"Olivia my office!" Cragen called from the door way.

"Should I clear my desk now or after?" She called to him sarcastically knowing that it was the result of Huang's evaluation that she was being called in for.

"You don't need to clear your desk at all now will you come here?" He asked again.

Olivia sighed and got up from her chair. She didn't know what Huang had made of her mental state but she knew it couldn't be anything good as if it was the Captain wouldn't have been calling her in.

"What is it?" She asked as she walked into the office.

"Shut the door." He said softly.

Olivia glanced at Huang who was stood in the corner with his arms folded, her jacket in his hand. The door shut with a soft click and Olivia turned around to look at them. She didn't move from her position and she still held on the door handle when Cragen started to talk.

"Take a seat Olivia." He smiled.

"No I'll stand." She whispered and it came out a little vicious which wasn't what she wanted.

"Olivia ..."

"Just tell me what you want." She said not wanting to stand around and chit chat, her back was hurting and she just wanted to sit at her desk and continue working on the case that they had.

"Ok, Huang has cleared you to work for the reminder until you go on maternity." Cragen said.

"Good is that all?" She asked.

"No it isn't, Olivia please take a seat." Cragen was almost pleading.

"Fine." Olivia muttered under her breath as she moved to one of the chairs in front of Cragen's desk.

"Ok so Huang and I have agreed that you need ongoing counselling." Cragen said.

Olivia's jaw almost hit the floor. She was in utter shock, she had never needed counselling and she had never agreed with counselling for people unless they had suffered some sort of severe mental breakdown.

"I don't ..." Olivia began but Cragen stopped her in her tracks.

"It's not optional Olivia, you need counselling and you're going to have counselling until I decide otherwise do you understand me?"

"What made you decide that I need counselling?" She asked in a whisper.

No one said anything Cragen looked at Huang but he was too busy monitoring Olivia's reaction.

"We understand that you are still struggling to deal with everything that happened in the past few months and have determined that those issues need to addressed." Cragen said after realising Huang wasn't going to answer.

"I don't have issues." She hissed.

"Well we've decided otherwise, now I want you to see Huang three times a week ..."

"No way I'm taking maternity." She said and walked out the office. She went to her desk and started piling up her frames.

"Olivia!" Cragen yelled coming out of the office.

"I'm not discussing this with you here." Olivia hissed seeing Munch and Fin watching.

"Come back to my office." He said.

"Get rid of Huang and I will and I will talk with you but not with him there." She said.

Cragen sighed angrily and then went back to his office. Olivia watched as seconds later he came back out behind Huang. He nodded his head towards Olivia who dropped the frames into the box and went to the office. She sat down and the door clicked behind her. Cragen made his way over to the desk and sat in his seat. For a moment he said nothing and just looked at her.

"So what?" She said.

"Talk to me Olivia, explain to me what you told Huang that makes him think you need counselling." Cragen pleaded.

"I don't know what I said to make him think that, he asked a lot of questions and I answered all of them. I doubt that all of them makes him think I need counselling." She said.

"He said it was something you said about Calvin and Vivian." Cragen sighed.

"I said I was afraid to lose Calvin again and when he asked me what it would do to me if I did I told him it would kill me." Olivia answered honestly.

"That's my answer then." He sighed.

"What do you mean?" Olivia asked a perplexed look all over her face.

"If you told Huang that it would kill you to lose Calvin you practically told him you're suicidal." Cragen sighed.

"I'm not ... Cap! I have four other children with a fifth on the way, I wouldn't kill myself if I lost Calvin but it would kill me on the inside and what I mean by that is it would hurt and hurt a lot but Vivian will never get her hands on Calvin as she's in prison and Calvin is now my son, I adopted him remember?" Olivia explained desperately trying to get Cragen to understand.

"I'm sorry Olivia, I shouldn't have jumped the gun but I can't go back on Huang's decision easily." He sighed desperately wanting to help.

"I'm not seeing Huang three times a week Cap there's no way!" Olivia argued.

"I'm not going to make you either." He said shaking his head.

"Then what? I take maternity and hope that Huang clears me to come back in around a year?" Olivia asked.

"No. Once a month, see Huang once a month for the next four." He suggested.

"Cap ..."

"Non negotiable." He said making her bite her bottom lip.

"Fine." She mumbled.

"Good now go unpack your desk and take Fin to the parents house, they may know more than they're telling us." Cragen said.

"But Cap I'm on ass duty." She sighed.

"I know that sitting there is going to drive you mad but you're not chasing perps you're just talking to people so get going." He said.

She left the office smiling and when she saw Huang talking with Munch and Fin she splashed a very dirty look at him. He looked at the floor and hurried away.

"Jeez baby girl what did he do to rattle your cage?" Fin asked her as she began placing her photos back in their places.

"Being a nosey interfering fuck." She said matter-of-factly.

"Remind me to never get on the wrong side of her." Munch said.

"If you don't have something productive to say Munch, don't say anything I've heard you say that God knows how many times." She said as she grabbed her coat.

"Now where are you going?" Munch asked.

"Fin get your coat we've got parents to talk to." She said ignoring Munch.

