Chapter 29

I accepted Edward's gift of submission again last night. I'd spanked him lightly as he bent over the padded bench before allowing him to service me with his mouth. Then he'd begged to be fucked in his ass.

I consented graciously and allowed Edward to cum, but gave him a condition: he had to drink it from a goblet afterward… He agreed so I got the glass and continued to fuck my sub's ass until he gave up his creamy white load. It filled the glass and I felt that his gaze was focused on me as he accepted the liquid into his body. Running my fingers through Edward's hair, I took the nearly empty goblet from him and whisper, "Good boy, Edward…Now clean up in here and I'll meet you in the bedroom." Then I walked out of the room consuming the rest in 1 quick gulp and leaving him the empty goblet to clean for me.

Walking into the bedroom brought tears to my eyes. Jasper was asleep but his body was curled into the fetal position. The tear tracks on his face let me know he cried himself to sleep, so I lay on my side of the large bed. I noticed that Edward had never finished setting up the cot, forcing Jasper to stay in the bed with us. We slept on either side of him and I woke up several times hearing Jasper's distressed whimpers. He must be having nightmares; the poor guy. I could just kill Alice for doing this to him. As I fell asleep, I kept in my mind thoughts of Jasper; he's a good man…deep down. He just needs a firm hand…maybe firmer than mine…

It's now morning. The events from yesterday still have me reeling. I can't believe Alice was so cruel towards Jasper…He was her husband! Don't wedding vows say, 'for better or worse'? I fail to see how BDSM is worse than 'worse'! I think the worst part is that she tried to force them both into roles they weren't made for. Our poor Jasper…he may love Alice, but a person can't just surrender what makes them who they are. Truth be told, it was just a matter of time before he fell back into the submissive role that he has enjoyed for the last several years… Something occurs to me: Did he fall or was he pushed back into it? I wonder what happened to make him do it. With no threat of punishment, he must have needed to find his new boundaries. I'm going to have to remind him that I'm here to talk to if he needs me because it's now clear to me that Alice can't love him for who he is…maybe she never could. I just wish she hadn't torn him apart and made him feel so broken. When he'd said to me last night that he didn't care if he was just our piece of ass on the side, I couldn't believe he'd lower himself that way because of Alice's obvious disrespect. It makes me so sad and it makes my blood boil to see that this is how low his opinion of himself has gotten. I'll just have to get Edward to help me build Jasper up a little. I'm willing and able to help him and I know my sweet Edward will help too. Jazzy needs us desperately. My eyes open to the new day and as I look around I see Jasper is snuggling with Edward. How sweet! I whisper to find out if they are awake.

"I'm awake, Mistress…" I hear Edward murmur.

I smile to myself. "Good, I want you to go out and get bagels for breakfast. I'll wake Jazzy up and then the 3 of us need to talk for a bit."

He starts to get up, but Jasper tightens his hold and mutters. "Missed you…Ed…ward…stay…"

"Is he awake?" I ask, confused.

"No, he talks in his sleep." He says softly before turning over and scooting up in the bed.

Jasper adjusts his position unconsciously and lays his head on Edward's chest.

"I don't think he wants to let go…" Edward says.

I smirk. "Then I guess I'll be going for the bagels…What would you like?"

"I'll have a cinnamon-raisin with cream-cheese." He tells me.

I laugh and tell him how that's my favorite bagel choice too.

He smirks and reminds me that Jasper likes egg-everything bagels with cream-cheese.

"Yes…I'll get them now, honey. You should try to wake him up in a little while." I say as I pull off the covers. Edward thinks I don't notice him lick his lips as I get dressed in a cute little jumpsuit and I wonder what he was thinking of, but I'm not going to ask about it when we have other things to worry about than sex. I go to the garage and start up the Ferrari, heading down the street. The deli is not crowded so I get to the counter quickly. My order is processed and met just as quickly. I take the fastest route home, because I miss my boys already. Pulling back into the garage, I sigh and get ready to greet my angels. Holding the bag of bagels in front of me, I open the door into the house and walk down the hall. I wonder where they are, so I look in the bedroom and then the living-room. They're nowhere to be found, so I decide to check the kitchen.

