Ok so I would like to state it right now...THEY ARE NOT SISTERS!! Ewww that would be sick...I aint that weird gees u guys hahaha!! Anyways heres the next chpt!

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Ok I'm heading to NY Wed and I'm sooo excited!! So I won't be able to have a chpt of the next story until I come back which will be Sunday so hopefully I'll have one up next Monday so stay tuned you guys! Thanks soo much for all the love...it means the world to me!

Live. Laugh. Love.

Everything was so confusing. I sat there not knowing what to think of anything. She just told me that she couldn't be with me because of my mother.

What the hell did my mother have to do with us?

I know that I shouldn't of thrown her out like that but when she came out and made it sound like my mother was at fault for everything it got me angry. My mom is dead and to bring her back into this was beyond wrong. I know for a fact that Ashley wouldn't like that.

Ughhh!

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For that left over week we stayed out of eachothers way. How sad is it that one minute we are totally fine with one another and I was actually thinking of telling my dad about us when this all comes down into play. I want us to workout. I want us to be good with eachother and not have everyone in our way to have a relationship.

I want to be with her.

Stupid ass secrets and all the drama that comes with them make me mad. My year was not suppose to be like this. Just from coming here I've had so much heartache and it killed me because it involved loving Ashley. I really did fall for her and for all this to happen was not what I had in mind.

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"How are you doing?" I was in my room with Gina packing up the last of my things before I go back home for the holidays. Maybe I could finally get some peace about all of this while I'm away from here.

Ashley left yesterday and I didn't even say goodbye to her. I couldn't because I knew that she didn't want to have anything to do with me. I needed to know what my mom did. I needed to know why she couldn't stand to be around me.

"Not that great but thanks for asking."

"I'm sorry that all of this happened with you and Ashley." I turned around to look at her and she was looking at me as if she really meant it. I tried to pull off a small smile for her but it wasn't happening.

I quickly turned my head away because I was on the verge of crying.

Again.

Personally I was sick of crying so I just continued to pack.

"So did you really mean that you wanted me to come and visit over the break?" Right not other than Kaylee Gina was a great friend and I didn't want to lose that.

"Of course I did. We can all hangout and go to the football games back home. That's kind of what we do around out parts." Gina chuckled at me and even though she found it funny it was the truth.

"I'm telling ya though we have some fun. Of course I always ended up plastered on my ass by the end of the night but it was doing it all."

"Your so cute."

"Yeah I know."

"And conceeded."

"Hey your the one who said that I was cute so that was your fault." I threw my pillow her way and we shared a laugh together. I was glad that I was at least laughing about something. Lately all I've been doing is crying.

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That evening I went into the dinner hall and I was getting something to eat when Kyla met me in line.

"I heard about everything that happened with you two."

"Ya. It was your sisters choice."

"It was your mom." Hearing her say that got me pissed off.

"You know what Kyla you didn't know my mom so don't act like you have a clue on what happened."

"I probably know more than you do."

I looked at her and I was about to say so much more but I decided to keep it to myself. I didn't need to get into anymore trouble than what I was in already.

So I grabbed my food and left the hall. This was all bullshit and with them knowing what went on here when my mom went here pissed me off even more because I was out of the loop. I thought dad told me everything about mom. I didn't think that he would keep secrets from me about her. Especially when it comes back to kick me in the ass.

I was going to find out what happened when I get home.

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That following week I finsihed up my finals early and I had dad come and pick me up earlier than expected. I needed to get away from here and not have to think about everything that happened with Ashley.

"I'm going to miss you."

Gina told me as we were sitting in my room waiting for my dad to come back up to grab the rest of the bags.

"I'm going to miss you to but we will see eachother when you come and visit."

"Yeah I know but it won't be the same until we come back to school."

"Yeah. So am I going to get a hug before I leave." Gina smiled at me and she walked over to me. I hugged her and she squeezed me tight.

Dad came into the room a second later and we both retreated from eachothers arms.

"You ready to go Spencer?"

"Yeah I'm ready dad. Just saying bye to Gina." I smiled at her and I grabbed a bag and walked out the door with dad.

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The whole way home I had Ashley on my mind and I wanted to hear her voice. I wanted to just be in her arms and not have to worry about anything that was going on. I just wanted her.

"Why are you so silent?"

I was looking out the window and I shook my head trying to ignore him.

I went silent again and than just got it off my chest.

"What happened with mom at school?"

Now it was dads turn to be silent. I looked over at him and he was straight face.

"I thought we went over this Spencer. You need to stay out of the past."

"It's kind of hard when the past is coming back to haunt me and ruin my relationship with Ashley,"

I was coming out.

"Your friendship with Ashley." Dad didn't get it.

"No our relationship. As in my girlfriend." Dad looked right over to me and than looked away from me. He didn't want to believe it and I could tell.

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The rest of the ride home was silent and we didn't talk about anything. Obviously he couldn't belive it and personally I didn't care what he thought about me. I am who I am. If they don't like it than it's their problem not mine.

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Home.

Finally home.

Glen and Clay greeted me at the front door with nothing but smiles. It was really good to see my brothers and be back here with people I love.

I sat on my bed enjoying everything around me not wanting to budge from my spot.

"Spencer the door."

Glen came barging into my room.

Yep. I'm home alright. I sat up on my bed and looked at him. I shook my head ok and started to walk out of the room. I knew that it had to be Kaylee greeted me home. I couldn't wait to get back here so we could spend some time with eachother. It's been way to long.

I ran down the stairs and I opened up with door with a big smile on my face and then it dropped. Everything stopped for me and I was shocked at who I was looking at.

Ashley.

Why was she here?

What did she want?

(A/N: So this is the last chpt for this part of the story...hahaha I love cliffhangers!! I'm sooo mean...the next story will have Spencer finding out about her mom and all of that drama. So I really hope you guys stay with me on this story!! Sooo you know what to do...Please leave the love!! XD)