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Jasper

I finally stopped staling and made my way to the new house. But I needed to stop to hunt. I pulled over the side of the road. I didn't want to take a chance with Bella. I could not bare it if I hurt her. After I was done hunting the sun was high in the sky. I was glad to have the leather jacket, gloves, and helmet. It would conceal the sparkle of my hard cold skin.

I put everything back on before coming out of the woods. I finally made it to the drive way to our house. I took off my helmet. I didn't speed my up to the drive way I took my time.

I heard a guitar being played and a woman singing. Her voice was sweet and melodic. It made me want to cry. Well if I could I would have. The person the sweet beautiful voice belonged to came into view. It was Bella!

She didn't seem sick but then again she could have gotten better. I could feel sadness, happiness, and then it went back to sadness. The strange thing was that her emotions were much stronger then I have ever felt.

She didn't notice me while she was singing. I have no idea she could play guitar. Maybe it was something new. I looked closer and she was playing my guitar I smiled. She smiled and I saw a tears roll down her cheeks as she played the last cord. I had to speak to her.

"That was beautiful."

Her smile faded when her eyes popped opened. Bella gasped and she said my name.

"Jasper."

How I missed that sound. She almost dropped my guitar but I grabbed it before it could hit the floor. I looked into her eyes and smiled. I was so lost looking into her eyes that I didn't notice the other sound but I did. It was not just Bella's heartbeat but another. I looked at her confused. Then her eyes went wide. She honestly looked like a deer I caught during a hunting trip.

She looked down and I followed her gaze. They went to her stomach. That was very very big. Then it clicked she was pregnant! She was pregnant with someone's baby. Was this why my brother wanted me to come home? To see this? To see that she gave herself to another man and is now carrying his child! I was so hurt. She looked like she was about to say something when I felt her pain. But she did let on with her facial expressions that she was.

"Jasper please calm down. The baby kicks harder when I get too upset. And apparently when you do too."

"I'm sorry Bella, I shouldn't have let Edward and Emmett talk me into coming back."

She looked surprised. It was like she didn't know.

"I didn't know they went to find you. Jasper don't leave me!"

She jumped up and threw her arms around my wait and buried her face into my chest. She started sobbing. I put my arms around her.

"Oh Jasper please stay there's so much that's happened."

I wanted and need to hear her out. I sat down with her.

"Bella calm down."

I sent her waves of calm and her sobbing died down to just sniffles. She pulled away from me and wiped her eyes. She placed her hands on her stomach. Bella started to speaking but it was not to me.

"I'm sorry baby. Mommy's just happy and shocked to see Daddy that's all."

She turned and looked at me with a smile on her face. To say I was shocked was an understatement. I didn't know if it was possible, but I swear I turned even paler. That was when she grabbed my hand and placed it on her stomach. The baby kicked. I swallowed hard.

"So you're pregnant with my baby?"

I said it slowly. I had to hear it out loud and let it sink in.

"Yes."

She said.

I looked into her eyes. I felt and saw her honesty. I couldn't believe I Jasper Whitlock was going to be a father! Never in all my entire existence did I ever think I would have a child. God knows I didn't deserve a child because of all the horrible things I've done. But it was true!

BELLA'S POV

It was really Jasper! He looked shocked when I referred to him as Daddy. One would think my sweet little pixie of a best friend would have told me about this. I will not make the same mistake with Edward by not telling him the truth. Maybe he'll understand, maybe he won't but at least I will tell him right away.

"Jasper we have a lot to talk about. You may not like what you hear. I have questions for you too."

"Ok."

"But first I need to eat again then go to the hospital for my appointment with Carlisle."

I didn't want to go alone and Alice was gone. I decided to ask Jasper to go in her place. I was not sure when she would be coming back.

"Jasper would you like to go with me? Alice or Rose usually go with me. Alice is hunting with Esme and Edward. Rose is with Emmett I have no clue where they are and don't want to think about it either."

Jasper smiled at me.

"Yes I would love to go with you."

"OK, we can take Edward's car I haven't gotten one yet."

I stood up and held my hand out to Jasper. He slipped his hand in mine and we went inside. Jasper watched me make myself something to eat. He sat across from me and watched me eat my food. Once I was done I washed my dish and grabbed Edward's keys to his car and went to the hospital. I went to the side entrance so I wouldn't run into anyone.

"Jasper, Carlisle will be happy to see you."

Jasper walked next to me as we made our way to Carlisle's office. Finally we were standing there and I knocked.

"Come in."

I opened the door and walked in with Jasper right behind me. Carlisle was facing the book case.

"Hey Carlisle how's work going?"

"Just fine nothing exciting happening I've been stuck in here all day because of the sun."

"The sun is behind the clouds now so it's safe to come out now."

I giggled.

Carlisle turned around and looked at me and Jasper. Carlisle's face lit up like a light when he saw him. He had his arms around his son hugging him.

"It's good to see you my son."

"It's good to see you too Dad."

"When did you get back?"

Carlisle asked him.

"About two hours ago."

"What do you think of the house and your room?"

"Oh well I didn't get to look yet."

"Ok, well we can talk later. Bella has to get an ultra sound today."

They both looked at me.

"Let's go see hoe the baby looks."

I said. We all walked down to the ultra sound room.

"Bella, the baby's heartbeat is very stronge."

