors only who will agree with her, not try and help Mariel.", Amanda said.

"Okay, let's go run all of this by her.", Carisi said.

Then, they went to Dawn's house and talked with the mother, who claimed she had no idea what the problem was. Then, she refused to be taken downtown because of Mariel, but Amanda explained that Mariel was going with them. Then, she relented. When they got there, Mariel was talked to by Amanda, who was claiming that she was sick and on all of this medication. In another room, her mother was protesting what the detectives told her, which was that she was ding what she had wanted, but not what Mariel would want. The mother laughed and claimed that she was a good mother, and she even explained her background. Dodds and Carisi both told er that she wasn't really there for Mariel, but the mother didn't want to hear it. When she walked out, the daughter wheeled herself out, but Amanda tried to stop her. Then, she stood up. Dawn was shocked and tried to go to her.

"Mommy", Mariel said, before going into seizures. Olivia came out of her office at that point and helped Amanda with making her comfortable and making sure that Mariel was okay.

"Dodds call a bus, now!", Liv yelled.

"Mariel!", Dawn yelled, and yelled. Fin tried to calm her down, but it didn't work. The woman was crying hysterically.

"Hang in there honey", Liv said. They waited a few moments for the bus, and then Mariel was taken to the hospital. The mother wanted to go with her, but Amanda decided to go. Liv nodded in understanding and let the detective go.

"Liv, we got something on Clarabelle.", Fin said. "I was just coming to tell you".

"What?", Liv asked, freaking out.

"Okay, so basically we know that the car was in her name and she drove all the way to a cabin in the woods.", Fin said.

"Calvin loves camping. Oh my God, she's got my son!", Liv said, crying. Elliot came over and held her close.

"Baby, we have that information. It's great. Now, we can search for cabins in the area", Elliot said.

"I know, but El, she knows he likes the woods. His posters on the wall, our cabin trip photos, she has seen them and knows that Calvin loves that area. She used something he knew!", Liv cried.

"Honey, Calvin is fine. She wouldn't hurt him. She took him somewhere where she knew he'd be comfortable. He's going to be in our arms soon.", Elliot said.

"El, please let him be okay. Please.", Liv cried and Fin came and put his hand on her back.

"Okay, check anything, family's records, anything that they have.", Elliot told Fin. Fin nodded. A few minutes later, Liv got word that there was a cabin that her sister owned.

"Let's go!", Liv said, and the three went. She told Fin to head down to help Amanda. Fin nodded and went to help his partner.

Once they got to the area, Liv got nervous.

"El, what happens….if….", Liv started, but got choked up.

"No, baby, that's not going to happen. Nothing is going to happen to him, I promise you.", Elliot said.

"But what if she figured out that we'd look here, and left something and completely skipped town. Think about it. El, she chloroformed him. She could have hurt him, brainwashed him, or… or…", Liv said, then broke down.

"No, baby, no, nothing is going to happen like that. Whatever the affects on Calvin are, we will make sure that we get him everything the best. Honey, nothing is going to happen to our son. He's ours, just remember that.", Elliot said.

"I know, but I can feel that he's hurting.", Liv cried. Elliot knew that Olivia had a special connection with Calvin, one that was intuitions. Elliot stopped the car and pulled over. He turned to her and she looked at him. Elliot took her in his arms, and kissed her passionately.

"Olivia, I loveyou, and I would do anything to keep you and our family safe. Calvin needs us baby, and we are going to help him.", Elliot said.

"This is for Calvin!", Liv said, and then got the Badass Benson look on her face and knew that she had to do this.

Meanwhile, things got a bit crazier and the mother, Dawn, really lost all control. The doctor had confirmed with Amanda that Mariel doesn't really have MD or a Seizure disorder. Amanda was shocked. Then, at the psych evaluation, Dawn explained that she could have messed with her diagnosis, but she didn't. Then, she explains how she grew up.

"Did someone hurt you when you were growing up?", the doctor asked.

"My stepfather, but uh, this is about Mariel.", Dawn said.

"This is about you too. Did he hurt you?", the doctor asked.

"Yes, but sometimes I'd pretend that I was hurt more, so I could stay home with momma. You know, just us.", Dawn said, smiling.

