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Chapter 29: A Hunting We Will Go

EPOV

Taking Bella hunting, this is going to be interesting!

It's not the smartest idea but I knew I could never hurt my Isabella, she was right. I did hurt her one time by leaving, but never again! That had caused her to drop so much weight and her health was not the best when I did return. The point is I could never do anything to hurt my love ever again; it would kill me if I did.

She thought it was cute for me to go hunting while she ate her lunch she packed. We will see when we get to the ball field. On the way there Alice called my cell. I stopped running so the air rushing by the phone wouldn't distort it too much. She wanted to let me know the rest of the crew would be home tonight. She asked if I would feel better about my hunting trip if her and Jazz would meet us at the ball field. She said she would stay with Bella and Jazz could go with me. "That would be awesome if you would do that. Hold on let me ask Bella if she is ok with that... Love, can Alice and Jazz come meet us at the ball field? Jazz can run with me and Alice wants to stay with you and you two can talk?" I looked back at her. I knew that she really wanted it to be just her and I but she knew that I would feel better if there were others going to be around us. She nodded her approval.

Thank you!

"We'll see you in 10" Alice sang and hung up before I could reply.

We got to the ball field and Allie and Jazz were already there waiting. We unloaded the car. Bella threw out the blanket and perched down on it. I gave her a long kiss that resulted with a few throat clearings and finally a mental shout from Alice. "If you don't leave now I'm going to replay the last 24 hrs of our lives and you do not want to see Jazz in his banana hammock!"

"Ok, ok, we're gone." I said before she could go any further. One last chaste kiss and off we went. I needed this, it's been a while since I could just run and give in to the chase. I took down 2 deer and I even was able to find an elk before we headed back.

While hunting, Jasper was wondering about a few things but didn't know how to ask, so I just answered his thoughts.

"Are you sure you can go through with the wedding night?"

"I'm not sure, I mean, I want to definitely but I'm scared shitless. I don't mean to get too personal but hell. I've seen just about everything any of you guys have done, but how do you stay focused when you're... you know...doing it?"

His brain scanned through a lot of graphic pictures that I did not need to see. "Ok, I see your point" I snapped.

Jasper stifled a laugh. "I wasn't trying to send all of those to you. I was trying to find an instance where I have had to control myself during, but the only time I try to is when there are other people around and well you know how that turns out. It's hard to try and think about anything at all other than the eminence pleasure at that moment."

I guess I already knew that.

"But it is a lot like... how do I put this? You do masturbate… don't you?" he asked me.

"Well I do now" I replied and he looked at me. "You do? I never heard or ... I... we thought that you never did." he stuttered out before I could stop him

"I never did... until Bella." He was still looking at me like I was crazy

"So, never before her? I mean, I don't want to get too personal, but I guess this whole conversation is personal, we might as well get over that right now." he said.

"No, never until Bella. I never met anyone that held even the slightest bit of interest for me."

He raised his eyebrow "Well, think of the feeling you have when you... orgasm...and also the taste of human blood at the same time, that is about as close as you can get to that feeling... I guess." he shrugged.

Well, I have tasted her blood, and I have had some pretty fucking intense orgasms with her as well. "Well, that makes since. I think I might be able to handle it." I said, looking over at him as he finished draining his prey.

"If anyone can do its you." he said. "Wait. She's still a virgin, right?" he said and I looked at him.

Fuck! I knew that. I guess I was just so worried about everything else but I remember looking into this, a lot! For the most part not all women bleed the first time they have intercourse. Being a virgin does not mean the first time you have intercourse will hurt or that you will bleed (of course the bigger the male is the more of a chance the woman may hurt.) She may bleed but this should be very light and only last for a few hours (a day at the most). It is not wrong for either to happen. Some women do bleed as remnants of the hymen are broken. The hymen is a thin piece of membrane that covers part of the opening to the vagina from birth, and naturally wears away over time. Many women have very little hymen left by the time they're sexually active.

"Edward, you still with me?" he asked.

"Yeah...uh...let's head back." We sprinted off back towards the ball field to join our girls. We were ready to go back to Charlie's for the night. We said our goodbyes and Allie and Jazz took off for home. Bella hopped on my back and we headed back.

I was hoping for today to be a restful day. I thought the having Bella near me while I was hunting would be my biggest problem. But she wasn't really with me, only a couple miles away.

Wait that may help, letting her be around me more while I feed. I will get used to having her near while I hunt. I can have one of my family members around when we start, like with Jasper and Alice, and slowly build up, a lot like we are doing with our sexcapades!

I was quiet most of the way home trying to mentally work this all out. If I could get in at least five or so feedings with Bella near me I should be able to work up my endurance. Bella's voice intruded on my thoughts as I felt her hot breath on my neck. "Edward...are you ok? You seem distracted, is something wrong?" she asked as she sprinkled a few kisses over my now slightly pink tinted check, flushed from my hunting excursions.

I slowed down and Bella wiggled on my back signaling she wanted down. I lowered her so she could reach the ground. I slung the backpack that I was carrying in front of me, over my shoulder as she wound her tiny fingers in mine.

