It Was Always You

Authors Note(I don't own any of the Glee characters)Warning:smut If your wondering what Santana wants to do after highschool that's in this chapter, amongst a not so suprising surprise...does that make sense? Lol Anyway I hope you like the chapter but I wouldn't know unless you review(;

Joylinda:I haven't planned on writting Quinn in another therapy appointment but I hope you'll still like the story without it:/ Thanks for the review and I hope you like this chapter(:

Chapter 29:Nationals & Gradutation with some Future

It's the end of the day and The New Directions are brain storming song ideas for Nationals."Come on guys we have to come up with something." Mr. Shue looks around the room with a sigh then pinches the bridge of his nose. Even Rachel is having trouble coming up with ideas. Quinn timidly raises her hand and Mr. Shue gestures for her to share her idea."We could do another mashup. Everyone seemed to like me and Rachel's duet so much why not do another one with all of the girls this time?" Mr. Shue thinks about it for a moment before smiling and nodding at the idea."Good thinking Quinn. Do you have any songs in mind?" Quinn nods with a smile."I was thinking we could mash Adele songs Roumor Has It and Someone Like You. And I thought Santana and Mercedes can take the lead vocals." Santana looks at Quinn with a smile while Mercedes nods her head in agreement along with everyone else."Great now we need a group number." Everyone groans with an eye roll. A few minutes have passed when Blaine raises his hand."How about a Micheal Jackson song?" Everyone smiles at the thought."We could do Bad." Mr. Shue smiles and writes down Adele mashup and Bad on the white board."Good idea Blaine. Now we need choreography." Everyone looks to Brittany and Mike."What? Did I come to school in my underwear again?" Santana and Quinn laugh shaking their heads while everyone looks at Brittany like she has two heads."No Britt. We want you and Mike to come up with the choreography for Regionals." Quinn pats Brittany on the knee with a smile."Oh that makes more sense."

Over the weekend they practice cherography and the songs until they can do it in their sleep. Quinn,Santana,Brittany and Sam are laying on the stage floor on a Sunday during their practice."I can't move. Too many things are sore." Santana says as she covers her eyes with her hand."My feet hate me." Quinn says cuddling to Santana's rigt side;resting her head on her chest."My whole body is screaming at me,telling me it hates me." Brittany says with a pout. Sam just hums in agreement to tired to say actual words. Mr. Shue walks on the stage,clapping his hands."Okay guys I think that's it for today. I don't want you guys too tired for Regionals tomorrow." Santana pats Quinn lightly on her bottom."Too late." Quinn snorts and gives Santana a soft kiss."The sooner we go home the sooner we can sleep."

The next day Quinn and Santana are getting dressed to leave for Regionals. When they get to the school they'll change into their contumes but for now they change into street clothes. Quinn looks in the mirror and shakes her head a few times. Santana snorts from behind her."Babe,the hell are you doing?" Quinn shrugs her shoulders with a blush."I'm still not used to it and there's alot of head shaking in the Bad number."

Quinn shakes her head again making Santana laugh then she slips her arms around Quinn's waist."Are you nervous?" Santana runs her hands up Quinn's torso cupping both her breasts.

"Surprisingly no. Are you?" Santana squeezes her breasts then kisses her neck."A little." Quinn turns in Santana's arms and cups her face."Okay more than a little. I sing the chorus in Bad and have lead vocals in the mashup with Mercedes." Quinn kisses her deeply and slips her arms around Santana's neck."You have one of the most strongest voices of us all and one of the best. Your gonna be amazing,like always." Quinn gives Santana a small kiss and takes Santana by the hand down stairs and out to the car. Mr. Lopez will be at the school later after work. On the way to the school Quinn can see Santana's still nervous and gets an idea. Quinn leans over the council to whisper in Santana's ear."Dont let us crash ok?" Santana looks over at Quinn confused until she unzips Santana's jeans."Q,the hell are you doing?" Quinn ignores her and slips her hand in Santana's underwear."Just keep your eyes on the road. I'll help calm your nerves." Quinn runs her fingers trough her slit and rubs circles to her clit a few times then uses Santana's juices and rubs circles to her opening before entering her with two fingers."Fuck,Q!" Santana tries to concentrate on the road when Quinn pulls out and enters her knuckle deep."Fuck! I have to pull over." Santana pulls onto the side of the road and kisses Quinn deeply. Quinn pulls out again this time entering her with three fingers. Santana throws her head back with a moan."This is fucking hot. Faster,Q." Quinn picks up speed while rubbing Santana's clit with her thumb until Santana's reaches her climax. Quinn kisses Santana softly while Santana buttons her jeans."Still nervous?" Santana shakes her head and pulls Quinn in a heated kiss."I love you." Quinn laughs and leans back in her seat."I love you more."