"You taught yourself how to manipulate a situation.", the doctor said, and Dawn nodded.

"Okay, so why did you give the medications to Mariel that made her have a seizure.", the doctor said.

"I just wanted everyone to see how badly she was sick. I wanted them to treat her.", Dawn said. The doctor nodded and forced a smile. Then, she walked out where Carisi and Barba were. She told them that she has the symptoms of the factitious disorder. She said that Dawn knows why she is doing it, but then she doesn't know why she's doing it. She also said that Dawn can't stop herself. Barba asks about competency and the doctor replies that she is, but with treatment.

With Mariel, she was at the hospital recovering from her seizure.

"So I'm not sick?", Mariel said.

"No, Mariel, you are not. You're getting better every day.", Amanda said.

"I know it's hard to understand, Mariel, sweetie, but your mother was making you sick.", her father said.

"Mom? She loves me", Mariel said.

"No, sweetheart. She wanted you to be sick, so that people can treat you.", Amanda said.

"So, she is sick?", Mariel asked.

"Yes, she is sick.", her dad said. Mariel then just sat there and let this all sink in.

"So, now what?", the dad asked.

"Well, we are going to trial. The DA is going to be pressing charges against Dawn.", Amanda said.

"Thank you", the father said, and went back to the room where his little girl was. Amanda left and everything was a peace for a few moments. She called Liv and asked how things were going on her end, and told her about the case. Liv said that they were about twenty minutes from the cabin, and she would let them know.

With Olivia, after she got off the phone, Liv felt nervous and nauseous. She prayed to God that Clarabelle never hurt Calvin. Just then, they got to where the Cabin is. No one was around, but movement could be heard inside.

"El, stick with me", Liv said.

"Love you", El whispered and then they went inside guns drawn. Clarabelle hit Olivia and Elliot went to turn around, but Clarabelle had the gun.

"I wasn't going to hurt you, Clarabelle.", Olivia said, getting up. Elliot helped her.

"Yes, you were, you both were. You were coming to take my baby away.",

"He's not your baby", Elliot said.

"We'll see", Clarabelle said.

"Where is he? Where's Calvin?", Liv asked, gaining strength."

"He's taking a nap.", Clarabelle said.

"Just let me see him", Liv said, getting a bit emotional.

"NO", Clarabelle said, moving closer.

"We don't need the gun, Clarabelle!", Liv said.

"We do, to keep both of you from getting my baby.", Clarabelle said.

"Look, Clarabelle, please, I am his mother", Olivia said.

"Why, hm, because a piece of paper said so. Hm, no his mother is long gone, and his father, may God rest his soul, is dead.", Clarabelle stated, with tears beginning to fall.

"So what makes you the person to keep him? He's our son, Clarabelle", Elliot said.

"Shut up, or I'll shoot, and trust me, we wouldn't want Calvin seeing one of you shot, now would we.", Clarabelle said, and got sassy.

"No, let's all just stay calm, here. Calvin is my son", Olivia said.

"No, just because the judge signed the piece of paper. It doesn't make you his mother.", Clarabelle states.

"Actually, Clarabelle, it does.", Olivia said, taking big gulps.

"No, he is my blood. He is my family. He will NEVER be a part of you, the way that he is a part of me.", Clarabelle states.

"Clarabelle, where is he? He's ours, everything is fine at home. Give us our son back!", Elliot said.

"Blood isn't the only thing that makes family, Clarabelle. It has to be more than that.", Olivia states.

"No, the law said that I would receive notice. You didn't notify me, you didn't care to find me.", Clarabelle said.

"Legally, and lawfully, he's mine.", Olivia said.

"You want the law to get into this. Oh Clarabelle, you don't want to go down that road. Did you know he was abused? Did you know that he was hurting? No, the first day that we met him after the incident a few years ago, Olivia knew that this was something that she had to do. It was something in her that said that he was hurting and she, being the perfect mother that she is, had to save him.", Elliot said, smiling at Olivia.

"Listen to me, Clarabelle, I am the only mother that he knows. Did you think about what this would do to him?", Liv said. Clarabelle took a step forward.