Upon entering the dining-room, I hear Jasper's voice. "…and I'm so sorry about the whole blackmail thing…I can agree to those so far…"

I freeze and repeat that phrase in my head. *What the Hell is going on here?*

"Jazz, I don't want to hurt you, but I don't want me or Bella getting hurt either…and you've done it in the past, so how do I know you're not lying? Do you understand me?" I hear Edward ask as I stand beside the door opposite the hinge.

Silence reigns for a moment until Edward speaks. "Good…You remember the first time I saw her punish you? How you'd told her things I wasn't ready to tell her yet?"

More silence ensues during which, I almost hold my breath, but if I did that then I wouldn't be able to yell at them afterward.

"I promise not to tell her your secrets if you promise not to tell her mine…" Edward says.

"That makes sense…" Jasper says sadly.

"Ok, now…" I hear Edward sigh and I brace myself. "This one's the deal breaker, Jazz…You can't try to come between us…I may be her sub …but so are you...and I believe you've been told once by her, but it needs to be said by me. Man to Man, Jazz… She and I are going to be married. I love her with my entire being…mind, body, heart, and soul. We will continue to love you and help you get back on your feet but if you can't promise me that you understand what I'm saying to you, I'll tell her I don't want you sexually involved with us anymore… and I believe with all my heart that she'd agree to stop all sexual contact."

"No…Edward…No…I swear to you, I have no interest in breaking you and Bella up! I love you both so very much! I totally understand and agree with everything you said just now…" My heart wants to break as Jasper answers, so I mentally prepare to interrupt them.

Taking a deep breath I push the door wide open and stand in the opening. "Edward, were you going to tell me about this conversation?" I say in a deadly calm and almost cold tone of voice.

Jasper and Edward whirl around to face me. "Bella, I…" Edward begins.

I cut him off with a sharp wave of my hand. "My angels were tired. I went to get them breakfast, even though I should've sent them out for my food…and I come home to find…this…" I use my Domme voice, speaking calmly and evenly, making sure to emphasize the word angels.

Jasper looks freaked out too as my eyes pin him in place.

I continue to tell them off. "This altercation…When I heard Edward's raised voice I was ready to crash in here and scold him for yelling at you when you're not ready for drama, then I heard your replies…so I listened a little more." I focus on Edward as I step into the room and place the bag of bagels on the table, slowly making my way over to a chair. After sitting comfortably, I glance at Jasper, and then back at my Edward, demanding to be told what has been happening. Edward asks where I want him to start and I'm very pleased to see him quietly looking down in deference to me. "Well, I'd like to know everything you spoke about with Jasper…I got to the kitchen door in time to hear something about Jasper being sorry about blackmail…" I say allowing my gaze to penetrate Edward and I see in his eyes that he knows he has fucked up.

I'm shocked to hear Jasper start to explain. "That was totally my fault, Bella… I should never have…"

I glare at him with ice in my stare. "Am I speaking to you, at the moment?"

He shakes his head.

"Then sit there and listen as we speak. I'll get to you." I growl at him and turn to my fiancé. "Edward…?"

Clearing his throat, he kneels at my feet but doesn't touch me. "I guess I'll start with that then…" I listen to him recount the beginning of my birthday month, which I have since admitted to Edward was a bit excessive.

It sounds as if Jasper caught Edward masturbating and blackmailed him. He'd keep quiet about it if Edward cleaned himself up and then sucked him off during his punishment while he was bound to the bed to be tortured through the night. Edward glances at Jasper as he finishes with that part of the explanation.

Again, Jasper tries to interrupt. "Bella…I…"

"Jasper…Please let Edward tell me his side first. You'll get your chance." I sigh. "Edward, go on…"

Edward spills, what sounds like, every secret the 2 of them share: conversations they've had, lies they've told each other and me as well as Alice.

"Jasper…is all of that true?" I ask with a sinking feeling.

He nods wordlessly.

"I'm so upset with you both right now, that I can barely even speak…" I say, choked up. "We will eat in silence. After that, Jasper, I'd like you to take kitchen duty and clean this up. Edward, you will run me a soothing bath when you're done eating…so I can think. After that I'd like a massage and then we'll talk." We sit and eat our bagels. As soon as I'm done, I stand and walk out onto the porch hoping that they'll follow my requests.

I can see why Edward wouldn't want me to hear all of that. It paints them both in a bad light. I practice some breathing exercises to pass a few minutes before walking back into the kitchen. As I join him Jasper looks at me crying.

