So as some of you may have realized, I deleted the chapter and edited it. The original caused quite a bit of confusion with readers and me. I had rremembered something brought up to be the first time I wrote about rose and dimitri possibly having a baby and mentioned a law, well it wasn't a true law, more of a law of vampire nature. Unfortunately, I had already posted the original chapter when I decided to go back and look at what had been brought up. I remembered why I decided to ignore the law of "nature". If you'd like to see what I am talking about reread page 79 of VA book 1... done? yes, so I decided once again to ignore that fact, because who doesn't want to see rose and dimitri have babies. Anyways, thanks for bearing with me on this and thanks for reading :)


Chapter 29

Dimitri and I go back to our suite. I sit down on the couch and I just lose it, I begin to cry, actually sob, I'm not one for crying but today really got to me.

Dimitri come out of the bathroom and stops dead in his tracks. He comes over and sits next to me.

"My sweet Roza, what's wrong?" he says "I hate to see you like this."

"I'm not quite sure, today just got to me." I say to him

"I think I might know what's really getting to you. Before you passed out, you were sobbing and saying how you wanted to settle down and have kids." He says

This causes more tears "I really said that" I say

"Roza you were and are now hysterical. I want kids too, but there's something else here, you wan"t to tell me what's going on. I really hate to see you this way." He says with concern in his voice.

"I…I gu..guess" I say with spastic breathing, I catch my breath "that at that moment I realized it could all be over, and deep down I've always wanted to be a mom and have a family. With my family being, well the way it is, I always wanted something more"

Dimitri says nothing and just pulls me into a hug. We sit there for a few minutes, him stroking my hair and wiping my tears.

When I stop my weird spastic breaths and whimpering, he lets go, cups my face and kisses me.

"I love you Roza" he says to me

"I love you Dimitri" I say back at him

"So, we're going to start trying then?" He asks

"Yes" I say, smiling from ear to ear.

With that we both head to bed.

I lay in his arms, staring at the ceiling, listening to his soft breaths. Despite what has happened today, I am really happy.