"Yeah so are his kicks. They are starting to really hurt actually. And it's that time of the month for the…well…umm…"

"Yes, ok I understand."

I knew I had to tell Carlisle about needing to drink animal blood. But I hadn't told Jasper yet. I laid back on the tale and pulled my shirt up to do the ultrasound. Carlisle watched the monitor, I looked at Jasper.

"Jasper there are things about the pregnancy that I should tell you about."

I figured I would tell him about part of what I needed to tell him in front of Carlisle just in case he had questions that I could not answer myself.

"Well I found out about two months after you left. The day Edward came back, that I needed to drink animal blood once or twice a month because I had very little interest in eating."

Jasper looked shocked. I don't blame him I would have been too.

"How did you find that out?"

I felt guilty. I knew I he felt it.

"It's ok Bella you can tell me."

So I began explaining what happened the day Edward came back. But I didn't tell him what happened when I drank the blood. That will be after we get back home so Alice and Edward can be there. Carlisle cleared his throat

"Bella the baby looks great. It seems that all his organs are just about fully developed. Just try to stay calm ok.

"Wow, that's great soon enough he will be here and I will do my best to stay calm."

"If everything goes the way it should then you'll be fine as far as giving birth. But if you go a few days past your due date I will induce you."

"Ok, I'm fine with that. I trust you."

"Ok well let me take a couple of pictures and print them out for your collection."

Carlisle handed me two prints of the baby. I thanked him. I sat up and hopped off the table and fixed my clothes. Jasper and I left the hospital and went home.

"I can show you around the house, if you like?"

"Sure Bella I would like that very much."

We walked inside the house and headed up stairs.

"On the left is Emmett and Rosalie's room. On the right…"

"Is your room?"

"Umm…Well sort of. Open the door."

He did and we walked in he started smiling."

"It's your room really. Esme and Rosalie are dividing my room in half to make a baby room, so he can have if own room. My room was huge. So I've been using your room. Carlisle and Esme's room and his study are on the third floor and Alice, my room, and the baby's room is on the fourth floor. Edward's room is the on top floor."

"I see you made yourself comfortable here."

I blushed. I forgot I left clothes on the floor. Which included a few bras and panties.

"Oh yeah, I haven't done my laundry and I've been a little tired to pick up. I'm sorry."

I started blushing even more. I grabbed the little pile on the floor and put the clothes into the hamper. Then I sat on the bed. I was tired but I wanted to tell Jasper everything.

"Come and sit next to me I need to tell you something."

He looked at me confused. He sat down.

"I didn't tell you everything about drinking animal blood. Ok umm…well I react very different when I drink it."

I closed my eyes so I couldn't see his reaction.

"I become sexually aroused. And the first time I drank it…I seduced Edward. He tired to convince me that we couldn't but well you know how persuasive I can be. I don't regret it. But I am sorry. Don't be mad at him. It hasn't happened again. Now I'm alone when I have to drink it. Alice brings it to me. She is bringing me some today."

Jasper was quite and didn't' say anything for 5 minutes.

"Bella, its ok I am not angry with you at all. But I have to ask you something. Do you love me?"

What is it with these guys they don't waste any time?

"Yes I love you. But I love Edward too and he does know."

"How are we going to do this?"

"For right now, as separate people. I guess we can spend time together. I just want to focus on the baby right now. I hope you'll be apart of his life."

I opened my eyes. Jasper looked a little hurt but he understood.

"Of course Bella why wouldn't I?"

"I don't know. But I'm glad you will be. Welcome home. I missed you so much."

"I missed you too Bella. I love you, just remember that."

Jasper got closer to me and put his arms around me. He buried his face in the crook of my neck and inhaled.

"You smell sweeter."

It was muffled but I understood what he said. I smiled and leaned into him.

"So I've been told."

Jasper let go of me. He got off the bed and walked around his room. He stopped at the bookcase.

"I've been reading your civil war books when I wasn't working or doing my online classes."

He looked back at me and smiled.

"Since when have you been able to play guitar?"

"Well when I moved into your room I saw your guitar and I wanted to learn."

"What was the song you played outside when I came up?"

"Baby Mine, it's from one of my favorite Disney movies Dumbo."

"Is that the only song you know?"

"Pretty much, I want to learn more. I was hoping that you would teach me songs you know."

"How about I get you a guitar of your own so I can teach you better?"

"That would be great."

Then I yawned.

"You're tired, take a nap and I'll wake you when Alice comes back."

Jasper came over to me and got on his knees in front of me. We were looking into each others eyes. My heart started to beat faster as he leaned in and kissed me. When our lips were together, I felt a shock of electricity run through my body.

I tangled my fingers through his hair, as we deepened our kiss. That's when the baby kicked and it was hard. I pulled away from Jasper gasping. I was in pain.

"Bella what's wrong? Is it the baby?"

"He just kicked me really hard. It was the hardest he has ever kicked me before."

I gasped for air. Then I felt a wave of calm and the pain slowly went away. Jasper put his hand on my stomach and I felt the baby's movements slow. He started to talk to the baby.

"Hey in there, I'm you're Daddy. Be careful with your Mom I promise I won't kiss her like that again."

Then Jasper leaned down and kissed my stomach. He stood up and kissed my forehead.

"Get some rest."

Jasper walked out and I sighed as I got in the middle of the bed and went to sleep.


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