"Bella, I need to do this all the way if I'm doing it at all." Jasper says. "Do you remember that day I helped Alice at the mall and you took Edward to meet Rose? Well, I tried to get him to get me off and then I tried to get him to masturbate before putting the CB on. I'm so sorry, Bella! I tried to get you and Alice to punish me more often because I wanted a higher level of pain."

This last bit pushed my threshold too far. I jerked as if I'd been slapped. If he was provoking us, then we…Alice and I…were not enough for him. *He's a good man…deep down. He just needs a firm hand…maybe firmer than mine…* I remind myself. "I need some time to figure things out, Jasper. I need to calm down and consider our options." I say to him, barely concealing my distress as I walk briskly from the room. As soon as I'm out of his sight, I break down, sobbing in the hallway. I've failed them! I failed them both! I failed to protect Edward from Jasper's manipulation and I failed to train Jasper correctly. I cry even harder as I realize that I'll have to give him up. Jasper had never really listened to me, had he? He disobeyed at every turn…lied not only to me, but to his best friend and wife! He must need a male's dominance and I couldn't give that to him…or could I? An idea forms in my twisted brain, so I wipe my tears and hurry into the bathroom where I find Edward finishing up with prepping my bath. "Edward, although I'm mad at you both, I can honestly say, I'm angrier with him." I say as he looks over at me. "You didn't tell me he did these things to you…and for that, I'm very annoyed and I want to spank the hell out of your ass, but all of it happened so long ago that punishing either of you is out of the question. Jasper carried out some awful crimes upon you. He's told me about the day at the mall too and how he tried to talk you into some of his shenanigans. I'm proud of you for standing up to him then, but I'm very disappointed that you didn't defend yourself from Jasper's blackmail. You just…gave in!"

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, Mistress…I didn't want a punishment. Jasper told me what your punishment is for masturbating. He said you'd put the CB on for 3 weeks and add a spanking…" Edward admits.

"His crimes were far more outrageous then yours. I'm trying to work out whether or not I'm even the right Domme for him. He may need a man's Domination. Male Doms are usually stricter with male subs and it's the same with women." I say, putting a despondent tone in my voice.

Edward looks horrified. "Bella, no! Please… I don't want him to leave us…" He protests.

"Well, there is one other option…" I imply.

"What…what's my other option?" He desperately asks.

"What if I train you to dominate him?" I propose.

His shocked hesitation allows me to see that he's truly considering it.

I go on. "Now, just hear me out. Jasper needs strict male Domination. You need much less Domination then he does… and I need to Dominate. So I top both of you and Jazzy bottoms for both of us… but you are the middleman."

"I think I need to think about this. It's something I've never considered before. Do you need help bathing?" He asks quietly.

"No, Edward, I'll be fine." I tell him as he helps me step into the tub. As he turns to leave I call him back, feeling the need to explain my feelings further. "Edward, I'm proud of you for confronting him this morning, but I'm annoyed that you didn't tell me what you were planning."

"I'm sorry, Mistress…When I woke him up this morning I had just one thought in my brain. 'Jasper needs to know some things.' I said to myself. 'If he can't promise me a few little things then I'll have to tell Bella everything and ask her not to invite Jasper to be sexual with us again.' You were getting the bagels and so I thought I could confront him and be done with it before you got back." He says. "I'm sorry."

"It's alright, Edward. I understand where you're coming from and I think that my idea will help give you peace of mind in that regard…so, think about it…" I encourage him. "…and talk to him about it if you want. He'd need to say yes as well…"

He nods and leaves the room. I hope he seriously considers all of his options. I know my poor Edward never wanted the power of a Dom…but Jasper loves it when Edward guides his movements during blow jobs…and Edward confessed to me the heady feeling of power he felt each time he fucked Jasper's mouth. Maybe I'll just have them scene that way to try it out. We'll have to talk about this…


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AN: Apparently, we're not allowed to have special stories that are notes to the readers. I was forced to delete that one. So I'll now be forced to do something I hate and put Authors Notes in the chapters of my stories. I think each author should be allowed to have 1 story that is ANs so that their readers know what's happening with them and they don't have to waste chapter space, but the powers that be do not agree, so that's that.

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