To: blackmagickat
Subject: !
Date: Thursday, 22 May 1997 19:49
From: jcalendar
I did it! We're going to curse the Master tomorrow!
I wish Amy was here for this. It's not a complicated spell, it just takes a little power and concentration, and I can handle it, but it should have been her. I've just been thinking about her all day. Honestly, Amy scared me sometimes with the way she talked about power. But I don't know. I just keep thinking, if I'd said something to her, if I hadn't been so intimidated by her mother, if I'd just encouraged her to be more cautious... I don't know. Or if I'd been there, so she had someone else to watch her back. You know I was working on the curse when she was killed. In a way, I feel like she died for this. I know the kids were thinking about her today too.
If things go as planned, then the next email you get from me will be solid gossip and nothing about life-threatening trauma. For example, I'm thinking about putting some distance between me and Giles. It's not that he's getting too attached, we agree about the Hellmouth being the absolute worst place for romance. But it's a concern. I don't know, I'll think about it later, and write to you about all my trivial, non-vampire-fighting thoughts.
Write me back a long email. I want to hear about everything you're doing. I'm so happy for you.
Love,
Jenny
