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Ok, I'll use this opportunity to express me extreme displeasure with this whole situation. I, Isabella Marie Swan, am, at this moment, really, really unhappy about this whole situation. We had been staying with the Cullen's, my Ex-Almost vampire family, and Edward my Ex-almost love of my life vampire boyfriend for a few weeks now, and my voice was still not back.

I could barely ever be alone, someone always was making sure that I didn't need anything since I was the most human here. And I treasured the few hours of sleep that I could find that got me away from this whole situation. But at the same time I knew that they were just trying to help.

Oh, and do you want to here another funny story? It really is very very funny, at least it will be to you. When giving out "bedroom" assignments, which for them pretty much meant where they would hang out, since they didn't have to sleep, and to which I would actually have to sleep in the room I was put into…I WAS PAIRED WITH EDWARD! Really it was very very disconcerting.

And at this moment that is where I found myself, spread out against Edwards bed, and I knew that it shouldn't bother me, since he really never slept here anyway, but I could see him, spread out on this bed listening to music, sometimes I can even see us laying together like we used to. Very very disturbing.

I was just laying there staring at the ceiling of his room, which had been painted in the spongy prickly way, so I was trying to find shapes when the door to the room opened. I turned my head just a little bit to see Edward staring at me.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you." He said apologetically.

I just nodded, and closed my eyes again.

EPOV

"Edward I want some music!" Emmett complained next to me on the couch. The house was very quiet, and it was true I was dying for some music too. My eyes darted up to stairs and landed on the door, and behind it help all my music and CD's, but it also hid a sleeping Bella.

"Sorry Emmett, I can't go and get any of them." I said

He looked at me for a moment then rolled his eyes. "Fine, then I will go and get them." Just the image of Emmett barreling his way through my room, my well organized and perfect room, and then him destroying it, was enough to make me wince.

"Don't go near my room." I growled.

"Well, go get some music, or I will." He warned crossing his arms over h is chest.

"Come on Emmett, she's sleeping I don't want to wake her." I said.

"You're a damn vampire for heavens sake, she won't even know that you are there." He said. I hated it when he was right.

"Fine." I hissed and got up. I would go at human speed just to spite him. But as I was walking I was thinking.

Since Bella gained back all her memories, and since she remember who we were and who I was, I was sure that she'd take me back, but she hasn't, but didn't she still chooses to be without me, and to be with him.

"Do you need something?" I looked up and saw Damon now beside my and Bella's door with a smirk on his face.

"Just a few CD's from my room is all." I said looked at him evenly.

"Is that all? Are you sure?" He asked his eyebrows raising.

"…yes." I growled.

"Ha, you'd think you'd have learned you lesson when she forgets you, and then doesn't want you. But no. Then she remembers, and still doesn't want you, and you just can't accept it." He said. I was seething in anger, I'd had just about enough of this guy.

"You know Damon? She may not love me now, but she will, sooner or later, she will. We love each other, and we were made for each other, unlike you who were just my replacement over these years, and not a very good one, I might add." I said with a smile.

He leaped forward to attack me, but Emmett was there, holding him back.

"Glad to you see you finally decided to get up." I said to him.

"I thought you could use a hand, now go get some CD's I need music." He said letting Damon go, knowing he wouldn't try anything with him there.

"Fine." I snapped and slowly I opened my door, I saw light crack in the room as the door swung farther open, and then I saw her perfect eyes land on me.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you." I said. Crap.

She just nodded once and closed her eyes again. The pain that that simple little gesture did to me was enough to make me want to die. I walked over to my shelves that were on the wall opposite the bed so I had my back to her. I began running my fingers over the CD's not even looking at the ones that I was pulling out.

I heard a thump and I quickly turned to see Bella hobbling out of bed, then she fell on the ground. Same old Bella. She just sat there looking stunned for a moment, then shook her head and got back up. I hadn't even noticed what she was wearing, rather what she wasn't.

She just had on a tank top, and a pair of this boy short underwear. I looked away really quick as she threw on a pair of flannel pants. Then she opened the door and walked out, quick and without a word, like she always did.

BPOV

ABANDON SHIP! Edward, OMG that scared the crap out of me. He was just there. Then I tried to get out of the bed, and I ended up falling down and making a fool of myself. I didn't know what to do, so I just sat there. Then I realized I wasn't wearing anything but a tank top and underwear so I quickly threw on a pair of flannel pants and ran from the room and to Alice's room. Gah! This was terrible.

"Hey Bella." She said as she heard me open to door. She must have saw this coming. I guess she remembered that I couldn't talk and she gave me a piece of paper to write on.

We were passing notes, both of use writing just like we were in school again.

So, Bella…does your butt still hurt? She scribbled obviously aware of the fact that I fell. I just glared at her and wrote back.

No, actually it doesn't.

I handed it to her and she passed it back quickly.

So are you enjoying your stay here?

I read the words over twice not sure how to answer.

Well, It's nice to be with everyone again. I ended up writing.

She nodded and scribbled back.

Everyone? I was confused till I met her appraising gaze, she was referring to Edward.

It's tolerable. I wrote and looked away. I heard her gasp and I looked back at her, her face had gone blank, and when she resurfaced she just grinned wickedly, oh great. I thought.

Tell me. I scribbled down quickly and threw the paper at her. She just shook her head no. I rolled my eyes and got up, and walked to the door. Sometimes her powers really ticked me off.