Quinn and Santana meet everyone on the choir room and start getting ready. Quinn is having trouble zipping the side of her dress and turns to Santana for help."Having trouble?" Quinn nods her head with a blush. Santana slowly zips up the dress and kisses Quinn's bare shoulder and a small kiss to her lips. The lights go off letting them now their up and everyone heads to the back of the stage. After the group before them finishes the girls take their places on the stage while the song starts.

She, she ain't real,

She ain't gonna be able to love you like I will

She is a stranger,

You and I have history,

Or don't you remember?

Sure, she's got it all,

But, baby, is that really what you want?

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds

You made a fool out of you

And, boy, she's bringing you down

She made your heart melt

But you're cold to the core,

Now rumour has it she ain't got your love anymore

Rumour has it [x4]

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said

I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Rumour has it [x4]

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,

You made a fool out of me,

And, boy, you're bringing me down,

You made my heart melt, yet I'm cold to the core,

But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for,

Rumour has it [x4]

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said,

Rumour has it [x4]

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I beg

I remember you said,

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

The lights go out and the girls quickly change into different outfits to match the boys for the next song. The boys take their places on stage right before the lights come back on and the music starts.

[Blaine:]

Your butt is mine

Gonna tell you right

Just show your face

In broad daylight

I'm telling you

On how I feel

Gonna hurt your mind

Don't shoot to kill

Come on, Come on,

Lay it on me

All right

[Sam:]

I'm giving you

On the count of three

To show your stuff

Or let it be

I'm telling you

Just watch your mouth

I know your game

What you're about

[Blaine:]

Well they say the sky's the limit

And to me that's really true

But my friend you have seen nothin'

Just wait 'till I get through

[Santana and The New Directions]

Because I'm bad, I'm bad - come on

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - come on, you know

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

Just to tell you once again,

Who's bad?

[Sam:]

The word is out

You're doin' wrong

Gonna lock you up

Before too long

[Blaine:]

Your lyin' eyes

Gonna tell you right

So listen up

Don't make a fight,

Your talk is cheap

You're not a man

You're throwin' stones

To hide your hands

[Sam:]

Well they say the sky's the limit

And to me that's really true

But my friend you have seen nothin'

Just wait 'till I get through

[Santana and The New Directions]

Because I'm bad, I'm bad - come on

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - come on, you know

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

Just to tell you once again,

Who's bad?

Woo! Woo! Woo!

[Blaine:]

We can change the world tomorrow

This could be a better place

If you don't like what I'm sayin'

Then won't you slap my face

[Santana and The New Directions:]

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - come on

(Bad, bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know, you know, you know - come on

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

(And the whole world has to answer right now)

Just to tell you

(Just to tell you once again)

You know I'm bad, I'm bad - you know it

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad - you know - hoo!

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

You know I'm bad - I'm bad - you know it, you know

(Bad bad - really, really bad)

And the whole world has to answer right now

(And the whole world has to answer right now)

Just to tell you once again...

(Just to tell you once again...)

Who's bad?

The audience gives them a standing ovasion and both Quinn and Santana can hear Mr. Lopez cheer for them in the crowd making them laugh. Being the last to perform the other two groups along with the announcer joins then on stage. Quinn slips her hand into Santana's and kisses the back of her hand and crosses her fingers."How bout those New Derictions! They were incridible!" The crowd cheers loudly until the announcer gestures for them to quite down."Lets see how our favorite choir place." He opens the third place envelope and announces the winner. Quinn sighs in relief."Lets see who's one this thing." He slowly opens the next envelope."New Directions!" Everyone cheers while Quinn jumps into Santana's arms and she spins them around then puts Quinn back on her feet and kisses her deeply. Rachel blows a kiss to Finn in the audience,Mercedes and Sam share a smooch along with Brittany and Joe.