"Ok let's go." He smiled pulling his jacket and grabbing the car keys.

Xxx

Three hours later Olivia walked back into the precinct to find it deserted. Fin had dropped her off and had told her he had something he needed to do. Seeing the place so empty sent chills down her spine. When she pulled her coat off and placed it on the back of the chair she found a large white box on her desk.

"Get dressed, we'll pick you up at 8.30." Olivia read.

She glanced at the clock and saw it was already 8.10. She opened the box and found a black dress and a pair of black kitten heels. She smiled and went up to the cribs to change.

Exactly fifteen minutes later she was sat at her desk and pulling on her heels when Alex and Casey burst through the door.

"Wow you look HOT!" Casey laughed pulling her up and twirling her around.

"Yeah where did you guys get this dress from?" Olivia asked as it fit like a glove around her bump.

"How did you know it was us?" Alex asked looking shocked.

"I've read your handwriting everyday for a year Alex and you're surprised that I recognised it?" Olivia laughed.

"No alright come on we're leaving." Alex smiled.

"Where are we going?" Olivia asked.

"You'll just have to wait and see." Casey winked at her.

When they arrived outside the precinct there was a black stretch limo waiting for them. The driver opened the door and the girls got inside. They joined Liz Donnelly and Miranda Pond and Melinda Warner who were already sipping away at champagne.

"Hey guys!" Olivia smiled at them.

"Baby friendly." Liz smiled handing over a champagne glass filled with apple soda.

"Thanks Liz." Olivia smiled taking a sip from the glass. "Now is someone going to tell me what this is and where you're taking me?" She asked.

"This is you're bachelorette party and you're going to enjoy every minute of it." Miranda Pond smiled handing her a tiara and a ribbon with 'bride to be' written on it.

"Oh guys I said no!" Olivia groaned as she had repeatedly told her friends she didn't want a party.

"We don't care, you're getting married in the morning and are sleeping in Cragen's house tonight so we wanted you to have some fun and anyway, the boys have done the same to Elliot so don't worry about him either." Casey smiled.

"Ok but someone tell me where we are going." Olivia pleaded, she hated surprises.

"We've got a table booked at Chico's then we have a room booked in the back of Lemante's for privet parties." Alex smiled.

"Wait Lemante's the night club? Guys!" She smiled, it was one of her favourite clubs.

"I know, we're amazing!" Casey beamed.

Xxx

Once they were seated and had ordered the conversation instantly turned to men.

"Ok so now the kids aren't here Olivia, you can start telling us everything!" Liz laughed.

"Yeah, Munch told me that you were very open to him and Fin." Miranda smiled.

"Oh guys come on you don't really want to know about mine and Elliot's sex life do you?" She asked grimacing.

"Yes, you're pregnant so you obviously have one!" Alex said pointing out the obvious.

"And if you don't I'll have to tell you about mine." Miranda laughed.

"No thank you! We don't want to know what conspiracy theories Munch can make up whilst having sex thank you!" Olivia said quickly making everyone laugh.

"No so come on, we heard you've done it at the precinct so we want to know the details when where and how." Liz said.

"Ok so the first time we ever had sex was in the cribs after and interrogation." Olivia smiled.

"Really?" Alex asked in shock.

"Yup, it was after interrogation Baxter, the one who tried to kill me. We kinda got each other turned on in the interrogation room and when I went to the cribs to cool off he followed me up and kissed me. Then we had sex and that is probably when bump here was conceived." Olivia smiled.

"Oh my goodness, what made you get so turned on in the interrogation that you ended up ripping each other's clothes off?" Miranda asked.

"Oh Baxter the one that tried to kill me, well I had history with him, he'd already told Munch and Fin what I was like naked and some of the stuff we had apparently gotten up to in the three months we were together so I was doing the interrogating and Elliot came behind me and started following my body with his hands and then he started kissing my neck from the back to the front until the bastard confessed." Olivia explained.

"Wow, must have been fun writing that one up!" Miranda laughed.

"Yeah it wasn't easy, it was hard not to write that me and Elliot got him to confess by turning each other on and almost having sex on the interrogation room table." She laughed.

"So you haven't done it in the interrogation room?" Alex asked with a frown.

"Nope, if we got caught, we'd be caught way before we even realised with the one way glass, so better safe than sorry." Olivia shrugged.

The first course came and the conversation continued with all the girls laughing and having fun.

"Ok so you've done it with Elliot on every desk in the squad room?" Liz asked.

"Yup, including Cragen's." She said remembering when Cragen had walked up to them when she began telling Fin and Munch.

"No way!" Alex and Casey gasped.

"Yup!" She smiled biting on her bottom lip and watching the atmosphere and reactions.

"How did you pull that one off?" Liz asked as she sipped away on a white wine.

"I don't remember actually but I remember how close we were to getting caught. That was probably the fourth time in Cragen's office." Olivia said sipping on a glass of water.

"You're insane!"

"I just can't keep my hands off him." Olivia shrugged.

Next few chapters are the wedding and will upload in a few hours, don't want to make you wait!