Just a warning I am Dyslexic so my stories will not be perfect but I now have one Beta reader to help me along the way :D
Thank you so much to Roshelle Diall for offering to work with me :D
Hello my sweeties, I'm just going to keep going with chapters until the net is fixed or I can get to my parents then upload them all at once, what can I say I enjoy writing too much :P
Enjoy...
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Kyoko really enjoyed herself with all her friends and Ren. Kanae made it so she had to sit by him which in a way Kyoko was thankful for. She was feeling a little self-conscious of the situation about sharing a room but when Ren put his arm around her waist and hugged her to his side, her body just seemed to relax. Like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. As she snuggled into his side she felt his lips brush against her hair. The warmth that filled her was better than any drug. It seemed to fill her entirely. As they ate and talked her hand rested tightly in his. She really did love him.
Kanae was constantly watching them just checking her reactions. Ren held her softly and after a while Kyoko relaxed and so did Kanae. Thinking about it everything had gone a little fast for her friend. She had gone from being afraid to love to giving her life for the man she loved.
Maybe things like fate are real, she thought as she smiled at her best friend.
She just needs time for it to settle in. She will be fine.
Kyoko and Ren walked them all to the front doors. At 9:30 the LME limo was waiting as the note had said to take them home. Kyoko hugged them all even managing to get a quick hug from Kanae. As Ren watched and smiled he didn't realise Kanae had only agreed to the hug to speak with her one last time before she left.
"You're going to be fine Kyoko-chan. He is a good man. Just stay calm and go with what your heart tells you." Kyoko had giggled at this comment.
"Isn't that the president's normal line?" she asked smiling into her friends hair.
"Mo the old git is getting to me," replied Kanae laughing as she released Kyoko. But she saw the thanks in Kyoko's eyes and that's all she needed.
"Call me if he does anything unbecoming to you Kyoko-chan. I need practice for my new psychopathic wife role I believe there is even a scene castrating one of her husbands." Ren noticeably flinched as he held his arm around Kyoko and she giggled.
"Don't worry Moko-san. You will be the first person I call." The girls all laughed at Ren's face as they climbed into the limo. He looked scared.
"Does she really have a role like that?" he asked Kyoko looking down at her.
Kyoko nodded. "It's a bit like BJ but he is what they call a professional wife. She marries in different places and when the husband is insured she kills them."
Ren thought about this and blanched. "Why do I think that I would be scared to watch that?"
She giggled at him as he looked down at her. Slowly leaning forwards he took her lips gently. Kyoko thought if he hadn't been holding her waist she would have fallen. Her knees felt weak and her entire body tingled with pleasure at his touch.
"Come on my princess. Let's go home," he said finally breaking the kiss and guiding her back upstairs to their apartment. They sat on the sofa together. As Ren looked at the DVD's the girls had pulled out of his collection his heart jumped as he noticed one at the bottom of the pile. Pulling it out he looked at Kyoko who was coming in from the kitchen with drinks for them both.
"Did you watch this?" he asked holding up the DVD for Kyoko to see.
"Nooooooo." Kyoko shook her head as if the look in her eyes and the feeling in her voice wasn't enough.
"Chiori was shocked you had that one and just happened to remember that it was a role I played so she insisted we watch it. Luckily I managed to slip it to the bottom of the pile so we never got around to it." Kyoko looked at the Fuwa Sho PV in Ren's hand.
"Why do you have that Ren?" she asked walking around the sofa setting down both drinks before sitting down. She looked worried and anxious sitting ramrod straight on the edge of the sofa.
"I told you in the hospital, I own every piece of work you have ever acted in. I even have a copy of the Curara commercial." He smiled back at her as he slowly took the DVD out of the case and slipped it into the DVD player.
"Ren what are you doing?" she asked shocked as he dropped the PV case onto the table and sat next to her on the sofa.
"Have you ever watched the PV?" he asked knowing that the answer was probably no.
She shook her head decisively as she sipped her water. "It's not really something I was interested in watching. I've been there as the president watched it and seen snippets in music stores but I've never watched it properly." She placed her glass back down.
Ren sat on the sofa next to her. Holding out his arm to her he summoned her to his side. Slowly she moved across the sofa allowing him to pull her back towards him. She leant onto his chest as he held her softly. His intoxicating smell filled her nose as she breathed in slowly and softly.
