"You are all I have left."
So after hurting, after leaving twice, letting England ensnare him, his brother would rather let the person who hurt him twice-
BAM
He punched his left forearm. He didn't even think to do so, it was just automatic. Unthinking.
... That was how he screwed over everyone.
BAM
England was better for Alfred, and England fucking raped him. BAM
Because he let England ensnare him. Twice. BAM He abandoned him when he really needed it. Twice. BAM And he didn't say anything to England. It didn't matter that France was incoherent explaining it to him BAM or that he thought that something different was happening. HIS BROTHER GOT GANGRAPED BECAUSE OF HIM!
... Rape.. Gang ... rape. That was the first time he ever used that word, and it was leaving him in shock. So he didn't notice another person who felt guilty about what they did to Alfred walk in.
Korea was also in shock, but over something much more trivial. Mathew's arm was almost smashed. Canada looked at it.
Bruises like dark flowers bloomed on his arm, bitter and painful to have planted, but at least they would bear fruit that would make him more prudent, stronger and upstanding. A good person. A kind person. Someone who loves and protects.
Dear God, why did this happen? Did this have to happen? Did the universe depend somehow on his brother's rape? It had to happen for some reason, but he couldn't think of any. The universe made it happen.
But he could've stopped it.
This happens just after the phone call America had with Canada. In one or two chapters, Canada will explain what exactly he's talking about because you all know that he did something, but he's not a rapist. This is a day later than I wanted it because at first I was going to write about England getting beaten up, but then there were changes. Originally in this chapter, Korea was going to talk, and there was going to be a conversation. Canada would also tell him what the hell happened. I'm sorry.
Also, thank you a lot, Camry72. I like your suggestions, and you unknowingly encouraged me. I'm happy.