Mr. Shue takes them out to Breadstix to celebrate."Are you guys allowed to eat here now?" Brittany asks as they walk in the resturant."Yeah,Britt that was like two months ago." They get escorted to a big table and Santana pulls out a chair for Quinn and kisses her temple before taking a seat across from her. Santana and Quinn play footsie under the table until the waiter brings them their food. Santana runs her foot up Quinn's leg when Joe leans over to Quinn and whipers something in her ear making her look uncomfortable.

Santana retracts her foot and sends a glare to Joe."What did you just say to her?" Joe looks at his lap and shrugs his shoulders."I just said that her new hair looks nice and that I never got a chance to tell her." Santana arches her brow with a scoff."Well you obviously made her uncomfortable so why don't you back the hell off." Joe takes a deep breath and leans over the table so only Quinn and Santana can hear."Maybe she was scared how you would react to my coment then the coment it self." Quinn gasps in shock;she can't believe he said that. Santana points her finger at Joe."I am so sick of you flirting with my girlfriend! And now you try to tell me that she's afraid of me?! Who the hell do you think you are?! I suggest you sit somewhere els affors I ends you." Brittany and Joe quickly switch seats as Quinn reaches across the table and takes Santana's hand in hers. After everyone finishes their meal try start to gather their things and leave when Quinn sees Judy approaching her and Santana."Hello girls. I just wanted to congratulate you. I ran into Brittany and she told me you won your singing thing." Quinn smiles to be polite while Santana helps puts on her coat."Thanks mom." Judy notices Quinn's hair with a frown."I see you cut your hair."

"Yeah I always wanted to do something different with it. So I thought why not? I got it done after the funneral." Santana slips her hand into Quinn's."We should get going now." Quinn and Santana say their goodbyes before making their way to the car.

Santana opens the passenger door for Quinn and notices Quinn's frown and kneels down in front of her."What's wrong,Mi amor?" Santana rubs Quinn's legs."I could tell the way she looked at my hair that she didn't like it and I just felt like a little kid again." Santana takes both of Quinn's hands and kisses the back of them both."Do let her get to you ok? Your beautiful and at least she's trying. She could've made a coment but she didn't, give her some credit." Santana wipes some of Quinn's tears and leans up to give her a soft kiss."Your right it's just hard sometimes." Santana kisses her forehead and closes the door then climbs into the drivers seat."When we get home,I'll make us some hot chocolate and we'll cuddle on our bed and watch The Wizard of Oz." Quinn slips her hand into Santana's with a smile.

Quinn waits for Santana on their bed watching Family Guy. She still doesn't like it but Santana does so she watches it. Santana walks in with two cups of hot chocolate and notices what Quinn is watching."I thought you hate this show?" Santana hands Quinn her cup before setting hers down on the night stand."I don't." Santana snorts and changes the channel,turns on the DVD player and puts the movie in."Come cuddle!" Santana laughs at her girlfriends antics and grabs her cup then slides into bed next to Quinn and presses play on the remote. The girls soon finish their drinks and Santana sets them on the night stand next to her. Quinn slides to Santana's side and rests her head on her chest."I love this part!" Santana smiles and kisses the top of Quinn's head. Quinn sings along with the tin man and has Santana sing too."I hate that danm song." Quinn snorts and kisses Santana's collar bone."You do not." When Dorothy and the gang meets the lion;Quinn looks up at Santana then props her self on her elbow,looking down at her and starts to traces circles to her collar bone."San?" Still watching the movie,Santana hums as a response."What do want to do after we graduate?" Santana looks over at Quinn with a smile."I think I want to be a social worker and help other girls like you." Quinn frowns and nods her head. Santana sees the hurt in Quinn's eyes and pauses the movie."Babe,I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry,I just meant I want to help little girls who have shit for parents like you used to." Quinn nods her head with a pout."Yeah I know and I'm happy for you it's just I haven't heard that out loud in along time and it just hit me,ya know?" Santana gently pulls Quinn's head to her chest and runs her fingers through her hair."Your going to be an amazing writer,Q and your gonna show your mom that nothing she says or does will get to you cause your a better person than that and you deserve to be happy."

