G1-Blaster-Hidden Love
Rating-K
Notes: Goes along with 'Music & Lyrics', this is sorta like the prequel to it.
I watched all happen before me like a bad movie…I knew…everyone knew how it all was going to end…but there was nothing they could have done to prevent it…
In a way…I had felt guilty for it…because I wanted it to happen…
Jazz…always got everything…a smile and all would swoon after him…he made everything look easy and look good while doing it…so I might have been a little jealous of the Porsche to begin with…but I could smother the feeling because this was my best friend.
Of course I was introduced into Prowl's life by that way…quickly discovering that what was seen as antisocial and prude was actually extreme shyness and hesitation. I have seen the SIC smile and…Primus was it beautiful…like a broken angel finally getting it's wings back…
My cassettes made fun of me for thinking that…but they agreed as well…Eject and Rewind absolutely love him like some kind of missing parental figure in there life…
It's odd really, I have know Jazz for so long and yet they think of him more as an older brother or uncle…maybe because he treats them as such.
Prowl…goes all 'mother hen' on them and even though they grip that they are old enough to take care themselves…they still allow him to preen over them.
It's cute…and he treats them all the same…not like how the other crew members do just because of the different frames…just because my cassette looks like an animal doesn't mean he is.
In fact he plays chess with Prowl…it looks really…weird…but he enjoys himself because he's not being judged…and the door winger…he let's his mask drop and he laughs and smiles and jokes around…
Most of the time Jazz was gone, socializing, duty, or doing whatever it was he did and since me and the SIC had become close as friends…we hung out…
Did you know he can sing…beautifully…I nearly melted…I mean I'm usually a rock fan but one day I was just messing around with the softer sounds and before I knew it…he was singing…
Then it became a habit, we all would go to his office or his room or he would come to ours while waiting for Jazz and we…would get lost in the sounds of our own world…
I was slowly falling in love…with my best friend's lover…
Do you know how much that hurts…to have him come up and when no one is looking, hug me and say he is happy to see me only to watch him get swept away in another's arms.
It sucks!
But not as bad as holding him in my arms as he cries his optics out over what had happened between them…is it wrong of me to be happy that Jazz, my closest friend, broke it off because he didn't want to settle down and allowed me the chance to finally have what he didn't deserve…
"Thank you…"
I look down at the sky blue optics, my spark seizing up as he continued to look up at me from his position on my chassis…I had found him outside and scooped him up and cradled him close to my own spark like he was already mine…I couldn't help it.
"Ain't a problem, birdie, I have all night, I ain't going anywhere."
He sniffles and buries his face into my chassis as another sob rakes through his frame, I just hold him close and whisper words of endearment to the mech that stole my spark…
Maybe one day…when we both are healed and no longer looking for approval from someone else…I can finally tell him…
How much I love him…
-For those who haven't read 'Music & Lyrics', it's Jazz's POV on the relationship between Prowl and Blaster, who are celebrating their bonding.