"No, nothing's wrong love. I'm just trying to figure some things out, and I was thinking that you may have had a good idea. I thought maybe we could try a few times before the wedding that it would help me out with... well everything." I looked over at her as I took her hand from mine, opened it and placed a kiss in her palm. She is so tiny and delicate; I was terrified of hurting her. She deserves better than that, better than me, someone who didn't have to try every second of everyday to not hurt her, to not kill her. I let out a hitched sigh. She looked into my eyes and I pulled her to me. I felt the love transferring from me to her and vise versa. I knew she could read the fear and hurt in my eyes; I couldn't hide anything from her anymore.

She took my face in her hands and gave me a gentle kiss on my lips as she wrapped her arms around my neck. I lifted her up and she automatically wrapped her legs tightly around my waist. She moved her kisses to my jaw and eventually to my neck. I could feel her breathing pick up as she started to move against me. She moved her lips over my skin and back to my lips, she left a trail of passion and fire. She leaned in, to my ear, and was now panting "I want you...now" she breathed out.

We were only a few hundred yards from Charlie's house so I sprinted with the speed of light, not caring if anyone saw how fast I was moving. We were at the house within a matter of seconds. She continued to devour me with her mouth as we made it up the stairs to the back door. Once we were inside I let my lust take over. I shut the door and then pushed her up against it. I started grinding my aching dick right into the place she most needed it. She let out a shuddering moan as she sucked and nipped at my neck and shoulder, as well as clawing at my back. I let out a hissing "fuck". I kept one hand firmly on her ass as I reached up and tore her shirt and bra off in one quick motion and took her right breast into my mouth. She arched her back and let out a loud groan and pushed down onto my now actively twitching cock.

Jesus Christ I can feel her wetness. Apparently she liked it when I ripped her clothes off.

In one swoop, I ripped my shirt off as well and she pulled closer to me. That caused me to release her breast that I was sucking on and flick it with my tongue.

I let out a growl and she quickened her grinding motions. I was now working just as hard as she seemed to be to get friction.

"Babe…I need you... all of you, I need you now! I can't wait until our wedding night... can't we just elope, and you could be sated deep in me within a few hours? Don't you want to feel me from the inside out? Just imagine being in my...hot ...wet... tight...pussy clenching around your massive... rock hard... cock... while plunging deep into me?" she asked.

Fuck, why was she so fucking talented with that mouth of hers? I wonder how mad everyone would be...Alice…

"Fuck, Alice!" I spat as I felt my cell vibrate in my pants.

"Really!" she asked as looking into my eyes as she tried to catch her breath, she knew Alice saw me caving.

Why am I so weak when it comes to her?

I raised an eyebrow at her and flipped my cell open "Don't do it Edward. Not just for me but really don't do it. It will not be good! I'm not going into more right now, but trust me now if you ever have! Don't! Do! It!" I took a deep breath.

"Fuck! Ok!" I yelled, slapping my cell shut. I could hear it in her voice and I knew it wouldn't be good if we did.

"Love, we need to stop for just a moment, we can't do this, not now. Come on, let's go get some clothes on and find something a little more... safe...to do" I said as she let out the cutesiest whimper. She laid her head on my chest as I lowered her to stand on her own two feet. "Why don't I go fix you some chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream?" I asked her hoping the promise of sweet doughy goodness would distract her.

"Only if we can still stay semi nude... you in your boxers and I'll go up and put on one of your t shirts...Deal?" she asked. How could I say no to that? I let out a little chuckle. She looked so adorable, her face and chest flushed with a bright pink, her lips almost ruby red and slightly swollen from our heated kiss. God, I love this woman!

"Sure Love, sure." She let out a small giggle. I guess being around Jake so much more now is starting to wear off on me too. "So, does that mean I can take your pants off?" I asked her as I slid down her body. Once I was on my knees I looked up at her. She bit her bottom lip and nodded. I slowly unbuttoned her jeans, pull the zipper down even slower and I hear her breath hitch. I finished pulling her pants down and help her to step out of them. I broke my gaze with her to look at her mark, my mark, that was now forever etched into her beautiful ivory skin. I love that she is wearing low riding boy shorts. I moved closer to her. God, I could smell her excitement and her skin was flaming hot, maybe this was a bad idea. I leaned in and ran my tongue over the slightly raised skin of her fresh ink. I placed one open mouthed kiss over her tat, "Look after my heart, I've left it with you". I then turned her around and nudge her towards the stairs.

She giggled as she started to walk away from me. I took this opportunity to swat her ass as it wiggled away. She yelped and ran upstairs to get a shirt on, since I had ripped the ones we were wearing off.

I was in the kitchen scooping her ice cream out when she came up behind me and wrapped her arms around my waist. She laid her head on my back and inhaled deeply at the same time I did. We just inhaled each other's essence in. In this simple act I knew we were both home.


Oh so close, almost, just a little bit more…they almost slipped, do you think they can hold out until the wedding night…


So, now you know what the tattoo says, (thanks 'Team Emmett' ;-) ) but y'all still didn't get the hunting trip y'all wanted did ya? I guess if you want it bad enough you'll let me know, right? Kind of like y'all wanting to know about the script of the tattoo…..


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