"He would adapt, he's a smart man.", Clarabelle said.

"We understand your pain. But, Clarabelle, he's ours. Olivia is his mother and I am his father.", Elliot said.

"His father is David Drecker!", Clarabelle screamed and took a shot. She missed, and Elliot protected Liv. Just then, the door opened and Calvin came out.

"Mom, Dad", Calvin said and ran to his parents.

"Oh Calvin, Oh God thank God!", Elliot said.

"Oh Calvin, oh, are you okay, oh God, I thought I was never going to see you again", Liv said, crying.

"I'm here, Mom, I'm home.", Calvin said.

"No, you are mine! She's not your blood Calvin, she's no one. I am here for you. You are my blood!", Clarabelle screamed. Elliot went and grabbed her arms and tied her up, while the cops were called.

"You will never be apart of my life. You lost all control. You tried to kill my parents, you took me away from them. I told you I never wanted to see you again, and you pushed it too far. I don't even know who you are", Calvin said, and went back to his mother. Liv was crying and was holding him as close as she could.

"Honey, I love you, so much, so much", Olivia said.

"I love you more", Calvin said.

"Are you hurt? Did she hurt you?", Liv said, panicking. She checked Calvin once over and found no blood or bruises.

"No, I'm fine. I think it was all just for tactics to get you to forget about me. I hope you would never forget about me.", Calvin said.

"Never my love.", Liv said, and then walked out with her son. She told Elliot that they needed to go home, and Elliot nodded. She called everyone on the way and told them that Calvin was safe and that everything was fine. Amanda let Olivia know that with her case, the mom lost it and tried to get the medicine that was making Mariel better out of the system. She was arrested again at the hospital for violating the restraining order, and then went on trial for what she has done to her daughter. So basically, the woman was tried in court for what she had done.

However, when the judge granted ROR, Barba thought that this was not enough. But Amanda talked to him about things and said that her sister had been through hell and back, but she went crazy and this was not someone that belonged behind bars. Barba understood and still he wanted things to be done. Mariel had told Carisi and Amanda that it needed to end. So, she went and killed her mother with the hammer.

When Carisi and Amanda showed up, Mariel wasn't showing any emotion. But then, she told her that the mother had said some things that now she knew that was untrue. So, she had to do something to stop her. She had to stop her lies. It seemed as though she lost all control, and this was the way thatch knew to gain control back.

"This week is nothing but mind control. I don't like it, Liv.", Elliot said, at home.

"I know, I don't either.", Liv said, then she got up.

"Where ya going?", El said.

"To check on Calvin", Liv said.

"Honey, he's okay.", El said.

"I almost lost him, El. I'm not going to let that happen again!", Liv said, walking into Calvin's room. She watched as he slept, and started crying.

"El, I…", Liv said, but Elliot cut her off.

"It's okay, honey, I know things have been stressful. But we are all going to be okay, you have to trust me.", Elliot said.

"I do.", Liv said, "I do, I trust you".

"Then, believe me when I say that things are going to be just fine.", Elliot said.

"Okay,", Liv said, and pulled him into the bedroom. Her phone dinged and it was Barba stating that Mariel only got 3 years with probation and medical examinations and community service. Justice was served.

"Thank you, Elliot.", Olivia said.

"For?", Liv asked.

"For keeping me in check when Calvin went missing. I literally went out of my mind with worry and you allowed me to stay calm and just hope for the best.", Olivia said.

"Your welcome. Can I share with you something?", Elliot said, and Liv nodded.

"Honestly, I was scared too. This was our son, and this woman was doing this. I have never felt so scared for Calvin in my life.", Elliot said.

"I know, but he's safe and at home.", Olivia said.

"Yes, I thank God for all of those prayers that were answered today.", Elliot said.

Author's note: Well, what did you think? I hope I did the episodes justice, while adding my own spin. Please Read and Review. The reviews really mean a lot to me. Up next, we see a vacation in the Stablers' midst to the Happiest Place on earth, and everyone is relaxed. Liv has a bit of PTSD and keeps watch on Calvin constantly, which makes the kids and Elliot worry more. See what happens at the most Magical place on earth, and how Olivia finally is able to relax after what has happened. EO forever!