Chapter 29: Temptation
EPOV
I was in a very deep and peaceful sleep when I heard Bella mumbling incoherently. I had grown accustomed to the fact that she spoke in her sleep, but she kept squirming in my arms. I opened my eyes and noticed that Bella's face seemed flush and her mumbles were becoming moans.
She began to squirm harder and couldn't help, but watch her. She always seemed so tranquil while she slept, almost like a real angel. Her dark hair framing her porcelain skin, and pink lips always in a pout. I was guilty of loosing sleep just staring at her. She was perfect in every sense of the word.
All of a sudden her low moans that I could tune out began to get a bit louder. When she moaned my name I thought I was going to die. I rolled onto my side to wake her. I wanted to see what she was dreaming off, since it was no secret what it entailed. Just the thought of what we were doing in the dream was driving me insane. My body was reacting to her, and I wanted nothing more to kiss her passionately and make love to her.
"Bella!" I called softly trying to wake her. I didn't want to further risk the temptation. I was seriously tempted to take her.
"I need all of you!" She said quite clearly arching her back and pressing her body into mine. It is only a dream, she really doesn't want me that way. It is too soon. I kept repeating in my head.
"Bella!" I said again her arms wrapping around my neck before her eyes fluttered open. Even though she appeared shocked I couldn't help but kiss her. My self-control had flown out the window.
"Do you know what you're doing to me?" I asked my arm snaking around her waist to press her into me. I wanted her to know just how excited she had made me. I wanted her to feel the obvious effect she had on me.
"Edward!" She gasped moving just the right way against me. She was very talented for someone who had no experience.
"You're making this very difficult." I managed to say before sucking on her neck. She tasted delicious, and I could never get enough of her.
"I'm sorry." She panted trying to steady her breaths. "But please don't stop." I complied with her wishes my kisses continuing back up from her neck to her lips. I needed her just as much as she needed me.
Before I had the time to register what had happened both our shirts were quickly removed, leaving Bella clad in shorts and a sports bra. I kissed her newly exposed skin loving the fact that I was causing her heartbeat to quicken. Her legs wrapped around my waist as her fingers began to trace the waistband of my pajama pants. One of my hands disappeared into the silky softness of her hair.
I wanted to make love to Bella. I wanted her to feel how much I loved her. I wanted us to become one. I was tired of waiting, tired of resisting. My thoughts came to an end just as my fingers disappeared under bra caressing the underside of her breast.
"Please, Edward!" She pleaded her hands grabbing my bottom and pushing me against her small frame.
Just as I was going to remove her bra, I heard the door of my parent's room open and I immediately jumped off her running to the other side of the room. I hadn't realized it was already early morning. My dad was leaving for work, and my mom was probably already up.
With the closing of the front door came the guilt. How did I let things get so far? If I wouldn't have heard the door I wouldn't have stopped. What had gotten into me? I wanted to be with Bella, but this was not the way. I would've never forgiven myself if I had done it. I would never regret it, but it would not be the way I wanted it to be. I was disgusted with myself.
BPOV
I had totally forgotten that we were in his house, in his bedroom, with his parents in the other room. The dream had seemed so real, and I really couldn't help myself when I saw Edward's gaze. He looked to be completely turned on, he felt completely turned on. I didn't know how much longer I could resist the temptation, but I knew I had to. We needed to take our time taking things slow.
"I'm sorry." I said softly feeling incredibly guilty once Edward turned to look at me. He seemed disgusted. What had I done? I had allowed my stupid fantasy to take over.
"Bella, I'm the one who should be sorry. But I'm not." He admitted sitting on the edge of the bed and looking into my eyes.
"I don't understand." I said lifting my legs up so that my chin rested on them.
"I'm disgusted with myself for pushing you so far, but I don't regret it. I don't regret it all." He explained his hand caressing my cheek.
"I don't either, and you didn't do anything I didn't want." I added biting my lip.
"When I heard you moan my name, I lost total control. I know I shouldn't have, but my entire being craves every inch of you." He continued as I smiled pulling him towards me.
"I crave it too, Edward. It's all I dream about." I stated placing a soft kiss on his lips.
"Could you tell me about the dream?" He asked turning a little pink. Edward's blush was a rare occurrence, and I found it incredibly sexy.
"Do you promise to behave?" I inquired feeling a bit bold. I felt confident in that I could bring about such responses in him.
"I promise." He answered.
As I explained the dream he placed small kisses by my ear and neck his hand resting on my hip. I had not bothered to put the shirt back on, and his kisses were trailing dangerously near the beginning of my bra.
"Edward, behave." I scolded as he chuckled.
"I swear, nothing more than this. You're are so addictive." He answered his lips barely leaving my skin.
"Not as addictive as you." I added my fingers tracing the muscles of his arms.
"Like a drug." He whispered into my neck. "You're my drug."
"And you, Edward are exactly my type of heroin." I said with a sigh curling into him.
A/N: By popular demand I decided to make this its own chapter. I am astonished that you would think that I would allow Edward and Bella to sleep together with his parents in the same house. They did get a bit carried away, but after that dream. Can you blame them?
I was going to post this with the Seattle chapter, but I didn't want to make you guys wait. It's short, but I knew you guys would rather have this chapter than wait.
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Next chapter will be in Seattle and should be up this weekend.
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