EPOV

"So what are you guys going to do?" I asked Aiden and Sam, since Bella couldn't sing they couldn't perform. I had already decided that I would talk to Bella, the first chance that I got when she had her voice back. I decided that once she left my room in a hurry to get away from me.

I just wasn't to same person without her, and I had to tell her that.

"Well I guess we'll just drop off the edge of the earth for a while, and come back as someone else later." Sam said shrugging, and I nodded.

So they were leaving again. Then Alice walked by, I peeked into her mind and found that she was naming all the states and countries in the world, and then their capitals in alphabetical order…something was up.

"Please, excuse me." I said to the boys, and went after Alice.

I caught up to her in the grandroom where she was now lounging on one of the sofas.

"What did you see Alice?" I asked walking up to her.

She shook her head and looked away.

"Fine, I'll just go tell Jasper how you were the one who broke his favorite guitar last month." That worked, it caused her focus to waver and I caught a snip of her vision. It was of me, and Bella. We were arguing…I think it was outside, and it was dark. I think we were arguing about her leaving, but that's all I got, and Alice got right back on track keeping me out.

But Bella could talk in the vision, and Alice's visions usually are of things that are soon to come. So Bella would be talking soon…that meant she'd be leaving after she can use her new power. NOT GOOD!

I needed to find Bella, but I when I did, I saw that she was in our music studio with Damon, and they were singing, well more like Damon was singing to her. But I listened.

He put in a CD, and the music flowed and he began adding words.

"The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined
As I'm running to you
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
The air is thick with tension much like when we are together
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever

Oh, so it was a cheesy vampire love song…nice.

As I round your corner
I am nervous that you won't be my lover
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover
You answer the door with your innocent face
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

I doubt he asked her when he bit her, but still, he did change her.

Eternity will never be enough for me
And eternally will live our infallible love

So their love was infallible, well at least to him.

My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust
Your eyes are softer now
And your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust
I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps
Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

Was that a jist at me? He was playing for keeps?

Eternity will never be enough for me
And eternally will live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down

Yeah, he did bring her down with him. Ugh.

Eternity will never be enough for me
And eternally will live our infallible love

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town (eternally)
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down (eternally)"

She smiled and hugged him. Oh god.

BPOV

Damon and I were sitting in the Cullen's music room. Damon said that he had written a song, and he wanted to sing it to me. I loved his songs, I always did. He plopped the CD into the radio and the music started, he smiled at me, and began singing.

"The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined
As I'm running to you
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
The air is thick with tension much like when we are together
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever

I couldn't help it, I blushed and he smiled.

As I round your corner
I am nervous that you won't be my lover
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover
You answer the door with your innocent face
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

He had no idea how much I wanted to leave the human race at that time in my life.

Eternity will never be enough for me
And eternally will live our infallible love

My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust
Your eyes are softer now
And your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust

Yeah, I had very much went crazy after I was turned…very very crazy.

I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps
Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?

Eternity will never be enough for me
And eternally will live our infallible love

Our love was infallible, I loved him, he'd always be with me no matter what.

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me

Haha, we were immortal.

Leave behind this lonely town
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down

We were better than Forks, we both knew it, I was happy to have him.

Eternity will never be enough for me
And eternally will live our infallible love"

Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town (eternally)
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down (eternally)

The music stopped and he looked at me, questioningly. I couldn't say anything, I just got up and smiled, gave him a huge hug that he returned, and I was oh so happy.

"Ok, I have one more, but it's kind of creepy, and it's…I don't know." He said nervously.

I rolled my eyes, Indicating that he should sing it.

"Fine." He muttered and clicked the CD forward a few songs, and the music started. He took a deep and unnecessary breath, and started singing.

"And there I was on misty edge licking it up.
What became of your self-inflicted wounds.

I looked down, only he knew that I had resorted to cutting in my human life, and that I was cutting that day he found me in the forest.

And then the blood started running and a running right from your nose.
But you just let it flow because the color's so beautiful.

Yeah, there was a lot of blood.

Denial feels so good.
We don't have a problem at all.
Oh, denial feels so good.
I'll even help you put up your wall.
And I'll applaud you as you fall.

Denial…I was in a lot of that at first, mostly because I went crazy after my change.

Whoa, off and on, off and on.
We need to break this spell that we cast upon ourselves.
Whoa, off and on, off and on.
I need to quit.
I don't think I have the strength to live without it.

Neither did I. I sighed.

And there I was all cloudy eyed, I was trying to speak.
My family stood before me.

And then the tears started running and a running right from their eyes.
Don't you think I would stopped if I could've screamed between the cries?

This was hard for him, he was changed in front of his family…it didn't end well. They watched his painful changing process, he had tried to warn them, but all he could do was scream, and he ended up killing them all, it was really sad.

Denial feels so good.
We don't have a problem at all.
Oh, denial feels so good.
I'll even help you put up your wall.
And I'll applaud you as you fall.

Whoa, off and on, off and on.
We need to break this spell that we cast upon ourselves.
Whoa, off and on, off and on.
I need to quit.
I don't think I have the strength to live without it."

"What do you think?" He asked looked at me, I had tears in my eyes, and he nodded. "I told you it was creepy." He said then got up.

I pulled him back down, and hugged him to me, I knew that that song had taken a lot for him to write. He smiled at me, and brought his head down to kiss me.

I heard a sad sob come from somewhere outside the room, I was confused, but Damon deepened the kiss and claimed my attention. I wonder what was going on.


Those two songs were, "This is for Keeps" and "To live without" And they are both by The Spill Canvas which is an amazing band.

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