"It's always good to watch what you have done, even if the guy you were acting with is a complete and utter jackass," he said kissing her hair lightly he spoke softly. The feel of his breath caressing her earlobe made her shiver, the tingling sensation filling her entire body again as he slowly gave her a whispered commentary of the acting of herself, Sho and Mimori in the PV. He told her in detail where he thought she excelled telling her how beautiful and amazing she looked and how she held the stage.
"If it wasn't for you I doubt that girl could have done that well," she whispered quietly. Her body felt like it was melting under his touch and she was hardly able to breathe. She felt like she was floating away.
"She told me she hated me and refused to work with me to begin with," she stated breathlessly. She forced her fuzzy mind to obey her as she looked up into the eyes of the man she loved. She saw the care and love in his eyes. Felt it burning into her skin as she slowly pushed herself up claiming his lips for herself in that instant. Ren was always surprised when she took the initiative.
Not that I mind, he thought as he kissed her back, matching her pressure with his own. Slowly raising her hand up she sank it deeply into his hair. Grabbing a handful she ran her hand through it deepening their kiss as she pulled him closer to her.
Kyoko slowly turned her body so she was facing him on her knees. Never breaking the kiss she leant against his chest pushing him lower into the sofa as she wrapped her other hand around his back. He wrapped her solidly in his arms. He felt his heart pounding as she took control, licking his lower lip lightly with the tip of her tongue. He slowly parted his lips allowing her wandering tongue to enter his mouth dancing against his own. She moved herself even closer to him her chest now resting firmly on his, her hip just inches away from where he wanted her oh so badly. But his brain started to spin as he thought about this. Pulling away from the kiss smiling at her Kyoko stopped. Looking into Ren's eyes, she suddenly realised what she was doing.
Blushing profusely she pulled away bowing low in her kneeling position. "I'm so sorry Ren, I didnt mean to... I... I …." Her sentence didn't seem to have a direction. She was so embarrassed she just didn't know what to say. She could feel her cheeks, neck and ears burning as she looked away.
Ren took this chance to wrap her in his arms again. Spinning her swiftly so she was leaning against his chest again he kissed her hair softly.
"There is nothing to be sorry for Kyoko, you don't know how many times I've wanted to do exactly that to you," she snuggled into his chest embarrassed as he held her tightly.
"There is no rush for us to do anything Kyoko. We can do everything at your pace so please don't worry." They sat that way for a while watching random things on the TV. Ren talked about people he knew on the programs, people he had been interviewed by and what they were like. He made her laugh and giggle and he enjoyed every second of having her in his arms. During a lull in the conversation he felt her breathing grow shallow. Looking down upon her sleeping face he smiled.
Turning off the TV he slowly carried her to the bedroom and placed her gently on the bed. She was wearing soft trousers and a t-shirt so he doubted she would be uncomfortable. Changing into his own pyjamas he got into bed beside her. Pulling the blankets up over both of them he kissed her forehead gently as he held her close falling into distant dreams with the scent of his beloved filling his senses.
Kyoko woke slowly a wonderful warmth against her. As she snuggled back towards the heat radiating at her back she sighed contented before she realised what was happening. Shooting up she looked behind her at the sleeping figure of Kuon. His face was soft and sensitive smiling slightly as in his sleep he reached out and held onto her t-shirt grabbing tight and not relinquishing his grip.
Like a child, she thought. As she smiled down upon his sleeping form she relaxed. Slowly sliding back down under the covers she pulled herself closer to him watching him sleep. I suppose Moko was right. This is what people who love each other do I just have to take my time.
She thought back to Ren telling her to take her time. That there was no need to rush.
She smiled again. "I do love you Ren." She kissed his forehead and closed her eyes. Settling back into the bed for the first time in a very long time Kyoko returned to sleep feeling safe in the presence of the man she loved.
If she had stayed awake for a little while longer she would have seen Ren's eyes flicker and the smile on his face become heavenly.
Ren felt her shoot up in the bed drawing away from him. It woke him instantly. As her presence left his side he flicked his eyes open barely looking through his lashes at her he panicked. Was she going to panic and leave? Was she shocked at where she was. She had fallen asleep on the sofa. With all the turmoil roiling through his head he never even realised he had done it. Reaching forwards and grabbing her t-shirt he felt almost like a small child begging her not to leave him alone. He held on to that T-shirt grasping onto the one thing in his life he could no longer live without. He heard her smile as the air passed her lips he felt her moving slowly back under the blankets and the softest kiss on his forehead as she told him she loved him. He listened for a while as her breathing shallowed and he too relaxed. Smiling at the woman he loved he too drifted back to the land of dreams.
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