Three years have passed and Quinn still has her short hair,it's longer than used to be but still short. Quinn is standing in front of the mirror in the girls bathroom with her red cap and gown on. Today's the day every teenager looks foward to;graduation. Quinn got into NYU along with Santana and Rachel. Santana and Quinn are still together;Quinn swears she loves her even more than she did 12 years ago. She still goes to therapy now and then but only when she needs to. Brittany and Joe are still together along with Rachel and Finn. Santana peeks into the bathroom with a smile."There you are,Mi amor. I've been looking for you." Santana makes her way behind Quinn and hugs her from behind."You look beautiful." Quinn smiles with a blush."Thank you. So do you." Rachel quickly walks in the room."The ceremony is starting! Come on!" Santana and Quinn laugh as they make their way to the auditorium. They take their seats in front of the auditorium. Mr. Figgins makes his speech along with Rachel and Mike. When their finished;Mr. Figgins takes his place at the podium and begins calling everyone's names for their diploma. For the ceremony it's just a blank pices of paper but when they get backstage they'll be given the real thing. Mr. Figgins calls them in order until he reaches "F."

"Quinn Fabray." Santana stands up and claps along with Mr. Lopez making Quinn blush as she reaches Mr. Figgins and receives her diploma. Mr. Lopez walks up to the stage and takes her picture then takes his seat. Quinn makes her way back to her seat after. Quinn claps when Brittany is called. Finally he gets to the "L."

"Santana Lopez." Quinn stands just as Santana did and claps for her girlfriend. Sam leans over to Quinn and nudges her arm with his elbow."Kiss your girl." Quinn waits for Mr. Lopez to get his picture before Quinn walks up to Santana and kisses her deeply making the parents and students go wild."Congrats,babe. We're officially graduates." Santana smiles and kisses her back while Mr. Lopez takes a picture.

After the ceremony Quinn and Santana take pictures with their friends while Mr. Lopez carries their diploma's and their flowers Rachel's dads got them. Quinn is taking a picture with Blaine when she sees Judy from the corner of her eye. Santana is taking pictures with Rachel and her dads. Quinn gives Blaine a hug and congrats him when Judy approaches her with some flowers."These are for you. I have some for Santana too. I'm so proud of you Princess." Quinn takes hers and Santanas flowers from Judy."Thank you. I wasn't even sure you would come." Judy looks down at her feet in guilt then back up at Quinn."I'm sorry I made you think that. I'm really trying to be a better mom for you but it's not easy. I'm trying to do things on my own without your father." Quinn pulls Judy in a hug."I know I'm sorry. I'll try to be a better daughter." Mr. Lopez takes a photo of them together when Santana approaches them with Brittany."Hey,babe. Brittany wants a photo of the three of us." Quinn hands Mr. Lopez their flowers and joins Santana and Brittany for a picture."Puck is having a party at the park. Do you guys want to come with me and Joe?" Quinn and Santana shake their heads in unison."We're going to have a celebration dinner with my family at my Abuela's house." Brittany says her goodbyes then joins Joe and Puck. Mr. Lopez sets the girls stuff down at a near by chair."Time for me to take a picture with my two favorite girls."

Mr. Lopez hands Judy the camera so she can take the picture. Mr. Lopez stands in between them with his arm over their shoulder. Judy hands the camera back and Mr. Lopez pulls Santana in a tight hug."I'm so proud of you,Mija. I know your mother would be very proud too." Santana tightens her hold on him."Thank you,Papi." Mr. Lopez pulls out of the embrace and pulls Quinn into a hug."I'm proud of you too Quinn. You've become such a strong and beautiful young women and I couldn't be more proud." Quinn starts to cry and tightens her hold on him."Since I was little I wished I had a dad like you." Mr. Lopez pulls himself out of the embrace and wipes some of Quinn's tears."I can't wait for the day I get to call you my daughter." Quinn looks over at Santana talking to Kurt with a smile."Me too."

Quinn and Santana take off their gowns and hand them over to Mr. Figgins and get their real diplomas. Quinn and Mr. Lopez say their goodbyes when Santana gathers the glee club."Everyone knows what to do right?" In unison they all nod their heads and take their places in the choir room to set everything up. Santana sneaks her way over to Mr. Lopez."Their getting everything set,have Quinn meet me in the choir room." Mr. Lopez hugs Santana and lets her leave. Quinn is saying goodbye to Judy when Mr. Lopez taps her on the shoulder. Santana has something to show you in the choir room." Quinn looks at him confused before he pushes her to the exit and she makes her way to the choir room. Getting closer;Quinn sees small candles lined up along the hallway with rose petals in between each one leading up to the choir room door. Quinn opens it slowly to reavel Santana sitting on a stool in the middle of the room with the rest of the glee club behind her;each holding a piece of paper of reasons Santana loves about Quinn. Sam is sitting next to Santana with his guitar and begins to play Marry Me by Train.

