A/N: I know I suck. I'm so sorry for that long wait, believe me. But I'm back with this story. Even though after this chapter there will be just one last chapter, but full of smut, haha. Or maybe an epilogue, I don't know. Do you guys want an epilogue? Let me know, mkay?
And I'm so sorry it's so short. The next one will be longer.
Enjoy.
29. Finally
"Can you take me to bed?"
Just as I whispered those words, I knew there was no coming back. That this is what I want and what I need. And that I want it to be with Ashley, no one else. Ashley is the one I love and I will love forever. I do want her to be my first and I do want her to be my only one. Now you maybe tell me that I'm too young for thinking like this, but it's true. Ashley is the one I want to spend my life with. I knew it the first day we met in her living room and I know it now. She's the one who can make me smile when I'm sad, she's the one who hears me out when I want to talk about my stupid problems and she's the one who loves me for the way I am; not for what I've tried to be, but for who I am. She's the one who sees through me. She's the one who sees I'm not okay, even if I'm smiling at everyone.
Ashley is the love of my life.
I watched her as she slowly pulled away and took my hand into her own, leading me toward my bed, not tearing her eyes from mine the whole time. I watched her as she stood in front of me and stroked my hair with her soft hand, before she reached my face and started gently caressing it. I leaned into her touch and grabbed her hand to give a tender kiss on her palm. I saw her closing her eyes, enjoying the feeling of my lips on her hand. After she took her hand back, she finally leaned in and took my lips passionately. It was a gentle kiss at first, but after a moment, I felt her licking my bottom lip, the signal for me to open my mouth and let her tongue slip in. And she did. I had to moan when our tongues finally touched and started dancing in one rhythm. I put my hands around her neck, gently caressing the skin there while she let her hands wander along my body, touching me everywhere. But I needed her to touch these places under my clothes, so I pulled away and stared at her. I didn't have to say anything; she knew what I wanted as she took my shirt and slowly started lifting it up. I put my hands up to help her a little and she finally removed the top I was wearing.
There I was, almost half-naked in front of her. It was the first time in my life I stood half-naked in front of someone. I wasn't nervous or scared, though. Maybe I should have been, since this was the first time, but I wasn't. Maybe it was because I trusted her or maybe it was just her eyes, those almost black eyes that were staring at me so intensely. I heard my heart beating so fast like never before when she broke the eye contact and tilted her head down. I knew I was blushing, but I didn't care. I still didn't care as she moved her hand and started tracing her way along my bare skin. But I did care when she lifted up her head again and whispered, "You're beautiful."
However, I stopped caring again when she took her own shirt and removed it in a quick movement, exposing her own skin. What I saw left me speechless. That wasn't the end as I watched her hands reach behind her back and then she was there, standing in front of me topless. I swear I stopped breathing when I saw her naked skin. She was so beautiful.
"Beautiful," I whispered and touched her with my shaking hand, feeling her shiver after every touch.
I don't know how long I was touching her, but I stopped when she spoke softly. "Turn around." It wasn't an order, but I obeyed anyway. I turned around and immediately felt the warm hands touching the naked skin of my back. I felt a little uncertain when those hands unhooked my bra, and she felt it too, because suddenly I felt her hot breath at my ear and heard her whispering, "Don't be scared," at the same time as she slowly took down the straps and removed my black bra completely.
I turned around, still a little scared, and saw her smiling at me. Just when I spotted a smile of her own I knew it was going to be okay, that I could trust her. I watched her hand coming closer to me and suddenly I felt her fingers on my breast, tracing their way around. I couldn't help it and let out a moan, because that feeling was something I'd never experienced before and it was great. She pulled her hand back and I frowned, frustrated. Ashley just smiled at me with that smile where her nose crinkles, took my hand, and led me to the bed. I laid down on it and immediately pulled her to me, not wanting her to be that far away for too long. She stretched out on top of me and I gasped at the feeling our half-naked bodies so close to each other. She looked deeply into my eyes, silently asking for approval and I just nodded, letting her know she could do whatever she wanted to. Then she pulled away again, but this time just to take off her jeans. She was sitting there between my legs and playing with the belt of my jeans, her eyes still fixed on me. I gave her approval with my eyes and watched her as she very slowly unhooked the belt and the zipper and pulled off my jeans as well. She didn't wait for anything as she quickly laid on top of me again, this time both of us almost naked, and linked our lips in another loving kiss. I felt her start moving her body against mine while we were still kissing and God, it was a great feeling. I couldn't help it as I began moaning into the kissing and instinctively moving my body with hers. I heard her moaning too and soon after she sped up the tempo, I felt both of our bodies trembling as we came together.
After a moment of heavy breathing, she fixed her eyes on me again, smiled, and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. "This is just the beginning," she whispered.
I can't wait.
