M-My muse seems to have come back... YEAH!
And on a side note... FUCK IT! I KNOW THIS STRAYED FAR FROM THE ORIGINAL PLOT, BUT OH WELL!
This is how I made it, and everyone who read my previous stories should know, by now, that I just get on and type. My chapters are warped by my moods.
And I'm in the mood for a little angst, this chapter...
-D.O.C
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DISCLAIMER!
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Rin awoke, stiff and sore, but feeling very content.
Everything from the night before came flooding back to her, and she blushed.
They had really had sex!
She never would have thought that she would be sleeping in Sesshomaru Taisho's bed, after a night such as that. If someone had told her that she would become his lover when she first got to the manor, she would have pushed them down the stairs, calling them crazy.
Sesshomaru stirred, golden eyes opening to study the female. They were hazy and warm, and they made her heart stutter.
Rin suddenly remembered what Kikyo had said. 'Love comes blindingly fast...'
She didn't believe it. In love with Sesshomaru?
But... thinking back to how she felt fluttering in her stomach every time he spoke to her, how she had forgiven him after he had threatened her life, how her day was never complete without his strange antics... she realized that it was true.
She took a deep breath, gathering all the courage in her body before confessing to the man that had taken her virginity from her, along with her heart over the past weeks she had known him.
"I-I love you... Sesshomaru..." She whispered.
His bright amber eyes widened.
Aforementioned eyes landed on her neck, and hardened considerably.
"Sessh-" Her small hand reached out, but she froze when a loud snarl sounded throughout the room, sounding like a cornered, rabid dog.
"Do not touch me." Sesshomaru spat, voice frigid and dripping with disgust.
Rin immediately felt tears spring to her eyes. "Wh-What do you-"
"Filthy human. You could never fill the place of a demoness." His voice rose until the deep tenor shook the room, "How dare you wear my mark? So bold for an imbecilic mortal."
Rin's hand flew to her throat, feeling unmistakable dried blood. "Your mark...?"
"Disgusting." He scoffed, standing up and pulling on clothing, which he extracted from his closet. "You are so stupid that you cannot even fathom what that bite means."
He headed toward the door, eyes filled with nothing but contempt, "I expect that you to leave my room within the hour."
"B-But... I thought..." Rin cried desperately. 'This is a dream. This is a nightmare.'
A cold laugh resonated in the space between the youkai and human.
"Do you want me to throw myself to the floor at your feet? To beg for your pathetic hand in marriage? To love you?" Sesshomaru's voice mocked cruelly.
"I thought... that w-we could..." Rin couldn't even get the words out.
The demon strolled casually over to the woman, livid beyond belief. Did all human women possess the ability to bewitch inuyoukai males?
He crouched by her side of the bed, smirking. 'One more blow, and she will crumble.'
He convinced himself that this was a good thing. His beast wailed as he spoke the sentence to drive the stake of despair into Rin's heart.
"I used you. I made you my whore. A lowly, mortal slut." He made use of the crude language he had learned in the modern age. "I don't love you. I simply wanted a good fuck, and I got that from you, didn't I?"
Rin's heart shattered as the stake hit home, and she flew from the room, startling the servants with her nudity before she slammed her own door.
Sesshomaru smiled softly.
He refused to end up like his father. He may have forgiven Inuyasha for tearing his family apart, but he didn't want to be like Inu No Taisho, the weakest inuyoukai to ever grace the earth.
He rose his aristocratic nose in the air arrogantly, smirking at the sky outside his window.
'That is correct, Father, I called you weak.'
'He wasn't weak.'
Sesshomaru sat on the edge of his bed, pursing his lips. 'You are right... he was one of the strongest.'
'He fell in love.'
A snort echoed in the now empty room. 'Love is for the weak.'
'Then, you must be incredibly weak, whelp!' The beast in his head screeched, 'I killed those damn men so they wouldn't drive you off the deep end! So you wouldn't become completely insane and harm Rin!'
'YOU WILL ADDRESS HER AS MS. TSUKIKO, NOW, YOU SICKENING RUNT!'
The beast retreated, howling his pain and loss like the true canine he was.
"Pathetic." Sesshomaru scoffed, putting in his contacts, pinning his hair back, and tying a tie around his throat before walking out of his room, which still reeked of sex, blood, and Ri- Ms. Tsukiko.
He walked down the large expanse of stairs, admiring his mansion, as if seeing it for the first time.
"I acquired all of this, without love. I am perfection." He muttered, trying to convince himself of this fact.
He walked past the empty table in the foyer, the one with the missing statue.
"Without that bitch, I am perfect." He snarled under his breath, walking into the dining room, past his usual end of the currently bare table.
It was stained darker than the rest, due to wine that had seeped into the wood all those nights ago.
"She ruined my table with her clumsiness," He whispered, lying to himself. It had been his fault. "If she hadn't been there, this furniture would have been perfect."
He poured himself coffee, taking a sip. "I am perfection, immortal." His quiet words held no value, even to his own ears.
"I do not require something as trivial as love."
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Fuck yeah, angst. XD
-D.O.C