Forever can never be long enough for me

To feel like I've had long enough with you

Forget the world now we won't let them see

But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted

Love has surely shifted my way

Marry Me

Today and every day

Marry Me

If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe

Say you will

Mm-hmm

Say you will

Mm-hmm

Together can never be close enough for me

Feel like I am close enough to you

You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you

And you're beautiful

Now that the wait is over

And love and has finally shown her my way

Marry me

Today and every day

Marry me

If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe

Say you will

Mm-hmm

Say you will

Mm-hmm

Promise me

You'll always be

Happy by my side

I promise to

Sing to you

When all the music dies

And marry me

Today and everyday

Marry me

If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe

Say you will

Mm-hmm

Say you will

Marry me

Mm-hmm

When the song ends Sam turns his guitar so it's on his back revealing a sign tied around his neck that says "Marry Santana?"

Quinn is crying at this point with a big smile on her face. Brittany hands Santana a ring then Santana makes her way over to Quinn and kneels down on one knee."Mi amor, I have loved you for most of my life and I'll continue to love you long after. That day in the girls locker room was the best day of my life and I would love it if you continue to make me the happiest girl in the world by becoming my wife. Will you marry me,Quinn?" Quinn covers her mouth with her hand crying tears of joy and nods her head then wipes her tears."Of course I'll marry you. I've wanted to for 12 years now." Santana laughs along with the glee club. Santana slips the ring on her finger and stands up;kissing her deeply. The glee club shout and cheer for them when Mr. Lopez enters the room.

"I didn't even have to hear the screams to know she said yes." He pulls Quinn and Santana in a hug. Mr. Lopez cups Quinn's face in his hands."Welcome to the family,Mija." Quinn pulls Mr. Lopez in a tight hug as Santana looks on wiping her tears.

Everyone says their goodbyes and more congratulations before they leave for Alma's house. In the car Quinn can't stop looking at her ring. It has a small princess cut diamond with beautiful designs on the sides. It looks like an antique;like its been passed down a few generations. Santana catches Quinn looking at the ring and leans over to her."It was my great grandmothers,Papi gave it to me." Quinn smiles and gives Santana a soft kiss."I'm so happy right now I feel like I can fly." Santana throws her head back and laughs then cups Quinn's face."Your so cute." Quinn smiles with a blush and Santana kisses her deeply."Hey! Save that for the honeymoon." Santana laughs as Quinn blushes and hides her face in her neck. They arrive and get surrounded with aunts,uncles and cousins as soon as they step foot in the house. Santana has a firm grasp on Quinn's hand and weaves her through the crowd and into the living room where her Abulea is watching tv on the couch."Hey,Abulea." Santana leans down and gives her a hug."Santana,my beautiful nieta. Your a young women now." Alma notices Quinn standing behind Santana and reaches out to her. Quinn leans down and gives her a hug. Alma gently pushes her out of the embrace and cups her cheek."You my girl are a very strong and wise young women. I can see you've been through some tough times but you got through it and continue to." Alma takes Quinn's left hand and places it between the both of hers."Welcome to the family. I always knew my little Santana was going to marry you when I saw you together at the Country Club." Alma kisses the back of Quinn's hand and lets Santana and Quinn join the rest of the family in the kitchen. Throughout the visit; Santana and Quinn get more congrats and Quinn gets more welcome to the family before they call it a night and head home.

Santana and Quinn are laying in bed with Quinn's head resting on Santana's chest. Quinn continues to look a her ring while Santana watches tv then Quinn props herself on her elbow and looks down at Santana with a huge smile on her face."I'm gonna be a Lopez!" Santana looks up at Quinn and laughs."I'm gonna be Quinn Lopez!" Quinn stands up and jumps on the bed while Santana laughs at her fiancée's antics."I'm gonne be a Lopez!" Quinn screms then falls back on the bed and hovers over Santana with a smile.

"I'm your fiancée and your mine." Santana leans up and kisses Quinn deeply."My fiancée,I like the sound of that." Quinn gives Santana another kiss and lays ontop of Santana with her head in her chest and Santana wraps her arms around her."Me too."

Thay might be the longest chapter I've written so far? If its not don't call me out! Lol What do you think of the proposel? I wanted something different so that's what I came up with. This is what Quinn's ring looks like.

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